david letterman progress report

alot of ppl out there that don't like spanish genes would say my comments about american tv is hater talk.... however it is doctor talk, benji is the doctor, giving the diagnosis.......... for benji, a spaniard, not having a scottish name like seth mcfarland of 'family guy' fame, it's hard to make jokes without being labelled a terrorist or a dangerous nutjob......... that's because of the movement for racial supremacy amongst anglo-americans like seth mcfarlane and letterman

anyway, be that as it may, having monday and tuesday off, tonite monday, had a little catch up sleep from 830pm to midnite or so local time, got out of bed, made some fish with salad and buttered bread, and turned on letterman........... i was in a passive mood and open to any kind of entertainment with dave, not feeling hateful or contemptuous or anything....... it would have been easy for dave to entertain me.... his top 10 about hell was acceptable enough fare......... i wasn't even imagining dave holding a gun to the heads of 'the view' and making them squeak out some metallica song while under duress of being shot in the head and weepy, i was all ears.......... the first guest was incredibly stupid and boring, 'chelsea handler' no-one even knows or cares who she is therefore she is nobody, she isn't doing anything sexy like whipping a hula-hoop around or anything, the only interesting thing she said was that she has a german nazi grandfather and german jewish genes, she could have elaborated on that and it would have been interesting but the two are lost, they have nothing to talk about........ at this point it's all posturing to pretend they're not homosexuals......... now she says she doesn't like germany and serbia, that was at least interesting.......... now her books are great and she sold 3 million books, that's crap......... my blog has almost 21,000 hits........ who gives a shit? this is a complete waste of time, how this dumb bitch can sell 6 million books without taking her clothes off is hard to believe, despite seeming like she could have an interesting story inside her, she seems to be essentially a stupid bitch........... i'm sorry to say that too........ it's become painful...... dave is the usual dumb anglo-supremacist douche-bag and the german jew lady is boring and redundant and irrelevant...... dave says 'i/me' for the 10 trillionth time in his lifetime........ thanks to the nazis in germany, blondes like chelsea and dave will continue to reign supreme........ god that was a pointless waste of time, how stupid


commarcial [sic] break time


now dave is back for 10 seconds with some guy in an elevator opening to the 9th floor and an operation going on within and then it's another 5 minutes of english redneck commarcials [sic] here


there's some dumb show on tv called 'the shield' some new american drama, i saw the commercial for it a few days ago, flipping over now and seeing it for 2 seconds was enough to confirm that it was garbage, with the commercial there was doubt, but now i know from 2 seconds it's garbage: based on the background music, the douche-bag female actor's face when she opens the box with her wedding ring in it, and the poor grainy cinematographic effect........... benji's not interested in bullshit, you can believe that


at this point, it's not disrespectful anymore to refer to 'letterman' as 'the idiot dave'........ just as there are mentally retarded kids and kids suffering from down syndrome, dave seems to be an old 'idiot' kid, it's not genetic either, it's probably thanks to the germans and the english races.......... in that sense it's genetic for dave


now the idiot dave, no disrespect meant, is introducing ross bennett, another lame american stand up comic that 'isn't english' (despite having english genes no doubt) -- now he says he's a new yorker from upstate new york...... the crowd has already laughed, but nothing he's said was funny yet........ he's talking about how new york city-ers are aggressive, that's true, but he's not funny, the guy has potential, an excellent speaking voice and stage presence but his material is crap, that's probably because he's a dumb whore..........now he's back leaning on that favorite crutch of tv people everywhere: 'i/me'......... he's now compared finding parking in nyc to casual sex in his 20s......the idiot anglo-supremacist crowd loves it........ now he's looking to have sex with someone in the crowd as he announces he's recently divorced and looking for a 3rd wife.... this is what nietzsche referred to as 'the laughing-stock/embarrassment' last man......... this guy is officially dead at this point of his delivery, he could now choke on his tongue, turn blue and die on stage and the world would be free of one more douchebag and hence a better place.......his parachute joke gets an upturn of some facial muscles on benji's face but no smile..........the idiot dave is there grinning before he dies and possibly is reborn in bangladesh to become a peasant buffalo driver teenage kid sometime in the late 21st century or early 22nd century only to migrate to australia and become a car washer so as to be able to evolve spiritually, and is replaced in nyc by someone who doesn't have anglo/german genes........ by the way, sandra bullock takes it up the arse from strangers according to reliable sources in the film industry


commarcial [sic] time, maybe there'll be a good movie on...... that 80s movie d.a.r.y.l was pretty cool, ppl have gone backwards since then though........ now with smartphones and 2 or 3 generations of the pill, it's a lost generation of co2 burners that will bequeath gigatons of co2 emmissions for the people in 500 years time


i'm actually reading a book about this called 'deep future' by a scientist/paleo-environmentalist called 'curt stager' and what he says is easy enough for the layman to understand and it's really going to be interesting to see what kind of technology we're all gonna have in 1000 years time when coal and oil/natural gas are all but a thing of the past: nuclear technology, wind technology, solar technology, smart-phones..... some of our greatest achievements at this stage of our evolution: surgery, these things will most likely survive, in benji's opinion, however stager's book doesn't cover this but sticks to the science of co2 emissions and how they are measured: by drilling ice-cores in the antarctic and greenland ice-sheets, etc...... the basic concept that's easy to grasp for anyone is: it takes Earth millions and millions of years to turn her waste products into oil but only 500 years or so to reconvert that to gas in the atmosphere, stager's book goes into great details about how the oceans and dry earth specifically will deal with this (including the weather), stager also goes into great detail of natural cycles of 100,000 years or so of heating and cooling, including how earth revolves over a 108,000 year or so cycle and wobbles


dave's musical guests (notice we didn't say idiot dave this time) were pretty awesome, the fat lady conductor looked like she had a problem though, too excited and shit, maybe in 50 years from today some late nite comedian will make a joke about that but he won't be an anglo-german (genetically) like today's latenite douchebags on american tv


anyone thank God dave's show is over, it was real crap tonite except for the musical group who were very good

found a movie: death note: the last name; it's a modern japanese kind of scary/dark movie seemingly based on some anime principles - not sure if to stay up for it or just go back to bed and keep reading the stager book.... the japanese movie has normal characters but added in cartoon character that are 'anime' like, they are in fact 'death demons' demons of the afterlife responsible for people's deaths..... this brings to mind an interesting story which i may or may not have mentioned on this blog..... about 6 years ago more or less to the day, in the summer of 2007.... i found myself in sofia bulgaria with a very bad case of german measles (rubella)......... i had probably been immunized from it as a child, or maybe not, in any case, this disease isn't so bad if ur a child when u get it, but for adults it can occasionally be fatal, the thing i am married to, possibly for worse (as opposed to better) was in that time, right where she is at this exact moment: on the black sea coast of eastern bulgaria........ i found in the midst of the sickness, such pain in the head and general pain as well as a bad outbreak of red sores on my head, one nite things got so bad, i decided to drink half a bottle of vodka, maybe it would help.......... that night i slept and the only thing i remember was a 'death demon' -- unlike this japanese movie, it was black and faceless........... it was trying to strangle me...... when i woke in the morning, the bed had broken a little and my body was half sunk into it, my body was cold and my heartbeat i later checked was incredibly slow, also, when i woke up i couldn't move a single thing on my body, not even a finger, for about a minute, then finally i could slowly move a finger.......... my entire body was very cold too, despite the weather being warm......... what was clear to me was that i had almost died, the sleep state and the mood it produced, with the black 'death demon' there more or less complemented what i felt when i awoke which was almost being dead anyway..... i slowly rubbed my cold body and circulation and strength returned somewhat although i was still sick for a few days after that....... upon arousing my spirits like this, i noted a kind of psychic awareness of heaven (residual leftover from dreamland in a sense) in the sense of heaven should i have died right there how i would have aspired to it without my body (permanent separation from the body/death) and it was not unpleasant, i would have enjoyed it and being free of my body, there was light there and good spirits (but no english rednecks or anglo-german white supremacist tokenist amerindian hating americans)........... am not unhappy to be alive though.........

the japanese movie is turning out to be less interesting than my near death experience......... i'm sorry to say japanese people are stupid like americans are stupid, in fact they are stupid in a different way, but this movie seems to indicate that they too, are stupid.......... maybe we can just stick all the japanese with the english rednecks of this world somewhere in africa and the world would be a better place?