new year's 'eve'

who is this 'eve' girl they are always talking about on the 24th and a week later on the 31st december?

today is a workday for benji......... got up, drove german guy to strathfield station so as to go to nearby holden dealership and get two new electronic relays for car....... changed them: $15

had dream about russell crowe this morning, it is only time i can remember dreaming about russell crowe, happily, it was not sexual, we were descending some stairs or something like that and made each other's acquaintance there......... he was going to use his star power for any old cause that popped up it seemed (one did)............

plan today is leave home asap and burn some fat on treadmill at rooty hill rsl then catch up with mom for xmas (haven't seen her yet) then start work at 3pm in 5 dock............

meet depress is on it's almost 11am - probably live... must be filmed in evening in east coast america somewhere, everytime u see tom brokaw you just think: anthrax, ouch, wonder who opened that envelope???

hale and pace

is on the tv and they just had some special on the beatles 'magical mystery tour' with martin scorcese

spent day at beach, car had similar problem as yesterday, met a bulgarian/ruski couple -- turns out the woman is russian and from same city in siberia as desi's mom: tumen...... the guy is bulgarian and some of his close family is from very similar part of bulgaria near serbia as is desi's father, motorbike rider and does para-gliding which is like hang-gliding but with a parachute......... they seem like nice people......... actually met the guy many months ago in my taxi but we never caught up until tonite

beach was nice... got pretty burnt, did a bunch of laps in pool - beach was evacuated due to shark being spotted.... two helicopters were hovering around looking for the shark and a jet skiier was issued forward to scare it off, we spoke to a spear-fisher.... he really looked like a knight with his wetsuit on and spear-fishing equipment, really orderly..... he said the very same shark they were looking for came right up to him and stole his fish....... maybe another tall fishing story - or no

forgot to mention keepsakes of my sister and my father: to remember my father and wish him well in the afterlife i keep one of his taxi driver epaulette's which i always wear at work.... i never planned to become a taxi driver but that's what's going on and it's ok...... from my sister i keep a japanese tea set: four very dainty small tea cups, and an iron..... the iron i will use sometimes if my normal iron gets dirty all of a sudden but mostly don't use it, it has an american plug so it needs an adapter to chinese-styled plug used in australia...... have never used her japanese tea cups but they are out on display and maybe one day i'll meet a japanese culture enthusiast, japanese or otherwise, that cares to drink japanese tea with me........... i don't keep photos of either of them but i can see that a plenty at my mom's........... i don't care to see their photos much but i am happy to use these three keepsakes to wish them well in their afterlife

updates from Benji land

ok biatches, it has been an eventful holiday season........ xmas day, the day we all kind of celebrate the pagan winter equinox holiday with a bit of schmaltz about Jesus' birth in a 'manger' (was in fact born somewhere a helluva lot better than a crappy manger for animals, that's for sure and not in Bethlehem either),

that day we spent with my buddy Christine and her brother, both u.s. citizens and heroine and crystal meth users........... sadly, Christine is in a terrible way, she whores herself horribly (considering whores in Sydney can make 150k+ a year and tax free) - she looks like crap, too skinny and like a crazy australian aboriginal biatch except white....... she has a massive drug problem.......... anyway, me, Desi and my buddy nicknamed Karl Marx, we just went over there, brought my bbq up to their floor which is the worst tenement building in sydney.... visited the two of them plus 2 or 3 of their friends including two blonde mothers with ok bodies who seemed like whores or at least heroine addicts.........

so that was xmas day........ cia dude has been in touch some more about writing his wikipedia page and i got quite a surprise related to it in some abstract way, he was saying how his forefathers trace back 300 years in america to the 'mohawk' valley (somewhere in new york state) -- everybody knows the mohawk indians were probably the people that started the mohawk fashion trend of hairstyle........ then i got out of bed like yesterday and greeted our german house guest who booked a room in our crib like half a year ago, his name is Marcos and he's really funny, he cannot speak english properly and just says: i + can + noun to express himself, e.g., i can mountain (means i can climb a mountain or i could see a mountain from there, etc).... anyway this guy got a really bad haircut and his hairstyle ended up looking like a mohawk -- there's no connection there but anyway

then my car broke down yesterday and i had to join some road-side assistance service: 2 years for $275.... which includes an extra $120 for joining on the spur of the moment, problem with car was trivial........ anyway, now have roadside assisstance if need it........ car broke down at mall, at mall did a bunch of post xmas shopping with all the sales that are on, got nice quality winter clothing at quarter of usual prices........ very satisfied with that......... don't normally like shopping in malls for clothes much...... they were playing some britney spears song at mall, had never heard it before:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOdu0poDjDA                wouldn't normally listen to an entire album of hers....... i admire her ability to sell though and like her hit songs

speaking of songs, and songs that won't sell, murphy has finished adding the music to my starry pudsy song and apparently it's pretty good, also on topic of murphy he was saying many moons ago that he'd gifted his banjo to some pacific islander with a sign that said 'someone stole my banjo, please help', and so murphy gave him a $500 banjo he had in storage and saw the guy again later and he had the same sign up: conclusion, con artist.......... well i ran into the very same guy, here in auburn, maybe i'll post the youtube video in this space soon and the starry pudsy one too

questionnaire for peoples of england

here's a questionaire designed for the various races occupying england, but can also be completed by westerners in general:

1) you are:

a) a prick

b) an arsehole


2) how comfortably numb and unaware are you of your prick or arsehole status?
a) very
b) don't know because too much of a prick or arsehole to figure it out

3) if you chose arsehole, would you say you are:

a) an elephant arsehole
b) a rhinoceros arsehole
c) unsure but some kind of massive arsehole anyway
d) unsure because too big of an arsehole to realize it


4) have you sought help for your mental illness issues regarding 'royalty', 'majesty' and related political matters

a) yes
b) no


5) if you answered no, is the answer because you are an alcoholic and was too busy binge drinking

a) yes
b) cannot remember

american cinema fails completely again, french cinema saves day

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0402294/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1 (iznogoud) this french movie is better, for example, than american movie/show whatever 'skins' http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1755893/?ref_=fn_al_tt_2 in any case, both large nations prefer to lock up blacks (in america) and moslems (in france) for sneezing in public

review of this year's xmas

okay, so it's december 25th and we're celebrating that old pagan festival of the winter equinox which is the shortest day of the year, (but only in the northern hemisphere, as david letterman recently pointed out) - -here in the south, it's raining in sydney and we will go and get buddy karl marx and celebrate with wifey and buddy christine, this means wifey and christine will meet today talking about christine, it was the christine church that joined Jesus' birthday to the winter equinox with its holly and mistletoe and what not, Jesus, like Christine, was a Libra which is born in the 26 days after September 20 every year.... Libras are good with children, that's their forte for today we have portable bbq with butane tank that my bro and mom bought me, plus red meats bought from turkish supermarket today (all others are shut - that's benefit of living in moslem area, open supermarket)....... red meats and peeled prawns and some salad, bread, dips, chocolate biscuits and orange juice...... hopefully christine won't be stoned out of her mind unfortunately, it is not good beach weather........ yesterday was, very sunny, so went for a snorkel while wifey worked........ then read movie reviews for this years movies after buying 6 discount movie tickets at $11 each and getting 2 extra coz women selling them must have thought benji was cute......... unfortunately, all the american movies look incredibly stupid and the reviews of them only reveal incredibly stupid and deppressingly idiotic american intelligence.... so sad.... maybe that movie, 'the benefits of being a wallflower' would be good, all other movies out look like garbage, even the cia wasn't impressed with the zero sum thirty movie, only letterman was and everyone knows he's a jackarse and an ignoramus (respectfully) this sunday off to meet/spend day with a bulgarian guy and russian woman married couple with two kids, their two kids have the same genetic makeup as wifey: half russian/half bulgarian there's a movie advertising now on tv called 'quartet', it was so obnoxious, had to press the mute buttom, rest assured idiot americans and idiot anglo-saxons out there, that your ignorance obnoxiousness makes benji sick, probably as does past-dated spanish salami that is all, sirrah!!

reading ex-cia guy glenn carle's book: 'the interrogator'

ok so Benji ordered this book for only $20 today including postage and it will be out in hardcover in no time, but in the meantime there's this very detailed extract available online:

http://www.amazon.com/Interrogator-Education-Glenn-L-Carle/dp/1568586736/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1304135874&sr=1-1#reader_1568586736

reading it, peering invisibly, over the shoulder of the writer, as it were, this reader, as he walks up and down the hallways at the CIA feels somewhat like Dr. Nick below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YlmECL2ED2I

actually, some more notes while reading this book, at one point in Benji's life, from may 2002 thru december 2003, Benji was spending 18months in Australia between years spent in 'the west' afore and 'the east' post december 2003........ it was a baffling period for Benji's little mind which had already taken quite a battering from years of pot and alcohol usage in prior years.... in any case,  in the middle of said 18 month period, around the time the Americans started bombing and invading Iraq in march 2003, when President Bush was reading from his teleprompter, almost jumping out of his seat in apprehension and boldness and anticipation.... around this time, Benji was out among Sydney's 'northern beaches' area, also known as the 'insular peninsular'........ Benji made the acquaintance of an old guy who was around 65 years old at the time, Benji being 26/27... this old man was an old Australian navy guy and he actually lived in a 'granny flat' in his mother's backyard, his mother had a whopping 90 years of age or so, he was actually kind enough to put Benji up a nite and set up a bbq for Benji, a very cute, surfer girl, more of Benji's age appeared at some point by the sandy walkway near the old man's backyard and agreed to Benji's request for a hug, she sure was cute, maybe she didn't agree to the hug but in Benji's memory, she did, and her surfer girl cuteness bona fides were unquestionable...... anyway, this old Navy guy, he even had an Australian Navy passport, can you believe it? and in it it said, 'first mate'.... he was a 'first mate', how nice...... anyway, this guy was saying some CIA guy just came up to him on the beach, not that long beforehand, and asked him about attitudes in Australia, e.g., towards America.......

'how do you know he was a CIA agent?' Benji asked skeptically....

'he told me so!' said the old Navy guy............

in any case, the English race, as Shakespeare himself put it, are 'mad'.

after departing for China in late 2003 and leaving sunny Australia after an 18 month prolonged sojourn of mostly unemployment and some kind of culturally shocking aftershocks of living amongst the French and what not, including a few days of waking up and asking myself why i ever left America.... after spending a year in China, all of 2004, really, and the first quarter of 2005, i arrived in NYC for a half year stay there and the 'news' came out that the great journalists, the Pulitzer winners, had reported that the big bad U.S. govt. reading its own citizens emails! Unreasonable search and seizure! Unconstitutional! the poor unsuspecting masses, just as well they were saved by the great geniuses of the washington post or david wesser or whatever his name was....

really? Benji thought to himself in those early 2005 days in NYC, were these retards for serious? they hadn't imagined their govt. would have been spying on them by now, were they that dumb? maybe Benji was just overly paranoid

Just listen to green day or something.... keep smoking pot, watch the fat man Jay Leno, whatever dude, cowabunga!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ee_uujKuJMI  (green day)

well i have finished reading the internet excerpts and must now wait for the book, thank God the writer guy hasn't written back because those people are all a little spooky and it's good enough reading his book anyway to see the spookiness.... obviously he is unhappy with the spookiness and the people endorsing his book are unhappy with the spookiness in the sense of contradicting american constitutional values, most especially 'unreasonable search and seizures' and 'cruel and unusual punishment'........ look Benji has made no secret he thinks George W. Bush is a cute guy and he likes Fox News, Republicans, etc....

let Benji go out on a limb here, let's just pretend for a second that the evil wizard guy, Gargamel, from the Smurfs, he did the 9/11! and the 3/11 and the 7/7 in London and the Bali bombing..... let's just pretend that for a second...... if the Americans aren't seen going forward and kind of banging some drums and cracking some skulls but are just seen kind of watching 'Family Ties' reruns and strumming their hippy acoustic guitars, guess what?! all kinds of whackos would be EMBOLDENED by those attacks, especially the 9/11 attacks, key word: EMBOLDENED..... this is not to say that Benji doesn't appreciate Carle's perspective, on the contrary

life's complicated and it's full of whackjobs, that's for sure... right now, Benji is off to buy some xmas present for some whackjob kid's momma.... whackjob kid couldn't even get a job and prefers to piss and moan about his unfortunate childhood and bla bla bla and ask for a free handout for his momma's xmas present! he even had the audacity to ask for a bottle of jim beam for his momma! (wouldn't buy it for them, duh!)....... but you get the point, worst of all, whackjob kid now lives in Benji's area and Benji has a protective role to play around wifey and baby to come and possible whackjobs like this kid Cody must be dealt with... after buying his dopey present, not gonna talk to this kid anymore coz he is a whackjob, too many issues, and potentially dangerous

r-e-t-a-r-d-e-d

http://www.sho.com/sho/homeland/home
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l58NESfWDmQ (black eyed peas - retarded)

okay the ex cia guy glenn carle wrote back and benji will do his wikipedia page, so far it's pretty brief but a work in progress..... he's like some kind of brody or sthmg........ had been suffering under impression that they named brody from the tv show after patrick swayze's surfer guy in 'point break' but actually he was bodhi like the tree buddha used to chill under on hot days.....

so caught up with my u.s. citizen buddy christine last nite -- doctor phil's show still hasn't written back about putting her on his show.... i went to her crib and her balcony in a block of crappy housing units in a sloppy oasis surrounded by plush, expensive real estate in an area near good beaches, her balcony is on ground level so can just step over it  - like a metre high....... christine is talking like a full bogen (redneck) aussie, koori, house-o (australian person who relies on govt. housing - watch the movie:   http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2103538/)...... i grew up in a housing commission house on Luxford road in bidwill western sydney..... that's where we had that van Gogh painting, but people outgrow shit and Australia is a pretty fluid, reformist-styled, society, one buddy of mine was raised a dirt poor house-o and now wears a three piece suit and is a bank executive.... there is no accounting for Christine's stupidity and i am continually trying to coax her away from prostitution and drug abuse.......... seeing her effects/apartment last nite, i must say, she hasn't changed since our friendship in 1998/1999 in one thing: she is neat and minimalistic, tidy.... not a person to have junk strewn everywhere, if anything, she has less stuff now than ever, but is very neat and tidy.........Christine is a Libra... she's also half Dutch

well it's funny the ex-cia Carle guy wrote back, becoz in my blog, i had been working on the notion with my story Boriclav and Gergana and had effected a sub-effect on the blog with the postulation of 3 potential moslem extremist terrorists (all played by me, e.g., hassan:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aOKVntRxCo4)..... then i was listening to the bbc radio last nite in my car and it hit me! 'chad' !!! 'chad' !!! r u fucking serious!!!???? 'chad' --- just try saying the word 'chad' a few times

what does it mean? is it a country in africa? some piece of paper a hole-punch machine leaves dangling causing al gore to lose a presidential election in florida? for benji it's even worse! chad is some canadian dude in seoul that ruined benji's relationship with his canadian buddy in seoul somewhat

chad!

well i was gonna add to my hassan/akmed blog postings with some more of benji's typical 'tongue-in-cheek' mocking of the cia's methods of finding 'tayrorrists' (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nud53Vnwcns) when it turns out it's better to write Carle's wikipedia entry and read his book (will have to pay $$$ for it - don't want to ask him for a free copy)....... anyway, thanks to the bbc with their idiot appraisals of korean culture ('confucianist') - that's so stupid, and their mentioning 'chad' benji now knows where to take his Boriclav and Gergana story, well kind of, keep watching that posting for more adventures....

https://www.cia.gov/library/publications/the-world-factbook/geos/cd.html (learn more about chad here)

interesting tv

there's some cia guy, glenn carle, on the tv talking about his new book, he was a case agent tasked with recruiting turncoats and such but with 9/11 was recruited as an interrogator/torturer, he is middle aged and saying how in his generation torture is no good but under 35 year olds polled say torture is great.....

when i was a little boy in western sydney, polling was getting a kid and straddling his legs on either side of a poll and then pulling his crotch towards the poll, barrel of laughs the younger generation, and older folks today, with their cell phones, are torturing taxi drivers around the world every day, you can guarantee this cia guy will say torture isn't okay except for neo-cons, but this same cat will end up torturing a taxi driver stupidly and clumsily with obnoxious behavior, therefore: torture, smorture....

oh and someone go and poll glen carl and then send him to the toilet, or the restroom or the cistern or something

http://glenncarle.com/

actually, we (my, myself and I) have just emailed Glenn over his website, this is what we wrote:

Hi Glenn..... we taxi drivers, around the world, are being tortured daily by obnoxious behavior and obnoxious and disrespectful and downright hateful use of cell-phones.... you should try to use your position to champion laws curtailing cell phone usage in public places like trains, etc, japan already has laws like these on the books and cell phones can only be used on certain parts of trains..... this is not a joke

oh and 'university' is mispelt on your bio:

Mr. Carle holds international Economics from the Johns Hopkins Universrity School of Advanced International Studies.

God Bless

We are also in the process of writing an article about Carle on wikipedia.org and might finally make that donation to Jimmy Wales website we always meant to but never got round to doing


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Former CIA agent from an American family of military servicemen, originally a case agent tasked with recruiting alien turncoats towards U.S. governmental ends, after the World Trade Centre attacks in New York State and the aborted attack in Pennsylvania, Carle is approached by his superiors at the CIA to join the rendition team seeking confessions with a view to capturing Osama Bin Laden. He writes this topic in great detail in his book,


in other news, gay marine proposes to his boyfriend at the White House, and Cheney is all evil, right?

http://news.yahoo.com/gay-marine-proposes-boyfriend-white-house-222137561--abc-news-politics.html

latest from da benji

just went out and bought a pair of 'assassins' running shoes.... very foamy and spongy, great support and bounce - did a 4 mile run in them just great -- also bought a gym ball - that's almost 1 yard diameter inflated ball that you can sit on or do back exercises on, sitting on it now.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsO-ImYrYXA&feature=youtu.be  (benji enters no spin zone yesterday tuesday which was monday nite emission time)

unsure whether to fight or fuck Pitt....mmmm?

decided not to buy chanel 5... my old man used to use it all the time, benji used boucheron for a while but now air freshener is the way to go....

this guy calls his pudsy 'azrael' - must be a jewish thing

sad how the NFL guys were acting like girls on NFL wrap up... just saying... they had some winning coach from like the cold war, some white guy that coached the bears or some crap to superbowl.... there was nothing good on tv.... NFL is stupid too, just a bunch of girlie ignoramuses ramming eachother all the time... Benji gives great praise to 'mirror, mirror' movie and 'smurfs' movie, magnificent entertainment!

anyway, moving on, we were discussing the 'f' note harmonic, you can see in the previous posting that the 'f' note in music has a very definite scientific vibratory frequency, now that band of the electro-magnetic range that we can actually perceive through hearing is very small, but if u increase the vibrations tremendously, you come to a range of vibrations that you can perceive with your eyes, these are still the same kind of vibrations, electro-magnetic, but now, instead of hearing them, you are seeing them, here too there are 'f' notes that are harmonics of the sound 'f' note that has a specific vibratory frequency, in colors, 'f'/fa is expressed as just a little less than strong purple so a kind of violet color moving to lilac color....... this is 'f'

in smells and touch, there would also be an 'f' note harmonic, however at present, only specially trained scientists that prepare perfumes for a living are capable of distinguishing alot of smells, most people cannot distinguish smells professionally, i can guarantee that by finding the vibratory frequency of a smell, there would be a mathematically predictable correlation to it's value from A, B, C thru G..... i have described the characteristics of the 'e' note already on this blog, similar to spain, the country, piscean, saturnian, old, structured.... i would think that the nation France vibrates to the 'f' note..... it's hard to verify this kind of thing and first you need to come to an understanding of these 7 different arquetypes before you can start figuring out which nation vibrates to which note.....

unless you know the nation's birthday for sure, for example, the u.s.a. has her birthday on july 4th and this is exactly the first day of the 1/7th of the year ruled by mars after the 52 day moon cycle ends on july 3rd, this makes the u.s.a. a mars, g major (as opposed to g minor coming july 31st thru august 26th before the virgoan, mercurian energy begins)...... a 'g' major energy is a lover of conquest and a certain type that can 'carry an issue to victory' to quote spencer lewis' 'self-mastery and fate with the cycles of life'

the F major harmonic, beyond music

'by Jove!' 'by Jove old boy'.... apollo, jupiter.... by Jupiter you've done it? what does it mean?  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jove

 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mirror_Mirror_(film)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Socrates

F is a musical note, the fourth above C. It is also known as fa

When calculated in equal temperament with a reference of A above middle C as 440 Hz, the frequency of Middle F (F4) is approximately 349.228 Hz. 

following the ideas of H. Spencer Lewis' 'Self Master and Fate with the Cycles of Life'.... Benji finds himself once again, in the fifth seventh of his birth year that runs from Benji's birthday: May 16 to May 15.... so Benji, who is born May 16th, experiences four 7ths of each year (one 7th of a year being 52 days) until December 10th thru February 1st, when Benji begins to vibrate more particularly towards the 'F'  note as permeated by the planet Jupiter, all throughout our little home, Planet Earth.... this is a natural law and applies to all people: the 5th 7th of their birth year is ruled by Jupiter for a 52 day period.... this is a happy and successful time for Benji and all that come hither and thither on Earth...... 

do you know anyone born between October 17th and 52 days thereafter, December 8th? These happy Souls spend their entire lifetimes ruled over by Jupiter, apart from the 5th 7th of their birthyear......

Jupiter is good for: selling, renewing interest in philosophical pursuits.... philosophy, understanding harmony and harmonics..... acquiring languages for one's own self or for others.... higher minded pursuits like generosity, doing good for others.... also good for eating spicy foods, loving animals..... acquiring and experiencing happiness.... being lucky, experiencing good luck and good fortune.....

anyway bitches

let's analyze that kiddie school shooting some mo'....... first of all, it's in pretty poor taste for the media folks to talk about 'searching for answers' but since these typical american journalists are usually cowards driven by fear of losing their jobs and doing something to upset their career, we're not going to get anything realistic out of them,

besides, it's fun to pretend, right? one journalist was even quoting the pope! it's in terrible taste to invoke the pope since the pope oversees a mafia of child rapists who rape minors serially in the name of Jesus and Mary and God knows what else!

it turns out alot of the victims were catholics by the looks of it and the author cannot reasonably say that subscribing to that religion would help them with their ordeal........

see, if the author were a u.s. citizen and some kind of paid journalist of reuters or something like that, or a paid stand up comic social commentator journalist type, the author would just say: well look, that's what happens when you have a society of fuckwits (u.s. society) that sugarcoats everything, makes being a scumbag douchebag scum of the earth 'cool' and 'hip' and 'daring' and 'bold', and that always sweeps every problem under the mat while burying one's head under the sand and looking the other way for good measure, well that's the logical outcome: kiddy massacres, is it not?

or is the logical outcome Jesus flying into town on a magic cloud and gunning the baddies down so they can go to hell and then saving all the redneck morons of Kentucky that were praying in church on sundays and bringing them to some magic planet just outside the solar system with a picnic field called 'Paradise'?

no, the logical outcome to this sequence of actions:
having a society of fuckwits (u.s. society) that sugarcoats everything, makes being a scumbag, douchebag, scum of the earth 'cool' and 'hip' and 'daring' and 'bold', and that always sweeps every problem under the mat while burying one's head under the sand and looking the other way for good measure

is for a kiddy massacre to occur, that's logical

but the aforementioned circumstances are no good and no good begets no good

mass murderer adam lanza dominates american news cycle

so it wasn't that long ago we had the colorado guy who was very well educated, very well to do, a scientist kid, go to some batman movie cinema and gun everyone down there with seemingly no regard for the harm he would be causing their families who were sure to be upset about it afterwards

it's obvious that we live in a sick puppy little world, we're all just watching syria have a civil war, there are murderings and killings all the time........ so what goes through the head of a mass shooter? probably the one thing a mass-shooter doesn't think about is the harm he is causing to families of victims, he probably isn't capable of realizing the importance of individual relationships like that.........

and btw, all this talk about 'gun control' is just ridiculous.......... if someone wants to kill a bunch of people they can get a 4wd and ram them at a supermarket entranceway, or else they can go and buy a truck, fill it with petrol and make a big wick and kill 300 people......... being allowed to carry guns is awesome and it's just a pity one of the teachers at this kid's school didn't have one on them...... they should look to having shooting lessons and emergency guns for teachers at schools.........

golden globes time

http://movies.yahoo.com/photos/golden-globes-2013-nominees-snubs-and-surprises-1355412550-slideshow/129170-group-01r2-ful-jpg-photo--1846971334.html

ok, after scrolling thru the first 25 pictures in article above of golden globes movies, tv shows and actors, benji is thrilled to tell you he hasn't seen one of them and do you know why? becoz benji isn't interested in insular, insecure, drug-addicted people championing the importance of white-skin and an anglo-saxon name, it's just that simple......... good luck overcoming your insecurities of other races, losers!

past cia tactics facing challenges from european courts

the CIA recently was found liable along with the state of macedonia of the kidnapping and incarceration (and ill-treatment) of some guy called el-masri who was plucked from the streets in macedonia in 2003, how has the CIA been catching the bad guys? and have they broken a few eggs on the way to making an omelet?
here are some sample terrorists, hassan, walid and akmed, see below to see what they might look like:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aOKVntRxCo4&feature=youtu.be (unsavory terrorist 'hassan')
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFtY-ojuEIs&feature=youtu.be (unsavory terrorist 'walid')
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXqaB5L3SqM&feature=youtu.be (unsavory terrorist 'akmed')

what now follows is a guess on how the cia decided on their tactics, and strategies and general actions for their famous rendition program:
insert stuff here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-h5j_mAEEdw (any old random hippy music)

Quargy, child of the future

of the year 2340 to be precise....

in this day and age, genetic therapy is common, for example, if, like Quargy, you act out in school, scientists and doctors are more likely to tabulate a solution based upon your genes, science realizes, for example, that if you have any African genes, the Nigerian-type ones would be the problem, as the Nigerians are far and away the stupidest Africans.... observe Quargy

teacher: so class, what's 27 divided by 9 multiplied by 7?
Quargy: eat shit!!!!!!!!!1 (GASPS OF SHOCK, LITTLE HANDS COVER FACES)
teacher: (shocked) what???!!!
Quargy: you heard me bitch, eat shit!!!!!!!!!!
teacher: Quargy i think it's time we had a walk to the nurse's station

and so it goes, the world of the future another invention on the path to Nietzche's 'last man' that says, 'we have created happiness' and then blinks...... is the fully operational tv........ for example, note in my blog how i would like the brunettes on the Today show to be interactive, well in the future, they will be! and then tv will be entertaining at long last.... for instance, you want to watch the news, but all of a sudden, you want the newsreader to blow you a kiss and say, 'hello sailor, whatchu got cookin' there?'.......... well in the future we'll have tv presenters made of ones and zeros that are programmed to do exactly that at the click of a button right now we just have homosexual american sitcoms with dumb laugh tracks, snore!

billions of u.s. aid dollars to afghanistan go to fatcat afghani houses in UAE

http://news.yahoo.com/vast-sums-aid-continue-stolen-afghanistan-210655623.html

read this article or just look at my diagram below:

sigh

in 2004, global flavor of the month, korean singer PSY sang:

Some of the anti-American lyrics sung by PSY included the following verses: "Kill those fucking Yankees who have been torturing Iraqi captives and those who ordered them to torture," and "Kill [the Yankees'] daughters, mothers, daughters-in-law and fathers / Kill them all slowly and painfully."

That's what I'm talking about! and that's what al-Qaeda in Yemen is talking about too! just saying!

oh and btw, PSY will be performing at the White House soon.... Kill those effing Yankees PSY! ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

next pudsy song

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dipFMJckZOM (don mclean - starry night)

see this picture? it's by vincent van gogh, i grew up with this picture, for a large for of my childhood, that print, along with many others by other painters including hieronymous bosch and others stared down from the house walls.... hear that song? doesn't it just want to make you cry every time you hear it? just break down and start crying? i'll be using it for my next pudsy song, once the sunflowers in my garden bloom, which won't be long, as usual, the lyrics will be adjusted a little to reflect pudsy's existense, the challenge will be to sing it entire without breaking down into tears

 Starry, starry pudsy eat your pienso blue and grey, Look out on a summer's day, With eyes that know the darkness in mice soul. Shadows on the hills, Sketch the trees and the daffodils, Catch the breeze and the winter chills, In colors on the snowy linen land. Now I understand what you tried to meow to me, How you suffered for your pudsy, How you tried to set them free. They would not listen, they did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now. Starry, starry pudsy Flaming flowers that brightly blaze, Swirling clouds in violet haze, Reflect in pudsy's eyes of china blue. Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain, Weathered faces lined in pain, Are soothed beneath the pudsy's loving paw Now I understand what you tried to meow to me, How you suffered for your pudsy How you tried to set them free. They would not listen, they did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now. For they could not love you, But still your love was true. And when no hope was left in sight On that starry, starry night, You took your milk as pudsies often do. But I could have told you, pudsy, This world was never meant for one As beautiful as you. Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty halls, Frameless head on nameless walls, With eyes that watch the world and can't forget. Like the strangers that you've met, The ragged men in the ragged clothes, The silver thorn of bloody rose, Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow. Now I think I know what you tried to meow to me, How you suffered for your pudsy, How you tried to set them free. They would not listen, they're not listening still. Perhaps they never will...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l8wIn5L-RoE&feature=youtu.be

update, ok so after rehearsals, we cut a track and now we'll have it mixed in with the music and so forth, stand by for more

tv shows benji watches and frequency:

1) 20 heures - news from france in french - 1 per 2 weeks - too hard to understand

2) tve news from spain - once per 10 days or more often - understands everything but wary with good reason of catholic church

3) the view --- nauseating -- once per 10 days

4) the talk -- obnoxious -- once per 10 days

5) dr phil -- well received -- once per week at least - episodes are 1 year old as they are cheaper like this for local tv channel to buy

6) ellen -- too sugar coated girly dumb crap -- once per 10 days or less

7) fox news/o'reilly factor - have to see it at my mom's as no foxtel here -- once per 3 or 4 weeks... they need to do something to make it more interesting, after watching it intensely for over a year can honestly say the old dog of fox news channel is not learning new tricks

8) cbs this morning, part obnoxious/sugary, part likeable, once per 10 days or 20 days, at 4am after finishing work

9) today show nbc, less obnoxious, highly irrelevant, once per week sometimes more, at 4am after finishing work

10) football, nfl, once per week, normally weekends, days off, not that interested/passionate

11) 2.5 men, virtually never, the kid was right to say a christian wouldn't want to watch that filth, where was the laugh track when he said that les moonves you big herpes?

12) anger management with charlie sheen, after doing coke with charlie at a hotel in sydney which i mentioned earlier in this blog (actually i drove up to a hotel in sydney and saw charlie sheen doing photos with stalkers and drank some coke), caught a couple of episodes of anger management, it seems a lot cooler than 2.5 men which was getting old and a winning mood for sheen, however, wouldn't watch this show with more regularity than once per 2 or 3 months as not interested in laugh tracks and gay people

13) big bank theory.....[sic].... has now slowed down to frequency of pluto's orbital year: once per 33 years or so, too many laugh tracks and elementary school situations with leonard and blondie.... how old are they meant to be again?

14) ET: once per 2 weeks or less.... just not interested in coke addicts

15) inside edition, this one is with the black guy and blonde woman, actually looks better than ET, once per 2 weeks

16) TMZ: celebrity stalker, obnoxious papparazzo sit around office in LA and gossip like the girlie bitches they are, the women there do that too.... once per 5 or 6 weeks

17) some australian news emissions either from 7 9 or 10, e.g, while at gym running or else morning broadcasts, about 1 per week; sbs is less white/anglo than 7,9 and 10 and represents australia's considerably non european citizens more....about once per 3 weeks.... a newer generation of australian's is now evident with more hybridized genes, mostly australians, like myself (only genes from spain), do not have very new, diverse genes and therefore are weaker than could be and this is reflected in the local tv

a lot of these shows are just on in the background while benji reads news intensely and with great regularity over i'net or plays some dopey computer game for recreation

007 movie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StJLvbPIvTw (adele - skyfall trailer/song)

thumbs up! can u crack the code?

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bku4044Z3k&feature=youtu.be (benji's review)

http://news.yahoo.com/uk-police-unable-identify-man-fell-sky-075423972.html;_ylt=AiL.saU1MDc9KTyoyWOFwQFvaA8F;_ylu=X3oDMTNydTZuaG9zBG1pdANUb3BTdG9yeSBXb3JsZFNGBHBrZwM2MDc0ZWY0Yi0xOTE4LTNiNDgtODViOS1hY2Q4NGY5ZDcyODcEcG9zAzE0BHNlYwN0b3Bfc3RvcnkEdmVyAzkzYTllYTAyLTQyYmItMTFlMi1hY2ZlLTVkZDk0YTY4ZWE2ZA--;_ylg=X3oDMTFqOTI2ZDZmBGludGwDdXMEbGFuZwNlbi11cwRwc3RhaWQDBHBzdGNhdAN3b3JsZARwdANzZWN0aW9ucw--;_ylv=3

tough day in my office

what a parade of utter disrespectful scumbags came through my taxi today -- not all of them -- but enough to do damage -- even with shutting down obnoxious unwelcome phone calls and kicking out unbearable douchebags due to engine troubles i still had an unpaid fare from some thorough scumbags from england.... in fact, they were such pricks, it makes me ask myself why i should continue hypno-birthing classes with a person of english ethnicity when that is just affirm that it's okay for the 'queen' of england to be head of state of australia, thus furthering the institutionalized racism that that represents.... have been reading robert greene's ideas, they do seem interesting... watching american today show with brunette woman that looks like woman from cbs this morning, would pay $50 to see her blow a kiss and say hello sailor yeah the other brunette was talking about santa and the elves and couldn't help imagining bashing santa's brains in with a baseball bat.... his skull cracking open with heavy, bloody thuds, his brains eventually bleeding out over his fake white fluffy beard....

watchin' movies n' stuff

watch how we watch movies around here:   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_R0XPbjdSI&feature=youtu.be

ok so i caught 2 movies, the first australian, made a couple of years ago, it only grossed 80k at the box office but it wasn't that bad, 'wasted on the young'

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1647483/

it's not a bad movie it's very slick, however it's R-rated and features alot of violence and a gang-rape/date-rape scenario which isn't graphically portrayed but the subject matter is negative and will bring you down, teenagers are portrayed as very scummy, lacking in good values, etc....

then the 2nd movie was 'battleship' with the singer rhianna, it's an action genre film you've seen 
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1440129/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1

the kind before... not gonna tell you about it much here... typical hollywood crap....  here are some staples of this genre:

1) action scenes/special effects/explosions/thumping rollicking soundtrack with bombing sounds

2) light hearted banter and dramatic human interaction close-ups, screams, stitching bleeding bodies, etc, humanistic stuff, tears, love affairs, bravery, close ups on faces, etc

3) media news reports of alien invasion, fake cnn snippets, etc

4) pseudo intellectual stuff for all the mexicans in the flat part of hollywood around sunset boulevarde, etc, to cogitate on, in this movie it's 'the art of war'

let's not spoil this movie for you and instead talk about the 'art of war'  (yes there is the occasionally severely retarded thing like in 'independence day' - in this movie a relic wwii museum ship is made to turn like a speedboat) -- the film has to portray battle scene scenarios playing out between modern navy vessels (big ones) and alien technology which is a chance for the dorky cgi nerds to show off when they aren't playing world of warcraft... someone needs to go and make a documentary on these people that come up with stuff like the alien ships in this movie....

this movie does not really go 'hell for leather' in depicting full-on war scenes.... it does a lot of it but tries to mix that with some glorification of the baby-boomers who take over some wwii museum warship 'missouri' from wwii.....

anyway, i don't want to diss on this movie anymore for you... so let's look at the 'art of war' from wikipedia which nobody encourages you to use as it isn't 'peer reviewed'

this movie definitely addresses the idea of china and america going to war, maybe in 50 years time, big naval battles, that kind of thing.... see below for various chapters of the 'art of war'

here's a story from benji's as an ambulator around the world relevant.... in late 2005 after half a year in nyc, benji went off to work 5 weeks at some lame school an hour outside of beijing centre, so a suburb of beijing, really, called 'niulanshan'...that's nyc hong kong, hong kong fly to urumqi in xinjiang, spend 3 weeks there, fly to beijing... it was a little bit better than most schools in china, maybe the parents had to pay $2000 a year or something like that, all the teachers had smart labtop computers, the facilities were a little bit better than average.... one student at the school was a u.s. citizen and spoke american english, she was chinese but had spent some time living in america, somehow she seemed happy there in the uniform situation, everything in china is very uniform, people dress the same at school, same hairstyles, it's a little like the military.... one day in the cafeteria there was this totally lame guy, found out later his wife completely hated benji and everything the benji represents...... bully for her, an individual even comes to hating his own self at some point, and nobody is an island unto themself, right.... still, in china, you keep your emotions and your energy to urself, you don't go around dispersing it everywhere like a drunken, carousing, westerner, that's not true, actually chinese people eventually will fall to drinking alcohol stupidly and acting the fool and you will leave them, never to return, that is a fact.....

the hater woman's husband seemed interested one time in talking about the 'art of war' book.... it all sounded a bit lame, china's a goddam disgrace and everyone knows it..... i don't hate chinese people but if there were a massive war break out in my life with china i would most def. sign up and start gunning down chinese people if i had to, for the sake of democracy and all that shit, even though i don't hate chinese people, like their food, and generally like china......

there is definitely a streak of idiotic nationalism there which so far the government has only been able to deflect against japan... they might bully the phillipinos for a while but it's not like they're gonna really attack anyone right? like the japanese? anyway, sure would be interesting to see it

one of my taxi customers last nite was chinese, born in australia, talked like a total girl and gay guy all in one, somehow you felt he wasn't one of these gays having clusterfuck sex with 100 guys in the same nite, just kind of gay and girlie sounding when he talked..... anyway, it turned out he loves american football and is a goddam expert on it....... a guy from missouri or somewhere was explaining the nite before that there are two divisions: afc and nfc starting from two separate leagues that were created, each division has four conferences, north, south, east and west and there are 4 teams in each conference making a total of 32 teams

turned out the chinese girly guy's favorite team is st louis rams or sthmg like that, when asked what conference/division they are in he knows it, it's like west and afc or sthmg like that and he knows seattle seahawks, arizona cardinals sf 49ers are in his team's league... he really knows his shit! it was a real surprise

moving back to chinese people, from communist china, they're pretty smart and pretty savvy about shit in general..... all you can do is challenge them to become a democracy, try doing it next time you hear some of them hawking mucus at ur local airport burger chain like jack in the box, e.g., by LAX, and see what they tell you, try asking them: 'hey so when are you gonna get the vote in china'.... that's something you can do for homework


Chapter summary

The beginning of The Art of War in a classical bamboo book from the reign of the Qianlong Emperor

1. Laying Plans/The Calculations explores the five fundamental factors (the Way, seasons, terrain, leadership and management) and seven elements that determine the outcomes of military engagements. By thinking, assessing and comparing these points, a commander can calculate his chances of victory. Habitual deviation from these calculations will ensure failure via improper action. The text stresses that war is a very grave matter for the state and must not be commenced without due consideration.
2. Waging War/The Challenge explains how to understand the economy of warfare and how success requires winning decisive engagements quickly. This section advises that successful military campaigns require limiting the cost of competition and conflict.
3. Attack by Stratagem/The Plan of Attack defines the source of strength as unity, not size, and discusses the five factors that are needed to succeed in any war. In order of importance, these critical factors are: Attack, Strategy, Alliances, Army and Cities.
4. Tactical Dispositions/Positioning explains the importance of defending existing positions until a commander is capable of advancing from those positions in safety. It teaches commanders the importance of recognizing strategic opportunities, and teaches not to create opportunities for the enemy.
5. Energy/Directing explains the use of creativity and timing in building an army's momentum.
6. Weak Points & Strong/Illusion and Reality explains how an army's opportunities come from the openings in the environment caused by the relative weakness of the enemy in a given area.
7. Maneuvering/Engaging The Force explains the dangers of direct conflict and how to win those confrontations when they are forced upon the commander.
8. Variation in Tactics/The Nine Variations focuses on the need for flexibility in an army's responses. It explains how to respond to shifting circumstances successfully.
9. The Army on the March/Moving The Force describes the different situations in which an army finds itself as it moves through new enemy territories, and how to respond to these situations. Much of this section focuses on evaluating the intentions of others.
10. Terrain/Situational Positioning looks at the three general areas of resistance (distance, dangers and barriers) and the six types of ground positions that arise from them. Each of these six field positions offer certain advantages and disadvantages.
11. The Nine Situations/Nine Terrains describes the nine common situations (or stages) in a campaign, from scattering to deadly, and the specific focus that a commander will need in order to successfully navigate them.
12. The Attack by Fire/Fiery Attack explains the general use of weapons and the specific use of the environment as a weapon. This section examines the five targets for attack, the five types of environmental attack and the appropriate responses to such attacks.
13. The Use of Spies/The Use of Intelligence focuses on the importance of developing good information sources, and specifies the five types of intelligence sources and how to best manage each of them.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StTvyvKeNzg

also while working at this niulanshan school, i just realized while discovering some american guy's '48 laws of power' http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_48_Laws_of_Power..... that george and laura bush the president and 1st lady of the time were in beijing at some point during those 5 weeks.... they were blabbing something about freedom of religion and making a point of attending a church in beijing.... i had a chinese newspaper with a picture of them on my quarter's floor for a day or so and i must say, i never did see laura bush with such an intelligent look on her face as in that picture at that church in beijing.... it was in fact, a very quizzical puzzled look on her face but translated as intelligent to me..... in passing it's worth mentioning that it's hard to imagine Jesus taking off in china as the Jesus presented to us by most Christians comes with some ridiculous notions like resurrection and rhapsody and all kinds of nonsense which contradict even the four evangelical books themselves....

let's discuss this in conjunction with 'the 48 laws of power'.... how does Jesus' teaching compare to the '48 laws of power'..... we are told in the wikipedia article that big rappers and big important rich types in america love this book...... really? is it wise to correlate wealth with power? in china there is great wealth and many things nominally belong to the State however in reality there is a constant play for power and certain players arise, often through sordidness such as bribes, contract murders, etc,.... Jesus is said to tell us to eschew great wealth in the Bible however many christians, like george and laura bush, ignore this basic tenet of modern Christianity as it is presented in various churches....after all, great wealth can buy great education, can it not?....well, maybe it can't, especially with free internet.... now Jesus tells us to turn the other cheek, if someone askds for your shirt, give them your jacket too, this seems to fly in the face of the '48 Laws of Power' and yet, if the bible is to be believed, Jesus is telling us he sits at the 'right hand of power' from now on (whatever that means - maybe some guy made that part up anyway, right? who even knows what's real and what isn't about christianity, maybe some priest in the middle ages made up the poo-pooing about wealth too)........ what about turn the other cheek? doesn't this contradict: law 15 of power: crush your enemy totally?.......... we really don't have much to go off with Jesus, later he is meant to be telling us: if your eye offends you pluck it out...... presumably, in the great battle over vanity and ego, after we are done turning the other check we end up hating ourselves and like vincent van gogh, we are tempted to cut our own ears off.... maybe after all of this we will finally experience the kingdom of heaven or great peace that Jesus tells us is within, maybe on the journey to that kingdom we should 'crush the enemy totally' as Robert Greene tells us, after all, Greene has sold 1.2 million copies and became rich, Jesus never made any royalties or won any financial perpetuities for his Bible-resulting actions and we are told that Earthly treasures will not last long in Heaven as eventually, in any case, we will die......... so Jesus is telling us about cultivating the Soul and not Earthly power as Greene teaches us..... well China is full of powerful tall poppies, just as is America, but in both countries, the little people outnumber the big people 10,000 to 1 and more.... in any case, Jesus' Soul cultivation leads to temporal Earthly power: the ability to perform miracles here on Earth, healing the lame, feeding the hungry, etc, with this kind of power, the issue then becomes how does one wield it? one writer posits that the people of Jesus' time were some of them afraid that he might use his power to harm them..... talking about crushing the enemy completely, the typical Jesus story is very interesting: Jesus intentionally, and using 50 cent's 50 rules of power rule number 1: intensely aware of reality, chooses a bad apple, Judas, who will seek to crush Jesus completely, Jesus knows these, knows exactly when and how Judas will betray him, and still goes along with a grand scale turning of the other cheek, and poor old Judas is left to go off and hang himself.... we're told Jesus dies after this and maybe this is why so many American movies have dumb endings.... if a person leaves it to the Mel Gibson's of this world to explain Jesus to them, then that person deserves to get cancer or something, right!? in fact, Jesus does not die on the cross and it doesn't say that in the Bible either, it says he gives up the Holy Ghost which descended on him when John baptised him.... in any case, whatever happens after that, whether Jesus goes on to live to be 125 or whatever, what's clear is that Jesus is nobody's fool, he is calm and in control of things, and he is volunteering himself to be crucified as a way of turning the other cheek and practicing what he taught.... it doesn't at all seem compatible with Greene, Greene is dealing with people being comfortable with a job as a corporate manager or a ridiculous pedestal and ridiculous relationship with the public through the modern media like 50 cent/curtis jackson

benji can tell you what's real to benji: all things of the world are passing, it is an accepted fact that wealth ends at Death and is to be willed to family, friends or charity afterwards..... wealth is important in life as it is important to have good sanitary conditions and objects and possessions that are of a good quality nature.... redistributing one's own wealth to the poor and needy is sure to bring a reward from Heaven, however a person's wife will never allow this on a very large scale, so a person should focus instead, if marrying and mating, on producing offspring with diverse genes to one's own....... turning the other cheek is an excellent philosophy of an individual's general getting by in societies here and there however this would not be see to cover statecraft and the strength and welfare of a particular state, e.g., china or america..... although it would be an interesting experiment for state's to try, certainly the chinese have more than any other nation on Earth practiced exactly this thing after the japanese invasion and american interferences on her land immediately before ww2......

for real spiritual evolution, turning the other cheek and disarming of passion are essential.... a person cannot be a prince and a senator in every lifetime, the person's Soul cannot go forward like this and Heaven does not permit it.... it falls to Heaven to dictate where the Soul is born and into which family, it is next to impossible for certain Souls to achieve certain things without even being born into the right family, caste, etc, in the first place, therefore the Soul is attracted to the right family, nation, etc, for its needs, and every lifetime is just another day in the life of the Soul, even in the Bible, Jesus asks his disciples who they thought he was and one answers: some say you are Elijah returned, obviously by this he means Elijah, from the old testament, reincarnated as Jesus, obviously, most american 'christians' who are really somewhat anti-christ-like wilfully ignore this obvious fact and the many references to eschewing wealth in Christian teachings just reveals that they are not interested in a great many aspects of the evangelicals and instead are interested in posturing like the hypocrites that Jesus criticizes for thanking God for their lack of sinfulness who are actually worse, according to Jesus, than the genuinely repenting thieves who do not cease to steal as they need the money, but who are in any case, genuinely contrite about it..... if a person is wilfully ignorant, and a great many are, then let him after that seek out his 48 laws of power, or stick his head in the sand, or make that law 49: stick your head in the sand and keep it there because you're a sucker....

give to Caesar what is Caesar's is what Jesus is said to tell us in the Bible, therefore, let the rubes have their idiot moron cultures and idiot moron conceptions, God in his wisdom has given us so many Nations, you will find plenty of strengths in one Nation to offset the weaknesses of the first one that upset you.... another conception Jesus is said to say is to 'judge not lest ye be judged'..... this applies to constantly sledging people, i confess, i have taken this habit up myself and it is not generally a good habit, while you will observe alot of negative behavior that you would have to be blind not to see, approaching a child-like 'kingdom of heaven' mentality would most likely bring your mind and consciousness to another plane where you are no longer looking to become a gossipping bitch/prick always harping like a whining prick/arsehole/cunt/bitch about another's weaknesses/shortcomings

people that think by appearing on television they are somehow powerful are wrong... and the rich are always suiciding when things stop going their way.... likewise, selling alot of albums is not a sign of power either.... realize that in an eco-system, there are many species that use eachother and co-operate eachother for the mutual good and this is the same with the media and 'artists' of this world and the movers and shakers and wealthy, etc.... it's all very ephemeral....... focusing on achieving self-mastery and spiritual mastery over life, observe rule 1: never outshine the master.......... this is wrong, in gnosticism there is an expression: the student will end up outperforming the master..... in the Bible Jesus talks about faith and tells the 11 good disciples that they will do greater things than he did.... the student will outshine the master, this is a good thing to happen.......

why do you want to be powerful? so your skin can become shrivelled and pinched and you can bury your last ingot of gold in a secret hidden hole? what is the point of it? to have your legs blown off by a bomb? people should want to be powerful like Jesus was powerful in order to be righteous and strong, not weak.... people should not seek to Lord things over others in temporal affairs except where a person is submitting a challenge to someone else as he feels it's necessary to help the other party become stronger......

http://usatoday30.usatoday.com/life/enter/books/b736.htm

look at this other law: infection: avoid the unhappy and weak.... that's a nice law for happy days but at some point you want to get out of your comfort zone and challenge urself, right? and Jesus didn't avoid the unhappy and weak, he cured their lame limbs with some mysterious power, so again Jesus: 1, Robert Greene: 0.... Robert Greene is a dickead same as Robin Williams is a dickead, rule 0.1

this Greene is talking about how to be a sycophant! Let Smithers from 'the Simpsons' read his book! http://robertgreene.net/50-cent-the-50th-law.html

masterful appraisal of comedian robin williams' career

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bppESiIbdyU&feature=youtu.be

okay, that was a masterful appraisal of comedian robin williams' career of course, but now, you know pamela anderson right? just a blonde sexpot to jack off to and generally another symbol of humanity's failure to go forward, right? it's not like she could have done anything with her career except for run around on baywatch right? wrong! i thought so too but actually she appeared in a relatively unknown mini-series from los angeles called: 'VIP' that ran from 1998-2002 - this show is really cool! well done for being on something halfway okay Pamela..... and hey, like they say in australia, show us your frontbum!
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0134269/plotsummary

moving on, marilyn munroe, she appears in some 1957 movie, 'the prince and the showgirl' loosely based on that english prince in the 1950s that abdicated the english maxi-stool (or throne) to marry his girlfriend, but nominally said to be based on some ficticious balkan king.... while this movie is unwatchable it's amazing to think of the time the players spent putting on their outfits and the amazing outfits that went into this movie, alot of work, too bad it's crap anyway

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0050861/plotsummary

jennifer lopez (j.lo) is in australia

lying in bed, having just done 2 shifts, more to go until having saturday off... nursing a poop which needs to be given birth to soon..... jennifer lopez is in australia.... she just flashed up on the tv a moment ago, couldn't even watch, her very existence and the fact that she just flashed up on the tv makes me want to crawl up into a ball and mumble 'ploops, ploops!' self-defensively, and then run outside and run a big old white flag above my house..... how is this? well actually, despite not being able to recall any of lopez's work at the moment (wasn't she in an oliver stone film or something like that - highway or sthmg?), not even one song, the reality is that seeing lopez on the tv in australia makes you realize what dumb isolated rubes we all are round these parts..... just a thought or two of life in america makes u realize you're always gonna get better radio stations there - digital too (except for ryan seacrest who is a girl and gayer than aids) as opposed to the dumb english rednecks here.... same with the tv over there, you could watch some local tv in small town anywhere in america and feel you're getting something more culturally erudite than the anglo-saxon fare here, that's for sure.... some aussie here last nite offered to teach me how to hang-glide... he actually had hang-gliding equipment in his crib....we'll see if he's serious or no about it some other time when he's sober... i sat and watched him smoke a joint, i hadn't been around anyone smoking marijuana in YEARS...the smell is certainly as pungent as always....


see this song below? it's on high rotation (like all other songs are) on australian radio here, it's a sweedish techno styled song....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rglaHc8vCQ8  (some techno music constantly on the radio in australia)

remember my buddy christine that i finished my last blog on her note? i emailed dr. phil's tv show yesterday to see if we can get christine on it as she now has a crystal meth problem instead of heroine...

strange memories time: early 1996, murcia, spain.... i was walking in a supermarket there in andalucia, a carefree 19 year old in the levante..... they were selling t-shirts, big bright orange ones with the word 'techno' on them and lots of splattering design around about it.... i remember i wore that shirt for weeks on end there in murcia hopefully not days in a row without washing it but can't remember.... what a magnificent corner of the Earth that place and alicante always seemed to be, naturally speaking.... the rolling low hills in the desert there, the 'huertas' growing crops with their carefully constructed irrigation piping systems carefully allotting precious water, one of western europe's genuine fruits baskets...... i remember a dream i had sleeping at nite one time there in murcia: my head had grown fruits or something like that instead of hair... actually it had grown out and into dreadlocks with the dust from the ceiling from the renovation work and the visits to the beach.... i remember the spanish girlfriend i made there, she was half swiss, the next year i'd bring a californian girlfriend back there and years later one from washington state....i always had wheels there, a small gold-colored seat 127.... ostensibly, my only achievements there were achieving some home renovations such as painting, etc and passing a pre-entrance university exam to get into the spanish university system... with the californian girl one time we accidentally drove into a bona-fide gypsy town after climbing a mountain there..... my buddy aurora the debt-collection lawyer lived in that town too.... another time, i met up with another californian buddy there on a weekend away from madrid and her spanish techno-listening ecstasy munchin' buddies... another time i stayed at a four-star hotel there and observed the low majestic rolling hills in the desert from the confines of the splendid hotel resort..... the train ride an hour north to alicante is magnificent and reveals the valleys and hills and huertas between the two towns.....

hear, this techno song was more popular in those days probably:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StTvyvKeNzg  (robert miles)

i remember one time my father was in town and we had a paella bbq and he smoked some hashish right there with the rest of us, there was even a cop present who was probably smoking too, probably half of spain smokes hashish constantly however my father never had smoked any his entire life and it was a surprise to see him want to try it out there..... he said it never affected him, i know he told me that when he was a university student in spain him and his buddies would take amphetamines to stay awake days and study.... when i studied for my pre-entrance exam in murcia, i dumped my girlfriend the half-swiss girl in a really cold way, i'm a bit messed up like that, but anyway, once she was out of the picture, i had six solid weeks to swat hard and that's exactly what i did, for six weeks, i'd get up, make some madalenas (cakes) and milk for breakfast and sit at the table, cross my legs and put an elbow on the table and try to master the subject matter at hand: history of art, spanish language (grammar and suchlike) and whatever the other subject was, maybe modern history, for those six weeks in murcia, apart from some sparse renovations like sand-papering or painting, my entire life was the table and those books, later on i was in eton, england, right by windsor castle, you could actually see it from the crib i was in, when i called the automatic info line and kind of found out i passed that test, i say 'kind-of' because i was always so dumb at understanding things in spanish, i even had trouble understanding the recorded female voice saying 'apto' (apt=pass).....

i remember i often felt a beautiful connection to the land there, not that my genes were ever from that part of spain, so far south and all, still, driving around the little towns there, really brought something home there in terms of those hills, the scenery, the desert there.... i certainly never felt that bond with the land in china or america or elsewhere in europe......(the land in california is very excellent though, possibly the best in the world)

another time me and a buddy and his woman were rolling out to a beach there and he joked and said i had a flat tire, i spat the dummy and threw my icecream on the ground and we stopped the car and looked at the tire, there was nothing wrong with it and my buddy was laughing at my anger and the fact i'd wasted a perfectly good ice-cream

another time, some cops caught me driving late at nite up a one-way street in the wrong direction and completely drunk... i was in luck as one of them received an emergency call from the niteclub i was just at where a fight had broken out, i later found it, i think, and the guy grilling me told me i had just been very lucky, i got back into my car and drove another 200 metres and crawled into bed...i was about 19 or 20...

another time i gave a morrocan a ride back to his car which had run out of petrol..... he said i mustn't be from spain coz all the spaniards were too racist to give him a ride, but hey, let him build up morroco's wealth and then give a spaniard a free ride there when they go there to make some money i say

http://news.yahoo.com/prosecutors-warn-pot-smoking-public-still-outlawed-washington-040754809.html;_ylt=Aufl4XoytCHp60Jq0_NeOUFtzwcF;_ylu=X3oDMTNvMWRpZTRwBG1pdANUb3BTdG9yeSBVU1NGBHBrZwNhMDE3MzUzNS1kNDE0LTMzMTktODQ2Ni00NjY0N2FlNzAyNjgEcG9zAzE4BHNlYwN0b3Bfc3RvcnkEdmVyAzViNmMwZmExLTNmZTctMTFlMi04N2Y2LWRkY2VmYzZlNDg4OQ--;_ylg=X3oDMTFoaTA0amh2BGludGwDdXMEbGFuZwNlbi11cwRwc3RhaWQDBHBzdGNhdAN1LXMEcHQDc2VjdGlvbnM-;_ylv=3

so you watch ncsi, how dumb does that really make you anyway?

you know fatty foods will make you fat, and listening to mozart will make you smart, but just how dumb will certain american cultural dishes like 'ncsi' and 'time magazine' make you anyway, watch:


i) cbs this morning:  consider banging your head gently against a solid brick wall in order to garner greater brain cell activity than watching cbs this morning

ii) ncsi: of all the csi spin-offs, easily the dumbest show on tv with cast members exhibiting less intelligence than the buoys on the love boat, drinking a case of beer couldn't make you dumber than watching this abortion of intelligence... being capable of watching more than 2 minutes of ncsi indicates an extremely low level of core intelligence.... being able to watch an entire episode would send an ambulance to your home in an ideal world for immediate brain surgery to save you..... you know that scene in 'billy madison' where the jeopardy host guy says this? --->  it's like that... if you're a fan of ncsi consider just moving to egypt permanently
(  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hfYJsQAhl0  )


iii) time magazine, used to be you could almost barely recall the days when reading 'time magazine' probably meant you could string some coherent phrases together, right? not anymore, now the greatest minds using 'time magazine' just try smoking it for cerebral stimulation

iv) leno/letterman/conan et al:  clinical studies have shown that emptying a vial of white-out into a plastic lunch bag and repeatedly inhaling it is both more intellectually uplifting but also emotionally more satisfying than watching the aforementioned minor blips of mediocrity

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_GjFMzVT7c (which is better?)