Russia bombs Ukraine some more, can't understand CNN's analysis

 CNN wolf Blitzer 

https://youtu.be/eXTGuZm6RHA

Call me mentally ill schizo with disassociate issues of continual disassociation. But I can't understand what these experts are talking about. It totally sounds like Chinese. What are they talking about?

The only thing I could understand was the General saying Ukraine needs loitering drones to bomb munition depots deeper inside Russia. That I can understand. And that these dummies at CNN are not explaining why the patriot missile batteries are not stopping these bombs.

Will have to look elsewhere for answers. What are they putting in the coffee at CNN? Are they microdosing LSD?

Two weeks ago at CNN, Fatboy Lloyd Austin (he gonna wait til tomorrow ow ow ow y'all) promised patriots.... Barbara Starr talks about her prom dress, she never got kissed properly bla bla bla bla. When will the patriots be deployed stupid????

Barbara Starr at the pent agone:

https://youtu.be/vLXfkM062J4

Waiting waiting waiting for it....

https://youtu.be/PjsMnvqL7eY

Homework for pent agone:

Watch this British volunteer, everything he has to say in this video:

https://youtu.be/TCbD4WBqPg4

https://youtu.be/DANTP2n8x3c

See look they need bivvy bags to keep their sleeping bags dry and matches stupid. Try telling Raytheon or someone to make them kits. Anti bacterial wet wipes, cooking equipment. Four + tourniquets, first aid kits. Gloves, Crocs-easy on sturdy flip flops, 

  

Watch this gunfight:

https://youtu.be/_AjnWfkEvV8

Deploy patriot batteries immediately. Oh ok I see with the Dr Jack London geospatial institute and the institute for the study of war featuring Jack Keane that 54 of Russia's recent salvo if 69 cruise missiles were actually shot down and still caused damage anyway, wherever they landed. Now I understand what the colonel on CNN meant about disabling Russia's ammunition depots further inland with loitering drones.

Anyway we don't know how many missiles the Ukrainians hit and those individual patriot missiles are super expensive apparently. Looks like Russia's infantry and infantry command structure and supply chain for them are a total joke. Russians have been rorting their own military for a long time.

 

Jesus is that George Santos a good politician or what? Wow...

https://youtube.com/shorts/z1kR23iICys?feature=share

Chinga tu madre! Miranda gets out of the car and discusses Hunter's penis (doodle/little Biden mini me/Biden junior) in tremendous detail. NSW Police Commissioner floats idea of cashless gaming card

 Biden junior had a dad

https://youtu.be/2q0jl6mL-VA

Wow I feel like so much more intimate with the Biden's now, especially Hunter. Miranda says to Will Cain he's been carefully laying out his room service meals (everything on the menu) on his hotel suite floor then carefully arranging his johnson in amongst it all. Wow. 

The thing about today's society in America is, I can piss on your shoes, tell you it's raining and when you complain I can just say it's not relevant. Whatever you were whining about. Wasn't on the View was it. Until people get shitty and your show gets cancelled coz Ellen is a bitch and then her DJ suicides, nothing really happens. That's how the world looks to me. Still I'm grateful for Miranda providing alternative hunky guys for us to check out. I still like Hunter's toothless pre new whole set of fake teeth photos. I don't know though, yeah I don't think I want to see his pecker with all the food, could be confusing. I did like Miranda's observations that it's like a two year old boy. I just wish women would take men more seriously when we refer to them as stupid dumb bitches.

Progressing, NSW POLICE commissioner has now floated the idea of a cashless gaming card. Just to be clear, say I were to get my yacht, take it offshore to collect a floating buoy indicating a half ton of cocaine. Get paid two hundred thousand dollars in amongst the coke in cash, for moving it to shore, for some buddy from Mexico. Where am I going to take that two hundred thousand dollars? To Kerry Packer's casino. No questions asked. They'll give me chips for all of it, even millions. I mean the casinos in Australia are completely unregulated. You can actually deposit ten million in from China directly to the casino account, and then out again back to China. 

As I only read the headline I couldn't tell you if it's just a soundbite for the local news cycle or something else. Often in Australian media a few gay guys and a lesbian will organise the daily PR spin cycle on behalf of media and PR interests for the high profile political leaders. I can explain how a gay orgy clusterfuck the night before might look but not right now.

I mean obviously if you want to hit organised crime you have to make money laundering at the casino illegal so you need the NSW government to legislate. The NSW government governors have been immersed for years in a kind of choreography to please the gay PR media people with their soundbites and little shticks for a third grade mentality audience so yeah. Making all gambling in Australia cashless is achievable but the gaming lobby is pretty powerful. Also they will have people on staff that can organise dirty tricks. The gaming lobbies are like oil companies, they do whatever they want. The governor of NSW state looks like a total girl so I don't know how he's going to corall all the gays and slut women that control the PR MEDIA daily spin cycle. Still I think cashless gaming is a good idea.

Hey Google, get out of the fucken car!!!!

 Wait a goddam minute....

https://youtu.be/b9xJ1GQbKgw

Episode of Gutfeld worth watching as Gutfeld not visible/audible (ideal)

 

Ideal is a commonly used word in Spain, pronounced with three syllables, similar to the way Americans say 'awesome'.... Ideal tía

Gutfeld:

https://youtu.be/yvfTV0oYVNg

Ain't found a way to kill him yet:

https://youtu.be/uAE6Il6OTcs

When anchors clash:

https://youtu.be/ipsPgNEmAXI

Hitting the big smoke Melbs

 

So carrying on from that last post on Zara and my holiday. One pivotal point into Melbourne is Flinders Street and southern cross stations. Can't remember which one it was but we transferred internally at one of these such like train stations and headed to South Yarra which is on the south side of the Yarra River. Melbourne is somewhat similar to Seoul in that you have a kind of bisecting river but not much on the south side of the river compared to the north. Gangnam is on the south side of Seoul and I recall doing a couple of classes a week there in early 2006 for a pro golfer, I think ranked around 100-200, who was never home and whose wife looked like she was eyeing me a bit needily. She had a Spanish speaking nanny. Koreans are messed up because the older brother is always like super important. No wonder my first two live in girlfriends were Korean, with a brother like mine. What a nightmare he was. Fast forwarding to night two I think it was, Zara wakes up around 2am on the top bunk and says she needs to pee. Then she's stepping down like one step down the bunk ladder and peeing on the floor from there, couldn't wait. No big deal, I threw a towel on it and gave her a pj to change into. She went back to sleep and said she couldn't remember next day. Upon checking in we ran into a young Russian woman working in the hotel and a super guy Anglo guy. I talked to the Russian lady like twenty minutes and Zara didn't have much to do at that point unluckily for her. We split and hit the streets. I love Melbourne from Carlton to Collingwood. All freaks welcome, and there's no shortage. I should move there during the winter months next June or something.

Zara and I spot a freak with her own little shop below her crib. She was lucky to have a good man and he too said he was a gardener, like myself, and it was a well respected profession in Melbourne. 

In ancient Egyptian philosophy we have the concept of the Neter or Ntr... Kind of like the sum total of vibrations a place puts out. In the case of a city, I suppose Gangnam has its own Neter then Melbourne has a totality Neter plus Carlton to Collingwood has a combined Neter plus Collingwood has a Neter. I mean the ancient Egyptians would factor all that in when dropping spells and unleashing forces on their Assyrian enemies or whatever so like the precursors to the Iraqis or whatever would attack and Pharo would get his priests to wipe them out with a dust storm or something. Queen Cleopatra was big on this kind of thing amongst modern Egyptian pharoes, I remember seeing some interesting paintings in Auckland museum about that. Pharoah Alexander never cared about it much, having a mighty army. Probably Napoleon would have been interested in that kind of thing but had no time for it although both leaders brought professional historians and scholars to investigate that kind of thing on the ground in Egypt I think.

Our hotel had a detailed Egyptian papyrus outside the Russian lady's room and a few doors down from our room. I didn't unleash any spells that I'm recalling. The main motif theme seemed to be two duelling chieftains.

I met Rachel Walker who counts most, if not all, of her ancestry in Australia dating back probably eight thousand years. On Smith Street before Collingwood, still Fitzroy. This is serviced by tram line. I'll add her to my Facebook friends list. I might change my Facebook surname to Walker from English.

The lady in that shop, before her husband came along, seemed like the perfect companion for Zara and I to while a few minutes away. Her shop had a few things for kids and I deduced not having kids had been a regret of sorts for her but something her husband and her had agreed and adjusted to. She certainly took a very maternal and interested turn in Zara which as a parent was pleasing to me. The shop next door was some kind of gay freak bondage shop and the kooky lady with the interesting shop was trying to tell Zara to go in there because she was a little crazy. Zara wouldn't want to and neither would I. An elaborately dressed good looking gay guy with two female friends happened along to the freak bondage shop. I immediately noticed one of the women was hot and had a very cool black leather bondage teddy bear rucksack. I definitely had to get a few photos with her but only if she went into crazy lady's surprisingly sane shop as I would not bring my daughter into a freak gay shop for gay freaks with whips and shit.

It wasn't the greatest day of my life but it was ok... Because I like Melbournian freaks. Not sure about Melbourne Florida though.

https://youtu.be/edq9egDwPQI

We turned the corner onto Smith Street and hit a burger place for more grub. Two young blonde women in scanty clothes will not smile or make eye contact happily. They eat inside. Zara and I go outside where the air is pleasant and flowing and wait for our burgers.

Tucker and his producers don't like zelenskis fashion sense... Tulsi Gavvard said titty when she said entity and titties when she said entities

 

Did you ever like Beavis and Butthead? I would hazard to guess, waxing back to ancient Egyptian knowledge of 8000 years ago, that Australians are ruled by Venus and, no matter which name the Egyptians referred to this 'god' as, the Venetians are easily annoyed.

This might explain why I always found Beavis and Butthead annoying except for one pathetically low instance in my life after I had sentenced myself to federally run gaol, ie living with pops post 1998-99 ish.... The fact that I found it amusing one time only during a kind of federal gaol sentence in gaol run by pops is reflective of how silly this show was. I'll try to watch it now one more time however I cannot see how it could beat listening to Tulsi say entity and entities over and over again. Can you imagine blokes? (Note, this is the first time I have used the word 'bloke' as it is extremely uncultured and I'm far too intellectual to use such uncouth language. We'll come to the low educated riff-raff Tucker and his housing commission producers by and by, look out for the House-os clip.)

Random Beavis and Butthead;

https://youtu.be/EaHbTnA3qSA

Ok I'm guessing they brought a whole entire movie out for streaming last June or the one before, good for them.

Ok here's one for Tucker and his fellow low education low ideals co-producers. Homework assignment, watch at least fifteen to thirty minutes of House-os:

https://youtu.be/3BJc0o8PStE

https://youtu.be/BezupDQFNGw

https://youtu.be/udTm5CejuCo

Then watch this scene from Adam Sandler's Billy Maddison. May God have mercy on your souls:

https://youtu.be/5hfYJsQAhl0

Jokey subconscious prejudices aside (shits and giggles), let's see what Tulsi and Tucker are saying about authoritarianism in Ukraine itself, under zelenski:

https://youtu.be/ukJMVNNYKFI

Flash forward 24 hours, Tucker and his producers still bitching about zelenskis appearance in Congress.... It's not enough for them zelenski is Ben Stiller's hero.... Clearly

Tucker and co 24 hours later.... It's a dirty job squabbling by the river doing your laundry bitching and gossiping all day. Stop for a solo lemon squash Tucker.... 

https://youtu.be/vs3ZOH3__Do

However now apart from whoever zelenski is wearing being unacceptable to Tucker and co (wherever they studied it was pretty spesh even if it was a restroom wall with grotesque and lewd graffiti), Tucker and co are pissed by the clapping at Congress. Anticipating this, your humble Benji, drummer boy like, as in the Christmas carol, has fashioned for you something else to clap to. Realising that the native Indians would be too bitter to create mainstream Hollywood clapping music, preferring rain dances and the like. Everytime diddy says 'clap' you can clap to that bitches at Tucker's show. That's America for you: giving you options. Go get fries with that.

Puff Daddy tells them to clap, they needn't clap with Nancy:

https://youtu.be/lEKOWKcUxdU

Just chill and play Diner Dash, listen to Breaking Benjamin, don't get your panties in a bunch....

https://youtu.be/pcAKbKUBUOQ

Putting your mind back on war. This is a pretty brutal war. It's not like all clinical drones flown over Arabia from Nevada and you can laugh and giggle in San Francisco. Tucker and Tulsi are talking about Zelenski not letting people go to their preferred church but this preacher from russian occupied Ukraine is talking about russian soldiers sticking a truncheon up his ass and splintering it there. So definitely a disconnect there.....

https://youtu.be/QSaxduOxogU

Artists formerly known as Jim Lehrer's posse (they're from the Midwest y'all!) interview cia boss, worth watching: 

https://youtu.be/WFYMxUH3nKc

I'm going to chime in here what Bill is saying about tik tok. I think it's a morality issue. I think Americans stateside that never leave America, some of them will do absolutely crazy shit like take illegal drugs all day long. Because it's 'cool'. On my radar, I don't think tik tok and China building a huge supercomputer to analyse stolen tik tok data is an issue. I think the issue has always been the same, desire and weakness. To put it in Buddhist terms, something the Chinese can appreciate, even after Mao times. Even the leadership in China can be appealed to through Buddhist overtures. Asians love Buddha. Jesus is more for Europeans into sick violence. Asians are super mellow. In fact, there's no point talking about China on some level it's just about Asia. I mean there are big numbers in China, a lot of slaves working hard for meagre wages, making you $8 flipflops. I mean Buddha was very clear: desire is the cause of suffering.

People that use tiktok tend to do so because they're lost on a kind of astral plane of desire, just kind of wasting their time. Studies show internet access translates to happiness. Perhaps internet can stifle frustrated desires. Even porn. I tend to think continually scapegoating China's government is like scapegoating Jews. Scapegoating is a way for white people to just blame black people or black people just to blame white people, it's a cop out. The pursuit of happiness is written into the American constitution. Miserable people such as might be found in lowly positions in China (hundreds of millions) can be upset with a taste of American styled freedom. American freedom isn't for everyone. Freedom isn't for everyone. You can even say in Christian terms, truth equates to freedom and truth isn't for everyone. I mean I don't know, the truth is the sun shines on everyone and provides life to everyone but in China it's blacked out by smog. China is messed up. On some level they're accelerating human consumption beyond anything we can understand. I still think the fundamental problems are religious to do with morality and stuff like that. I do not see war with China as a problem. Japan is getting a big army. I do not see a highly militarized China as a problem, or tik tok. I see Fentanyl and moral decay as problems.

As my brother Joseph Stalin (not his real name except the first four letters Jose, the rest after Jose just a nickname for the big guy), used to say, quite correctly: this (planet Earth) is the devil's playground.

Ok now they're talking about Iran. I mean isn't America's concern there about the Iranian flotilla in that gulf there and the trouble they can cause and then just the usual thing like Iran warring with Saudi Arabia in Yemen or helping Russia. Isn't that America's interests? I don't understand why Bill is giving his moral values there on Iran but hey I just gave you mine on China and Fentanyl in America so there you go.

See now what Bill is saying about Iran and Russia and drones and Ukraine, you see that's important because we're seeing Ukrainian drones now bombing Russian targets in Russia. As a direct result of this kind of attack, and others, in Ukraine. I mean in purely Koran psychology, that's completely justified retaliation, an eye for an eye, Ukraine bombing targets in Russia. You're going to see a bit of that and it underscores Russia's corrupt and incompetent leadership cadre. I can tell you I totally understand what my bro Jose(ph Stalin, the parts in parenthesis just being nicknames y'all, Spanish Jews can crack jokes too y'all, and Chinese people, it's not just a nigga/cracker thing y'all, cracking jokes and nicknames) meant when he said Putin was a dickhead.i tend to think uncle Joe would have had Putin exterminated as the robots in Doctor Who would say (British thing y'all, they got Hindu sand niggers there cracking jokes too y'all it's a human nature thing if you're not in a concentration camp in Xinjiang). Hey returning to China, I already said, America should have kept a wedge of Afghanistan bordering Xinjiang (and Bagram) but they're all Satan worshipping lost souls. Well I never mentioned the Satan worshipping part but I mean it went without saying.

North Korea, ok I think Lao Tzu said shit has to be left to run its course naturally, and America has already bombed the shit out of North Korea during the Korean war. They actually had some pretty good factories and even being communist, they had some pretty advanced standards of living. That's part of the reason they could fight so well. But uncle Sam put an end to all that shit and made them a miserable sack of shit for decades and Obama's black panther movement did that to Libya too. Some amazing infrastructure just ass fucked to death. Then China swoops in with tiktok to complete the blessing on Dumbo. Ultimately God's creations are immensely complex without considering human affairs and including them, there's nothing today's CIA in general is especially responsible for with regards to North Korea being carpet bombed in the 1950s. 

Talking about missiles from North Korea,I mean you have to worry about Chinese missiles, not North Korean ones. China can worry about North Korea. Or Americans in South Korea and South Koreans. Not urgent.

Bill talks about overseas travel: translation, when you see those baggage trucks at the airport covered in suitcases. There are hundreds of them delivering bagfulls of cash to Afghanistan's pathetic leadership, Karzai and co. Then they flew that shit to the middle east for select few dudes to become multi millionaires. Dummies like George W Bush can then act worried about the girls in Afghanistan who were always impoverished and never got a penny. This is 'diplomacy'. Afghanistan equals clusterfuck plus squandered border outpost with Xinjiang. Should have invaded Xinjiang but backward ass humanity too busy making a communist Chinese boss of Interpol. Can anyone say last man is a laughing stock or painful embarrassment to the uber mensch. Moi can say it. 

Ball me Blazer!!!!

https://youtu.be/YMoYqcNwlJU

Ok everyone referred to in this post, even Beavis (and lemon squash Solo man), is hereby awarded an Oscar, here he is:

https://youtu.be/tE9uKTgmQvY

Dismissed 

 

Benji holiday review

 

Better take notes before I forget. Drive to pagewood near Sydney airport. Park suburban free zone. Bus to airport. There's an easy lane family check in at Sydney and Melbourne, families get priority check in. No passports required same as US. 

Eat at McDonald's, got Zara and I like one or two $1 diet coke slyshees [six] [double sic] and chicken bites.

Board flight took photos with cabin stewardesses with my daughter. Arrive Melbourne disembark. Walked out of airport complex to McDonald's as per my lawyer's instructions. Wait for my lawyer. Greet my lawyer, shake her hand. Get in lawyer's car with Zara for two days meetings at lawyer's house in the western suburbs of Melbourne. Day trip next day Sunday with lawyer and her two kids plus my kid to Geelong yacht club. lunch at club then I meet Bill Parker at marina front of club who is a fully sick sailor. He's so sick he can sail to Tasmania alone in 36 hours once he gets out of port Phillip bay which is the giant bay outside Melbourne (research John Batman he's the guy tasked with initiating Melbourne as a major European settlement). Bill has an extra mast and sail behind (aft) of the mainsail. Can't remember what he said this is called.

Watch the kid do handstands opposite side of yacht club. Reconnect with lawyer and her two kids and return to western suburbs of Melbourne from Geelong. Note there's also a ferry service that can bring you.

Go to local shops, fifteen minutes walk from lawyer's out in the sticks, hang out with Zara more. Eat ice scream or something. Bought new pair Kmart flip flops $8. Biden administration hasn't completely broken supply chain with four trillion dollars cash printed from thin air (we're all paying for it though, try buying wood). Order $40 pizza deal be delivered.

Walk fifteen minutes with Zara. Find shopping trolley part way back to lawyer's offices. Push Zara in shopping trolley. Arrive at lawyer's again, receive pizza guy. Remember the time in 2009 after returning to Australia from five years away that I worked as pizza delivery guy for a few months. He looked happier, was he a part owner? Some of those businesses make an absolute killing. 

Eat dinner. Most meat in the neighborhood is halal as very Muslim area. Even though the pizza shop is run by happy rich Hindus, all meat is halal anyway. Eat dinner with lawyer and her two kids and my kid, our three kids.

My daughter and lawyer's daughter start hanging out more, they seem to be friendly to eachother. Make small talk with lawyer's teenage son who is friendly. Lawyer is super Catholic and pro Israeli. She will not tolerate random verbal ejaculations of 'Jesus'! I try diffusing stress this causes by mentioning in Spain people normally only say Jesus after someone sneezes. Do general domestic stuff like watch tv (Trump documentary), wash dishes.i actually mow lawn on check out almost 48 hours after arriving. I leave a two page letter for lawyer's husband in his whipper snipper hidden. He'll find it later after returning to Australia. Buddha said not to hang out with other people's wives. 

Bid adieu to my lawyer and her two kids and hit the big smoke with Zara by train. Find random chocolate bars next to bin outside train station. Take evidence for further investigation. Seems edible but investigation reveals no expiry date on mini Twix packaging.

Hitting the big smoke. Check out this Indian guy, looks like Karl Malden:

https://youtu.be/CNApcyzaY60

Here's Karl hawking traveller's checks.... Are they cousins or something? Don't they look similar? You thinking the Indian guy is worried about his lost credit card by the teepee fire cuz? Think about it bitches.

https://youtu.be/jSyDUeRoDb0 

 

Speaking of Indians, consider the Sioux and the Dakota access pipeline...

https://youtu.be/d732rPkjqOU

 

Movie review: Mission Impossible 2, Ving Rhames

 

Really not a fan of mission impossible or bourbe identity movies. Really only Sean Connery and Roger Moore are good enough for little old moi, in that genre. This movie is a little prophetic in it's talk of spliced DNA tailor made 'chimera' virus. 

Nobody could see the dramatic rise of China in the year 2000 when this film was made. Fifteen years can make a pretty big difference in global affairs.

Netflix Trump smearjob documentary.... Are Marvel movies and the

 

Catholic church compatible (answer, yes).

5th grade level Netflix documentary slams Trump. No mention of Biden printing five trillion dollars out of thin air. Extreme idiocy and fifth grade level psychology in effect. Anthony Scaramucci is cool in it and Kelly Ann Conway's husband. Can Ron De Santis be beaten for the republican nomination is the real question. 

Brian Singer Marvel movie director and the priesthood of the Vatican both like to keep their homosexual orgies on the downlow. The two entities are a gay marriage made in hell.

Also random shouting out and showing love (?) to Robert Downey Jr. Possibly a butt squeeze also with potential for menacing intimidation through strange glaring stares 

White House photo opp with WIFE of Brittney basketball player held in Russia.

 Of course, makes sense. With all those gay flags. Gives the rocket's red glare whole new meaning....

Cherelle Griner (centre), wife of Olympian and WNBA player Brittney Griner, speaks after U.S. President Joe Biden announced her release of from Russian custody, with Vice President Kamala Harris in the Roosevelt Room at the White House on December 08, 2022. (Photo by Chip Somodevilla/Getty Images)

Cherelle Griner (centre), wife of Olympian and WNBA player Brittney Griner, speaks after U.S. President Joe Biden announced her release of from Russian custody, with Vice President Kamala Harris in the Roosevelt Room at the White House on December 08, 2022. (Photo by Chip Somodevilla/Getty Images)

'The truth is the best disinfectant,' Miranda Devine (on Tucker Carlson).... 'You can't handle the truth,' Jack Nicholson, a few good men

 

Here are your Miranda rights fuggen shluts:

https://youtu.be/pCFr6aR61f8

I told you way back when on the bed with the sheets of newspaper when I briefed everyone and posted the video onto this here blog before Google said stop wasting my server space you fuggen shluts, the video is still there, before Miranda got her high profile job in NYC.

I said, paraphrasing, one of Miranda's male cisgender non non binary or triplicate* Australian colleagues referred to her and her female buddies as, paraphrasing, the fuggen shluts of Holt Street (in Surry hills Sydney, where news corp and co are located).

This is the truth that disinfects. Also drinking bleach will hurt your tummy and babies are only found in tummies in canabalistic societies (more disinfecting truths). Can you handle the truth cuz?

Ask them Jack....

https://youtu.be/kYPD6TtFJqU

*that's strictly a need to know basis thang y'all. 

The Benji rests until, moments later, I think I just applied mascara for the first time in my life that I can recall. To my kid who is five and a half. We're standing outside the assistance animal restroom at the domestic airport. There's a picture of a kangaroo and koala and Scottish terrier as assistance animals on the door. More like shadow pictures or engravings. Ppl don't actually have koalas and kangaroos as assistance animals. I think the Egyptians were applying mascara like eight thousand years ago is what I think. And it's messy and tricky to clean up. But I brought my own wet wipes for number twos anyway. Wow this kid being the third kid, we really haven't spent any time one on one for me to get a grasp of her personality. I mean she always seemed pretty upbeat and non dark. Good way to be. She said on the ride to the airport she was having nightmares. But it's difficult to understand what she means due to childish babble. She's saying waking life is the non nightmare so maybe the nightmare was hell before she was born I don't really know. She seems pretty happy she's always going next door to hang out with the half russian girl there. 

Basic football formation: 7 people on the line of scrimmage, 4 backfield

 

Not everyone is illegible to receive a pass:

https://youtu.be/UYdcbt10sl4

 

In the NFL, unlike high school and college football, two of these seven on the line of scrimmage must be wide receivers bookended on either end (ie 'elligibles' allowed to receive a pass). The other five on the line of scrimmage not allowed to receive passes. The five ineligibles on the line of scrimmage can be identified by their jersey numbers: 50 thru 79.

It's possible in the NFL these two potentially 'eligible' receivers on the line of scrimmage are not 'bookended' but one is between the five offensive tackles and a bookended eligible receiver. If this potentially eligible receiver is not on a wing he or she is not eligible to receive a pass. 

Safety position in defence:

https://youtu.be/OlGGB_-Wf8U

100 years of football, evolution of rules:

https://youtu.be/ztSiem1XU54

Any Given Sunday, Oliver Stone

Stone plays a football commentator in this movie he shot before his interview series with Putin at the Kremlin like five years ago.

Still remains

https://youtu.be/cRlp69pW7N8

Back to Kitchener street for more gardening

 Checked out another nearby prospect, another Jew

 https://youtu.be/rvFOYMuABMY

Movie review, This Beautiful Fantastic, 2016

 

Fuerte

https://youtu.be/PFvYm-i3vls

 

Only saw like around the first twenty minutes or so but it looked interesting and like something I'd want to watch with the eldest two kids, Alex and Scarlet. That's saying something as generally there's absolutely nothing I want to watch with anyone on TV these days. And basically no movies worth watching either...

Trailer...

https://youtu.be/fWxDL3i5M4s

Jordan Peterson, his name is popping up everywhere

 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jordan_Peterson

Wasn't sure if it was because of YouTube's algorithms. With AI, it's not like YouTube is trying to suppress right of center voices like Jordan Peterson. He certainly is an important figure and voice in right wing politics. Works in academia. Gets harassed for not using gender pronouns correctly for transsexuals or transvestites or pre transsexual and pre transvestite cisgender gays and bisexuals (and horse lovers). 

Insert random laughter...

https://youtu.be/yMKi-opusR4

Los Angeles TV show 9-1-1

 

Ok so now a couple of kids are at like a medieval jousting fair at topanga canyon and there's a swarm of bees. It's not like everyone's a big homo except for in Russian countries like Ukraine and Russia. 

It's funny coz today I had done a second batch of gardening work with the hedge tool and there was this big giant swarm of bees which stopped me from doing one last hedge so I'll probably do that tomorrow. No big deal. Plus I have another job I could actually just walk through to from the scrimmage line. White 80!! Hut! Tomorrow should be relaxing. Now that I only drive a bus on Sundays (double pay), which I still totally hate, I'm actually making more money than I've ever made. Mitt Romney was right, just go start your own business. I picked up this one customer near the scrimmage line just handing out fliers to mailboxes.

There's Darius on 9-1-1 then channel change.

Gonna go read my community college coursebook on near shore maritime course stuff.

The amazing constant in physics: 1/137

 

Observe

https://youtu.be/RCSSgxV9qNw

White House non transvestite lady talking about Club Q in Colorado springs in real time

 

Just after 4am, waking up to pee... Tuning in to the White House briefing room,

https://youtu.be/Hc5PS0--yjM

'everyone at club Q loved him....' she says (not?) dressed in male clothing.... Hmmmm I think, could she be talking about the bad guy from cartoon 'dungeons and dragons' I used to watch as a kid??? I mean I've been dreaming since 10pm....

Watch in search of the dungeon master:

https://youtu.be/H7JbCFv7D-E

His name is Venger and the White House lady isn't dressed like Acrobat but wouldn't it be amazing if she was, like everyday? Maybe if it were 2322 it would be considered hip. 

How can you tell Venger apart from Joe Boden? He has two wings and one devil's horn and razor sharp teeth.... Venger.

Watch Arizona election fraud issues here. Can the senate be stolen?

https://youtu.be/4cQ1BsHB8v4

So is the White House press secretary a "frequent attendee at the crazy town buffet?" to quote a colorful expression from former CIA guy on fox news, Buck. I'm just quoting that expression because I'd like to adopt it into the lexiconic family of Benji linguistics (you know I speak Spanish French and Bulgarian right?). I told y'all about the party I went to in Madrid with the guy that could dislocate his shoulder. He could hold his hands together at the front, then without unclasping hands, dislocate his shoulder and spin everything around behind him so his hands would still be holding behind his back. Total freak. I wonder if he was a frequent attendee at the crazy town buffet.

There was  another CIA guy one time talking about some Arab with a funny name, he's all like, his name means Sword of Allah, ok? That's not like John Smith ok? Ha ha so hilarious.

Problem with John Smith is he's a frequent attendee of the crazy town buffet and Hilary Clinton lives opposite and he can see her from his lounge room.

Kangaroo court: 11th circuit court of appeals Trump mar a Lago FBI witch hunt:

https://youtu.be/zCdzAkPWVu4

Putin's Ukrainian refugees. Ukrainian refugees in general

 

Earlier in this blog I mentioned the possibility that I could have run into my deceased father reincarnated as a half Ukrainian boy (the other half being Korean). I believe this kind of thing is common. So while I might not know when I'm running into a reincarnated family member from this or a previous lifetime, I certainly believe these encounters are fairly common in everyone's lives and it's possible I could have also encountered a reincarnated father not just from one lifetime but two consecutive lifetimes, reincarnated as young kids. But at the end of the day, God only knows and everything else is ultimately speculation I suppose.

A number of weeks ago I ran into a Ukrainian chap in Avalon, it was the very moment I was taking possession of the key to the local sailing club. Then I met again with him a moment ago after inviting him for coffee. He tells me his wife and, I guess he has kids, were sponsored by a well known local politician and she's hosting him and his wife and I'm curious about their relationship. I know I bought my boat from a local politician from Avalon. The lady hosting this Ukrainian chap is also local but from a bigger kind of catchment area. I don't want to get involved in political judgements and opinions and speculations. It's enough to say that biblically, when Jesus says not to judge lest you also be judged, might possibly refer to people's inner motivations, not their outer actions. We might judge people to inwardly be false or hypocritical or whatever. I don't know I don't want to wax very religious either.

I think western democracies have lost their way and gay marriage and transgender rights are eroding the nuclear family. I think women's rights are a form of satanic prostitution smothering men's rights and now our State government is talking about 'coercive control' being illegal they're basically making being a heterosexual monogamous married man a crime. It's a good time to divorce to avoid this madness. Even prohibition of alcohol with its associated organized crime looks better than the swinging, hypocritical, whoremongering festering pro transgender pro homosexual marriage the arch hypocrites of Australian society, sick in the head, are coughing up at us. 

I think when monarchist whoremongers and the wives they share their beds with when not snogging prostitutes are looking for scapegoats amongst the white men, then they'll find allies amongst their women's rights men hating trouser wearing university degree toting angry white women, that's for sure. In Australian society, certainly.

I totally get how Putin feels about western hypocrisy! I feel the same or worse! However I'm doubtful of his security concerns about Ukraine. I think he wants the natural resources in the Donbas region.

Funny destiny, Democrats steal the Senate with Arizona election right now and no-one can even see the obvious

 Republicans speak up recently:

https://youtu.be/Cbr1Bq8qYL8

It's really something to weep over. I think I actually. Seeing how Democrats stole the 2020 election, the presidential one plus many others using COVID distancing rules. Pre filled ballots. Mail in ballots. Illegal drop boxes. Illegal funding of federal elections by Facebook and even this Sam guy just illegally giving his investors money to the Democrat party.

Well no lessons were learned and the Republicans are in disbelief because it's happening in the Arizona state senate election. And this pivotal destiny filled race wins the senate for Democrats unless Republicans can stand together and do something.

I don't remember the actual names of the racers. Karri Lake or something for Republicans and another lady for Dems. What I remember watching the destiny unfold there last few days are the same tell-tail (actually a sailing expression y'all) signs: mail in votes taking days and weeks to count (fraud, should be prosecuted). Republicans trying to vote and being told machines aren't working, to wait hours. That's because the Democrat candidate is a criminal and controls the election process and is subverting it.

To put it in Hollywood (not Florida Hollywood, the one in LA) movie parlance: redrum! Redrum! Or as we say in Spanish: ¡muy mal!

Real time update:

Here's Merrick Garland, extremely misguided: doesn't give a hoot about the democratic process being subverted to favour Democrats. Wouldn't want to know about it any more than anyone cares about Australian universities fraudulently selling college degrees to communist Chinese that don't even speak English. That's science. We had Wray most recently coming out to the Republican guy in Congress saying homegrown terror us the problem, not fentanyl and the cartels. And now Merrick Garland is absolutely shameless about harassing a president in basically a treasonous way, for purely political sabotage reasons. And basically a distraction it constitutes from what I was saying about the Arizona fraud election.

https://youtu.be/S19RJa9l_K4

Definitely the Democrat party is out of control in America! They are just too in sync with the communist party of China's agenda. That's what we'll have to call them from now on: n sync.

As my grandmother Piedad often used to say about the 'Democrat' party in Spain over our Friday luncheons: ¡sin vergüenzas!

Sam Bankman-Fried 30 billion $$ collapse

 

I tend to view it in the context of the documented and proven rigged Democrat election of 2020. You've got grandpa Joe there and his crooked son. And Janet Yellen at the FED. The Democrats worked their magic first thing out of the gate immediately they got into power. They authorize the FED to invent four trillion dollars from nowhere. Insane inflation results.  The Democrats have many do gooding sentiments. I guess at bottom dads are expendable and can be replaced with drugs or something.

So grandpa Joe and aunty Janet's four trillion invented dollars are the source of our ridiculous wood prices, pen prices, gas prices etc. The extreme dummies at the White House press office consisting of arch clown Press secretaries and drooling idiots escaped from MTV's Ridiculousness green room somehow manage to rub the topic under the rug and discuss potted gardenias and petunias or something else instead. Mind-blowing chain of idiocy where everyone lets their minds be overtaken by their low education evening tv watching ritual.*

So if we look at four trillion and Sam's 30 billion for comparison, let's drop some zeros.

4,000,000,000,000 is four trillion

30,000,000,000 is thirty billion

Dropping nine zeros from each to find more manageable numbers, actually ten zeros, we have 400 & 3. Easier to understand numbers. Or even $133.33 and $1.

So if you can imagine grandpa Joe and aunty Janet Yellen not as Uber wealthy lucky ducks, but as Appalachian mountain dew sipping trash that vote for Trump. Deplorables. Then it's easier to understand this:

Sam your aunty Janet and I found someone's wallet at the gas station. Donald someone or other. Instead of returning his wallet and the $133 in it, we're just gonna keep it.

'Don't forget the quarter and dime uncle Joe. Don't forget to put on your boots Ted**.' Says aunty Janet Yellen (from the Soviet union).

Ok great grandpa, can I have four quarters for the mountain dew machine at the coal mine? Asks the hairy headed Sam. (You went to college so you can figure out for yourself where the quotation marks go.)

Sure you can pal, sure you can. Says grandpa Joe touching his elbow with his forefinger in a non creepy way.

So that's all there is to see here folks. I don't think anyone's going to be prosecuted given how ensconced and chummy Sam is with all the high profile Democrats from his dopey FTX commercials. The justice department is run by Democrats anyway.

* Nietzsche described this as the last man syndrome. Where the last man is a bumbling dummy that says he has created happiness and blinks.

** The don't forget to put on your boots Ted effect is a force of nature reckoned with by choreographers everywhere. It occurs before Ted actually steps outside.

https://youtu.be/o_F_e4Bznzk

Goslings black seal Bermuda black rum

 

That's what I wanted to drink after feeling super cold on my first ever ocean sail. That was a moment ago out of Newcastle harbor out north to the floating yellow racing buoy off the coast of Stockton beach. Mostly abandoned sand dunes as Stockton is fairly out of the way.

Absolutely beautiful ocean and excellent company with the Novocastrians, on and off the water, they're always fairly impeccable as the French say.

This boat we raced on has amazing potential, it placed second in its class in the last Sydney to Hobart yacht race. It clearly had cots for four or five to sleep while others man the deck. I felt incredibly cold in the strong ocean winds, even though it was November, should be hot. But it wasn't. Very beautiful winds and ocean swell. The perfect first time. Newcastle is proving to be an interesting place for first times.

Well I ended up having an alcoholic cider which was cold. But I'm sure a warmer drink like brandy or rum would have felt better after such a momentous occasion. Anyway I'm hoping to make it an every Wednesday afternoon/evening thing for the time being. Thursday evening being acting lesson two hundred kilometers or whatever farther south the coast. Thinking to go to an AA meeting on Monday evenings as well. I did some AA in 2003 then again two years later in 2005 previously.

So in sailing there is a maneuver called goose winging. So if the wind is blowing from behind, you might have your mainsail over the port side way out extended and then just to catch all that wind from behind on the starboard side you could let out your jib on the starboard side way out to the side, creating the goose wing effect.

Anyway momentous occasion, first ocean sail. Like Pepe, I feel an immense joy, knowing our people's blood has not been shed in vain....

https://youtube.com/shorts/jHGMkPoE0Z0?feature=share

When I say 'our people' however I'm referring to people involved in Australia's coastline and maritime history like convicts on the first fleet eaten alive by rats. Not referring at all to Ukrainians and Russians like Pepe was. But I know how he felt.

Also, sit up straight and listen to May....

https://youtu.be/-Ns2FkZNTC0

And these guys ...

https://youtu.be/uIFGUQ0T560

Los Angeles tv show '9-1-1' cannot go ahead due to the homeless crisis

 

Reality-ville, Benji, aka Herr Benji.

Nowadays all the great beaches in LA have been overtaken with homeless drug addicts. Recently these drug addicts began choking up more and more streets in downtown as well, radiating outwardly.

This finally came to a head recently when dopey and idiotic LA tv show (9-1-1) written, designed and interpreted by lost clowns with actual jobs and actual homes collided spectacularly with the substance abuse challenged. This is their story (deine storyen), insert that Law and Order two bars of synthesizer dun dun sound effects here:

https://youtu.be/5vvgf4DS7Lc

Mike Post invented that sound, he's not a complete idiot you know.....

https://youtu.be/k_R4ALLuYjA

Watch this giggity, is it a ten or what cuz?

https://youtu.be/AWQa-Oe0Jlo

I mean extra credit, imagine if quagmire was running into the following video clip with diving, to actually dive, what would his dive look like? Think about it? 

https://youtu.be/emGri7i8Y2Y

(9-1-1) Script supervisor and second assistant production manager debate around the bottom of an external fire escape draping an apartment building from top to bottom:

Ss, what do you mean we aren't going to be able to shoot today?

2nd apm: well look around, nothing but homeless drug addict defecating and shooting up

Ss, the actors are going to be here in two hours

2nd apm, well they won't be able to use any of the trailers because we have no insurance for the drug addicts crawling around through them, it's like they'll have to stand on the fire escape here.

Ss, Andy Warhol once filmed a still shot of trees for two hours and called it art. I mean this show wasn't that good to begin with.....

2nd apm, you think we can mix things up a bit

Ss, I mean if we got some people from the circus and some animal trainers maybe we could get these drug addicts to sing or something, maybe give them surfboards and make them look like hippy extras?

Giggity 

Je trouve le prochain motor pour le Red Herring

 On phunk pas avec mon ceour.....

https://youtu.be/P4Bda6_usuc

Voila, le inboard diesel engine c'est vieux, il marche pas. Il a comme moi, des cuarent-cinq anneés comme moi.

Depuis quelques semaine, comme deux mois, j'attend. Mais maintenant je vois quelque chois interresant. Il parait une blague de SNL: le two stroke long shaft. Mais c'est just what the doctor ordered. We'll see.

Finally kicking it with the argentinos in Avalon.... Playing table tennis

 Table tennis:

https://youtu.be/lYHA_7vxrgc

For months now I've been meeting argentinos on the bus, occasionally chatting in Spanish. Now I've finally found their albergue in Avalon, just walking by to grab my ute half a mile down the road to the Red Herring.

Wow they really love their beer and marijuana. You can smell it everywhere. I effected tremendous skills at the one game I played, succumbing 21-16 or 17 in the end. But really striking some beautiful shots. It's been quite a few years. I played a little with JFK (not his real name) at Willoughby depot. A few years ago, but not at all with him at Mona Vale depot much.

The argentinos speak the voseo Spanish. And are fond of cussing saying concha (literally shell ('vagina') de tu madre). The double l letter is not pronounced as a y but as sh. Calle, street, or, be quiet sir/ma'am, is not pronounced 'car' [sic] yeah, but ka she(tland pony).

See this movie director:

https://m.imdb.com/name/nm0003735/mediaviewer/rm1910524928/?context=default?ref_=ext_shr_lnk

Antony Bowman, he was living in Avalon back in the late 90s. I went to his daughter's birthday party with all the rich privileged kids. I'd just seen his movie with Hugh Jackman at the cinema a little bit before like maybe weeks or months, paperback hero, with Hugh Jackman. I showed him my student film I made first thing at film school and he said to hit him up like in ten years. But I never ended up doing that but would be happy to meet him again and talk film or whatever. Maybe I'll shmooze more with these types now I'm doing acting classes Thursday night. But actually for now I'm happy just hanging out with the argentinos. Although they are super stoned on pot and drunk. It's pretty noticeable.

Did you notice lately Trump made headlines referring to Nancy Pelosi as an 'animal'? But it's interesting he never used any adjectives like hairy, dangerous or wild (sleepy? catholic? cheese munching?). That can be his homework while I play table tennis. My first game was singles but now I'll play doubles with Pablo or someone. Everyone here is super stoned. I can smell it.

Pablo is no good at table tennis and very stoned. These guys play if you lose 7-0 then you don't even play out to 21. That's how bad Pablo and I lost.

Hay que jugar nene.

Ossie home and away watch mit Herr Benji

 Watch:

https://youtu.be/IyXqk4u4OPs

Listen:

https://youtu.be/niVzMcA3FNM

Ralph Waldo Emerson

 

Was a fairly famous American thinker. Sharing a birthday with myself and Tucker Carlson (Bill O'Reilly's replacement on fox news), May 16th.

Here's one of his better set of quotes:

https://youtu.be/cQEiqksFc3E

He is generally considered a deep american thinker and a kind of stalwart of American respectability in academic circles. However generally he is not given tremendous consideration.

It's interesting to note I was going to post up a little harshly about the man about two or three weeks ago when I came across one of his giddily happy dissertations about religion. I'll see if I can find that again as I found it somewhat annoying and thought it might be interesting to post about it some few weeks ago.

Oh look, Wikipedia said he was born May 25th, maybe they're wrong, not sure about that....

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ralph_Waldo_Emerson

Interestingly, he became friends with Napoleon Bonaparte's nephew when sojourning to Florida for the warmer weather for his health, didn't know that. Not surprising. Probably around the time Thomas Jefferson was president....

While in St. Augustine he made the acquaintance of Prince Achille Murat, the nephew of Napoleon Bonaparte. Murat was two years his senior; they became good friends and enjoyed each other's company. The two engaged in enlightening discussions of religion, society, philosophy, and government. Emerson considered Murat an important figure in his intellectual education.

Wow look at that the poor guy married his sweetheart after knowing her for two years, when she was eighteen, two years later she died. Didn't know that either...

Emerson met his first wife, Ellen Louisa Tucker, in Concord, New Hampshire, on Christmas Day, 1827, and married her when she was 18 two years later.[41] The couple moved to Boston, with Emerson's mother, Ruth, moving with them to help take care of Ellen, who was already ill with tuberculosis.[42] Less than two years after that, on February 8, 1831, Ellen died, at the age of 20, after uttering her last words: "I have not forgotten the peace and joy".[43] Emerson was heavily affected by her death and visited her grave in Roxbury daily.[44] In a journal entry dated March 29, 1832, he wrote, "I visited Ellen's tomb & opened the coffin".[45

Oh look he starts some club after becoming disillusioned with the christian church, 

On September 1, 1837, women attended a meeting of the Transcendental Club for the first time. Emerson invited Margaret Fuller, Elizabeth Hoar, and Sarah Ripley for dinner at his home before the meeting to ensure that they would be present for the evening get-together.[78] Fuller would prove to be an important figure in transcendentalism.

I'm really only mentioning that because one lady goes by the surname of Hoar and I had that post earlier on this blog: Katie's not a Hoar!  So there you go, Elizabeth in Ralph's transendental club WAS. A Hoar, just to be perfectly clear.

Emerson is so ensconced amongst famous writers and academics both of Europe and america at the time, he's invited to give a graduation speech at Harvard. America is so 'christian' of a certain kind, not only in the deep south and bible belt, wherever that is, but also in the northeast, his relatively moderate and educated words about Christianity cause him to be banned thirty years from Harvard. Today Harvard is almost anti christian compared to those days almost two hundred years ago:

On July 15, 1838,^[93] Emerson was invited to Divinity Hall, Harvard Divinity School, to deliver the school's graduation address, which came to be known as the "Divinity School Address". Emerson discounted biblical miracles and proclaimed that, while Jesus was a great man, he was not God: historical Christianity, he said, had turned Jesus into a "demigod, as the Orientals or the Greeks would describe Osiris or Apollo".^[94] His comments outraged the establishment and the general Protestant community. He was denounced as an atheist^[94] and a poisoner of young men's minds. Despite the roar of critics, he made no reply, leaving others to put forward a defense. He was not invited back to speak at Harvard for another thirty years.^[95

Well what I was going to post up a couple of weeks ago was going to be a kind of criticism about Emerson's cheerful reflections on religion as had been listening to one of his books read out and it seemed overly cheerful to me at the time, but clearly he had experienced a lot of grief in his life. Folks in his day tended to die a lot more often from relatively harmless issues nowadays.

Was Emerson opportunistic/mercenary? Was the overly cheerful tone I detected earlier a result of him 'cashing in'? Here's an example, one of their literary circle members, Margaret Fuller dies. Do her surviving literary circle buddies 'cash in' in a mercenary way?....

In February 1852 Emerson and James Freeman Clarke and William Henry Channing edited an edition of the works and letters of Margaret Fuller, who had died in 1850.[123] Within a week of her death, her New York editor, Horace Greeley, suggested to Emerson that a biography of Fuller, to be called Margaret and Her Friends, be prepared quickly "before the interest excited by her sad decease has passed away".[124] Published under the title The Memoirs of Margaret Fuller Ossoli,[125] Fuller's words were heavily censored or rewritten.[126] The three editors were not concerned about accuracy; they believed public interest in Fuller was temporary and that she would not survive as a historical figure.[127] Even so, it was the best-selling biography of the decade and went through thirteen editions before the end of the century.

British undercover narcotics detective says just legalize all drugs, disabling organized crime; dumb English rednecks of 60 minutes Australia

Undercover narcotics cop:

https://youtu.be/9UH_zk6B3Rk

In other news, my dopey acting teacher said Ryan Gosling was just in the 'northern beaches' area with his friend in 'Freshwater' and a bunch of folks saw the pair out and about. The dopey acting teacher went on to say he would have liked to talk to Gosling.

I can imagine if he did he would have used the word dean quite a lot: furdean, fourdean, a dean, etc.... (Ie 13, 14, 18 [sic gibberish].....

Oh and did I mention get farked yer farken shluts?

I like 60 minutes Australia when they're uncovering crime and corruption. But part of the nepotistic evil they are absorbed in, is the luxury many dumb dean spouting English rednecks of Australia have enjoyed for decades: the ability to speculate and naval gaze after excluding non ethnic English rednecks and their ass kissers from their ranks.

The end result you get is idiotic meningitis like this:

What will happen when the world runs out of oil? …: https://youtu.be/NsjiWA9VY-I

I can say dean instead of teen AND dumb English redneck nepotism. Wow.

Dreams from a moment ago

 

Was in the Alvarez family suicide garage in western Sydney. Garage door was off and I was near opening. Surprisingly a number of small, unknown species black birds like black finches or something, wanted to be my buddies, like Snow White has bird buddies I guess. Then black dogs also. Coz it was like the spirit world and astral tripping, my mother was home and was happy to see me.

In another section it was like a marvel movie, high buildings in a city and superhero like djinns that could turn into colored smoke like in marvel movie and disappear. One of them was trying to protect someone from like a giant ten storey high robot monster or something, possibly also a djinn disappearing reappearing into smoke/normal form. I saw a marvel movie advertised on tv while getting stitches in my left pinky at hospital today, my second gardening injury with the hedger tool on that pinky spot. Marvel movies look evil and horrible. At least I didn't have to pay $20 to watch some evil marvel rot the cinema.

Also read my kid Snow White just as we were both falling asleep. Anyway those black birds and dogs whatever were alarming me but weren't life threatening or terrifying.

In another part of the dream aforementioned daughter and I are with rest of the family like at Oxford street in Paddington. She's missing on the wrong side of the busy road so I tell her to wait and try crossing the road but it's at a tunnel entry point, more like the criss cross city tunnel on William street Paddington but anyway not the same one as either place just reminiscent. Anyway I manage to make contact and she's able to cross the road that I'm halfway across when the pedestrian light changes.

Spending next two weeks in Newcastle... Doing a community college course on offshore boating

Newcastle music.... These are the kids from like grade 9 at Newcastle high school... We were campus mates in 1994 as I did my last year of high school there....

https://youtu.be/PjsMnvqL7eY

Gee I really like Newcastle. The identity of the city itself makes me see myself and others in a different light. It's a very pleasant feeling there having all that space away from Sydney and still feel like being in a big enough town. Very likeable environment there....

I'll probably just sleep on a mattress on my utility vehicle tray. Tray parker. Nukecastle [sic] has everything. I need to go to the trustee and guardians office in Newcastle town center (God I love that place) to verify my identity for the sake of them safeguarding my Will on their system until I die. They now have my Will. Plus another court matter I have looming, could touch on that in Newcastle also. 

Hi Ben, 

Congratulations, your enrolment into the Certificate I in Maritime Operations (General Purpose Hand Near Coastal) via Newcastle Campus is now finalised.

A confirmation of enrolment has been attached for your records.

I'll just drive home for the weekends kids activities. Maybe drive a bus. I'm only driving bus now on weekends anyway so that's super. (C'est super.) Acting class on Thursday night is optional, can just switch it to Saturday two weeks.

Jew watch with Benji

10% skill, 90% hollywood....

https://youtu.be/rvFOYMuABMY

Every now and then Benji will have dealings with Jews. Sometimes it's a Jew in my taxi cab running away after promising to get money for the fare and flattering me how smart I am and should be a professor. Or just telling jokes like the one about the Jewish guy that kept rewinding his porn movies backwards so he could see the prostitute pay the John's money back. This is Jew watch with Benji:

Hey Eli I dropped over after swimming today with the kids at the synagogue but they look extremely tight not only with security but also like culturally. It's absolutely no hard feelings from my end of things and I'm very happy to do your lawn again however I'll definitely have to charge you whatever the exact timing is, even if over by ten minutes or whatever, under. I'm trying to be as kosher as I can for a Marrano kind of Spaniard if that makes sense. I got hassled out one time at security gate at the wailing wall for having yeast in my bread from Paris I brought with me. In the end the lady settled for me using the women's entry like that was kosher. I have female Jewish customers now in the Jewish hood and I'm sure they won't care if I'm a kosher gardener so that's fine. You seem like a nice guy and also the lads at the synagogue security today seemed nice. God bless you all.

French movie: Steak

 Is it one to watch? Based on the first five minutes, no.

https://youtu.be/o-tm3L3g9sM

Liz Hayes under investigation, murder made to look like a suicide of Adelaide cop Whitford

 From one month ago....

https://youtu.be/tAStAH36ejg

Ok there she is, fresh from her little dance with my Hollywood a lister compatriot Antonio Banderas....

My sources are telling me, French's Forest cops were getting high school kids in the area to sell drugs for them around 20 years ago. 

A house in doonside western Sydney today does not get shut down for dealing drugs as under police protection, at 15 Belus Way, Doonside NSW 2767 doonside drug house (allegation from Sydney Trains worker at central station).

This article from new Zealand twenty years ago outlines north shore Sydney cops controlling drug sales (lucrative, big money), by controlling drug dealers, enabling and extorting...

https://www.nzherald.co.nz/world/bent-nsw-cops-hooked-on-drugs/N74SOJLLOK3VAUETCR3LPCBECA/

Dancing shoes Liz's story. Common theme: cops running and controlling drug dealers to get rich.

But don't worry, because our fearless police chief had just fired a young constable for kicking someone.

https://www.dailytelegraph.com.au/subscribe/news/1/?sourceCode=DTWEB_MRE170_a_GGL&dest=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.dailytelegraph.com.au%2Ftruecrimeaustralia%2Fpolice-courts-nsw%2Fnsw-police-officer-sacked-after-allegedly-assaulting-indigenous-youth%2Fnews-story%2Ff7c60ab024a4a9d7bdb0cd1b933c7b28&memtype=anonymous&mode=premium&v21=dynamic-groupa-control-noscore&V21spcbehaviour=append

The project tv show, Queensland police culture:

https://youtu.be/UUnwvA3FGOw

This is Whitford's buddy, another cop, complaining about senior police controlling drug searches.... He'd be a good guy for Liz or someone to talk to....

https://www.theflindersnews.com.au/story/1503398/pulling-beers-instead-of-chasing-crooks/

Can anyone say dinky dean ten times in a row and sound more clueless???? Put your hand up in the air if so.

Frozen in time: harvesting ice in Colorado before electricity is mastered

 

https://gazette.com/life/frozen-in-time-a-brief-history-of-ice-harvesting-in-colorado/article_9da812d2-2eee-11ed-a5e1-9707f26ab30a.html

Interesting YouTube channel: Soft White Underbelly....

 

Photographer based in LA does one on one interviews with the kind of folks Jesus would have hung out with, hookers, drug users, even a crooked NYC cop.... This lady is interesting:

https://youtu.be/wqz38FBHbI8

 

Matthew 5:36

Neither shalt thou swear by thy head, because thou canst not make one hair white or black

Matthew 5:37

But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil.

Matthew 7:13

“Enter through the narrow gate.

 For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it."

Matthew 7:14

But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.

Australia joins only three other countries – Azerbaijan, Rwanda and Ukraine – having anti-torture inspectors suspend or postpone missions

 

Al Jazeera English: UN ends Australia anti-torture mission after inspectors barred.

https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2022/10/24/un-ends-australia-anti-torture-mission-after-inspectors-barred

Yes, with their drug dealing cops and prison guards and wholesale corrupt sale of university degrees to illiterate wealthy secret stealing communist Chinese. And thoroughly adulterous, lying population, neverendingly grasping for more money. It's not surprising.

Biden and his FBI could learn a lot from these Australians. Scum of the earth. Fuck you. Also did i mention get farked yer farken shluts. Yeah ya farken shluts.

https://www.nzherald.co.nz/world/bent-nsw-cops-hooked-on-drugs/N74SOJLLOK3VAUETCR3LPCBECA/

Here's a very recent FBI news conference on catching Chinese government industrial spies:

https://youtu.be/QlUBjJMzLKI

Translation: we caught the fuggen shluts, the fuggen shluts need to get locked up. Fuggen shluts everywhere in the CCP dirty farken shluts. Then the FBI lady comes along and says: 'yeah yer dirty commie fuggen shluts, ps please don't reelect Biden China'..... Or should they???

Tucker Carlson; Catalunya's independence day is 9/11

 

Tucker Carlson

https://youtu.be/mNGsZ5I2juA

He's entertaining, gets the ratings. If I think they're wrong I've been letting you know.  Unlike Tucker I totally agree with these crazy black ladies: white American women ARE radical terrorists. Story time, one time in LA me and some white lady and some white dude were playing cards. Partying. Then the white dude left and I went to bed with the white woman. She was a real american woman like 30+ years old, muscular but not fat. How do Americans of all races get muscular and chunky, even if they're yellow? I don't know but there must be some magnetic properties in the continent itself. Everyone you run into there, half of them look chunky and corpulent like stocky. They should just call the place 'Stockyland'. Long story short, I actually peed the bed that night next to that lady. But I shared a giant hall sleeping amongst one hundred plus African Americans, many ex-cons, various months, and never wet the bed once.

Scientific conclusion: white American women ARE terrifying. To be fair to this lady, she was super polite, never tried raping me with a broomstick, was extremely understanding after she saw I'd thoroughly wet the bed overnight. Didn't appear menacing, just super polite and understanding, sympathetic even. But who caused the bed to be peed? The African American ex-cons didn't.

Go figure. I'm going to give props to the angry black ladies of MSNBC. I want to see where they going with their radical white American women shtick.

Long running tv show from Australia, 'Home and Away' has a dog that is 'a dean months old'

 'a dean months old? What?'

https://youtu.be/_XBL46Pd0sM

So at acting school the coach mentioned one of his old pupils or students was actor Dieter Brummer and that this guy had suicided some time ago. Well it was only just over a year ago (late July 2021), actually six weeks after I moved into 'Sunmer Bay' (Pittwater) for my bus driving job. 

Interesting to think the Red Herring was sailing around those background views of Pittwater way back in 1992 when Dieter Brummer was a kid acting on this long running tv show. I never did like Al's surly English redneck butt-fuck small town persona on the show and how can his dog be 'a dean months' old. Sounds like total bullshit.

Putting aside the actor that plays Al, smalltown redneck butt-fuck persona. Dieter Brummer looks like an intelligent soul to me so my understanding just from since yesterday since talking to his acting coach taking a class with his acting coach from back in the day and then researching Dieter Brummer who.is.not someone I ever thought about or watched his TV show ever for more than like 10 seconds: he seems like a pretty smart sensible young actor and person to me when he was 16-17 18 years old. I've just watched some of his episodes of Home and Away from you know the 90s, it's not really my cup of tea, however I think Dieter looks like a smart guy like he didn't let acting get to his head. You know he got a lot of attention, he was a minor celebrity there in Britain and the United Kingdom. He managed to find himself a different career as an abseiler, you know like abseiling up sky rises and cliff faces so he could actually make money as a normal regular member of society. He was able to maintain his acting career in that time. Pretty level headed. I don't know about his personal life you know if he had a girlfriend or a wife or kids or so, I just know he said he thought his character Shane, in a having a baby at age 20 (on the show) was unusual for him as a person (having a kid that young). But for me like where I grew up it's not unusual for kids to have a baby when they're 20 (my besty from way back, FDR - not his real name, just a nickname - did exactly that, he even delivered the baby himself with the phone on his shoulder apparently). And for a lot of his audience in Britain that's not unusual either so I'll fix the spelling mistakes later, I'm on voice recognition software right now as I drive to my gardening job completely legal because my phone is in a cradle.

About Al, the actor that plays Al, with his a dean months old dog. Yeah wow, I could teach that guy how to break out of his English redneck best buddies with the deans of Hindu India persona and play like Shakespeare or something, but I mean I don't really give a shit. Everyone's free to worship Ganesh and a dean months dogs or whatever. Good luck with that ridiculousness.

I'm guessing he never had kids so never cared about if they'd miss him and suicide is a really big thing with Australians. A lot of them are narcissists and selfish and don't really care if their family will be upset, it's all about them. I can't even say anything about it. I think the Koran warns against it. I think in this guy's case he didn't want to age. Definitely if you don't feel like having ageing issues and losing your vitality and strength, maybe suicide looks like a good option. I think ultimately if people align their inner and outer selves they wouldn't be lost to their inner selves and only living selfishly in the outer self. I'd say most of society is out of touch with the inner self and just stuck in the outer self. I think the parable of the lost son is a metaphor for the inner and outer selves. When the wayward son (the outer self) returns to the father (the inner self) he is forgiven and received. I think if you're only living in the outer self, selfishly, wildly estranged from your inner self, then the only thing surviving death, the inner self, is going to be a stranger to you! So you're going to be a stranger to yourself! You'll be embarrassed in the afterlife at your lack of understanding.

That's also what's meant by the love of the father (the inner self) isn't in the one that loves the world.

https://youtu.be/peqHB0_ZslQ

 

Britney's stressed out again, 6 degrees of separation....

Britney's stress....

Daily Mail: Britney Spears feels like her father Jamie was 'trying to kill' her and hopes 'he burns' in hell.

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-11326341/Britney-Spears-feels-like-father-Jamie-trying-kill-hopes-burns-hell.html

Was just watching the Federal Minister for industry on a tv spot with one of the morning tv hosts.... At 1120pm here, so a little delayed. He was at my brother's memorial service when he died. I don't know him however I saw him once again at one of his political meetings. I can't handle going to western Sydney much anymore, too ghetto. At the memorial was the last time I saw me and my aforementioned BFF (from previous post), our mutual buddy Goebbels or whatever his name is. Kind of a jerk. His cousin accused him of sexually assaulting him or something way back when. My BFF never turned up to the memorial coz he said my brother was a jerk. Anyway this BFF guy is a chronic alcoholic so difficult company.

It's Britney bitch, overthinking shit constantly. 

All she has to do is look at a list of American states where her conservatorship did not apply. Then go to one of those states and not the states where the conservatorship DID apply. I mean if she can go to Australia in 2009 during conservatorship, she can go to some other American state. I'm calling warmlines in Colorado, California, Illinois, Ohio, all these different American states (with #31# hiding my number, not saying I'm calling from Australia), they're out there. Get a sailboat Britney, a big one. Invite the family for a sail, see who turns up. Send out embossed invitations, you can afford it. Chill.

Dream

 830pm overly sleepy to midnight (really 11pm). Waking up from dream feeling: trepidation, possibly fear, upset, concern, worry in the physical world and the physical body and physical brain.

Experience in the dream state: everything feels ok. There are two sections, visiting my BFF from real world... Prior to and after. Prior to is very similar to real world, I'm visiting someone from like northern beaches like bus runs like I see another driver but I'm not working. Reflects real world as just switched from five day week to only looking at driving weekends only. In the dream state there was no such area but they corresponded anyway. The guy was retrieving his food from outdoor park bench or something like that and offered me some bread or something. Guy seemed to be white (that sounds racist but in the dream it wasn't an issue he was white just an awareness not based on eyesight) seemed like a nice guy. I think he touched my arm with his finger. If his spirit is real and is a dreaming incarnate like mine or else one of the disincarnate, either way I wish him well. Post visiting BFF there was a marine element, also corresponding to real life as per my newfound affair with marine matters last January.

Small channel of water in a city, all correspondences, nothing in any of this dreaming matched Sydney, only correspondences. Was communicating with someone, possibly same person as when walking away from BFF in the giant warehouse scene. Communication was telepathic as Swedenborg describes, where thoughts are shared. This was immediately after visiting my real world BFF at a giant open floor warehouse. Was communicating with like one guy maybe from warehouse. Out of warehouse we run into guy on water. The water channel is unusually small like an inlet near the warehouses so no big tide or swell like an inland river. Water super calm. We start communicating with the guy in Swedenborg telepathic afterworld kind of way. He says he's paying rent to live on a wharf by riverside or something like that and being sponsored by a musical instruments company to show off their instruments on his barge. So logically he was likely performing on his piano on a barge on the water. But it was like when he connected his barge to his berth he had overhead shelter and a little more homely kinda things (won't say 'stuff' as Brits will think I'm saying 'staff'), speaking of which, Liz Truss is taking a few body blows against the ropes early in her career as PM, something to watch, this latter point absolutely unrelated to the dream state.

So that guy on the barge was just explaining his relationship with his sponsors, musical instruments company providing instruments. Unclear if it was a shop or a brand company like Yamaha. And that was unrelated to his contractual deal with the riverboat people. Most impressive was the design, the barge mooring with old styled actual stone building roof whatever.

Prior to in the warehouse it was extremely large like IKEA or Amazon but there were no brand names whatsoever in the dreamworld. No Yamaha nothing. There were many pallets and things but it was unclear what was on them as if it wasn't important. Unlike in the real world my BFF seemed to be surrounded by hipster kinda poor bum musical artistic types. But more kinda urban ghetto types, no-one with the prowess of riverboat barge guy. I was embarrassed to approach my BFF there with all these new buddies of his. Generally we're way too close friends in the real world, or have been over the years. Way too close. His mother actually described us as like an old married couple in real waking life. I decided not to approach him directly as seemed too stalkery with all his buddies there even though we've been close as actual brothers in this current lifetime on actual Earth. Some of his posse and he step up and step out so I kind of just skirt around in the warehouse and come into telepathic mind sharing with someone nearby like it's a warehouse open to everyone or something. I'm just now remembering the warehouse immediately across the road and outside my door over in Auburn Sydney by the train line.

We're stepping out of the warehouse where there's no water channel then it morphs into the river barge scene.

Then I wake, my legs are hanging off the bed a little and right now I should turn electric blanket down from four to three.

One of the main organisers at the sailing club asked me if I had a bus incredulously when I said I was driving my bus last Saturday (it was the first weekend of my new weekend only regime). He seemed to say it like I was so rich and I had my own bus just for larks. Most folks at the club seem rich enough to actually have their own bus. Having your own bus is something more people should actually do. You can really fit them out nicely and they're super roomy. But I told the guy, no the public 199 route up and down Pittwater road and I just drive on weekends. All nonchalant and all. Then I mentioned the American football players at Narrabeen. I do like these folks at the sailing club, can't lie. One elderly couple there has a magnificent cruising business on Sydney Harbour with various catamaran and had the most amazing international experiences on the water. Thoroughly magnificent. Turns out they're the parents of the Spanish speaking human rights activist lady. She's also quite likeable and her new husband also likeable. Everyone at the club looks likeable. They're my ideal of Australian society. Top Gun!

I worry about my BFF a lot. Too much. I'd care more about my wife but I've already provided so much for her materially and she constantly seems very ungrateful and vexatious and focused on how super spesh she is so I don't like her. My BFF got raped by a paedophile when he was ten years old and is in permanent victim mode for life.

Then I stay awake for about two hours or so, including watching three characters from a YouTube channel: Soft White Underbelly, which I had just discovered.

The first looked Korean American, adopted, and some kind of actual nymphomaniac. She is a career prostitute (ho) and just talks about her life as a ho. She has a 24 year old daughter. Originally from Denver Colorado, she said her older foster brother was sexually molesting her and the family life with the evil foster family is already horrible before that is discovered but a lot worse later. That's interesting because a lot of people think foster family's are so great. But as someone with three older siblings, 5, 7 & 8 years older than me, I don't necessarily think foster families, or the media for that matter, are so great! I mean since I was 8 years old these three were going in and out of foster homes and the like, so I have actual real perceptions of my own about those matters based on my own experience. Although I only went into foster care briefly like as a two year old coz my mother wasn't feeling up to it. I ran into my career a few years ago at church and she remembered how excited I'd get when her son got home from primary school.

  

The second speaker in the interview style black and white indoor show, is a young white southern Californian girl with some kind of eating disorder, covered in tattoos as she's a tattoo artist. She's complaining how she got into a relationship with a psycho Spanish (Hispanic southern Californian Mexican) when she was eighteen and how he'd bash her, like to her, sleep around with other girls and was actually crazy, delusional. He gets stuck into a mental hospital then she tries nursing him when he gets out but when she finds out he's cheating on her she finally bans him. She is too young to be having those experiences however as I grew up in a blue collar white trash area where everyone is super low education and grows up way too early, I understand in my own way. Plus I had a relationship like this in some ways, with an eighteen year old and it's when you're young chances are you're screwing around for comfort but you yourself don't want to commit to childrearing and wouldn't be a good match if you did. Actually a phone counsellor I was talking to yesterday based in Colorado told me this is exactly what happened to her eighteen year old, pregnant than divorced to her beau. And this dad refuses now all these years later to know his child or pay for it, even though he's just down the road, living. Counsellor lady said her son in law, ex, was a motorcycle mechanic.

Gorgeous Washington State girl smokes too much weed and ecstasy and maybe a few other drugs, when she's young. From 19 or earlier she is just smoking too much pot and too much ecstasy. Right before my sister Raquel suicided in 1999, I stepped up my pot smoking big time. Apart from that you could almost have described me as a medicinal user, but immediately prior to Raquel's suicide I just hit turbo boost like in Knight Rider so when the shit hit the fan I was especially ready to go crazy. And that's how I racked up charges for malicious damage and assault police officer. The area where I was charged with malicious damage actually has a police station famous for cops coming off duty, walking across the road to the busy nightlife area and selling drugs for profit in plainclothes. It might even be an enduring practice today for all I know: Newtown. In the criminal law I was having a psychotic episode and there wasn't any malice in the sense I understand malice to mean. This psychotic break lasted months for me because of all that marijuana plus the shock of my sister passing. The lady involved in that malicious damage episode actually had my backpack which I had left with a mutual acquaintance and I was meant to retrieve it from her. Her father was actually a detective I take it. Later I went to court for an arraignment or whatever then skipped the next date then got picked up after my father called the cops and a cop came into my bedroom to arrest me and I ripped the pocket on his tunic (no kevlar) and got a charge and fine which my father paid. I never bothered telling my father over the years of all my brother's brutality, eight years older, and just opted to punch my brother's tooth out, ending the oppression. A super young cop kicked me in the shin while I was seated when I was around fourteen years old, assault. Never got mentioned much. My father helped me get through regard at his house and the disappointment of Raquel's suicide then I eventually got into my first live in relationship with a woman, kinda living in the same home together, like a year or so later. She was from Washington State too, Mary, same as Giana or whoever here, very cute both of them! Giana's story 

https://youtu.be/FmO2pps1bmM

Last guy put me to sleep like a baby, war vet originally from around Topanga canyon way. It's the los Angeles version of Avalon in Sydney. Nice area, I went to a music festival there where John Densmore from the Doors was playing, around June 2006. Got pulled over by cops afterwards and told them I'd been drinking a fair bit but had just slept a few hours in my car and didn't feel drunk. They checked my newly minted Australian driver's licence I'd just gotten with my father the January before and left me on my merry way.

Hutch, the war veteran:

https://youtu.be/scCfNNRbpwo

I'll message the channel operator and ask if he'd like me to be one of his subjects....

I never got cast as Jake in the David Williamson local theatre production I auditioned twice for. However I will be seeing one of the few players there that attended both auditions, like myself, I think his name is Paul, otherwise Hans.... I think I'll be seeing him this Thursday at acting school. Apparently I've graduated from beginner to intermediate/advanced level. Who knew...

"What is worth more, art or life?"

 

Total spastics, climate change protestors throw Campbell's soup at Vincent van Gogh painting saying 'just stop oil'.... Truly this is Nietzsche's "last man.... A painful embarrassment or laughingstock."

Try burning the stupid thing next time and holding a marshmallow to it... Tell them Vincent....

https://youtu.be/VDiny43nx3Y

It's like there's a dance off in Vega or something and you can have sunflower soup for starters bro...

https://youtu.be/WSLMN6g_Od4

ABC News: Just Stop Oil protesters throw soup at Van Gogh's Sunflowers at London's National Gallery.

https://www.abc.net.au/news/2022-10-14/climate-protesters-van-gogh-painting/101539382

Mmm sunflowers and Campbell's soup .... Something that really cooks... (Insert evil villain laugh, "yes, something that really cooks.... Ha ha ha ha ha"

https://youtu.be/sZYrTADna9M

Losing arms and hands, legs and feet, Alex's story....

 

https://youtu.be/dMqeMcIO_9w

Tubby ex CIA director's college roommate message comes in simultaneous to photo of my boat on the slip

 Hey Ben -

Check out my podcasts on Trendifier with Julian Dorey - the story is on there for sure.  

Thanks for your support!

Jim 

See I just got this email from a big honcho at the FBI, kind of guy that tries to help McGyver thwart the terrorists or whatever. He was actual college roommates with the tubby CIA director guy from the Trump era, Mike Pompeo. The tubby guy actually dropped a lot of weight now that I remember it. Anyway exactly simultaneous came a photo of my boat on the slip. The hull is (correction, WAS) in real need of a scrape and resurfacing (two coats if paint today). One of the chaps from the sailing club went over and photographed it. It's quite a community on the water and a good feeling to find community again. That's pretty average in Spain to call a fat guy gordo openly, that's not disrespectful in Spain from what I've seen. Probably not a woman unless it was close family. So if you go to Spain and they ask you what the testicles (bollocks) you're painting (doing) in Spain just tell them boat hulls.

I'd post that photo the chap just forwarded of my boat but Google is sick of people using all their server space with photos and videos and the phone doesn't allow it, only the PC. It was interesting how both things ended on my screen at the same time and how they overlapped: story and the storey that the main galley of Red Herring constitutes. Sure and shore that she is on. Pod cast and pod that a small boat is, will be cast back onto the water. And I even have a neighbor called Julian near my boat's mooring. He seems so happy for a 60 something year old with his 7 year old son and 20 something year old wife. I haven't seen her or him but I do not doubt they give him a vitalizing lease on life.

"Oh it seems they've already scraped her and have put masking tape up ready for two coats of sealant..... Better give them a call to ask about the motor. Propellor and rudder looking ok to you??

Yep, looks great "

Ok I was about to go on a spiel about correctional facilities. Then I got mentally sidetracked remembering some memories I was telling my son about this morning. We had what the marines call a 'housebitch', I know this from my former american marine buddy from college film school days. However it wasn't a person but an actual bitch, Ginger. Ginger would have a litter of pups like the amount of teats she had plus a runt. Now that I think about it, that runt was intended by Nature to provide a snack for Ginger while busy breastfeeding. As disgusting as that might seem to you, I can only imagine if you talk to a dog breeder, they might say it's a common occurrence. Although I imagine many humans would intervene by nursing a runt puppy. I might flip now to foster children and humans intervening in broken families to nurture children from broken families. As Ginger invariably went into heat every year once and somehow fell pregnant to whichever dog, it seemed perhaps some years there wasn't a runt and other years there was. I don't remember especially well although I do have plenty of photos of a litter like this and even with my two sisters living at home before our family disintegrated in 1984, probably pretty early into 1984. It's difficult for me to remember as I was eight when it happened. Ginger's litters came before and after the family collapse. I definitely remember one year she was nervous of me standing too close to her suckling litter and jumped up while they were still sucking their milk to give me a little warning nuzzle on my nose. She never actually bit into the flesh but effected a kind of grinding with her teeth as a way to warn the untrustworthy young pack member to stay away from her young. Truth be told, I cannot actually recall ever harming Ginger or any of her puppies and as I came into relationship with Ginger from an extremely young age, like four or younger. I don't recall my brother Koba (not his real name) ever harming Ginger or her puppies either. Although unfortunately, after the family collapsed the life and love in the family died considerably. I still maintained a fraternal relationship with my brother going on walking and swimming trips together, but unfortunately he now had a free hand to punch me or terrorize Ginger's son, Fred. Fred was Ginger 2.0 and my brother turned it into an angry attack dog through his dark arts if elastic band dog abuse. I never liked it but it's just a matrix of my memories as a ten year old or whatever. I never liked my brother headbutting me, spitting in my face or punching my face but I guess he was just angry. Soon Freddy was angry and Ginger died somehow, possibly of old age as she was already fully grown when I was like three years old and likely died when I was like ten or so.

I think at one point, after the family collapse, both Ginger and Fred got a taste for chicken blood and were always trying to kill our chickens which we had for eggs. I don't think my brother ever tried harming Ginger and I certainly never tried harming Ginger or Fred. Definitely not Ginger. I think with Fred I remember my buddy Winston Churchill (not his real name, I can't use his real name here for privacy reasons and Winston Churchill is easy to remember as he actually looked just like the guy as a little toddler before I even made his acquaintance, also extremely English like Churchill*), I think with Churchill definitely I used to show him how gently I could get Fred to eat food from my hand and this training was done with a kind of minor abuse, pretty minor. Not the 100% a league gold standard Americans have of treating their dogs but still not terrorizing my dog exactly. I think Ginger might have bitten me because she might have noticed one year I had possibly killed one of her puppies when I was like seven or eight or nine whatever however if this is the case, there was no intent with that action. I thought it was cute to gently squeeze the pup's intestines and I don't know I actually killed it but it definitely seemed that's the pup that ended up with its intestines sticking out like poop, oops. Likely Ginger was wary of me one way or the other and that's why she warned me off that time aforementioned. That puppy just turned up dead one day. The time I saw Ginger eat one of her pups, that was a newborn runt. I mean I normally wouldn't remember all that crap but I just randomly remembered my parents feeding the pups corn flakes in milk in a big rectangular container once they [sic or not to sic, that is the question] little teeth started coming out and they left the teat. Normally a wild dog like a wolf would hunt and feed its young from the wild. I saw someone walking a dingo around for a pet like less than a year ago....

Don't put it out with your boots Ted!!!

https://youtu.be/o_F_e4Bznzk

* this guy thought it was hilarious part of Fred's spine ended up dug up in the backyard and just lying around, can't remember how that happened, possibly a different dog dug it up. Can't remember how Fred died at all. This guy had a super nice in ground swimming pool in his backyard. I was remembering some of his giggles and hijinxes. I think he certainly found his teenage buddies amusing. His friendship with FDR took off where mine left off, they're still friends even today and now the guy lives in Japan and talks to noone from the old hood. He came into grade seven with Hendrix (not his real name, just another one of the boys with a codename). My friendship with FDR was strongest around when my family imploded around 1984. That's when I sniffed the guy out and really just forced my friendship onto him. He was a nice boy, his parents were from Ipswich in Queensland and had an old poker machine in their kitchen. The mother Vivian even reminded me somehow later of my own mother in law. By that inground swimming pool, I remember around age fourteen, one of the sweeties from the hood, Danielle was sitting right next to me in her summer clothes, maybe not a bikini. Her and I would steal chocolate and soda from the nearby supermarket after school. That supermarket with Danielle, I knew a guy later, he ended up dating a friend of my old next door neighbor from my baby to thirteen house, so that I ended up rooming with him eight years ago when the Russian mother in law came (and annoyed). Well that guy I ended up rooming with, eight years ago, he ended up getting raped at that supermarket when he was a kid. Some paedo asked him to help him find his dog then raped him in the ass next door to the supermarket. He was kicking himself about it years later, being so gullible. He went straight to the cops and they got the guy he said. He was a bad hombre, heroin dealer ex-bikie, bad news. I was about to start rooming with him three years later as baby three came and the Russian babushka came back but then the cops came to tell me my brother had died so I moved in with mom instead. I'd definitely swap that back if I could redo that instance of the past, that guy was interesting. He was a badass ex bikie heroin dealer, badass. Would have been better to move in with him as originally planned to keep a close eye on mom and bro and his new girlfriend from China (and her two boys). Family!