Monday, June 17, 2013

yes i eat cow i am not proud



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YnmjGc3kXm0  (nirvana - mr moustache) -- yes it's nirvana week

this is another classic nirvana song, from the album 'bleach' which they released well before their big selling 'break-out-success' album 'nevermind' which rocketed them to fame and attention (they were nobodies when they released this song and album) --- this is a very good song

have just made firmer arrangements to sell the benji crib......... with no wifey around (she's in bulgaria) - it's perfect, all arguments can take place in writing....... hopefully she won't make things difficult -- i want an auction on august 31st, a week after i get back from spain....... and then to move out 42 days later, and buy a new home in that period....... i'll have fox news all the way thru september........ wifey and mother in law and baby arrive on september 11

it's off to the cinema, to avoid the airbnb guest if nothing else.......... not that she's annoying, in fact, today's only the 2nd time i've seen her since she checked in last week...... we just never 'coincidir' (co-incide) -- man it is gonna be so great speaking spanish every day in spain! never get to do that!............ hopefully splitting my flights between two carriers from singapore will not lead to me missing out on my holiday in spain!!!!

what to see at the cinema? fast and furious 6! (and nothing else!) i heard it's about really impatient real estate agents that are in a big hurry to sell real estate (never a good idea, nothing should be done impulsively when it comes to real estate - it's definitely a saturnian activity

gal 3rd from left is a real looker





 hey, a few hours later, caught that movie: wow.... the physics involved... just amazing.... the only thing my subconscious was tripping on a little was how the motley crew could do so many extra-legal things in england and spain and probably moscow too without getting into trouble... by the time i turned left on burnet street outside the parramatta westfield's, after seeing the movie, to head to the freeway home, it figured that because hobb's or the rock's some kind of u.s. govt. official they all have immunity to do crazy sh*t, anyway you know it's just a movie so you don't expect too much reality......... it was all very amazing and there was even a tank........ congratulations!

my bro's church is on burnet street so i drove right by it, we mentioned on this blog about the day at hospital where i went to jack off for ivf purposes to help conceive my beautitful son alex, of course, it's not very romantic, we mentioned that how it went down was that at the main entry to the hospital, my wife being elsewhere, i encountered a family from my brother's church on burnet.... the parents are fine and have a healthy teenage son, however another son i already knew from their church (they are born again christian styled church, they mostly start out their services singing praise to Jesus, which is nice to attend sometimes, as they do it in a heartfelt way, normally i leave after that before the preaching)...... anyway, they have another son that is in a kind of mobile pram, he's on his back the whole time, is very bow-legged, wears an oxygen mask all the time, has the body of a 4 year old, and i think is mentally like a vegetable - just not there, they astounded me by telling me he is also a teenager!..... i tried to praise them for their fortitude and such in such trying circumstances

i left them to jack off for a medico and pass him the specimen through a sliding metallic door after ringing a doorbell, only to get a call later saying to return and do it again......... they were able to fertilize a number of eggs like this, maybe 5 or 6, including one that has become alex thanks to my wife's healthy maturing abilities.... so it makes me a very lucky guy, and it's a pity guys like me don't have kids earlier in life when their sperm is stronger, although maybe using the computer with the internet and smoking and not exercising enough severely damaged my sperm.... or working nite and not getting enough sleep, who knows......... i wonder what the moral questions are about having 5 or so fertilized eggs sitting in a freezer right now just sitting there frozen..........the science is amazing, those eggs could probably stay frozen 100 years and be matured by most any woman around the world to produce a kid with similar genes to my son alex.... that is really trippy, somehow i feel it will come back to bite me, having those eggs just sitting there

i read once in a book by occultist dion fortune 'The Esoteric Philosophy of Love and Marriage, 1924' that once an egg is fertilized, the soul in Heaven (disincarnate) makes an attachment to it so that if it is aborted, the soul feels pain and rejection and therefore abortion is a sin..........however with a fertilized egg, although it might be true that a soul is already attached to it, it cannot avoid some attraction to another seed somewhere in the universe and anyway, our frozen fertilized eggs would end up attracting some soul.......... somehow it seems like playing Sorcerer's apprentice a little which is to say, evil.......... i am hoping the ends justifies the means and i think maybe i will learn more about it in the afterlife in Heaven, between lifetimes, disincarnate....

after the movie i bought a 'milky way' bar, haven't had one for a long time, something familiar from the past, we had them here even in the early 1980s..........

http://cdn.preterhuman.net/texts/religion.occult.new_age/Dion%20Fortune%20-%20Psychic%20Self%20Defense.pdf

One of Fortune's books: Psychic Self Defense can be downloaded free here, it's meant to show you how not to let any1 f*ck around with ur psyche............ 

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