part a

well i have never met so many russians all at once as at that party last nite..... i've spent a couple of hours at airport in moscow once but didn't really meet people there.... and normally when meeting russians it's only one at a time......

had a few whiskeys, there was a nice van gogh painting on a wall there and arabesque food and some russian girl there had just flew in from russia a few days before on a visit....she was from somewhere in the south, maybe near sochi.....

well 2 weeks or so ago on that road trip some philipino californian car saleswoman was telling me there's a way to get a visa to live in america, investing two hundred and fifty thousand dollars in some business there

that's the only decent visa option i have heard of, america is so full of shit it's amazing, you'd think they were all communist liberals there, a guy like me falls in no sob-story compartment and can get no free rides, no scholarships, nothing....... but if ur bulgarian you can tell a lawyer your a gypsy and persecuted and get a green card, even if you aren't even a gypsy! not to mention you can probably get a scholarship to harvard!

anyway, i'm not feeling sorry for myself, but right now, i'm thinking about which state i would migrate to at age 50, which is only 13 years away which isn't so far...... new mexico is looking good, also california of course, and possibly oregon and washington..... i personally would have no qualms about living in minnesota but my wife wouldn't approve of the weather....... if i'm still with her in 13 years then i'd forget about minnesota, if i get a divorce i'd maybe rather just run or sneak across the mexican border and reside in america persona non grata if migrating there....

i wouldn't let my kids which late nite tv losers like scum of the earth eternal loser jimmy fallon and co, i'd be all like, no losers under my roof, want to watch a loser, go somewhere else..... if i went to live in arizona it wouldn't be anywhere all sethian and desert-like either, but somewhere green like flagstaff

maybe i can become a congressman or something cool like that, ride around in helicopters, maybe i should start getting ready to groom my grandkid to be president, we'll see

moving on, i think i entered into some spiritual funk a couple of days ago, consuming alcohol didn't help as it is completely anti-christ to do so, pure satanism, i'm not worried about the whisky as i rarely drink anyway, but maybe i should become a vegetarian again, maybe that is the problem........ have been trying to read up more on agni yoga writings to revivify some kind of lost spirituality: http://www.agniyoga.org

check out this tank car, it's actually for real and there's a market for it with all those multi-millionaire commies in china not to mention all the richie riches in the middle east, and yes, it's for real (and made in Latvia):

The body of the Black Snake is made from space aluminum using the Soviet “kapsula” technology first employed for Joseph Stalin’s armored car. The vehicle has a radiator grille with golden flourishes, and the hood of this Chinese edition vehicle will be covered with leaf gold formed like snakeskin. There’s even an optional diamond hood ornament from Smolensk Kristall.

author's note: i can TOTALLY see myself riding around in america someday on whale-penis skin leather seats in this monster if i ever strike it rich, just saying bitches

The lap of luxury is yours with seats made out of the exotic leather of your choice–snake, crocodile belly, ostrich, and whale penis. The seats feature double topstitching in contrasting colors and DARTZ badges to commemorate the year of the snake. The dashboard, armrests and door paneling come in snake wood. The floor mats made from white shark skin. Yankelovich despises the term SUV when used about his vehicles
http://autos.yahoo.com/news/from-russia-with-overkill--a--1m-luxury-vehicle-designed-for-china-s-year-of-the-snake-235634253.html