sunday morning preaching with benji

hello friends, please roll your scroll of toilet paper to position four, page 23, scroll five: ahem.... clears throat, adjusts reading glasses..... timperninny went forth then to the rexoids, and sayeth unto them: hugginy? hugginy poops? and the rexoids sayeth back to timperninny ixnay...... what can we learn from this interaction? consider the tree branch. thank you. i hope that has been as insightful for you as it has been for benji. Doesn't this refer to a universal truth? Isn't the Israeli policeman, truncheon in hand, ready to strike the many African migrants touched by this truth? The thirteen year old in America, poised to daterape his twelve year old girlfriend after spiking her kool aid with sleeping pills, is he not touched by this truth? The obsessed grandmother, with her hand fixed claw-like on the lever of the poker machine, about to take a final mortgage on her grandchildren's future in order to continue with her gambling, is she not moved by this truth? The adolescent girl, who stares wistfully at the unwanted foetus floating in her toilet after taking some special medication, longingly looking at the contours of the little foetus's body before flushing the toilet, is she not moved by this great truth? Just sayin'

sundae mourning

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiBX-ESFDF0

hey does that make me a liar if i snap some pieces of chocolate and throw it into a tub of yogurt and call it a sundae? is that an exaggeration or a misrepresentation or am i like going to hell for bearing false witness..... is that the kind of question ned flanders would ask?


moving on, wow, tarantino, who we have recently discussed on this blog had better watch out! fox news' stuart varney has caught wind of his cop-hating shannanigans and he's pissed! who's stuart varney? only the toughest american son of a bitch ever to walk God's green Earth! he's so tough, he talks like an english-man from manchester or somewhere, probably just because peoples' ear-drums would explode if he spoke american....... he can make the Earth wobble on its own orbital path and cause tsunamis, just by speaking american, so we better just hope he has mercy on us and sticks to speaking english..........he is so bad arse, spaceships flock to him and part seas! he can probably walk on water too..... you know the old guy in kill bill? stuart varney doesn't even need to make contact with your body to make your heart explode like that! he can just do it WITH HIS MIND! he is totally badarse and it's totally game over for tarantino coz now varney has him on his radar........ the worst thing of all is that if the justice dept. ends up arresting him for destroying that taliban hating, cop hating, nazi hating know-nothing tarantino, we'll never get a chance to see him dress up as santa's favorite reindeer (after rudolph), blitzer....... also it'd be good to see him bark and pant like a yorkshire terrier, that's what we're all waiting for and why he's on fox news to begin with, one would think............. he is bad arse, a real man's man.........when he gets tired of kicking it with all the hipster geniuses at fox news, he just steps out of those fancy digs in manhattan in his backwoods run down clothing and throws his sack into his convertible which is being held for him by a petrified mexican right out front of fox studios there in manhattan and he just drives off for weeks at a time to random rural places like montreal and just has adventures and stuff like the black guy in pulp fiction after he has his muffin......... totally bad arse, i totally wouldn't want him on my six, video game company executives go and study him to figure out new bad-arse finishing moves for their characters in violent video games, for example, you know at the end of street fighter or actually mortal kombat, you have finishing moves where you can turn your vanquished foe into ice and then they just explode and scream and what not? they actually get those ideas from varney after someone messes with him or accidentally bumps him on a friday night after work at the local bar.......... you know aqua teen hunger force, how when they lock in together they have the quad laser that no-one can defeat? well guess what? stuart varney eats those big giant quad laser thingies for breakfast......... you know leroy jones? from the song? that's meant to be so badarse and hardcore? he shines stuart varney's shoes and calls him master.......... you better watch out!

Russia today: socialism everyday

these Russians just don't get socialism and reappropriation of other people's property isn't free and comes at a price,


take my brother who I nickname Joseph Stalin for the sake of this blog. He's begged and pressured my mother to cut me out of her will and leave my share of our family's wealth all to him, like a real lazy greedy guts. That's what communism is all about! Do you think I'll be bringing my kids to see their grandma anytime in the next twenty years or so? Nope. How about the kids' other grandma from communist Siberia? She loved communism in Russia, so much so she's all like Solzhenitsyn who? So of course she's got no money and a big fat mouth, typical Russian communist. Who's property does she need to reappropriate when she's in town? Mine of course! The enemy of the State and the global proletariat revolution, that's Russians for you! Insular, warped, ignorant, dumb-arse fucks. Just never know what they're talking about.

checking in on Hilary and Carlee / def metal musical genre

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hey guys, you know, about 17 years ago now, how time flies, the great filmmaker George Lucas was here in Sydney making his wonderful star wars movies and in those days, Benji was friends with a very well connected film industry person that was also working on Lucas' star wars films so that occasionally Benji's buddy would be working on something like foam modelling or whatever and Lucas would nonchalantly walk in and grab some tools. You really have to admire Lucas and what he's managed to achieve. But if your career is as small potatoes as Benji's, then you can even admire greatly the aforementioned film industry stalwart working on the foam modelling.


not sure why or if that's important, but anyway, tonight we check in on the two ladies running for president, we have Clinton on Colbert. She presented herself very well, has 'buena presencia' as they say in Spanish and seems like a strong candidate. In the other corner, we have Fiorina around August 6th talking to Chris Matthews on hardball or msnbc or whatever it was. Fiorina, being a Virgo, is somewhat chameleon like, so may 'take on forms', which would be interesting if she does win the presidency. My advice, and I don't want to seem misogynistic or rude/mean: To Carlee, don't look like the Muppet Janice.


you know, I've had a lawyer in my taxi giving me legal advice saying, I normally charge $500 per hour for advice. Benji, being such minuscule small potatoes so as to be unappealing even to ants, always offers his advice for free.


so really, it's just like that episode of the Brady bunch (The actor that played the dad was gay! Kind of like Steven Colbert!) where Jan is nervous to talk to the audience, so someone says, just imagine the entire audience is naked.... Similarly, we say to Carlee, watch this fellow's plodding monolog Carlee:
http://youtu.be/vFSwBCFg8I8
then imagine right at the very end he adds, 'oh and don't look like the Muppet Janice Carlee'


http://youtu.be/vl5sUSlBISU
. Brady bunch in question


wow, will you look at that?! The Brady bunch mom actually caught genital crabs from the mayor of ny city!!


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-nvfO7NElQM


wow see that really ties in with the Matthews, Fiorina interview because it'd be interesting if Fiorina studies Hilary's tenure as senator of ny state and comes with something strong about it in a future debate


maybe the really important information in this post is that genital crabs are amazing when you really think about it


moving on, def metal music, a classic example is fear factory's 'replica',
http://youtu.be/7RJsRQOneMY
pantera are also a notable example of the genre. Interesting to note the machine gun like staccato of the double bass pedal on the drum kit. As you may know, your humble servant Benji counts drumming and some saxophone playing amongst his musical talents. Typically the right foot presses the bass pedal that strikes the big bass drum. The striking percussion pad that hits the drum is normally just one, but the double bass has two, you can hear them in def metal songs.

humor: the good, the bad and nbc today

http://youtu.be/BMUl6w1efXI


just discovered some channel called college humor, it's pretty funny, but don't bother watching the one about yawning; generally it's all more entertaining than watching videos made by highly functional autistic people explaining all the things that annoy them after they start using labels as a crutch, but sometimes the autistic people are more entertaining, especially when they hit themselves out of frustration


nbc today, womp womp, that's what you think when people say nbc today show: Womp womp, right? Get ready to insert harp music and swirly visual effect, wouldn't it be interesting if nbc today show was the subject of an abc 2020 special investigation? You know, right?! Ok, insert harp music and swirly visual effect now (here).
..


hi I'm Elizabeth, the lady that came out as a raging drunk that sometimes moonlights as a journalist; and I'm like David, is that my name? You know that mournful looking sensitive looking guy that looks like an alter boy that's in his early 40s..... And this is abc 20/20.... Sorry we left the forward slash out earlier, on tonight's abc 20/20, nbc today show: Have they ever won anything, even just once, ever, collectively or as individuals, and should they be institutionalized?


after the break: You claim to have won a raffle once claiming a Turkey as first prize, but your mother says that was actually your cousin Jamie.


matt Lauer: Jamie won that Turkey for everyone, it was a group victory


so you never actually won it yourself....




meanwhile, in the 20/20 editing room; do you think I look more powerful strutting in this shot or with my foot up on that pedestal gazing into an uncertain horizon? Should we go with the Chopin for the schmaltzty sympathetic music? Are these bagels gluten free? Do you think it's sexist I beat my husband, I am a trans-gendered man after all?

movie review: seven brides for seven brothers, 1954

set in 1850s Oregon, a backwoods kind of guy somehow manages to score a foxy bride, she must be enamored with the countryside or the pioneer lifestyle or else her new hubby is plugging her like a porn star because she just busts out in 1950s operatic arias about how swell everything is.... Then she gets to new hubby's farmhouse and it turns out he talks a big game but is actually a total hillbilly by the looks of it, he has six redheaded brothers who stare at his wife like they've never seen a woman before, their home definitely requires a woman's touch. The plot requires they all find brides. If anything else notable happens we'll keep you posted.


ok, she doesn't want to put out on her wedding night but then sings a delightful aria, "when you're in love", and changes her mind. It's classic 1950s Hollywood as the bridegroom is sitting in a tree next to the hokey hillybilly window while she warbles. Btw, if anyone is interested in learning any Hindi, billy means cat and dude means milk.


out at town one brother offers some pretty ladies 'a mite of chewing tobacco', which they take as impudence, a fistfight ensues. now the bride is singing another aria about 'going courting ', as the brothers have a month to prep for a cornshuck dance. The bride's philosophy differs substantially from eazy e from nwa who posited that 'foreplay to [him] ain't shit, when [the woman] spreads them [her legs], then [she ] can cop the dick of the e, if she can deal with the size'...just sayin'.


ok a month has gone by, the men are dressed up all dandy. They are so backwoods, noone from the town dance even recognizes them. The brothers have all found women lickity split and it's time to dance. They are doing a kind of Germanic polka, this turns into a whole different choreographed thing, knees are flying around everywhere. Anyway it's unlikely the brothers would be such professional dancers, as well as everyone else as there's a lot of trees for fellin' and whiles to be set a spellin', and beavers furs fer peltin', just saying.


they're all still dancing and doing gymnastics, finally it ends, I would have put laxatives in their corn broth if I was there.


now the married brother has just sung their dopey love song and we're wondering why we don't have the technology to tell our tv we want eaze e to come along and stop the brother's singing with a bullet to the gut, kind of like in reservoir dogs or pulp fiction, where the victim is all screaming and gurgling. Who knows, maybe in two hundred years time we'll have the computing power, according to moore's law, to do just that!


now the six brothers are singing in the snow, bemoaning their lack of brides, you can tell they aren't Australian because they'd all be in a whorehouse instead. Benjamin says he's going to leave. It's time to go for a jog soon. There's a song about roman days. If eazy e had shot Benjamin's brother earlier we wouldn't get the roman song. He's basically telling his brothers to be more forward in claiming their love interests. Did you know bill and mortgage are the same in Spain and Bulgaria? Factura and hipoteca, that's coz of the Romans! Off the brothers go to claim their women, probably Benjamin too. Wow! They are straight kidnapping them! Throwing towels on their heads and running away with them, this is getting interesting.


a posse is chasing after the kidnapping, lonely brothers, through the snow, there's now a danger of a landslide, avalanche of snow in some pass somewhere. Gunshots ring out, causing an avalanche. The pursuing posse of suitors is thwarted by the avalanche. Now the kidnapped women are brought to Millie, the older brother's wife. She commiserates with the kidnapped women and is very upset with her hillbilly husband for encouraging the kidnapping (he used the Romans as justification to kidnap them). It's all somewhat comical and the brothers are more oafish than violent.


Adam says he's leaving for half a year to the trapper's cabin, Millie doesn't try to stop her hubby from leaving because he has been naughty. The kidnapped women are all sexy vixens and starting to get horny. So far they're sitting tight with Millie. Then Benjamin walks in with a sore leg. The women think he's hot. The women are horny now and just want their beaus, they'll be, holy moley, they're all in their underwear now. The women are catfighting now, they're going crazy about their proximity to the men. Then Millie walks in and drops a bombshell: She's expecting a baby. It's songtime again and these 1950s women are all knockouts. They're snowed in for the winter, getting hornier by the minute, they'll be ready to marry the Chinese railroad builders and go home to a Cantonese opium den in no time at all.


Millie has a baby girl, Adam is fetched for yonder but wont go as is sore something mighty with Millie, not even to meet his own baby daughter. Meanwhile, spring has arrived after a winter of the kidnapped ladies schmoozing up real close to the six brothers, the townsfolk are set to go rescue the kidnapped women from yonder hillbilly farm.


everyone is getting along dandy at the farm. Adam meets his baby Ben Bernanke, for the first time, they call her Hannah. Benjamin still hasn't gone for a jog. Adam wants to take the women back to town now that the pass is open. The brothers don't want that but Adam explains that fighting with the women's kinfolk, especially now as they're coming for them will only alienate their new girlfriends. The women's kinfolk have arrived at the hillbilly farm and are fixing to hang the kidnapping brothers but instead a shotgun wedding occurs with Benjamin, Caleb and the rest of the brothers. The end, time for a jog!

tarantino spouts off as per fran stalinovskovichdavidovitchsky, oh sorry, russia today

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lpds3V90VbM


you know fran stalinovskovichdavidovitchsky, oh sorry, i mean russia today? that's the great russian english language tv show..... have been following the syrian war somewhat on russia today and 'war bad' tarantino comes on complaining about pol.ice brutality in ferguson, of all places --- the rally against police brutality looked like it was set in nyc .....

first of all, benji does not need some bitch arse americans from hollywood, black, white, harvey keitel, whoever to explain police brutality and black brutality in america...... let benji tell you, the cops in america are the greatest cops in the world, you won't be bribing them easily like the cops in fran stalinovskovichdavidovitchsky, sorry, russia............ also, the black thugs in america, as opposed to regular black people, are to all extents and purposes, a well-armed militia, and cops have every reason to beat them and shoot them......... the black militia in america -- thugs that are armed, not talking about regular black people, are the biggest bunch of bigots that are worse than cops you could ever imagine..... benji knows because benji spent five months living in a homeless shelter in LA with niggaz of all stripes: ex-military, ex-cons, ex-musicians, etc...... niggaz in america are some of the best people to meet anywhere in the world, even including thug-like niggaz......... one time, in the homeless shelter during those five months, one nigga from a militia or gang known as the rolling 60s crips was bombastically threatening anyone with murder if it turned out they had stolen his shit, which did appear to have dissappeared judging by his outburst..... outside, during smoke break, feeling his anger and watching his suspicious eye pass over me, something moved deep inside my gut, not even a bowel movement, but something deep inside, that's a deep down inside fear of being shot dead, but it's not even a bowel movement, like i say

another time, during the daytime, while out in hollywood at some time during these five months, i stared at cops awkwardly as they were parked awkwardly and they rushed over ten yards in their car with the intention of arresting me (just for staring at them the wrong way - and holding a bottle of liquor), i complied with everything they said and never got shot although there was probably a gun trained on me at all times, i was released on the spot after being cuffed and let to go.......... if black people weren't responsible for so many crimes in the first place, they wouldn't be getting shot and bashed by the cops all the time, sometimes, admittedly, when they might not have done anything wrong in a given instance.....

just google black crime statistics in america and google the fatherless rate of black kids in america and learn the facts, black people need to be told they're better than being a thug/crim and getting locked up, black people are running around shooting and beating people with impunity all over america everyday and getting away with it, they do not need to be mollycoddled and covered up for............... so tarantino, just shut yer fat cakehole up buddy, by golly


http://news.yahoo.com/chill-wind-policing-fueling-national-murder-spike-fbi-222605789.html?.b=index&.cf3=U.S.+News&.cf4=5&.cf5=Reuters&.cf6=%2F

spotlight on sports with fran stalinovskovichdavidovitchsky

movie review: blood ties, 2013.... james caan, mila kunos

http://m.imdb.com/title/tt1747958/


these are the only two actors benji recognizes, however immediately this movie has the positive quality of seeming like a real world, not just look an event with big names... There's not much action or car chases, mostly interractions and dialog, all the stuff the actors spend years practicing at film school. There are no green screens and hours of having make up applied and complicated outfits.... Can the script then deliver, is the question this film is posing... Franks hot black girlfriend comes to his workplace. Frank is a cop. Frank locked up someone important to the black woman, who was white, judging by how she's talking about him. Not sure why color should matter. More drama between the black lady and Frankie. Frank and the black lady are horny. Now frank wants more than just shoplifting the poo nanny. So the script has taken off, reached cruising altitude when it's all about frank and the black lady. Now all of a sudden it's probably franks crim brother who just got out of jail, some artsy stuff as he sees some tail that interests him. It's all set in the 70s. Next scene, outdoors, sunny, two guys just out of jail find a kiosk they will convert into an honest business. More artsy music overbtop, plus some dialog with occasional profanity. Frank the cop and crim brother have some dialog then cut to police station, frank's boss questions his relationship with his brother. The gazebo is all set up and reformed. There was a pretty good scene where Rudy Giuliani says they can't run the gazebo kiosk because they are excons so they will burn it all so noone can enjoy it just like the moonnites from aqua teen hunger force. Benji is running out of time to listen to all the dirty sluts bound for hell this movie has to cough up as it's time to get back to work and sit in a stuporous yet somehow pleasant state that is Benjis normal daily mindset. I think the hot brunette is mila kunos, all I know is she's hot and I think Seth McFarlane, who might as well be Jesus as far as Hollywood's concerned, likes her or pimped her under or something. All the 70s decor they mustered up is really awesome. If you enjoy cussing you're in for a treat. James caan is the dad of the two brothers and the lady cast as his wife really wouldn't be with him in real life.


James caans motivation is crankiness with his sons' bad relationship with each other. Crim son peek at next job planned. Planning is key when organizing crime, even just in a movie. Armed robbery, to the death. Crim bro is straight out to randomly kill strangers for fun. He has no regard for human life. Or maybe it was an organized hit. This movie is fun! But it's time to move on.

movie review: grudge match (2013), general warbling

hi shlarts, actors like to bandy words around like 'truth' and 'motivation' and 'the truth of the moment' and 'the truth for a given character at a given time'............. it's a real lot of bullshit....... you're aware there's a movie called silence of the lambs and in it Migs, a crazy guy locked up, throws his jism at Agent Starling's hair...... that's the real truth ok.......... so when you get all these fluffy dumb hollywood moments between scenes for all the fat bitches in america (male and female) addicted to prozac etc, where they get to imagine what life is like for the non fatties, that's the kind of nonsensical scenes you see in 'grudge match' between sylvestor stallone and kim bassinger, at no point between these two thespians' portrayels, did i feel like i was really watching two old flames relive their past together, it just looked like two actors, sylvester stallone and kim bassinger who should have just been hurling jism at eachother's hair, or maybe bassinger could leave a snail trail or something....... but that would really be the truth.............

robert deniro........ the truth, how long did it look like bob spent working out getting ready to portray a boxer, about as long as it took Migs to produce the truth (not long)........his tits were all sagging down, he didn't look like a boxer.......... old guys boxing is not a joke, Joe Bugden became world heavyweight champion during a lull in skills around Tyson's time when he was almost 50 years old, but he never had saggy boobs

apart from the above mentioned, this movie gets a pass

tarantino, we all know who he is, but here's something i didn't know, until a few months ago when i gave some random guy a cab ride here in sydney, he was telling me how his daughter was getting shtooped a few times by tarantino (not the way he phrased it, but the truth anyway) and as a special honor, tarantino decides to use her last name as the author of some fictitious, non-existent book 'the tales of kurrajong' in kill bill, and also the same surname (which was my taxi customer's family name) in some other movie of his, all to honor my taxi customer's daughter who was a shtoop buddy of tarantino -- she later went on to marry some german cinematographer that had shot some of tarantino's movies or someone else's movies who knows..... the shtoop girl's dad in my car, he'd actually been married enough times to be considered a moslem (although never to his cousins) and probably had kids with all kinds of his wives - so there you go, relationships in the west

benji has just quit smoking again and gone vegetarian and running a mile and a half in about 20 minutes a few times a week --- feeling great --- completely gotten used to being on one's own again, more or less alone..... working like six days a week and hanging out with american buddy Sam on sundays and attending church or snorkelling on sundays, etc..... couldn't be better, there are 48 days of this scenario left before the family returns........ after that it will be challenging to stay vegetarian/non-smoker/regular exerciser, am thinking


“The fire seven times tried this,
Seven times tried that judgment is,
That did never choose amiss.
Some there be that shadows kiss.
Such have but a shadow’s bliss.
There be fools alive, iwis,
Silvered o'er—and so was this.
Watch what movie thou wist on the silver screen,
I will ever be your head.
So be gone. You are sped."




hey, you know what I'd pay to see at the cinema? A Hollywood movie all done in Hindi language with American actors and subtitles, generally though, not interested in going to cinema

Christianity / faith and Tom Bombadil

Matthew 21, approx. Jesus and co see a fig tree, Jesus is hungry, there are no figs. Jesus tells tree it won't bear fruit again, tree dies. Jesus' buddies amazed, Jesus tells them if you have enough faith you can literally move a mountain.


no disagreements, but a question: Say your desire is to hang out with the tom bombadil character from the Tolkien novel, lord of the rings, he doesn't actually get shown in the movie but he is a mysterious character who is not affected by saurons evil ring of power. What is his secret? Say your desire was to go skateboarding one day with tom bombadil, THE tom bombadil, and you had enough faith for this seemingly impossible miracle to occur, how would it actually manifest? Who can conjure up the real tom bombadil? Not an actor representing tom bombadil, but the actual real tom bombadil.


also, why didn't I bring my skateboard to the beach today? Have the snorkelling gear but no skateboard. No tom bombadil either, you could probably learn a lot from tom bombadil.


 actually, what if by some feat of great faith you did manage to summon up the REAL tom bombadil and then he got raped right in front of you, the way Spielberg raped Harrison Ford while George Lucas was egging him on, that would be horrible, be careful what you wish for.... The moral of the story is to bring your skateboard to the beach when snorkelling and ride your board between swims, don't wish for crazy things because someone is going to get raped


http://youtu.be/eG4W0LbIvW0

Putin says he really doesn't understand, Benji explains

“I don’t really understand how our American partners can criticize Russia’s counterterrorism effort in Syria while refusing direct dialogue on the all-important issue of political settlement,” Putin explained.
Putin was commenting on the refusal by the Obama administration to receive a Russian delegation headed by Prime Minister Dmitry Medvedev to discuss the differences the two nations have on the Syrian crisis. The US said it would not talk unless Russia followed Washington’s lead and stopped helping the Syrian government of President Bashar Assad.
"I believe this position to be unconstructive. The weakness of this position is apparently based on a lack of agenda. It seems they have nothing to discuss,” Putin said at a meeting with the Kazakhstan president in Astana.




Benji explains; the United states is interested in maintaining good relations with Saudi Arabia, despite their government being every bit as bloodthirsty and cruel as IS , the United states doesn't care about Russia. America gets lots of oil from Saudi Arabia and the Saudis pay lots of money in PR to make themselves look good. That's the explanation. America sells chickens to Russia and gets rides to the international space station. And the parts of the chickens they sell to Russia they wouldn't even eat it themselves. Just as the Russian leadership of billionaire oligarchies and ex kgb multimillionaires are not interested in sharing their wealth with the hungry and poor babushkas of Russia, so too America does not care about the interests of the billionaire power elite of Russia, who always will have London, anyway. Easy to understand Mr. Putin.

20 heures, huile de palme

deforestation, le change du climat, le perdition du vol MH370, c'est tout tres serioux

Syria, latest

ok now Reuters is reporting that Hezbollah and assads army along with the quds from Iran are amassing a big army and ready to go at it with the non IS rebels, who, we mentioned recently, have very good anti tank weapons from America.


now obviously the whole thing is a big mess and the Kurds need their own nation. That would be a good way to prioritize order there, make that priority number one. You'd really need Russia and America on the same page for that. Maybe American foreign policy feels it's well served by the current chaos. Anyway, in a sense the Kurds have already won their own statehood but it's kind of unofficial.


anyway, not having studied at a military school or anything, but you would think, if you're the quds and co (Quds inc), with Russian aerial support, wouldn't you want helicopters just blitzing all of those anti tank positions the rebels are holding. Must be hundreds of them. It's going to be interesting over next few days if Quds inc do march forward with a big army how they'll be met by the rebels. You have to wonder how non fighting Syrians can live through these crazy times.


hey Jim Webb seemed like a good candidate for the Democrat party. Unfortunately, being a white male is unfashionable these days in America.


look at this article from Russian CNN:


https://www.rt.com/news/316821-xenophobic-posts-child-rights/


could Germany be MORE UNBALANCED? Is that the keyword that describes Germany? Unbalanced? One minute it's, "quick, kill all the Jews, conquer all of Europe including Russia!" The next it's, "you'll lose your job and children if you say anything bad about the one million migrants". Germany, severely unbalanced. Poor unbalanced Germany. I am he who cannot find balance or integration, so saeth Germany. Nietzsche is dead, so saeth God.

how is NBC TODAY so adept at being dumb?

noone can be that good without help right? what's their secret? they must have attended special dumb classes at university:  how to be an airhead 101, why did you walk through the door instead of into the wall smarty pants 101? etc

you can just imagine them during break time at school:

'man being dumb is such hard work! if only there was a magic potion we could take to help!'

'i've heard smoking pot and getting drunk can help us dumb down?'

'really?! where's the nearest veterinarian? let's go get some!'

moments later, 'pot's great! i feel dumber already, but i need to dumb down quicker! i failed spotting important places class, last week i said the vatican was the important place in a picture but it was actually dunkin' donuts'

'i heard damaging the pre frontal cortex is great for dumbing down, stand here with this baseball bat while i throw a ball into your forehead,'

'where's batman? ouch! that smarts!'


moments later....


http://youtu.be/kq6E2hQ20wc


'why are the police harassing this homeless man on my palm pilot? Would they do it on your desktop computer too? Let's find doubt!'


'now you're getting dumb!'

IS Bombs kurds in Ankara, America / saudi arm anti-assad Syrian forces

IS bombs over 100 Kurds in Ankara. Awkward: The Turkish majority and government don't like Kurds, but throw a glass of punch in your face don't like, not suicide bomb don't like ... Well, actually, since Turkey threw in their lot into Syria / Iraq two months ago, they have been bombing Kurds (pkk) the same as the Russians have been bombing anti-Assad terrorists. So maybe the Turkish government dislikes the Kurdish IS victims in Ankara more than just throw a glass of punch in your face dislike level.


TOWs are effective anti tank anti armored vehicle weapons. Saudi bought 13,000 of them from America last year and apparently the anti Assad rebels around Hama that the Russians are bombing are using them with great effect to repel Assad's army. Remember when da Vinci designed some war machine which was effectively a giant machete rigged to something like a catapult which you'd place at the road entering a city to repel attacks? Haven't we come along way since then!


anyway, the point is, technology has not been developed to arm a nation's war planes with some kind of beacon that can stop that same nation's anti warplane missiles from knocking it out. Case in point, you'd imagine the CIA have secretly contacted their Saudi buddies and said: Don't provide anti aircraft missiles to your Sunni buddies in Syria! Isn't that funny? Both American side and Saudi side would love to knock a Russian fighter plane or two out of the sky but those same missiles could be used on their own planes. You would think it would be standard design that an American made anti aircraft missile couldn't hit an American warplane due to built in technology. I mean a lot of these missiles work on radar/ homing devices.


there's actually an English company selling anti drone technology for 1.2 million dollars per unit. It jams the drones radio frequency causing it to fall out of the sky. Effective around six kilometers. You would think this technology could be used to great effect in Syria but of course America and Russia are super powers and don't want to destroy each others' drones.

Russia, Syria

actually, it seems like Russia won't defeat Isis anytime soon. The Saudis are now interested to arm non Isis, anti-assad forces, that the Russians have been bombing, with anti-aircraft technology. The Americans aren't interested in this as eventually Isis could win such technology then shoot down one of their aircraft. Fighter jets are super expensive. 30 million citizens of Russia or America need to each contribute $1 (price of cheapest burger at McDonalds) in order to buy just one jet, so nobody wants to see one of his own shot down. But the Saudis will be happy for some Syrians to shoot down Russian jets. The Saudis don't like certain Yemenis (they bomb them, even though they are people of the book!), they don't like Assad at all and have actually poured tens of millions of dollars, maybe more than a hundred million dollars worth of sophisticated weaponry to his enemies, much of which falls into the hands of Isis same as primo American tanks, etc, won from the Iraqi govt. Sometimes the enemies of Isis are in such a hurry to get away from them, especially in Iraq, they just abandon their expensive American tanks and run! Will Saudi Arabia experience guilt if the weapons they supply Syrian rebels that are considered enemies by Isis AND assad's regime bring down a Russian jet! No! They won't care! The Russians had their choice of 30 million cheap burgers or a fighter jet and the babushkas went hungry! The Saudis won't care about that! They have so much money, $100 million to arm assads enemies is pocket change for them. With all this complicated warring, Assad bombing his people for years with barrel bombs, isil growing and extending. Al-qaeda in Syria and other rebel groups, nobody has had a chance to annihilate Israel from the map! We were waiting for Iran to get a nuke and then go ahead and do it once and for all but doesn't look like happening any time soon.


what will happen once Russia gets over its giddy honeymoon period of military practice time, checking all their weapons work fine, etc. Can they succeed at propping assad without invading Saudi Arabia? Possibly only by creating an Assad safe zone. But it will be extremely difficult or impossible for them to win new land from the Syrian rebels. Same for isil, due to lack of ground forces.


on the other hand, if the Russians were to INVADE Saudi Arabia.... Well maybe that's too much for them, but they should at least understand what they're up against in Syria. Having a pretty foreign policy spokesperson only goes so far, you know! Maybe try some diplomacy or something.


some time later: Putin and co meet with their Saudi counterparts in Russia...


https://www.rt.com/news/318324-putin-saudi-goals-syria/


Lavrov is saying there needs to be dialog amongst the parties in Syria but actually, the only foreseeable dialog for now will be done with bullets and bombs, everyone's blood is right up and the local Arab fighting men are all resigned to death in battle, there won't be huggin' and talking anytime soon Mr. LAVROV sir.

live: ash carter and his English counterpart talk NATO

have you ever heard of the Stoltenberg guy that is boss of NATO? noone has right? Is the country he's from, do they even have an army? He looks like a boy scout leader. I can't believe the Russians are so sensitive about nato putting soldiers in Czech republic, who cares!? Also, if Trump gets elected president, you won't have the u.s. Defense secretary running around disengaged from the president. Do Carter and Obama even catch up? This is the first time I can remember Carter talking, live no less. You could not imagine a less scary American defense secretary if you live in the west. But what a horrible administration if you live in Syria, or Iraq.

English comedian paul Hogan on tv last night

from Australia / LA. caught about two minutes worth last night, but didn't laugh. Thankfully, didn't hate either. Growing up with a bunch of English people I really felt like a piece of garbage due to race. Can't imagine many, if any Australians have a healthy sense of self esteem that's not based on confusion. Also Australians are some of the dumbest, if well meaning people you'll ever meet in terms of completely lacking in culture. One Australian girl of Slovenian extraction was telling me she grew up in a town full of Dutch blooded bigot rednecks that completely made her life miserable, I can relate after English people did the same for me. Australia does not have a sense of proper civic welfare and in Sydney it's just wall to wall clans just reclusing themselves and refusing to speak English. See English leadership is very poor, the English like Hogan and the political class, 90% English, just can't get that. Also Hogan should learn about the American civil war if he's living in LA and find out who stonewall Jackson was and what roll California played in it. Sorry to tell you mister Hogan but you seem ossified in your thinking like a lot of English people in Australia with identity issues. Find God and prepare for your next lifetime. God bless.

war!

so that's interesting, the Russians have lobbed up about twenty of their equivalents of cruise missiles from the Caspian sea which lies between Russia and Iran. About 1500km away from Syrian targets, isil terrorist camps, etc... It certainly brings to mind bill Clinton's half hearted bombing in the same manner of Taliban al-qaeda terrorist camps in Afghanistan in around the year 2000. Probably Clinton should have went harder at the time.


now the Russians are saying that images shown in western media immediately their bombing campaign even began a few days ago shows footage, in some cases years old, from before their campaign ever began. We only know for sure the media in Australia are in lockstep with the federal government to continue fraudulently selling very expensive university degrees to illiterate communist Chinese millionaires.


anyway, the Iraqis are interested for Russia to take over in Iraq versus Isis depending on whether they do a good job in Syria. Obviously Obama's leadership style is to slurp punch by the punch bowl, remember Steve urkel and think about Jimmy Fallon, that's swell


so maybe we'll be seeing Russia in Iraq soon too. It'll be interesting to see how that would play out if republican wins next presidential election in America which is practically a forgone conclusion almost.


Russians claim isil using mosques and human shields to protect their weapons, etc, from bombing. No shit Sherlock? So are you going to bust out the helicopter gunships or what?


England's Cameron says poopoo to Russian involvement in Syria and orders four more nuclear submarines for England

is the military march from the marriage of figaro better than sex?

yes! it absolutely must be considered the greatest piece of music ever created. What an absolutely beyond magnificent, sublime piece of music it is. Just spent like almost two hours driving around listening to it over and over again super loud. That actually beats being in heaven in the afterlife in my books. Holy moley. Next to that, the Mona Lisa looks pretty pale, not so fancy. Words cannot express how great that piece of music is.

Moving on, Clinton was on nbc today show yesterday. Her favorite choice of literature seems pretty cool, the brothers karamazov, that is indeed a very excellent book. However, her campaign song 'lean on me' is atrocious. It's like she's saying, quit your job and collect social security. Not having absolutely anything against Mrs. Clinton in any way shape or form, all we can say is that she is going to have to get a serious foreign policy platform and elaborate it real quick because she doesn't seem to have one at all or know what one should look like.

Fiorina on the other hand, seems to have a very good idea. We'll see what Trump comes with when he releases his 'policy papers'. Clinton doesn't seem like she has a chance of winning the Presidential election the way she's going.


https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Non_pi%C3%B9_andrai


Russian incursion in Syria, nothing that nato, ash carter or spokespeople from the Obama administration have to say about it so far seems to be worth the trouble of mentioning. But if Russia does go ahead and put troops on the ground, they will eventually get targetted successfully with IEDs once they enter hostile territory. It's a pretty patchwork minefield out there so it would be very interesting to see if the Russian ground forces can work with local populations without getting blown up by locals wherever with IEDs. Moslems there absolutely hate seeing Christians or infidel westerners or Europeans mistreating their women. That's one thing the u.s. Army really got wrong, kicking down doors for late night searches, totally disrespecting the households, generally hating the locals, also pumping way too much money to their chosen favorites. That's the problem when mighty nations war with little nations. The Maoist communists were able to endear themselves to everyone on a local level due to treating people nicely. See also in Vietnam, America could have won there if they had a strategy of using tactical bombs which they never bothered to develop of drilling underground and destroying underground tunnel networks, that was the only way to win, disable the tunnels. It's unclear what objective the Russians have apart from prop up Assad. However, they are bombing American tanks won by Isis. Interesting to study the Russo Finnish war around world war 2 and how the Finns won there. If Russian soldiers go rubbing local people the wrong way they'll be getting their legs blown off and riding around in uber cabs after that in Russia. If they sit back trying to bolster Syria and Iranian and Lebanese shi-ites they could probably win back Syria for Assad but there's no great strategic interest there for Russia. Maybe just endearing themselves to Iran. Can't see their big interest but maybe they can alleviate suffering in the long run as opposed to causing more. They can definitely defeat Isil.

heaven, hell, afterlife

on recent post we said, 'go ahead and kill yourself ', in the context of severely depressed or suffering people with no loved ones. .. That's not the right thing to say, instead, I'd say, spend some time reading the hundreds and hundreds of testimonials from near death survivors, especially the ones that see hell.


interestingly, in the gospels, ee have the seldom explored notion of plucking your eyeballs out. Many christian aspirers dismiss it as metaphor, but it's not completely metaphor. The notion is visited in Shakespeare's king lear where his treacherous daughters Regan and Goneril rip out his eyeballs with the help of their wicked husbands. It's interesting that lear in English is to ogle or stare excessively, ie, in the case of lust. Although king lear was too old to be lustful and instead was proud and arrogant and had two incredibly nasty daughters (and one good one too, Cordelia).


Anyway, the notion of severing and damaging body parts and self harming are not considered christian however Christ deemed it was God's will for him to suffer crucifixion. Happily people today are more civilized, except in the middle east and Africa where crucifixion and savagery persists.


if you were prone to crucifying people because of Islamic fundamentalist beliefs, maybe your soul would be better off in the afterlife by chopping your hand off? Maybe if you're an Isis zealot that crucifies people it means you're really an infidel and the proof of that is that you don't chop your own hand off. Nietzsche warned us to beware of those who wish to punish. By all accounts, the evil demons of hell love to punish




valium, risperdal, zoloft. It's amazing to think with so few drugs to treat various disorders it's even necessary to be a doctor to prescribe them. And what's the point of studying psychotherapy when noone uses it as the money is in drug prescription, which requires quickly moving on to the next nut. Beware of addiction in the afterlife also as it may lead to suffering in hell whether it's pot, alcohol, nicotine, valium, etc.




so what do we believe about the afterlife at present? First of all, it's a timeless realm. Being such, being dead temporarily for ten minutes or permanently between lifetimes for an average of say seventy years is all the same since time doesn't exist there, only states, by all accounts. Your soul won't be dead in hell or heaven or bordering sort-out regions. It will feel alive and conscious and really be you and will feel attracted to hell if it belongs there.


Is it possible to completely lose your eternal soul, maybe in extremely rare cases of wickedness this is possible through some terribly painful experience although of course noone returns to hell or earth or heaven after complete annihilation so probably only some angels or something would really know. Benji does not really know. They do say this was the fate of many black magic wizards after Atlantis and lemuria disappeared under the oceans here on earth. Their souls were tortured and suffered very terribly to a very great extent and then were completely neutralized and snuffed out. I do not think the Nazi hierarchy earns this fate on the strength of their actions in Germany, far from it, but if they continue to incarnate together en masse every millenia or so, to do damage, maybe it could be their fate in hundreds of thousands of years from now. Hard to imagine so much evil in the world then though. Probably they can all be redeemed through various lifetimes like everyone else.




is hell real? Can I be tortured, tormented and burnt in the lake of fire like some kind of Hieronymus Bosch painting on hell for fornication (eg my days in LA), adulterous thoughts (eg., driving a taxi here in Sydney), stealing, being mean and hurtful to my wife and others, including myself etc etc etc. I never did believe so much, neither did many liberals and Jews, but now I'm not so sure. While I definitely believe in reincarnation for everyone, including angels and demons in their time, which could be eons from now one supposes, nevertheless, even seventy earth years spent in a perpetual hell which exists in eternity, in a timeless state outside of our known material realm, still classifies as an eternity in hell. Visitors from earth having near death experiences all report the same thing: Unrepentant fornicators, druggies, holier than thou power hungry christian types who don't really care about anyone except their own selfish nasty ends, adulterers, violent offenders, etc, all end up in hell and are tortured like victims of Saddam Hussein's state torture apparatus. The souls of the damned scream for help, are parched with thirst, have their fleshed ripped off continuously, are poked with spears, attacked by fiends, etc. After some purification here some souls can ascend to heaven for benedictions and blessings before reincarnating. I never did believe in this afterlife hell, thinking hell is an earthly condition, although I did believe the souls of suiciders went through terrible remorse and guilt (backflip: Actually don't suicide!)


bottom line, by denying reincarnation, believers in heaven and hell pervert the meaning of eternity and justice.


still that wicked wrongdoers are tortured in hell for seeming eternity or an eternal evil hell full of evil hateful demonic hordes for a period outside of time and space as we know it on earth, seems like the only way to deal with the persistently wicked. Many of whom we admire on earth as religious, cultural and political and business 'leaders'!


having mentioned all of that, and having just read various scores of near death experiences on the internet, many of which dealt with visits to hell and also even some youtube videos along these lines, it's worth mentioning benji's near death experience around approximately June 2007 from varicella which is like German measles and is frequently fatal in adults. I was immensely sick with varicella and my head really, really hurt. I drank half a bottle of vodka one night, maybe if I'd drunk the whole bottle I would have died. In hindsight, having died that night would have avoided me alot of pain in future months and years due to my choice of spouse or because of not being wired well or being a sinner or whatever. Without question I would have spent some time in hell due to murderous thoughts, anger, depression, fornicating, lying, taking drugs, abusing alcohol, being selfish, being a jerk, being incredibly lazy, ugly, lazy and disrespectful. This hypothesis is borne out by a black, demonic figure that was trying to strangle my throat with his hand FOR THE ENTIRE NIGHT THAT I SLEPT. Believing Jesus was a great savior would not have avoided punishment for all those sins mentioned either. The menacing demon dressed in black was faceless and had black garments around his entire body and just black air in front of his face. He definitely seemed like he was bringing me to hell for punishment. I'm also confident after that punishment I was headed to heaven and it was going to be sweet because of the final experience just upon waking in the morning after spending the entire night with hellman strangling me. It's very difficult to describe the heaven experience upon waking there but I can remember it's spiritual aspect very well. I expect to go to heaven after I die although I would understand if I suffer torment first due to having been a sinner (I forgot to mention eating meat which is also a sin). I hope dysfunction between my wife and I doesn't lead to greater torment in hell than what I might expect tomorrow were lightening to kill me then.


btw when I woke up that morning, my body was super cold and couldn't move it for almost a minute and even then just a little at a time. My heart was beating super slowly and my breaths were only a few per minute. Would have been interesting to have drunk that ENTIRE bottle of vodka instead of just half.

visit to heaven during sleepy time?

http://www.google.com.au/search?q=Rh%C3%AAmes&oq=Rh%C3%AAmes&gs_l=mobile-heirloom-serp.12..0j0i30l4.2511.2511.0.3838.2.1.0.1.1.0.483.483.4-1.1.0....0...1c.2.34.mobile-heirloom-serp..0.2.515.iJ19iK1fEME


so during sleep the dream experience, maybe that was actually a visit to heaven and the other people in my dream weren't just figments of my imagination but real souls deceased in heaven or else maybe some souls there were dreamers like me




anyway it looked like some kind of u.s. Army thing. I was asleep and was woken up by some characters in the army. Maybe they died in a town called Rhêmes in the north of Italy or somewhere in France called Réme or Rèmes or something like that. There's certainly a town in far north Italy by that name as have just googled it here in the 'real' world.


anyway, that the souls / characters in my dream are actually real souls of deceased in heaven is my inference from after the dream and a new understanding and revelation for myself, although also just another piece of information ultimately, although very spiritual, to do with the soul, not like just staring at a wall in the world....


anyway I was with the u.s. Army or something and had been woken up, although really, maybe that's how my mind perceives it, maybe i was just there..... Some guy was standing in the room we were in which was for classes or meetings like.... He was measuring out some material to maybe cut, like for drapes, ultimately you could use it for decorations, but there were no medals being awarded, we were really in the army! Albeit in heaven in the spirit world. Some guy was saying something and at some point felt the need to talk, it was all a little bold maybe, like living in America with a phoney social security number or something.... Then the name of Rhêmes came up and I pronounced it in French which is with a throatey R, then some lady there, turned out she was French and started talking French and couldn't really understand her as my French is very poor (sucks balls). Then we bust out a map, I just assumed it was like northern France in my dream but googling Rhêmes it's in northern Italy. Unclear, one lady was asking me where I was sleeping, as if questioning my logic. As we were clearly in the spirit world. I told her this was the army, like the u.s. Army, we can sleep anywhere we please / have to, like including on top of a refrigerator and that's our bunk




just watching Italian news on tv, bob Dylan singing some song in Italian. Amazed to understand so much Italian today, like 70% or more. Knowing Spanish and some French makes it easier. They had a big localized flood, mini hurricane in northern Italy somewhere. Also had polish and Russian news, more difficult to understand but some things comprehensible due to knowing some Bulgarian. Now there's a German tv documentary in English on climate change in Kyrgyzstan.


now with the Croatian news, the Russians in Syria seem to want to prop up Assad and are heaping more fuel on the fire, as if Assad couldn't manage with his barrel bombs. The only way to restore order is by putting troops on the ground, and only the u.s. Military has the technology and experience to deal with IEDs, bus and truck bombs are a problem they can't easily manage due to insufficient field intelligence and poor relations with the locals. Putin's idea of disrupting the possibility of returned Russian world terrorists returning to Russia to bomb Russia is an issue he might be right about, can't say. The ideal solution would be a u.n. Ground force numbering in the tens of thousands, with heavy American involvement. Hard to see it happening. Was watching Germany's govt debate their new migration laws, they certainly seem on top of things. It will be interesting to see if they adopt a policy like Australia's of returning the refugee boats in the Mediterranean, to Libya or Turkey.


Serb news is on. Can't see their interest in joining the EU, but unaware of the facts. Probably they'd get some money from EU, could travel / work elsewhere in EU, that's the main benefit. Probably it would facilitate trade. It's a little mysterious why they aren't already in the EU.


all that's on now is German news in German or nbc today show, can you imagine if the comperes on today show were all your kids and you were like 80 years old? You'd be reaching for a razor looking to slash yourself into el Otro barrio, as they say, those are the only terms I can imagine wanting to do that. My brother tried slashing his throat once and has scars and my sister one time, who's still alive, tried slashing her wrist and later showed me the scar hidden under a swatch watch which was disturbing, some little time later she was really disrespecting me so I bitch slapped the top of her head with an open palm in my bathroom in Paris about ten times and told her to go live in Spain, and take a shower right there too. Then I left, saw her once in Madrid after that and never saw her again. We never did have a real good relationship. I'm going for a jog then watching more doctor Phil.


Dr Phil had some kind of 45 year reunion with Dottie and her kids, but then it got spliced off by dopey local programmers with some story on incontinence. Gonna shower and go to work.


listen to this:


http://youtu.be/yz8n2tVyGwc


that's sick

just got back from hell

man it was bad, really bad.... hell is a bad place to be.... i've spent two years there in 2007 and 2008, mostly coz of living in bulgaria and hating that i'd left california behind me and closed the door to living in america at the time............. that was a massive dose of hell in those days............

just recently, because of some issues with my wife and missing my kids and not having seen them for about six weeks now and not having seen them at all on skype for about five days, that was really a very difficult hell i had plumbed......... in the past two days or so i had calculated the best way to suicide (by attaching a hose to my car exhaust during a camping trip) and considered what my children's and wife's future might be like with me deceased and also what i might expect in the afterlife............

after talking to my kids and watching them play on skype for an hour i feel alot better now....... clearly my kids are my mission in life and reason to live.... if they died in some kind of accident i'd probably end up considering suicide seriously as an option........... the best thing i can do is be strong and alive for them...... i don't think my wife would end up taking them away from me permanently one day, ie., to a different country, in which case i'd relocate and ask for access.... but if i couldn't have a relationship at all with them one day coz of spousal estrangement or something like that i'd likely end up with super-low levels of dopamine and seratonin and very seriously consider suiciding............. i don't really think there's anything wrong in suiciding if you're not leaving any loved ones behind............ or if your wife doesn't want anything to do with you and won't let you see your kids, i'd say, go ahead and kill yourself if that's what you think is best............ i don't think not killing yourself and being a jerk and clinging on to life out of fear of death would get you into heaven, especially being a jerk............ i think they only way you can have a good afterlife is by living a life of good intentions...........even if you bombed all these kids in syria like the russians are doing now, they're going to be judged on their intentions, not on all the kids they bomb.......... i can't believe how much i love my kids, it's just ridiculous........... all this christian business about loving your enemies, etc, i don't really understand it well because people that say that say like you can't just only love your tribe, like your kids and grandkids, and you interests like that, but really, if you can't love your own flesh and blood kids strongly, you're really making a big mistake.......... i don't believe in adoption and all this business much, obviously there are cases where it seems necessary, but kids should stick by their parents and parents should stick by their kids, i don't believe in daughters turning against mothers and all that business so much, it doesn't seem to make sense

also all these people that say if you kill yourself you're going to end up reincarnating and facing the exact same problems? why should you? life is a labyrinth, like a maze and we're all just making our choices as we see fit and shit happens, it's not like God is trying to fuck with us like torture pets or something, we have freedom of good and bad, right and wrong, and there's alot of scope for grey and relativity between the two, as in: what is good? what is true? probably in the afterlife there's an absolute good - heaven - and an absolute bad: hell......... but i think, like a lot of war veterans or war survivors or unhappy ex-cops or whatever that see messed up crazy stuff or kill a lot of people in a war or something, and end up killing themselves, i don't think that means they're going to hell........ it's going to matter whether their intentions were good or no

even if your dopamine and serotonin levels are super-low and you don't feel there's anything at all to live for, like you don't want to start a new family or go explore some entirely new country like china or something, and you're not interested in going whoring for a while or taking a long holiday and are just ready to check out, another thing to consider is that you're going to have to fuck around being a child again when you reincarnate.......... that's something right there i know i am not in a hurry to jerk around with --- even if the afterlife in heaven was swell and i wasn't getting my chest shat on the whole time in hell by some annoying thailanders, eitherway, heaven or hell, we're all destined to be born again as a baby which means learning to walk, crawl, having a whole new family, a new language, possibly new nations to discover, screw that.......if you can quit your job and go camping for a while, you might be better off............ you see, there are so many choices in life........ it's just neverending.......... it really never ends.........