rare praise for csi!

caught a couple of csi shows lately, one was set in Richmond Virginia and had some crazy child rapist guy slapping his face --- and some kid called Luke and his buddy --- tonight there was some episode with some sheila called Strativarius.............

generally don't watch much tv these days though....caught some nbc today show with roker and co and it looks like they like trump over there............ they're hocking off their clothes too but I don't think I can afford it so wouldn't bother to check the prices even -- wouldn't mind having one of carson daley's suits but don't think it would even fit me anyway

so i'm having a snag with continuing with my fun film project that I've been working on some months ago, it's just sitting with two scenes at the start of the Mozart aria non piu andrai or whatever it's called - that's the military march.... I have a shot from the exorcist with dimmy the priest there and I noticed the priests doing the exorcisms, catholics, have purple ribbons around their necks with little crosses on them or whatever -- that kind of ties in with my purple ribbon song.... then I have a shot of johnny madrid from 'dusk til dawn' hanging upside down tied up and with his little knives in his shoes about to free himself............ then I realized there was this really neat radio commercial I heard in nyc one time in early 2005.........i'd just moved in to a crib in forest hills and had spent like over a year in china.... I don't remember laughing heartily much at anything until I heard that Budweiser 'real men of genius' advert one day at home there in forest hills........ in queens........ there's a sound bite: 'you're a feisty rodent' and I need to insert that into the Mozart opera thing at some convenient point.... apart from that i'm clueless and will just come with whatever whenever.... all I know is I want to add the scene from amytiville horror where you see it says 'help me' in blood on the main character's stomach like during his sleep or something --- it's all pretty creepy

around this time at night - like 11pm.... the freight trains that pass tend to brake right outside my apartment to a stop -- there's one doing it now and it makes an almighty noise like scary sounds in a horror movie............ I kind of like it

so I don't know why but I've been thinking somewhat lately about a rape description that the Sydney morning herald reported on a few days ago -- it actually occurred around 2003 here in Sydney near st marys cathedral and it is absolutely horrendous beyond belief in its description -- I don't even know if I can describe it or add the article because it's just so horrible........... some nurse working late night shifts gets so tired and decides to get some shuteye in the back seat of her car is woken up by around six evil arse arabs that rape her and sodomize her and break her teeth, piss in her mouth, cut her throat, almost kill her........... the worst thing imaginable.......... these guys are definitely going to hell in the afterlife for that, there is absolutely no question..........by that I mean on the immaterial plane, after they shake off their mortal coil, they will absolutely pay a terrible price in hell, they will absolutely be punished horrendously................ apart from that they will have all manner of karmic adjustments to make in subsequent lifetimes in a human body in the material world which will involve all manner of suffering

I never used to believe in a hell in the immaterial plane that played out without a connection between a soul and a body but now I do, especially after studying Sweedenborg and reading about numerous near death experiences, many of which involved hell...........there was one American soldier guy..... he thought he was a good guy because he stayed 'inside the cones' as they say, according to what is considered right and wrong in America, but then he has some kind of car accident or something like that and goes to the afterlife and is carried away by a giant demon, much bigger than him, he is scared shitless, lucky for him some angel comes along and bitch slaps the demon....this is really his description of his near death experience, some time later he revived in his body and decided he had to stop drinking alcohol and be 'holy' -- it wasn't enough to do anything less, he said................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1WJAOn4pak&ebc=ANyPxKqeTznnrEaESPS6Jf07vJxEQue_H-aLTLlDyo5ar_0MjN_bRIlrZKUjTEeC8g03TCSxAzQZaXcOFXxJLKdrxULpztjcFQ