just woke up after a few hours of nightly sleep.... had been watching a documentary about the nazi invasion of Stalingrad before falling asleep..... in general watching a lot of war documentaries lately: waterloo, Gaugamela, Stalingrad, Fallujah in 2004 and marjah Afghanistan in 2011....... definitely in the mood for that..............
in my dreams, I was revisiting some idiot phase of my life.......... if Shakespeare says all the world's a stage and everyone merely players huffing and puffing around, actually he did say that, so no need to use the world 'if'
so in my dream, it was re-enacting some things that actually happened in my life.... I had just turned 21, I went off to Germany just for the heck of it as it wasn't far away, i'd been living in spain at the time....... I ended up going to a rave in some big factory area of Neuss and staying with a fag couple in the small town of neuss with whom I went to the party.... the fag couple were your typical fags: pitcher and catcher........... after spending a few years with my current wife, I can no longer point fingers or blame fags for anything with regard to their lifestyle choices.......... the fag couple ended up giving me a very cool shirt that only fags think of wearing, it was yellow and long sleeved and had a little hoody and was very hip
returning to madrid, I had some Californian girlfriend there that I was shtooping........... looking back, I made a horrendous mistake because I hadn't been shtooping my buddy from nyc who was even hotter -- or shtooping both of them at the same time............clearly I was a loser and it was myself and my own stupid ways that had condemned myself............. all around the world, young people were going to university, getting skills............ becoming engineers, etc........... I was going to university, dropping out, taking 11 classes, passing or failing 9, becoming nothing, going nowhere.......... now I drive a bus.............. my career doesn't even exist...................
I should have just gone to America and joined the army and gotten citizenship there or stayed there illegally for years and years............ I can't believe I just meandered around for years and years going nowhere after that.......... just meandering and stuff --- that's horrible
anyway, it looked to me on that trip to Germany --- I met up with some kid on the german side of the border from Holland, we'd both probably come in on the same train and he'd just been in Holland at some music festival......... so that was in Emmerich where I met up with him and then we hitched a ride from some morrocan guy in a van doing deliveries from near Emmerich on the freeway, into the town of dusseldorff.... it seemed to me, since the dream was just fresh on my mind, that race relations in Germany between say this particular morrocan fellow and the german kid, were very strong......... also I had that same impression more recently, almost 4 years ago now, in the south of france where I did some more hitchhiking and got a ride from some people, I think one was ethnic French and his friend Arabic or something like that........ I would say race relations in france are quite strong too.......... I definitely think Europe can assimilate these 1 million refugees they just took in
they seem to have reached their limit and are turning back the people now from Greece to turkey and at the end of the day, individuals can supply their needs if they want to through charitable donations or whatever............certainly in Africa there's a lot more problems than that and even in china to some extent........... from the perspective of that result: 1 million refugees walking into Europe, all the way from Afghanistan........ clearly that's a result of all the American military intervention in Afghanistan and later Iraq as a direct result of 9/11/01............ I would say that's a good enough result and I wouldn't worry about getting too involved in Afghanistan if you're not going to eradicate all the opium there and force the people to become miners or something which is basically impossible unless you're china and decide to seize the area and flood it with Han chinese............... I wouldn't touch afghanstan with a barge poll if I were a policy-maker or in the joint chiefs or something because there's ultimately nothing to achieve there except train soldiers and go nowhere......... just mentioning this in lieu of watching a documentary on the offensive in marjah in 2011 which I'll probably watch again soon ---- also was watching a good documentary from Russia today on heroine addiction in Kabul, Afghanistan, apparently a big deal there now ---
still I guess you know, you have to stay positive --- I mean in my case I can probably get a whole bunch of work driving a truck with a little more experience at my current job and my kids are great and all -- my life isn't so bad......... there's going to be a documtary on tv here soon on the sbs channel about the Vietnam war and how it changed Australia's destiny in terms of migrant intake and social make-up etc............ whenever the American military goes into a place like that, it sure changes the destinies of a lot of nations, that's for sure
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| this fag's a doctor and i'm stuck driving a bus, can you believe that? |
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