was that last comment on o'brien a little mean?

mayhap.... thing is, as a lonely little spaniard here in the australian wilderness, i certainly feel alone and friendless sometimes.... americans are not my people and are criminally ill disposed towards all alien races except the english and sometimes warm to the mexicans when they want cheap labor from them........... all the english here and all the other races are alien...... what business do i have with vietnamese people? i feel lost in the universe..... can anyone help me? maybe no.... all my fellow spaniards have been brainwashed by the catholic church are hopelessly cold, distant people....... it's just like that 'replica' heavy metal song....... i'm getting too old for this nonsense....... i feel someday, some year, i may end it all with a bullet in my head........ it's a cold world out there....... not much love...... i see enemies and cold distant ppl everywhere....... i'm all loved out, no more love to give to people, maybe i should go vegetarian i'm tired of pretending scumbags aren't scumbags...... i'm like the little kid in the bruce willis movie except instead of dead people i see scumbags