Supreme Love Gods, Souled Out....
https://youtu.be/xCdLNKc7CYU?si=kXrHBCVYCYA7fJT7
The podcast host looks like Sheldon's girlfriend from big bang theory.... Sharon opens up. I have a regular gardening customer called Sharon, she's poorer and unmarried, most are married and richer often with children or grandchildren. I understand Sharon has some medical issues also. Her garden is smaller than average.
https://youtu.be/7hsvA4-zWAI?si=Pnhca50WJI6k2c74
Hadn't slept overnight for a while on the boat. Did one gardening job like 3.5 hours then headed to the boat via Subway footlong veggie delight with avocado. Plus a chocolate bar and some American grapes. I was meant to wash the grapes as the packaging warned me of sulphur dioxide.
Could barely sttay awake at 5pm and basically slept through to 3am. Waking occasionally at the sound and rocking of the strong overnight southerly buster as they call it.
I dreamt I was in Spain and at a bar talking at a table to some guy in Spanish. I barely stood out as a stranger or foreigner as my Spanish accent wasn't too mixed. I was talking about my grandfather's businesses, ie his bar at Puerta del Sol, in Madrid, El Urugayo bar. Then some hot looking woman like mid 20s comes in and asks who wants an orgy which is not typical Spanish behavior really. Two guys end up approaching her, one kissing her right there then the dream is like a movie it cuts to a house and now she's telling the two guys they have to pay ($$$). The two guys don't want to pay and head for their car out front but they turn into some kind of animal like a frog and party girl turns into a frog also I think.
Ok here's the link to my dance video, some Australian like lady in Nevada challenges moi to a dance off this is my response, Sharon's in it too.... Nevada is Spanish for snowy....
https://benjamin-english-the-ossie-spaniard.blogspot.com/2018/05/my-dance-video.html
Sharon mentions a near death experience and five orbs. In my dance video there are three Thunderbird ships and two Trident type nuclear launched missiles that fuse over the shot of the family garage where my sister and father suicided in 1999 and 2008. I guess the two nukes represent their spirits leaving the house to be born again. Also a sense of damage and destruction their deaths caused I suppose. I believe it's possible upon shooting this video I had found their reincarnations which is something I take seriously. I'll add some Christian quotes below further to that. The three detectives in the dance video mirror one that I had already interviewed with I guess regarding a Pakistani guy that had volunteered in Afghanistan as a US army translator for haazari or whichever language and subsequently suicided in the same garage less than a year before the dance video. The other two detectives came later and were in the front yard of the property asking me about a death in the neighborhood which occurred in a house at the end of a nearby cul de sac. I believe my mother's mother may have reincarnated into that cul de sac at the time as a two year old. The murder at the end of the street was eventually solved by the detectives. I remember driving towards them after church with my kids one day thinking they were Mormons then chucking a bitch (u turn) immediately outside my mother's house and the detectives stepping to my passenger side window as I pulled up and immediately asking me,
'what do you know?' at this point my brain had just registered on the turn they were carrying side holsters and chunky guns like glocks and weren't Mormons.
The episode of South Park really stood out in my mind as I believe I saw it while living in an extremely unbelievable neighborhood in Shenzhen China in early 2006. It was around this time that I last saw my father as I quickly flew over to Australia for a couple of weeks to visit. My brother at the time introduced me to a likeable church friend of his, Salve, a half Philippine half Japanese woman dating some kind of total dipshit Australian federal police guy. Salve and her other friend half Phillipine half something else were both libras and we ended up hanging out with one of their male buddies from the aforementioned neighborhood who was Anglo Australian and the son of a Vietnam veteran. The South Park episode is funny as the taco guy poops ice cream and his normal real alien appearance is terrifying. I guess they have made a whole world of their own. I'm also a student of Hindu vedic lore and my level of study basically makes me a de facto member of the Brahma caste in India. Ask any Hindu.
Ok 23 minutes in and Sharon mentions she wanted to knock someone's teeth out and she's grateful for the table and love. She's approaching the concept of oneness of God which is opposite to the concept of polytheism that I introduced in the previous paragraph about hindus. Hindus are known for being polytheists and just yesterday I believe celebrated Ganesh their elephant god that facilitates commerce and removes obstacles. With lao tzu he talks about the unnamed Thing being the Dao or God and the named thing being the mother of 10,000 things. The aforementioned taco and South park boys are that 10,000. Watch.
Ok Sharon's talking about her stroke and the medications she was on, Sharon Stone not my gardening customer who I certainly do not listen to at 437am. My brain is reminding me about going to 'Mosman' tomorrow morning for gardening. Maybe Sharon (Stone) can afford a house in mosman but I can't. Then my brain slipped over to the end of my first month in America, the twin towers were down and the Pentagon got hit. My boss Billy is power washing the moss off the cedar shake roofs in Richmond Virginia. Another interesting Lao Tzu quote: the sage is sick of sickness and is therefore not sick. I guess in my brain I was pressure washing moss with Billy then flash forward four years and I'm knocking on Billy's door again in Virginia but no one is answering the door. Billy doesn't want to know me.
Wow when these Hollywood types start schmoozing it's like when Martin Short in the 3 amigos starts schmoozing...
https://youtu.be/KR9jlO1sPDY?si=7MW8OC-XaLST6bCs
Ok now Sharon is talking about getting hit by lightening with her father back on the farm. She says her father was descended from the Huguenot French royal bloodline in a direct line. Ok I mentioned locating my father's reincarnation after his spirit left the garage in my video clip where he'd hung himself,(shocking and horrendous). Ok so obviously if you relocate dead family members in their next lifetime you'll be talking to the parents more. The mother of boy in question, Tania, a Ukrainian, mentioned I could work with a team of removalists. I was a taxi driver at the time so easy to take a break from that no questions asked. Moving furniture is back breaking work so I never liked it. One day I was getting all the unpacked unassembled flat cardboard boxes together on a utility vehicle belonging to the business and the lightening and thunder got so close white light flashed all around me and there was no pause with the booming thunder, it was all around me but I wasn't electrocuted. I'm still in touch with Tania every few years but I mostly just forget her I think I owe her an email.
Wow Sharon's talking about the pharoh reincarnated. You know I think it's possible Joe Biden is the reincarnation of the pharoh from the book of Exodus and Moses. I definitely think there have been a lot of pharaohs including whoever.
Ok Sharon and Mrs Sheldon are talking about compassion, their acting core, method acting, the dark side of the self. I mean I played dungeons and dragons with my buddies when I was 10 or 11. I guess I never think about it much anymore either. I didn't learn skateboard while standing until my late 30s and into my 40s. Gurney, skateboard whatever.
Ok Gargamel escapes prison....
https://youtu.be/NZbkRnG6yxs?si=xxOVUgi8cvyMKGdO
Ok Lao Tzu and his 10,000 things, here's one of them:
https://youtu.be/rdl_kXUrdIs?si=VUEykHijBSm8tgeQ
It's good Ms Stone and Mrs Sheldon never had to have sex with Gargamel to make this podcast.
Ok Sharon's talking about consulting with a psychic at 23. It's not something I'd normally do but it did happen to me at 19 and I was embarrassed by the result. Just like Stan and his crush on Wendy or whoever I was dating a beautiful girl at 19. She was half Swiss half Spanish. I did like her a lot and we were having good times together. From her mother's perspective my friend was failing college and had to study more. I mean I had so many great memories with this girl and she was very loving and really seemed to love me. She took me to a college party and one of the guys there said to me, when a girl looks at you like that you can do whatever you want with her. She wanted to rush into sex quickly which was ok I guess. I don't know that I had strong feelings for her but I could see she was loving and kind and now I had a life and friends. Instead of just being alone. Anyway the psychic said I'd break up with her. On one side of my brain like I want to achieve things, in this case, getting into college in Spain where this unfolded. To get into college I'd have to start swatting my studies full time like I did at the end of high school in Australia where I scored in the top 19% in my state. If I continued dating Elsa I wouldn't pass my exam. There was just no way. On top of that a grown adult telling me I'd break up with this lady added to the aforementioned realization. Next time I saw Elsa she realized I was cold and unresponsive to her. I told her about the psychic and what she'd said. She was incredulous that I'd take it that seriously. I never mentioned studying for that exam but that's what I really wanted, to pass that test and go to college. I dumped Elsa, it was cold, and I started swatting like crazy for that exam, I didn't fuck around, I sat at the table everyday, crossed my legs and studied history of art, philosophy, Spanish language, I even went to an academy for tutoring. Plus I had to do carpentry, renovation work on the side in any free time. I still called Elsa again we even met up one more time, my aforementioned father and sister were there too. She wore a red dress and I heard she was dating some other guy in the neighborhood. She was kind of like my aforementioned sister, a leo that always wanted to be dating a guy no matter what. I ended up passing that exam 50.7% by the hairs (skin of your teeth) as they say in Spain.
Ok Stone is reading Mrs Sheldon's vibes and comes up with 67, that was the address I put on two envelopes I posted to movie directors Tarantino and Rodriguez in California one time. As a result I got an invitation to a Hollywood party event thing via email. It's good to post letters.
You know this Stone isn't wearing ripped clothing. Sometimes women like to wear ripped clothing. My wife has ripped jeans and I commented on how they made her look homeless or whatever but actually women are very calculating how they dress and show off their skin. Even just with rips. Stone is talking about her post stroke change in perceptions. The sun came up a while ago so I've been up for like almost four hours after almost ten hours sleep.
Fentanyl and meth we built a prison we built the pyramids it all started with a big bang....
https://youtu.be/hQjF0-T45dQ?si=ax7LKIQVMVguANQh
Teddy's journey to get his GED extremely similar to my aforementioned situation in Spain. Elsa's father was an executive at the big Juver brand juice company nearby. Their symbol was also a teddy, I know because I was often wearing the Juver teddy shirt. It's good to be young.
https://youtu.be/2UBYT9teTIs?si=pBwr4T5sG3Jd9BY-
Who's house is it?
https://youtu.be/0xMJZHrG_94?si=FtbV5okgWN-kuyMG
Jesus talking to Nicodemus is a famous nighttime meeting found in the John 3 Bible Passage where Jesus explains that a person must be "born again" to see the kingdom of God. [
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Key Details of the Meeting
- Who was Nicodemus? He was a Pharisee and a Jewish religious leader, as well as a teacher of Israel.
- Why did he come at night? He likely visited Jesus after dark to avoid being seen by other Jewish leaders who opposed Jesus.
The "Born Again" message: Jesus told him that no one can enter God's kingdom without being born of water and the Spirit.
The "keys of Hades" or "keys of death and Hades" are found in Revelation 1:18, where Jesus says:
"I am the Living One; I was dead, and now look, I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades."
In John 14:12, Jesus tells his disciples that whoever believes in him will do the works he has been doing and will do "even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father".
This phrase is a famous teaching from Jesus in the Bible Gateway found in Matthew 5:29.Meaning of the VerseThe literal words: Jesus says that if your right eye causes you to sin, you should pull it out and throw it away.
Luke 9:59–60: Jesus tells a man to follow Him. The man replies, "Lord, allow me first to go and bury my father." Jesus responds, "Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and proclaim the kingdom of God."
Matthew 8:21–22: A disciple asks to first go bury his father, and Jesus tells him, "Follow Me, and let the dead bury their own dead."
Jesus told the crowds that if they were willing to accept it, John the Baptist was the promised Elijah [0.6.4, Matthew 11:14].
Hidden identity: Jesus later told His disciples that Elijah had already come, but people did not recognize him and treated him poorly, referring to John's execution.
