Sunday, January 30, 2022

Red Herring trip 3

 

So the highlight of the yacht race on Sydney harbour yesterday, amongst many really, was this kind of party boat called 'Miranda' went by and there was some topless page 3 kind of hot looking model, in a thong, she seemed to see me whizzing by and shook her beautiful boobs at me, perhaps I'm making it too personal and she just wanted to share her considerable assets with everyone on our boat. Certainly her own boat seemed to sport a preponderance of men on it, perhaps a bucks party.


She had an amazing rack, as the Americans say. Beautiful.


Anyway today on the Red Herring, Brett, who actually was born in North Carolina, he says, brought his little daughter along, who is best buddies with my youngest kid. Both of these girls just graduated from daycare and are headed to actual kindergarten, albeit at different campuses. Also my eldest two kids (almost 7 and 9) were on the boat. I seem to be finally confident enough to leave and approach my own moor buoy and others without help from anyone, ie, alone. Still can't figure out how to raise the mainsail, let alone the genoa. 


Hopefully the previous owner, will show me this week. This Brett says his mother got an actual plaque (not sure how you spell that) from the actual General MacArthur, for setting up a mothers group at the American army base in Germany (Woomsberg or something like that). I'm listening to the recently aforementioned Greg Kelly's father, the former police commissioner of NYC (on WABC live on the NYC late overnight show, ten minutes to midnight here in Sydney). Brett says the role his mother started became a paid job with the u.s. military base in Germany he was at, as a kid, subsequent to his momma leaving it. I'll have to run it by my best American buddy as he and his family spent some time at an American army base in Germany, not sure which. My wife has a Bulgarian buddy that joined the US army as a surgeon's assistant and was working on various surgeries for the American military there in Germany. Not sure how chummy the Mrs was with this lady, possibly not that close I'd guess.


Let's look at Trump in Texas, I think his big rally was on during this Red Herring trip, somehow overlapping, but not sure....


https://youtu.be/VBE-DYAX73g







Saturday, January 29, 2022

Racing around on Peter's racing yacht, it's a competition!

 

Wow, it hasn't been this competitive since some Aussie sheila in California challenged me to a dance off... I'm still working on my response, it's taking a while:


https://benjamin-english-the-ossie-spaniard.blogspot.com/2018/05/my-dance-video.html


I think we placed second in the yacht race today, on Peter's yacht today. There were actually two Peters, one Alan, one Gary and one Victor. Will have to mention it later, it's a whole different level of boating. Oh and one Sam.



Friday, January 28, 2022

Greg Kelly, Red Herring reroster, racing yacht with Peter

 

The relationship with the Mrs is that poor, very likely won't bring her along for her maiden voyage this Sunday. Ironically I'm just not powerful, rich and prestigious enough for her so she misses out on the boat and passes on family activities and socializing in general. This is what happens when you're in a shitty relationship with a spouse. Too many issues just not being addressed, an unsatisfying marriage, could definitely be worse so I should probably try to see the glass half full.


WABC, the fuggen shlut (abbo term) Bill O'Reilly wouldn't take phone calls so I emailed him to complain then spoke to the overnight guy Mr Morano. His audience are new Yorkers and I find them amusing. I always found their accents interesting when I visited there after a year in China. 


Greg Kelly is wrapping up his two hours and I thought I wanted to talk to him but then I read about his rape scandal and now I think he's some kind of abbo fuggen shlut and should just go sniff petrol along with all of new York city's tabloid media power establishment who all come out looking like total dumb abbo fuggen shluts after attacking his accuser never-endingly. I do not believe using date rape drugs is the true abbo rape way, how they do it in the Kimberleys, but I could be wrong. Kelly wouldn't be the first child of a police officer to be a naughty bastard. I still like him and I'm not a saint but I don't like  guys using date rape drugs and I think he messed up that lady's life with his crazy media circus. I still like Kelly and it's never been in a gay way. This notwithstanding my two sisters dressing me as a girl once or twice as a little kid and me enjoying it (mostly the attention).


New York women are famous for wanting to spend men's money....

https://youtu.be/3VtfqAym5sQ


Actually this is the part where your right hand can hurt:

https://youtu.be/b2dehpRFyLA


Ok so yesterday, between waiting on line for McGurk and Sydney to take my call and listening to Bill O'Reilly talk to them and listening to uncle Bill's own show on WABC, I had my nightly sleep and went to a new gardening customer's home. Unfortunately, while my left ankle is fully healed from the big twist or break whatever, from last October falling off the skateboard; I was reaching up to hedge prune some small branches from a tree above me (a kind of copse, if you will) when I clumsily and accidentally cut my digit index finger open near beneath the nail. I told Peter, the racing yacht guy that brings his racing yacht in from under the Spit bridge (a bridge that opens every hour or so, blocking a major thoroughfare, to let boats under) on Saturday mornings to race them from the nearby middle harbour yacht club, about my cut finger and he said to tape it up and wear yacht racing gloves. These typically have the fingertips cut off and protected from rope burn. I'm going to cut the tips off some gardening gloves this morning, take a crap and fix some lunch and drive over, eschewing public xport on this occasion.


For a certainty, it didn't develop any pus until this morning, that's just starting to happen now. So even yesterday it was bleeding out in the swimming pool a little after bumping against another passing swimmer's right hand. I can write and text with my left hand but wiping my butt after crapping will be tricky. I think the water pressure of the pool stopped the bleeding very quickly so no need to get out of the pool and it definitely bled a lot during most of my gardening stint yesterday so I had to wrap it up. Just over an inch away is a similar size scar from around July 2001. I was washing a glass cup with a sponge and detergent and using too much force and the glass broke and cut a very similar wound as this one. I think by the time I got to America for the first time like 6-8 weeks later, I'd say it had all healed up so probably just sailing today and next two weeks will be tricky. By the time bus driving starts again in three weeks it will probably be fine.




Thursday, January 27, 2022

Red Herring trip 3 (projected)

 Projected for this Sunday (Sydney time) I'll get my buddy Brett to skipper. If your friends aren't interested in you, get a boat, they will come. 


Brett is super knowledgeable about boats and I'm not sure I trust John whom I barely know. He seems somewhat flakey and unreasonable.


Brett epitomizes Australian/American-ness, his father was an American GI based in an American military base in Germany who found an Australian woman to marry. Apparently he was from an extremely messed up family and was extremely abusive to his Australian wife and kids on the American military base in Germany, so much so, that Brett's mother, a born and raised in Australia kind of whitey, I guess, had to go to her husband's military superiors to complain about him and his violent ways. I think he was a drunk too.


Very similar to my parents before I was born, however Brett's mother picked up and left the military base and headed back home to Australia with Brett and his brother. In my parents case, my mother never left and my father mellowed out a lot by the time I was born so had stopped getting drunk a lot (didn't drink) and stopped bashing his Mrs. However alot of damage had been done by that point to my eight years older brother and mother (by aforementioned fatboy).


Anyway Brett grew up fatherless but his mother gave him some whoopings in Sydney and apparently he bashed his younger brother quite a bit but the brother wasn't much younger so could actually put up a fight and would hit him back. Also he got raised around Merrylands in Sydney which is pretty badass, a lot of Lebanese people, his childhood buddies.


Anyway the ticket on Sunday will be to get the girls, my two daughters, Brett's daughter who is besties with my youngest kid, and my girls' momma (they momma [sic]) to step onto the Red Herring in style from a swanky bar which has a rear entry boat wharf. Brett will help me approach the wharf and tie on and my son will come with us. So the guys in one car and Brett's daughter with the girls in a different car. That's the plan, I'll let y'all know how it goes...


I'm on hold with WABC radio station based in NYC, as is Bill O'Reilly I suppose, as he will be on soon. It's unclear if I'll be on at all but now I have discovered an open line to Greg Kelly (from newsmax) who I would like to talk to (former air force fighter pilot / some kind of Texan). With Kelly he's on around 5am-7am Sydney time so the trick would be to call him midway through his show on days I wake up around 6am. I've got WABC on speed dial now...

 










Tuesday, January 25, 2022

Red Herring trip 2


Trip 2, Red Herring, trip 1 being with the seller, Alex (main skipper). (Trip 1: the Basin, careel harbor wharf, salt pan wharf.)


Crew, myself, main skipper John, Alex and Scarlet (my eldest two kids, almost 9 & 7). Alex controlled tiller somewhat, pretty enthusiastically.


Additional inventory brought on board:

6 life jackets bought for $10 each from nice young Arab guy, one for three kids and they [sic] parents plus one for Alex when he's ten or eleven.

1 x my sleeping bag, ok for winter if I get beanie pullover hat

2x blankets just washed

1x lunker box with basic fishing gear plus pencils & crayons for kids

1x paper notebook for sketching/writing. I might try painting on board. My last drawing, in Newcastle still looking ok, drew an old brick building there.


Turns out John studied at some christian private school in Manly (suburb name) and is very active in the sailing/ on the water world. Says he worked on a boat at a new years or Xmas party for the Murdoch family (that Murdoch family). He was paid pretty well for it from what I gather.


I practiced hooking up buoy with hook stick (when approaching a mooring) and motoring off and unhooking, doing everything myself. Main thing is head into the wind with that stuff as it slows you down. I'll master that in coming trips. Not sure where the fenders are, will have to ask Alex.


Trip destination, the Basin on other side of Pittwater. Spoke to marine services and looks like I'll get my permanent mooring nearby the present one and not far out from shore, so great.


Things to remember: always turn motor seacock and motor battery off when finishing for the day. Slow engine revs down a few minutes after motoring full speed ahead. It's on again this Saturday at middle harbor yacht club, crewing on some guy, Peter's racing yacht. My classes there are all done and I won't be taking any more classes til I do the day skipper course which is a pretty sophisticated, advanced level, I'm not ready for yet.

Refilled tank with almost a gallon of diesel. Probably could have emptied jerry can but didn't bother. Left it on board. Brought lock for my kayak and found a spare chain on the beach, locked it up.

Spent like almost two hours on board before departure, kids were board [sic] out of they [sic] minds. All good.



By 9News Staff|7:42pm Jan 25, 2022

January 25

American tourists Tom and Eileen Lonergan were unintentionally left behind by a scuba diving boat off the coast of North Queensland on January 25, 1998.

It took two days for the boat crew to realise they had left the pair behind in the Coral Sea.

In June that year, a diver's slate washed ashore reading: "Monday Jan 26; 1998 08am. To anyone who can help us: We have been abandoned on A[gin]court Reef by MV Outer Edge 25 Jan 1998 3pm. Please help to rescue us before we die. Help!!!"

Their bodies were never found though much of their gear was recovered.

It is believed they removed their buoyant diving outfits out of delirium from dehydration, and drowned.



Hmmm, this story from January 25, 1998 reminds me of the one time I went scuba diving in the sea, the Mediterranean. Off the coast of Murcia, Spain, in 1996. 

With my buddy Aurora from the freemasons or whatever. She was a debt collection lawyer and avid scuba diver. I ran out of air like twenty metres under as breathing and swimming erratically prior to. Fortunately she had given me a good crash course on the way to the beach. Unfortunately I became panicked and did not succeed in inflating my vest very well, so in fact, I didn't, after being notified to swim to the surface urgently. It was incredibly difficult swimming those twenty yards with no oxygen (as I had to breath out not to get the bends). The last five to seven metres was really hard going as I was really struggling for oxygen and swimming as hard as I could with a slightly inflated jacket. Finally I hit the surface and gasped for air, my buddy was laughing at me there when I arrived, she dolphin like. She wasn't worried if I blacked out as she was very confident of removing me and resucitating me anyway. Confidence is good.  

 




Saturday, January 22, 2022

4th night on a sailboat

 

OK my fellow sailors just done diddly bears-den then (left), and I'm sleeping on the Beneteau school yacht for the third and last time, my fourth night on a sailing yacht. The Beneteau is certainly spacious and roomy, much bigger than my little 24 foot Space Cruiser. I ran the engine on my yacht this morning like five minutes, just to keep the oil moving around. I'll need to get a lock also for the kayak. Avalon sure is nice.

 

The company on the boat was pretty nice today and we did a night sail which was a first for me. The skipper was a likeable fellow, a poofay I take it. A French American girl from southwestern France near Bilbao / Seattle, quite likeable. An English chap that spent two hours plotting the night sail on an old fashioned map with non electronic equipment. A Chinese father and son from Shanghai.


I once got a ferry (pronounced: chwan in Chinese) from Qingdao Shandong province China to Gunsan in South Korea and on to an American air force base there. That's a very large and roomy ferry. Plus a ferry to and from Tasmania, where you can drive your car on the ferry. I never used the ferry crossing to England but have travelled on the Chunnel from France to England, again driving on.


Key point: sailors will avoid looking at flashlights and torches, white lights, nearby them as it will take 10-20 minutes for their eyes to readjust to the darkness. They would prefer to use a red light in the dark for this reason, to avoid white lights. Or even a soft green light such as on the starboard side (which would be the port side in the Americas and Japan I'm told) or for navigational compasses held to the eye.


Thursday, January 20, 2022

First night on my yacht (zzzzz sleepy time)

 Play zee music:

https://youtu.be/tT5k_2ZcBYg



Ok just at Oliver Hire at 44 Balgowlah Rd Manly....   Had to collect a raggedy old double mattress for John. He's the guy that sailed to Rio Del Janeiro. He seems to be a masterful sailor so dismissing him as a bum would have been a mistake. Scratching his back so he can scratch mine, (guan xi as the Chinese say), I'm delivering the mattress for him. Oliver from Oliver Hire said to throw his tarpolin over the fence. So I threw it in a box trailer. That's what I need for my stuff near the boat: a box trailer. I want a small one I can lift up onto my utility vehicle on rails myself. As it's pricey to get a tow bar and I may not need it. I'll drop John his raggedy mattress now and continue to try to develop a good relationship with him, I could certainly use his maritime expertise, not least in coming days as I'm so new to the water.


I'll proceed to Avalon and leave my red kayak nearby Red Herring for coming weeks. She's in my name now, transferred her over before zee dentist. Mola. 


Yes Oliver Hire rents out box trailers.


Ok moments later, I've just Benji-bearsed (boarded) my yacht. It's pretty cozy, nice to have a table I prefer to sit at as opposed to just lying in a cot. I'm at the Benji-bearsen table (seated) right now. Was just listening to Karl Rove before that and wondering where the hell my backup Nokia phone 📱📱 got to. And whose the hell sunglasses were on my head. Mysterious, hope it's not missing, last time I remember seeing it was at zee boarding house like an hour ago where I delivered John's mattress. Weird. 


John will help me master what I want to master on zee yacht, starting with mooring, unmooring and motoring out safely. I also need to add diesel and get kids some life jackets.


Now for an inventory, that's why I like a second phone, I can use one for a tv and blog or whatever on the other one.


Anyway I've brought two bags aboard, safely without getting them wet:


1 X Glen 20 brand spray disinfectant. That was my mom's favorite.

1x men's deodorant, 1x suncream, 1x moisturizer

1x scented baby wipes

1x instant coffee, note will have methylated spirits cooker later to boil water, sweetener pills, condensed milk can

* 2 permanent markers and pens, will label seacocks for flushing toilet and sink above toilet now

1x box of ibuprofen for headaches, box of hayfever medicine

2x sandwiches: salmon, lettuce, parsley and cheese

Various articles of clothing including sweatpants for pyjamas, socks, underwear

* Shaving mirror, toothpaste, razor, shaving cream can, motorless toothbrush

Bluetooth speaker, 2 x lights with USB rechargers

*Small amount of soaking powder for laundry

* 2 Lighters, can opener, chopsticks, KFC serviette pack

*Spare plastic bags

*Vessel registration certificate (in my name), registration next due 10/18/2022

*Detailed dossiers of yacht history, for me to study, show insurance company

*Book on Buddhism, stowed with yacht dossiers in pigeonhole

* 1 white metallic flagon full of water, to stay on board.

1x portion of rope, might try making some kind of ladder to stay in water for boarding from swimming position

* Blue tac, iron pills (must bring more vitamin pills), earphones, hook.

* USB Wall socket. Interestingly Australia and China both have the same style wall sockets which are prongs on 45 degree slopes. Must get solar power battery for USB whatever

* Straw hat with hammer motif, might rip that band off. Hat stays on board.


Have set up small quarter gallon rectangular binny bearsin' (waste disposal) which is by the third starboard window, the smallest one. The port side only has two I can see which are about a foot and a half long each, opposite the two big starboard side ones. It has begun to rain so will close the bow hatch above zee bed. Made zee bed already. Must bring sleeping bags next time. Where the hell is my backup Nokia, whose fricking sunglasses was I wearing, someone's Polaroid? Mysterious.


*Have changed my car keys for utility vehicle so they have a floating buoy in case they fall in the water. Not sure how difficult it will be to board kayak when departing boat. Maybe will have to repair kayak holes with more gaffer tape as water gets me wet. Ride to boat takes like one minute, super close to departure point. Hopefully kayak will be safe unchained on beach. Must label kayak tomorrow with permanent marker.


I went to a party once for the daughter of some Australian movie director here in Avalon once like 23 years ago. The girl's father made some movie with Hugh Jackman called paperback hero. I showed him one of my student films and he was interested, he said to look him up in a few years, maybe I will.

There's a house nearby that advertises on a box trailer for converting films to digital or something like that. I have a roll of film most likely my father made. Somehow it made it thru a year in the garage with the Salt family living there. It's in my utility vehicle so I'll probably drop in to those guys for a quote. I definitely want to see about getting a small box trailer such as they have. I forgot to get toilet paper but can wipe my ass with wet wipes. Can shower at middle harbour yacht club tomorrow morning.


Hopefully this will turn out to be a good buy. Not a goodbye overly expensive vehicle like that 650cc motorbike I was riding for like 19 months. Those Koreans really outdid themselves when it came to making a shit bike, Jesus.


Ok there is a little tiny window opposite the starboard one I mentioned but you only see it if you open the restroom door. The restroom is super small but I can stand and pee there or crap out. Here's Kennedy and Baker from fox news talking about Ukraine situation:

https://youtu.be/bs-2nWu7Nvs


I'm lying under the square shaped hatch which is now open. I have the feeling I'm going to be extremely comfortable with my new bed. This Ukraine business is a total storm in a teacup if ever there was one. There's a complete misunderstanding that lets Biden rule and talk about Congo or whatever. I told you about Afghanistan you needed to keep the land bordering China then start moving everyone to your new country there and let the Taliban have theirs. You only need a little patch the size of greater LA or whatever but what borders China. Then allow Uyghurs in. Seal up Taiwan and I tried mentioning to Chris Salcedo recently he shouldn't have let Hong Kong go so easily (Trump). Trump might get re-elected but that doesn't mean Biden couldn't be re-elected before or after that. Russia doesn't want to go to war but they have loads of Russians and pro Russian ppl in Ukraine plus why wouldn't they take their port at Sevastopol like they did. Would be crazy not to. Stars have lit up the sky through the hatch.


Note: bring telescope for stargazing and lenses. Bring one guitar. Bring sleeping bags. Bring insect repellent.


Baker and Kennedy go very well together. It would be good for the two to share a show together. Kind of like Alan Colmes and moi back a few years ago when I was often on his radio show. Time to close zee hatch as it's raining again and cover up with blanky bearsin' (rug up). Didn't bring a pillow but have a life jacket bearsin' anyway.


Forgot to perform my prayers. Rain wet my face a little anyway through the hatch so that's Islamic.


The jumping jeweller of Lavender Bay:

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0123932/

 









Jenn Psaki on fox news discussing Biden talking about voter fraud

 

I need to tune out a little bit. I can handle Jenn's beautiful hair (think Billy Bibbit on the boat telling Rose or Candy, can't remember which, about the beautiful hair). Whatever. I'm at the dentist now I even have a surgical glove on my right hand. Coz my daughter couldn't bite down on the x-ray film, I tried helping out. Then I just had a discussion with the dentist about her (almost five year old kid) molars. Dentists understand the difference between molar and other teeth. In Spain you absolutely cannot avoid the term 'mola' in day to day speech, when dealing with the younger generation. It literally means to chew (ie with the molar teeth) but it is used to indicate if something is good or bad. But we don't say it's good or bad, we just say if it mola or no mola or if they do or don't molan.


Keeping that in mind let's see what mola or no mola:


Jenn, Bill's, blonde lady's hair (Dana Perino) mola 


Biden's talk about election fraud: no mola


Reams and reams of pre filled votes for Biden printed in China or wherever and Facebook running dropbox elections: no mola


Absentee voting with the dropbox and fake votes from dead people: no mola 


One's momma: my momma lost all her teeth God knows how many years ago, so she was chewing with dentures (molar and incisors): mola


Alligators: molan


The bangles [sic]: I'm guessing they have all their teeth and play football with built in mouth guards in their helmets and possibly represent Cincinnati (Ohio - America's people smuggling capital) but I'll have to check that: molan.


Handcuffs (esposas): no molan most of the time


Cincinnati Bangles [sic]:

https://youtu.be/lCxQXC0ou3A



Ok moments later, I'm at Bunnings warehouse which is a very large, dominant hardware chain all around Sydney and wherever else. I got the Bunnings warehouse wide brimmed gardening hat. I'll probably just leave it on the boat. It's extremely dorky, has a straw design with a band around the brim saying Bunnings on one end and the Bunnings logo, an embroidery of a 🔨🔨 hammer on the other, in this instance. I'm not for sure I like the wide brim hats in general and the Bunnings design is extremely dorky, I would prefer a more 19th century America steam boat looking wide brimmed hat. However I couldn't say no to the $7, probably made in China, thing because it has the adjustable bead, like Samuel L Jackson's little beard thing in Jacky Brown (dopey movie but good usage of Bridget Fonda, too bad she's not on Fox News everyday), with the little adjustable bead. You really need that adjustment bead strap thing because the heavy gales on the water will be sure to blow your hat off otherwise no doubt.


I also have two rechargeable hangable lights that double as USB rechargers for my phone. So I can have one on the boat fully charged while I'm looking around for solar panel solutions. There's already one solar panel on the boat for the battery system but I don't want to play with that. I'll just label the seacocks (taps that admit water into the hull from outside) with the permanent marker I bought today and label aforementioned solar battery system and whatever else needs labelling. I need adhesive stickers also to make labels. I'll sleep overnight on the Red Herring tonight for the first time. Will eventually fashion some kind of underwater rope ladder for her for when I swim out but will bring my kayak today and leave her on the beach permanently there.







Wednesday, January 19, 2022

Red Herring trip 1... Let's get nauti...cal

Keeping it mellow, no AKs in sight, tell them on board motorless refrigerator:

https://youtu.be/hyEvrhSFdy8

 

Gutfeld's crew on Biden perking up a bit and having an actual press conference, first in years....

https://youtu.be/fgY1hyrZB-8


Shoot none of these folks speak Spanish but we're not going to hold it against them, you know a sierra is normally a mountain chain in California right? So it's like you do speak Spanish. It's also a saw like for cutting wood. I got my son a little toolbox recently and there's a pretty frickin strong looking hammer in it which even the four year old is playing with. I don't even know if that's safe. I definitely told the boy don't play with my saws coz he could easily chop a finger off. My brother left behind a pretty powerful machine saw, electric, which you could really cut someone's arm off with.


I mean I'm learning all these nautical words in English but I don't even know them in Spanish: port, starboard, quarter, bow, stern, mainsail, jib, rollocks, etc. But yeah nada can be nothing but it's definitely swim and saw is sierra, it's a tool. And sierra is also a mountain range. Seeing things is subconsciously associated with the color green (ver   de / verde). Oh and cierra, meaning 'close' (opposite verb open) is pronounced like sierra in most of world except like northern Spain. We don't associate a handsaw/ machine saw or mountain chain with the verb 'to see' in Spanish like you might in English. Just a different tangle of neuron wiring with the hispano parlantes I guess.

  

I got my boat today, the Red Herring at Avalon. Excelente. It's really good actually. The guy sold it to me is a retired local politician and has time to show me the ropes. He's spent his entire life on 'Pittwater' which is the inland sea there. One day I'll sail it to Sydney harbour from Pittwater on the ocean. And to Newcastle, Lake Macquarie, I suppose. I'm very happy with that. The pursuit of happiness. I really liked this boat as it's pretty spacious inside for it's relatively short length, 7.2 metres. I'm over the moon about it. I can just finish a bus shift and sleep on my boat at Avalon. I could gush all day about how much I like Avalon but I'm focused on how I'm going to get some kind of storage there like a box trailer for my gardening tools. Also it's not clear I'll be able to keep a mooring outside the sailing club there so might end up nearby in Claireville or something, very close by. Anyway I want a box trailer to store my tools/lawnmower plus whatever. I love my boat. That's fully sick bruz.*


* Bruz (indigenous Australian for brothers/bros)


Ok here's Kennedy from fox business, she's not running around in a thong bikini showing the world she's comfortably single with her rechargeable batteries operated drill like certain divorced women I'm aware of. I mean she's not doing that on screen here:

https://youtu.be/TEWGs0r8Zhs

And she's actually pleasantly amusing and informative in what I find to be, a non manic-episode, non obnoxious, and humorous way. To use a sailing metaphor, I like the cut of her jib here. My jib on the Red Herring is a genoa styled foresail that goes sternward of the mainsail in case you were wondering about the (literal) cut of my personal jib. Not sure if Kennedy has a literal jib but again, good to see her and she's covered her cleavage so slightly Islamic although not covering any hair, try a baseball cap maybe. Doesn't hurt the FBI to wear them, doesn't make them terrorists either, just sayin'.

 

Ok the next thing, before I go out and buy more real estate, I'm thinking about buying shares in Google, Facebook, Tesla, Toyota, Lockheed Martin, and better check Nancy Pelosi's shortlist. She's the first American, after my buddy Todd, who's on my invite list to sail on the Red Herring. I mean I'm not expecting her to, although I am expecting Todd to and other Americans may board occasionally but I mean Nancy is my number two invitee (after Todd) to board. If you board the Red Herring, you won't be disrespected, unless you're listening to playbacks of me dissing you on Chris Salcedo's radio show, if that makes sense. If you're physically aboard, you'll be treated like royalty, whoever you are. I'm not bringing people aboard to torture them, although I probably could although that would be a jail-able offense (although not in China necessarily). Kennedy's the number three american invited, so long as she covers up and not just dresses like a pole dancer in front of her husband. He can come too but he's not officially invited. We can figure something out. Same goes for Nancy's husband. Fauci's totally not welcome, persona non grata. Think Spanish war galleon broadsiding yo' ass and stripping and quartering yo' ass then unloading cannons. Come on. 


Just so you know, I don't especially like Nancy Pelosi neither do I hate her. I'd definitely be interested to have her on the boat and pick her brain even if her two secret service guys had to rub a security check on me so long as they don't touch my anus or testicles. I mean rubbing a metal detector wand around there would be ok. I never mentioned Ice Cube in spot four but it's his if he wants it. He can stick his head in the refrigerator tub where you keep the beer cold, doesn't have a motor so just needs an ice cube anyway, all good.




Tuesday, January 18, 2022

Vote 1 Rand Paul, get rid of Fauci

Rand Paul on Fauci:

https://youtu.be/1L5RYn39zk8


Fauci is a total abomination. You saw Trump's last year how he had to keep deferring to that guy. Get rid of him, total lame cripple fucking everything up. Totally fucked. Should be bombing that virology institute. This is why I liked the 'warmonger' Dick Cheney and his daughter Liz. Blow it fucking up with bunker busting bombs.


The fucking Wuhan institute of virology. Bomb it off the face of the Earth for fuck's sake with a fucking B2 stealth bomber. What the fuck? Where is the leadership? If Hilary can bomb that shit get her in. Get anyone not afraid to bomb it and fire Fauci. What a total fucking disgrace. Bill looks extremely handsome also, just saying. He'd win the pagent no contest.


Man I hate improper use of force, including no force when force is needed. I already mentioned, I hate depleted uranium bullet tips used by the u.s. military to cause decades long birth defects. And agent orange. Just kill people swiftly like on 9/11 or not at all. Fucking birth defects. I hate birth defects. Fucking birth defects and the stupid cripple Fauci and stupid leaderless Washington. Fucking pisses me off. Blow that shit off the face of the earth. For fuck's sake. Tell the government in china it's for they [sic] own benefit. Jesus! 

Let's talk about gang rape baby, let's talk about you and Tucker, let's talk about all the good things and the bad things.... Let's talk about gang rape

 

Tucker and Turkish NBA player talk gang raping China:

https://youtu.be/tHZ5k1u9PKo

 

Yes there's some gang raping going on there in Xinjiang no doubt. And I actually spent a few weeks there before this all went down and had a buddy there from Kashgar originally.


Let's note a few facts: Mr Turkey, turkey's human rights record in Bulgaria is pretty bad. Plenty of gang raping to go round. Turkey has been the main shelter for Uyghurs for many years now so that's nice.


America's human rights record in Vietnam and Iraq, agent orange in Vietnam and depleted uranium bullet tips in Iraq means multigenerational birth defects. Possibly more humane to gang rape.



Maybe that's why the inbred Pakistanis have been gangraping English women for many years now.


Probably the Indian guy on Tucker's show didn't want to talk about gangraping. Plenty of that happening in India.


Also drink a flagon of Victoria Bitter asap... Do it now, fools!

https://youtu.be/ROpxCrIeR9I


Just saying










Monday, January 17, 2022

Benji talks Buddhism

 

I'm reading an old fashioned paperback book these days: Buddhism, a Christian exploration and Appraisal by Keith Yandell and Harold Netland.

It's one of these University styled books where there is a very concerted effort by the writers to heap bibliography upon bibliography and quote upon quote in an attempt at intellectualism. However I will not let this prejudice me and I have not read enough to find the book's value. 


While I consider myself to be an expert on the Christian history of the actual protagonists of the initial movement: the prostitute Mary Magdalene, her buddy Jesus, his buddy Judas and their various buddies, fellow disciples of Jesus numbering some 120 according to the actual gospels, including Mary, Jesus' mom and his actual siblings from Mary and her husband Joseph (Joseph cum Jesus' dad). I cannot speak to the faith and belief these individuals may have experienced or felt but merely concur that faith can move mountains and these people lived in barbaric, uncivilized times, compared to today's people. I can only assume living in this kind of Roman Jewish world must have been unpleasant compared to living in Australia. But then again, the kingdom of heaven is within so who knows who is happier? I definitely think there's massive misunderstanding amongst today's self described Christians regarding the actual true precepts of their 'religion' so I suppose that's why so few of them perform any miracles.


It's interesting to note that while Israel in those days was under Roman government, many rights to self rule were allowed, so just as people in the British countries have their cricket and rugby, the Jews of those days could manage their own affairs and had the Sadducees and Pharisees. In modern societies we have the media and academics and leading lights from the professional world: billionaires, politicians, some religious leaders, etc.


Does God have room for stupid dumb bastards, ignorant as hell, on this planet and elsewhere? According to the modern science of astronomy and the calculations of scientists analysing the various galaxies with trillions of stars, upon trillions and trillions, very likely billions of planets very similar to Earth. One would venture to guess: yes. The universe we know of is 'roomy' to say the least. Probably plenty of space for dummies:

https://youtu.be/vIJTwYOZrGU


The Koran advises to leave people to their blundering. Eg Christians. It also says that various messengers (like Mohammed and Jesus/Joseph) were sent to warn people. It's extremely reasonable to assume (if you're a Muslim), that Guatama Buddha was one of these guys. 


I have to confess, my awareness of Buddhism is weak. I consider my knowledge of Buddhism to be so minimal, as to put me on an even standing with the average American or Australian with regard to religion in general, whether they are religious or not and regardless of which religion they are.


This is what I think I know about Buddhism:

1) Buddha was a real man, he might have been born from a specially/divinely conceived mother, like Jesus, a kind of son of God, in that respect. For a certainty Joseph (later Jesus) was not the only messenger born in this unique way.


2) Buddha was born to nobel parents as some kind of prince. I'm not sure about this but everyone knows his story in that regard.


3) Buddha was a seeker to begin with, probably much moreso than Jesus. While Joseph (later Jesus) visited Egypt, India and possibly also Tibet, Buddha didn't 'visit' India but spent his entire life there. He didn't travel to Egypt notwithstanding their great culture, that I know of. I'm not aware of him travelling to China or Tibet although I suppose it's possible. Like Jesus (when he was Jesus, not Joseph), Guatama (the Buddha, or Christ), recommended poverty for disciples and to search out people who would be friendly to them. 


4) Unlike Jesus, I think Buddha was more likely to have his disciples live in a communal atmosphere and altogether. Jesus was more likely to get people to be secret and sly and do things secretly (wise as serpents, gentle as doves), due to the risk of punishment from Jewish or Roman authorities.


5) I think Buddha had some problems with the ruling Brahman caste amongst the Hindus. What's amazing about Buddha is that he is a product of this Hindu society but nobody considers him to be a Hindu, from what I can see. He spawned a massive religion which was embraced by Asians however none of these Asians see themselves as pseudo Hindus.


6) Buddha taught right thinking, right acting, avoidance of suffering through avoidance of ignorance. Achieving the kingdom of heaven or nirvana. Deep peace.


7) apart from both teaching achieving peace, Jesus seemed more likely to suggest radical options like getting killed or self mutilation. Therefore both teachers taught the continuity of life beyond physical death in one particular lifetime.


8) mystical transfiguration: we all know Jesus was a mystical man with his healings and miracles and mystical moments with John the Baptist (after he was murdered) and Moses. Buddha we're not sure if he pulled off miracles but the story of his self mortification and subsequent enlightenment under the Bodhi tree is pretty famous.


I'll need to jog memory on Buddhism as it's not exactly fresh.


Okay another thing I saw on YouTube, not sure if it's accurate but wouldn't surprise me: most countries in the world have less than 1% Buddhists. Approximately over 90% of the actual Buddhists of the world live in Asia. In fact, in India and Nepal, where Buddha was from, there seems to be very few Buddhists. So apparently there are a little under half a billion Buddhists in total and most of these live in Asia. We can say Buddhism is primarily a religion for Asians and has been for centuries. Again it's extremely notable that this is a movement that started essentially in India/Nepal amongst Hindus and basically spread to Asia and strongly influenced Asians for the past 2500 years.

One point that the aforementioned book made was that Christianity is a religion that kind of ceased in Europe and moved to Asia. I would add a few points to that. Prior to the age of enlightenment, which vaguely began in the 15 and 1600s, colonial discoveries of Europe and even during this time, the church was a pivotal part in society, handling most births, deaths and marriages. Even in my parents generation in Spain, this was still the case.

I suppose Nietzsche and other philosophers had a hand in disrupting this kind of thing, along with Francis Bacon's scientific analysis technique. Today in America we find a strong belief in extra terrestrial aliens and even the belief that contacting them could somehow lead to a new era, if only the aliens would land on the White house lawn in Washington DC and cut a ribbon with the president. In fact aliens have made themselves so visible, so many times in Los Angeles and Washington DC and elsewhere, and so many miracles have been recorded in the gospels, one supposes a Buddhist must wonder whether dwelling on these matters would constitute right thinking. Apparently there's an eightfold path that Buddhists must follow. Let's consider an example: your niece is extremely bookish and triumphing at University. As a hobby she likes to ingest the drug ecstasy and dance with glow sticks at large, organised rave parties nearby area 51 coz there might be aliens there. You're an alien aboard a spaceship and see folks with glow sticks in the desert and sense psychically they are on mind altering substances. On your home planet of Quanza, twenty five light years away, which you have never actually seen because of your parents explorations, you know that there is no religion per ce, everybody has an awareness of the cosmic good that implies doing the right thing all the time, so there is no sin or crime. Family units are large, strong and proud and there are few arguments. You are aware of other alien races with only one gender and more if an antlike society however you find it difficult to relate with them, same as with earthlings.

Is your niece's rave party behaviour more Buddhist or more Christian? How many uncles do you have and what planet are they living on?


Ok sorry about that digression, I guess I struggle with these statistical numbers apportioned to the various religions: 1.3 billion Muslims (many of whom are non reincarnation believing cousin marryers), 1.2 billion Catholics, most of whom worship the Pope as a form of deity (irreligious/idolatry), 450 million Buddhists. Now many of these Buddhists are in China, so if I can get out the correct microfishe film and put it in the microfishe reader and read it, what I find are my memories and impressions in China.


What I found in China was the same in Hong Kong and Thailand. The people have pretty similar beliefs. I can't say if the government in China represses Buddhists. I never found the government in China trying to repress or attack my beliefs or opinions about Buddha or da Vinci and if I the name of Jesus came up in a classroom once or twice I could see I wasn't interested to discuss it and it was a well known name amongst the Chinese that many of them were aware of. I mean this book I'm reading says there are all these millions of Buddhists in China and I'm not sure how they are reckoning that. One practice I found in China was burning fake money for ancestral worship. This is an interesting practice. Often business holders will have a kind of generic looking statuette of a wise old looking man  alongside an incense burner but I can't tell you exactly what the wise old man represents. Probably not Confucius or anyone like that although possibly yes, possibly related to dao-ism. Definitely the mainland Chinese people to me looked capable of tremendous spirituality. If you were a practicing Muslim I imagine it would not be at all difficult to rack up four wives in China, simultaneously, as there is so much poverty there, relative to the west, all you would need is around $200-$300 American dollars a month to maintain a young Chinese woman. The poor in China are super dignified, they're never out looking to rob you or feel jealous of you or whatever, in the main part. They just get on with their lives. With all the bitching about China, the poor in China have done immense amounts of practically slave labor at very low pay, often in very crowded living conditions, to enrich the lives of countless people around the world with their trinkets and cheap toys and manufacturing in general of all descriptions, like furniture and whatever, paying it forward, as the Americans say. Good on those people. These people are working so hard every day, often just having one day off a week, we're not sure if Bibles seem relevant to them or are needed by them or if they care about Buddhism either. I mean a lot of these people are on super low wages like $200 a month and really just care about they [sic] kid,  they [sic] parents,  they [sic] bills, they [sic] apartment,  they [sic] kid's education. And etc. A lot of them eat pork too (unislamic, unjewish). Now with coronavirus as it stands, a lot of these factories are mothballed so starvation could even foreseeably become an issue in China. 

 Anyway getting back to Buddhism, told you, not sure about it. Seems like you can achieve nirvana but get sucked back out of it because of desire. That's a core teaching of Buddhism: desire is a cause of suffering. People have to be less go getter and more giving and passive, to feel peace. This is a religion that seems to better suit Asian races and Asian cultures. Democratic or authoritarian. We'll quickly look into YouTube videos on Chinese government repression of Buddhism, to see what kind of a thing we see from the left wing YouTube Google people (what they allow).


Ok here's a video from Vice news:

https://youtu.be/EyxkY5NmzRY

They're talking about Chinese government Buddhist diplomacy in surrounding belt and road countries like Myanmar, Sri Lanka (where they helped the Buddhists there win a long civil war).


Wow who knew there was a Buddhist country in Europe (south of Moscow)..... I bet noone did... Kalmykia....

https://youtu.be/Ys4DqKOjxpE


Ant megalopolis:

https://youtu.be/dECE7285GxU

Covers 50 square metres, eight metres deep, 50 tons of dirt removed by ants carrying four times their individual weight. Critical mass and the power of the collective. More than diddly squat. More than diddly. Mmmmm diddly. Insert salivating Homer Simpson.













































Sunday, January 16, 2022

Fox News' Buck Sexton describes Joe Biden's first year in office and presidency as a 'slow moving train wreck'.

 

I'm laughing and not just on the inside. Also to be clear, this is after I've figured out luffing on the sails including the clew of the sails. So there's no room for confusion and thank you Joe Biden for making guys like me laugh even if it's at the expense of the economy and supply chain...


Let's see what else Buck has to say,


https://youtu.be/YCrsYAUSCOA




Friday, January 14, 2022

Captain autism in the vacuum cleaner repair shop basement

 Music y'all

https://youtu.be/qhZULM69DIw

 


Sounds like a movie title or the potential meaning of life but it's actually something Tucker Carlson recently mentioned on his show. I'm not even sure if he's a real person but it would constitute the most likely reason for emailing Tucker's team directly:


Who is this captain autism, will he be my friend? Where is his shop? Can he really repair my vacuum or he's just hiding out there? Does he live on a boat? Is he really just super high functioning Aspergers?


I mean really I should start writing a crime novel thriller. I'm probably afraid I'd be investigated by law enforcement for just researching things for it. You never see the CIA guy, Mike Baker on fox news talking about some Arab that's really called Sword of Allah researching a new crime thriller novel. I guess it's ok for Tom Clancy. Honestly I don't even like the genre but I think I could succeed at it, I read a portion of a Dean Koontz novel recently and thought it was silly. Also Dan Brown writes such absolute trash. There's no accounting for stupid white Americans and the crap they can pull, but I think it's important to validate white and all Americans values of free speech. I also understand what the lefties are rattling on about regarding black people not being allowed to carry around machine guns in society as white people are, during the rioting in America in last couple of years. However I do not sympathize with them as Biden's administration is wrecking America's economy and Biden and Harris and their team are a monstrosity. Biden is a big government screw up. I also hate that tiny dopey kiddy table across the road from the White House he uses, it's utterly ridiculous. My pre pubescent daycare students in Asia had bigger tables than that. It's surprising how many Hispanic migrants these black and white Democrats want to bring in. It will just fuel a permanent slave class there. We don't have that in Australia.


Also with my crime novella, I'll probably just post it up on on my blog, open source. I'm more inclined to have a team of killers not just one and maybe a little cabal within ambulance and cops like in that dirty harry movie. People with families and stuff. I always thought of America as very no nonsense and hard on crime. Because I had a father active in my life, also yelling at me, and unfortunately a very brutal eight years older brother kind of harshly abusing me, I mean there's no way I'm gonna get confused in America and do something to get myself locked up. Being poor and homeless isn't a crime and if you're off jerking off after work and gushing about sex in the city with your loser buddies and think I'm mentally ill for being poor and homeless I'd just think you were a bloddy wonka, anyway I would have been focused on my choreography/film career at the time so no time for your bourgois little tiny apartment owning ass. Too much taxation in blue State america, too much spending on the poofies. Look at what all that research spending for the poofies and aids got everyone, evil villains like Fauci. People think Mao Zedong and Stalin are monsters and mass murderers but I'm convinced God loves mass murderers and displays great mercy towards them. I could easily imagine mao Zedong reincarnating as a white American, upper middle class and rich. His job in China done.

This Fauci looks like super no good and there's no clear moral vision nowadays. I question Clinton bombing Serbia or wherever around there in the late 90s. Difficult for me to imagine these dopey Europeans fielding their own army in Ukraine also. 


 Anyway just arrived at middle harbour yacht club for my second sailing lesson. Probably will sleep on boat tonight or maybe not. I forgot to bring my logbook from boat licensing authority (kind of like DMV) in California. You don't need a licence on the water if traveling under 10 knots per hour or whatever the limit is, pretty low speed. I've qualified for my license already but have to go to the office. I don't need to carry it around apart from it's digital on my phone. If I get pulled over by cops on water or land I can just produce my phone and show my licence on that. Before I had the phone with the chip to pay for everything electronically so didn't even need a bank card. When I was a taxi driver I always carried a lot of cash of every denomination and to be frank with you, I should probably go back to that. I was giving my kids MMA practically all of my money and she was still bitching. Eating her pussy out, just outperforming all husbands in everything, the sack, childcare, but she was still always unsatisfied coz I'm not making the big bucks. And I never just signed my inheritances over to her. So now I just give her no money apart from paying a few bills and $5 for a kiss or $50 for a hug. She seems happier like that. Eating her pussy out and screwing the shit out of her and babysitting like a little bitch and doing all the housework just wasn't good enough so I just moved out for three months. One of the guys in the sharehouse near work, turns out he's super well connected in the local sailing world (which took him to Rio)


Ok today looking to be cool as shit. Some middle aged French lady Marine is on board, I like the teacher too, just met him. Captain Cook, the teacher from last week not here. Just doing a little pre-boarding poop (in restroom). Poop in French means stern, but not grumpy stern but rear of boat stern. Ok the teacher today we'll nickname him Flinders, since he himself mentioned the guy, otherwise wouldn't have even thought of that.


It seems to me the average Australian has very poor knowledge of they [sic] own history, not least due to some inglorious moments. Still three important Australians to know about were: Cook, Flinders, Banks....

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matthew_Flinders

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/James_Cook

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Banks


Obviously when I refer to early Australian history I'm referring to the very first efforts of the English military officers like Flinders in Australia. This is because the aboriginal people did not leave documented written histories of their past. In pre Shakespeare's English language we have virtually nothing written in modern English but we do have written records in French, Latin, or Olde English. Less than ten years ago I was able to walk into a museum in Barcelona and immediately and easily read texts from the 13 and 1400s because the Spaniards do not like to change their ways for anything and their language changes little or nothing in 700 years. With the Chinese we have local government records carved into sticks dating back to five thousand BC however the Chinese language and symbols from 700 years ago probably are so different from today a modern Chinese cannot read them. I'm not 100% sure about that however I believe that to be the case. As I said, virtually noone that reads / speaks English well can read pre-shakespearean English. This is because Francis Bacon, Christopher Marlowe, Ben Johnson, and all the other 'english renaissance' writers were actually superchummy freemasons working under Bacon who himself was the secret son of Queen Elizabeth the first. As mentioned, as a proper Spaniard that actually speaks and reads Spanish (further one without biases within and pertaining to the Spanish speaking world), I can easily read texts in Castilian from 800 years ago, straight from the page. Similarly I made a point of doing this in the British museum with Bacon's texts written under his own name whilst visiting from Spain and Eton.

I can also tell you, while I have never been a big fan of Irish writer James Joyce, unlike my mother, who was a very bookish woman in her time, I understand. I would not be surprised if this chap reincarnated as a half caste aborigine part Irish or English. There are certainly plenty of them about in new South Wales and Victoria state, I can assure you.


If you go to Darwin you will be blown away how many full blooded aboriginal peeople you will see (a lot). Try asking an American marine stationed in Darwin about them.


Ok next thing, there's been some kind of tsunami warning. It meant I felt like I had something to say to the folks partying like two boats over. To be honest I was a little bit jealous of the magnificence of their soiree as their boat seems extremely nice and they seemed so hip. Anyway I was just watching the latest Tucker Carlson (sorry he took your show and old life away Bill O'Reilly, I'm still watching you sometimes too). As a matter of fact just before the sun went down some party boat went by blaring some ABBA song I actually posted on the comments on Bill's YouTube channel recently. 

The folks in the next boat over seemed real nice and ended up wrapping up what little remained of their party which seemed very vibrant and happy until I came along with the tsunami news. Nobody wants to be a killjoy. 


http://www.bom.gov.au/tsunami/nsw_alerts.shtml


This tsunami alert doesn't seem very scary as we're all really well ensconced within the harbour here so I can't imagine it's going to be a problem I'll just sleep as usual.


One time in Spain or in the family house garage I slept in when I was 18/19 in 1995 (everyone's tomb after that), or somewhere, I had a worrisome dream about my father that a giant wave like a tsunami came along and would separate us and then another wave, even bigger, did just that. Well my own son insisted on a hug goodbye this morning, twice. So I told him that was worrisome for me as it seemed like I was going to die or something. I doubt it though. Then on the phone recently he was crying that he misses me a lot so I'll have to stop avoiding kids so much as last three months. I also moved out like six weeks last February, just too stressful with three little kids. I'm only doing this shit probably because I was American in my previous lifetime so interested in making it better. The it being my pre seven reality: oldest boy, two sisters a little younger. Somehow this pattern has repeated itself in my life. I'm hoping I can find some happiness on the water in the next few years. I certainly think sailing is a worthwhile hobby.


Ok now I mentioned some guys like Flinders as being Australian however technically I think Flinders only really navigated around Australia then returned to England and never really spent that much time around Australia. Interestingly, I think the bio says he collaborated with an Englishman, Bass, regarding the circumnavigation of Tasmania. Certainly the strait between Australia and Tasmania is named after Bass. There's also a little island between the two islands, mainland Australia and Tasmania, known as King island. This King island itself is only really memorable for the mainstream public, as far as I can see, as it forms part of one of the most famous UFO cases, which actually led to the disappearance of a young Melbourne based Cessna pilot and his airplane. In 1978:

https://youtu.be/zjSf_I1U6sA

 

Finally, nowadays many folks would have noticed the whole transgender movement. Recently at aforementioned sharehouse, I made acquaintance with a different guy there and this is the first time I've met someone socially who mentions a transgender family member. I think his niece Jade had transitioned gender to become a guy or vicaversa. Prior to this, the only Australian transgender case that had made any serious impression on me was a Jewish girl, quite young, like 19, that had decided to go to Israel then start taking hormones to become a man. She even wrote a book about it. Apart from that as a taxi driver I was very schooled in checking for Adam's apples on cute looking sexily dressed girls. I had a customer like this, apparently very curvy and very flirty. I found a lot of women were desirous of sex and would typically just ask me what time I was finishing work. But this 'lady' was really some kind of gay guy transitioning to becoming a woman (great looking body apparently) so I just called him 'sir' the entire rude [sic?] and that put an end to his games. I learned from another transgender that this community, with their psychology, considers it to be an artform and artistic, to fool people as to their original gender. I consider all of the transgender movement or phenomenon to be a psychiatric and psychological aberration and generally pitiful and of little interest (lost people). The most interesting matter arising from it is the reaction from official psychiatric channels (there's debate and division amongst them about it), and also sociologically, how do families respond to this (probably generally disowning their transgender family member).


Finally, to polish up this post, I only really recall once flying in a Cessna myself, over the top of my mother (walking towards or away from) the aforementioned garage where her daughter, husband and son, in that order, all suicided (and which was my bedroom in the year of 1995 (the latter half of which I spent working at Microsoft (with aforementioned sister). I can confirm there were no especially LGBTQ+ or LGB (let's go Brandon) folks in the family, no transgenders. Raquel did mention screwing an extremely gay and 'out' guy at Microsoft one time. That's the kind of ridiculous thing she would do I suppose. I recalled working with that guy and he was extremely gay and a total fudgepacker. Why she would want to screw that guy makes no sense to me but her favorite joke was that men are like tiles, you only need to lay them once before you can walk all over them, so I suppose it was part of her grand plan at Microsoft to become a mud [sic?] level manager there, ha ha. Funny old Raquel. Certainly there's no telling what depravity corporate scum can sink to, that's for sure.


Finally, the folks on the spaceship buzzing Fred in his Cessna before he disappeared, which Star were they from? Which technology did they use to travel faster than light? Fermion agitation or Boson double quarking? We'll probably never know. What happened to Fred and his Cessna, we don't know. I did mention on this blog I had encountered kids whose lives seemed fit for living for certain of my family members like Raquel and our father Jose. Also with my brother Jose and our mother Maria, I have identified what I think are very likely scenarios and locations and actual families for their subsequent incarnations. While it may only be speculation, I can assure you that each family, country, local and etc of all four kids I have in mind, would very much suit each of the aforementioned four souls, so even if they don't or haven't already reincarnated into those specific families, I believe it would be justice if they did, according to my understanding of the Creation.
















Thursday, January 13, 2022

Blogging about my feelings

 Just flipped on KSEV TEXAS RADIO, this time in the garage plus set up a fan there. Sometimes I'll listen to KSEV in my utility vehicle but mostly I don't listen to it. I'm not such a fan of Dan Bongino and Ben Shapiro and Dana Loesch anyway.


A Texas based therapist I'm seeing, Kati Morton, is saying to keep a journal to describe my feelings. I'll try this now for the first time. I've been doing a lot of counselling lately, on the phone, including with a Berkeley California based phone service. Another sailing course this weekend at middle harbour yacht club plus someone from there with they [sic] own racing yacht called me to see if I want to crew on they [sic] yacht saturdays. Yes I do. Hello new scene and new hobby.


Feelings journal. I feel like I'm not a murderer. I feel like I accidentally killed a puppy when I was a kid, it was the runt of the pack and I was like six years old and playing around gently squeezing it's kind of intestinal area in what I thought was kind of cute. Anyway it looks like I accidentally killed it with no intention. I feel like this doesn't make me a serial killer even if predatorial serial killing psychiatrists would beg to differ. I feel like three of my family members suicided, possibly my mother also. I feel like a bitch taking care of my kids. I just took care of all three of them for like two hours and ended up feeling like a woman. I feel like it's going to drive me crazy. I feel like I was better in my late 20s taking care of other people's kids in daycare. I feel like I'm extremely reliable and trustworthy. I feel lonely and somewhat friendless. I feel like my kids momma, they [sic] momma is a stupid, uncaring, ungrateful, unloving, selfish, whining bitch (relative to me). I feel like calling in to Texas radio and talking to Chris Salcedo.


Remember, knock on the door, say, I'm Victor, I'm the cleaner...

https://youtu.be/5bdC7k2Nu4s


Dan Bongino is on. I don't dislike Dan, actually I think he's ok. Actually I don't really like Joy Behar whom he is talking about however I cannot agree with his particular criticism of her; in that when she says cigarette smokers make allowances for higher risk behaviour when paying health premiums, non vaccine taking coronavirus folks should pay more for hospital care, I agree with her on that. I think alot of conservative tv and radio people are being disingenuous in some of their bitching about vaccines.



Is she sexy? Can you win?

Here's a random American girl I find cute and sexy:

https://youtu.be/3KOTTq-tMHA 

 

Note, I do not make enough money to keep an American University educated girl happy. Even if she had two hundred million dollars in the bank, she'd probably rather embarass herself and get committed to an insane asylum before sharing a chicken drumstick with Benji, even if she liked him (me not the drumstick). American women expect men to have money. If you don't have money you'll just be a hook up. If you do have money she'll marry you then take your money after you cough at the wrong moment it's grounds for divorce.


The best thing you can do with American women is sex, they are all A-OK in that department from what I can tell. The second best thing is to get them to sing 'today was a good day' (ice cube song) clean or dirty. 

You never needed your AK or to call in an airstrike, killing it!

https://youtu.be/hyEvrhSFdy8

Then thirdly just leave and don't return.


They will be happy with these steps. If you fail to follow these steps you will end up divorced by her and she will take your money.

 

These are just ideas and do not necessarily reflect reality (of sorts). 



Ok next you're thinking, I can't get an American woman to let me into her house. You have to knock on her door and say, 'i'm Victor, I'm the cleaner,' when she answers the door. She'll let you in 100% even just coz she doesn't want to clean. Try this on any nearby door you can see.


Go inside, shoot her friend dead, you'll have her undivided attention after that and she'll say something like, 'i never did mind the little things.' after that get her to wear a sexy red outfit with sexy red boots. Repeat steps two and three above. Repeat as needed with other American women. Works like a charm. Does not work with other nationalities like Canadians. Do not use on college professors.

Say, 'I'm Victor I'm the cleaner', she'll let you in. It's just how her brain works, she can't say no to that.

https://youtu.be/6ZgMVexIgsU


Wednesday, January 12, 2022

Benji calls Fox news time out

 

Hey all, just doing some carpet cleaning with one of those do-hickies you rent for a day from the supermarket, prior to that some gardening at a client recently returned from England. Half her family can't return to Sydney due to quarantines, getting Coronavirus. Had my first run in with a leech at her crib. Like three or four of them, all sucking my blood, didn't even know we had those in Australia, thought you could only see one of those in Australia watching an American movie like Stand by Me, which has a notable leech sucking scene if my memory serves me well.


Well anyway after that caught a little Laura and Tucker (moon patrol) & it seems some dummy at Fox News editorial brigade said let's make it Hilary day. Whoever said that could never be the complete obsessively handsome and sexy dreamboat package that Hemmer represents, batting or not batting eyelashes, however we won't hold their presumably non comparable looks against them.


Instead let's just consider them intellectually:


Line 10 print $ fox news dummy idea for today about Hilary running

Line 20 let any dumpster homeless be > Joe Biden

rem working on my coding homes

rem get f&$&d ya fuggen shlut (random)

Line 30 face slap Fox News editorial brigade ppl

Insert$  Hitch dance scene Qtip face slap:

https://youtu.be/KQ3Xom5XAM4

Line 40 Insert$ let's go Brandon

Line 50 insert$ grabbing Tara, you mean nothing to me

https://youtu.be/spXYG_9aK54

Line 60 Insert$ Nintendo64 WarGods, maximus finishing sequence: you mean nothing to me

https://youtu.be/wBI2ptoMBBA


Conclusions:


Joe is going the distance: 3 more years...

https://youtu.be/F_HoMkkRHv8


Republicans will likely help out with the economy from 2022 after the mid terms til end of Joe's term. Joe will never be re-elected President unless China figures out how to post fake votes out from Shanghai. And Facebook organises election to exclusion of all others.


Everyone can play hangman:


I _ _ O _ _ _ t _ _ _       (describes Joe - without adverb hopelessly preceding it)

















Tuesday, January 11, 2022

Joe Biden's Washington DC, a place hearty folks love to pitch a tent and camp in, even in the snow and ice

 LGB:

https://youtu.be/MCyukVzn-mY

Toyota's new hydrogen car: top secret

 

Ok here's a female mechanic, Jacky Birdsall. She evolved beyond a mere mechanic to a pretty respectable and senior role within Toyota's most secure and secretive research and development section in North America (ie California):


https://youtu.be/hghIckc7nrY



Now recently on this blog we mentioned Tesla cars and I vaguely recall reading a Musk comment somewhere about hydrogen cars being stupid. I could be misquoting him there but even 'Physics Girl's, whose YouTube channel I occasionally watch, was ignorant (as I) regarding hydrogen cars.


Toyota approached physics girl to get the word out about their car. Like myself, physics girl thought the hydrogen would be burned. In fact, this is how hydrogen vehicles were quite a few years ago last time I checked. They just split some hydrogen from water, running electricity through it, pretty simple process, and then burned the hydrogen. There were some successful vehicles like this, basically running on water, however it never really took off. Public liability/ danger from exploding hydrogen (highly explosive) has been an issue since the first zeppelins started exploding (google hydrogen zeppelins, pretty interesting).


Perhaps this is why Musk thought hydrogen cars are dumb (if indeed he did actually say that). 


However Toyota is working on some top secret new technology, mixing hydrogen and air to recharge an electric battery, not actually burning the hydrogen apparently. It looks pretty interesting. Maybe I should buy shares in Toyota. Haven't started buying shares yet.






Sunday, January 9, 2022

(my) Case dismissed.... Case of tennis player Djokovic

 

Dear Mr REDACTED

 

Thank you for speaking to me on the phone prior to Court this morning.

 

I confirm that I am the Transport for NSW prosecutor allocated to the above matter.

 

In our discussion, I confirm that you indicated you were agreeable to a withdrawal on the basis that each party bears its own costs.

 

I can confirm that, as per our discussion, I mentioned the matter on your behalf at Court this morning and withdrew the one charge of ‘drive use mobile phone.’

 

Please let me know if you have any question.

 

 

OFFICIAL

Kind regards,

REDACTED

Prosecutions Officer/ Solicitor

Government, Regulatory & Prosecutions | Corporate Services



Yo, my boss/business colleague/co-parent was telling me about one of her American colleagues, Justice, how he was charged with the same traffic matter (criminal) listed above. He plead guilty and paid and I plead innocent and was called by the prosecutor this morning to state he was dropping the case. He also wanted to know if I would be happy not to press them for Court costs (in English law you can sue for Court costs in a winning case or case like this. 


My immediate defence when I got the fine was that the photo they showed looked like licorice (imprecise photos). In Court today I would have said no comment to any kind of questioning aimed at self incrimination. This is an English common law right as well as a statute in NSW legal code. The standard of proof is beyond a reasonable doubt which is basically impossible to prove just based on a grainy, imprecise photo. I'm allowed to drive and hold licorice in my hand although not as a public passenger vehicle operator (we're not allowed to eat and drive bus but you can bring your comfort parrot or beagle).


Was watching Jo Pinion on Newsmax talking about some guy locked up for 25 years on a mandatory charge. It's funny because in Florida they have stand your ground laws but sometimes people just go to jail potentially for a very long time because they are found not to be standing their own ground but going too far, shooting people.


O [sic] Pinion on Newsmax was making a direct plea to Florida governor De Santis to commute this case. It seems like something he would probably do along with other cases all at once. Unfortunately the news cycle guys on big american news channels are a bit like little kids in the schoolyard, all playing together and co-dependent and reactionary. And media in general are not the kind of people to look back at past cases they've mentioned. I'm not holding my breath for Joe to mention this case again even if De Santis does end up commuting this case.


Joe on Newsmax:

https://youtu.be/0bQKDrwvgP8


Looking at tennis, I don't normally do that much. I did watch a Spaniard on tv recently playing in the Australian tennis in Sydney. Perhaps a slight patriotic bubble inside me bubbled up for him. Looking at Djokovic, considering he's a Serb and I spent two years in Bulgaria. As I'm not really from those necks of the woods and not a big fan of tennis, I don't have any opinion of Djokovic apart from he has a very big body and is very good at tennis. I recently read he believes emotions can change the shape of water molecules in the body. That's probably true. Where belief ends and emotions begin, I couldn't tell you, but I daresay the difference between faith or belief and emotions is a real interesting thing. I suppose emotions are of the heart and beliefs are of the head.


It seems more people gathered to protest in Belgrade about Djokovic's detention understand how governance in Australia works better than many Australians themselves. People often don't understand which government department is wielding the relevant power and just think it's the President's fault or the Prime Minister's fault. Often the media will collude and exploit this ignorance (dumbsploitation)® out of a need for attention and sales and also to satisfy their individual narcissistic needs for validation between lines of cocaine (is that fair to say?)


The more subnormal the journalist's personal inner self (not outer ego), the more they need to validate themselves as normal and relevant outwardly.


Anyway Djokovic's matter is an immigration matter for a judge at a Court. As a media matter, it has potential to be a big story for all the little unimportant people out there that can't fly around and do whatever any more because of the china virus. Seems like a different set of rules apply for the a-listers these days. 


















Yachting first of three weekends down, takeaways:

STOP! Homework time!

https://youtu.be/YNHCHp8yjcE


Ok it was a rolling joke with everyone all weekend, my obsession with safety and danger. As someone who has almost killed himself twice by mistake on a 650cc motorbike in the brief 19 month period I had it, I understand one mistake can quickly end a life (or worse!) or cause a permanent injury. Also I knew a motorbike rider in this period that actually suicided leaving his beautiful wife and three little kids behind, because he wasn't satisfied with his accident recovery apparently.


On a boat, I know from this weekend's lesson plus talking on the phone some days ago to a young 18 year old, fresh out of high school insurance company rep. I had her actually read the fine print and I realised losing fingers on a sailboat when actually sailing it is a real possibility. I'm not going to mess around making mistakes pointing my fingers the wrong way. Like I said, I know from two bad maneuvers on my motorbike plus that guy I mentioned, how quickly it can all end. People like my classmates can laugh all day at my apparent morbid obsession with safety and danger however I'm watching them point their fingers the wrong way towards the winches and I can tell you, it's all mathematical after that, to the actuaries, who loses a finger choosing/omitting or subconsciously doing the wrong thing.


To put it another way: I'm happy to be the turtle that the hare laughs at, so long as I win and safely. Speaking of laughing, there's a homonym in sailing, I suppose it's spelt laffing, and it refers to the flapping of the sail when it's not catching the wind right. So in a sense, it is a laffing matter. I'm willing to die by unplanned error on my yacht in an ocean, but not accidentally kill my kids, so I'm taking safety very seriously.


In terms of risk I'd consider this the Marcellus/ Z Ratio: you want to take chances and also have recourse to a solution if an undesired event or outcome occurs, consider:

https://youtu.be/J3UyjlaBMcY


I actually spent the weekend on a similar Beneteau yacht to this one that lost its keel, capsized and killed everyone on board:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cheeki_Rafiki



 






Saturday, January 8, 2022

On the yacht, day 2

 Ok so I only slept about 5 hours. Also without a blanket or anything although it's unclear today will be warm even, it wasn't especially cold overnight even without a sweater or blanket. Note Michael Jackson calling his kid blanket is a huge red flag however red flags in nautical world would mean something else.


I watched some alien abduction stories before falling asleep so was feeling a little creeped out plus the boat was making creepy noises all night. Sometimes it's nice to scare yourself. Also another time some years ago I dreamed I was communicating with an alien and I was terrified. So much so I immediately jumped into bed with my buddy after that and held on tight. It was pretty terrifying in the dream state as the alien was telling me it was like 50,000 years old and I didn't know what to make of it.


Anyway I got out of bed, did my toilette and changed clothes, remembered to perform my prayer for Allah (God y'all) then had to eventually put my phone on recharge, all on the boat. Finally I clambered off the boat and was greeted by a cute looking, scantily clad, extremely tanned Italian girl. I helped her and her buddy with some of their baggage, they'd just returned from Hobart from the Sydney to Hobart yacht race, where they placed 28th, I'm told.


Then despite the early hour the middle harbor yacht club cafe is open so we all got coffee (although not together) and I said bye bye to the English skipper and his Italian girlfriend. In the Nautical world everyone to me looks like a walking source of information (unless they're not walking and confined to a wheelchair, in which case they'd be a rolling source of information). At the cafe some lady had a dog there and I started patting it (gender unknown) and told her I was a bus driver and was her dog a service dog. It seems nowadays anyone could bring their dog or even cat or bird onto my bus and say it's a service animal (eg for depression) and I wouldn't deny them even if they were making it up. That's pretty standard in a lot of countries I'd say, not just with buses. Anyway the lady mentioned a friend of hers from a nearby depot and I tried figuring out if I knew her. Then I mentioned the lady at my depot whose yacht, another Sydney to Hobart yacht, the Satanitas, just exploded all around her into smithereens and how she was all jumpy off the boat, since (at Newport marina around 2020). At this point the lady wants to make her order and I don't know how I'm coming across so I just leave. Anyway the more I deal with nautical people the more kind of normal and decent they're looking to me compared to everyone else, as generalising as that might sound.


Also before I got off the boat this morning, I'm back on it now with my coffee. I realised I had been watching some super weird fantasy infographics episode about some totally made up and creepy government agency, kind of like men in black. It's funny how people love talking about conspiracy theories but no-one much talks about moving mountains with faith. Well I'm realising that now. Something I remembered about the Italian girl and the English guy, can't remember now but the coffee is good. Also I ate my whole weekend's (packed) food yesterday, like five salmon, cheese, and Mexican redbean style redbeans sandwiches. Plus vegetarian lasagna. That's all weekends food downed yesterday. You see the day before on Friday I did a two hour plus lawnmowing job and must have burned so much energy. If only I could drink coffee all day I wouldn't mind the lack of food. I think I'd be willing to suck it all up off the boat's cockpit. Anyway it's $4.50 a large cup I'll just have to shell out for more (mo'mo'm'm'me'm'm'more). 


This is the US air force Rapid Dragon deployment system they're working on as a strategy to conventional war with China: you deploy parachute dropped cruise missiles from regular non fancy bombers like B52s. 

https://youtu.be/eymJkgLIdRE


Primary targets for China in that situation: Guam, South Korean and Japanese American air force bases (Gundam, Okinawa, etc). American Pacific fleet air craft carriers with the hypersonic weapons, let's look at how China could potentially sink u.s.air force carriers. It's extremely unlikely China's leadership would want a conventional war with America or that they could stand for long as a war would probably end quickly with the Chinese crying under their beds and a new government in China.


Also I'm more inclined to think the puppy/mini human killer Fauci (at least Blanket is safe, kind of) and his virology lab buddies Bat Lady et al in Wuhan just straight goofed up (gross screw up/evil recklessness). IE, possibly not an evil master plan of the Chinese government. Anyway with puppy/mini human killers like Fauci out there perfecting viruses (with mice that have human lung cells, not an abomination or anything right?) who needs war, right? 


Hypersonic weapons vs u.s.air force carriers:

https://youtu.be/PBoQXRPD3ME


French vocab: secouer (pronounced seck coo yee) to shake


 

Friday, January 7, 2022

Will I want to kiss that 40 foot yacht all over til the night closes in?

 Relationship problems anyone?

https://youtu.be/fxXO21bJbBU


Yo, it's around 833am local time and I'm perched on the second floor at the front of the big yellow bus (some of) my colleagues drive (I don't drive them, not sure I'd want to). The view from up here is actually pretty amazing. I might try posting a picture later.


So the first of three weekends sailing courses begins in around 90 minutes. It runs from 10am to 5pm and then, apparently, I can just sleep on the boat overnight.


Apparently after three weekends of training like this I'll achieve 'competent crew' certification which I can use to volunteer at yacht clubs on social sailing days. So this will be my main hobby going forward (sailing). Ideally I'd like to be able to sail to the United States one day on my own boat. Apparently there's a sailing circuit there from the great lakes to the gulf of Mexico I'd like to explore.


Not sure what my relationship with maritime/government services there would be, considering I don't like applying for visas. However if I can sail there and elsewhere without getting killed by Chinese fishing boat fleets that'd be good. Anyway not clear I'll have what it takes. We'll see.


Hmmm, interesting. Just passed a store in Manly Vale called Gilmour's comfort shoes. Was going to mention my footwear but didn't. A pair of green Nike running shoes purchased with proceeds from my brother's estate. I don't usually use them for anything and they've just been sitting around for years but I daresay they'd probably be perfect for clambering around on a heaving, bobbing deck. I wonder how much I can use them without socks without them stinking up. 


Ok the big yellow bus has stopped right next to the yacht club, middle harbor yacht club, however I can't get out til spit junction a few minutes drive up the road. Then I can walk downhill all the way back or just catch a 144 bus part or all of the way. Those routes, 144, I rode many times in my previous incarnation as a Willoughby bus driver. Those days seem far gone now although it's only been 7 months.


Ok end of day 1915 hours. Wow. My first day of sailing and I can see everyone has their unique sailing style, kind of like ice skaters like Mr Gilmore and all the other ice skaters out there..... Example:


https://youtu.be/jZXZSlgFUQI


Sydney harbour is great from the water. Gorgeous. I also absolutely love Middle Harbor yacht club. I think I could be happy just working there for a year or so or just hanging out there in my free time. I think I'm going to start spending more time there apart from next two weekends. I'm on the class yacht right now kicking back and it's real sweet. I could easily see myself living on a yacht in future, something like this one which is around 75k american. This kind of yacht can get you right around the world although truthfully I don't need such a big yacht to live on. I'd be happy just sailing the south Pacific anyway. All the islands. Fiji. New Zealand. I want to do it. It's the gateway to paradise!


Well I've mentioned my brother Joseph Stalin (my nickname for him) a few times on this blog. With this guy there's some definite traits that explains why I refer to him with that nickname:


1) avoids bourgois situations like they're kryptonite on superman. Can never be found in a burgois situation like on a classy yacht, or at a super swanky sailing club kicking it with the upper classes. No way Jose (his real name, which is Spanish for Joseph).


2) will provoke or arouse violence before getting into a burgois situation (think Judas saying perfume is too expensive). Example: our sister Raquel and I would go spend some time by Windsor castle in Eton kicking it at Raquel's boyfriend's place there. This is way too burgois for Jose(ph), he'd rather punch me in the face til I punch his tooth out (getting a tooth replacement is burgeois, he doesn't want to repeat that). Raquel gets him in a headlock in senior year high school (he repeated a year as dropped out in junior year) and slams his head through sheetrock wall in a fight over an iron (for ironing school uniform). 

 

3) he will train you as a little kid to be a professional roller skater but will likely incorporate violence into that like punching you in the face. But will not do anything burgois related to roller skating. 

 


Anyway burgois or not, this sailing isn't rocket science. Two sails: foresail and mainsail. Finger safety is a big deal. You can easily drown in certain sailing situations (like going overboard while tethered to the leeward side). Or lose fingers on the halyard winches. There's a whole habit to get into with that regarding not pointing any fingers towards grinding winching mechanisms.



Now watch the U.S. Navy's latest maritime arrangement, very cozy...


https://youtu.be/-Uco93_AQHs


The u.s. navy's AARGM anti-radar missile: can be launched from inside a stealthy F35 to poke holes in enemy's radar/missile SAM defences:


https://youtu.be/MCqky2-AtvA





Wednesday, January 5, 2022

Toxic femininity

 

It's not a term you hear much which just goes to show how powerful women in society have become. From what I understand in America, most domestic violence incidents are perpetrated by women and men often cannot claim anything from their marriage when it ends in divorce, in terms of finances. It's even said women in America are anxious to make any man liable for child support payments after their initial partner leaves them.


The fact that America's media no longer can be trusted, in the main, or that America is, as yet, incapable of holding free and fair elections, due to the influence of big tech, china and a corrupt media, is, in no small part, due to the breakdown of the American family. Many female divorce attorneys in America would readily confirm what I'm telling you.


In Australia there never has really been a culture of women beating men, like in America. However Australian women are progressively becoming more and more toxic and more and more entitled. While it's still a minority of women that would actually lie to law enforcement about some domestic matter to entrap a man they want gone, sadly it appears that more and more, women can just do whatever they want. Previously a more Russian kind of culture of wife beating occurred, but now, as men realize they cannot hit their wives, notwithstanding the Bible or whatever, effectively they are progressively sidetracked until many women end up committing adultery, in their 'liberation', and the circling vultures of support networks, often at taxpayer expense, are there to feed off the carcus of another newly minted, broken family. 


Truly women are causing a breakdown and failure in modern society due to their entitled, narcissistic man-acting ways. Today's woman is not like the woman from 20-30+ years ago.


Human, all too human. As Nietzsche would say.