'sup slurts ---- so wife's buddy today at the swimming pool is talking about how her buddy is having a 40th birthday party on a fire truck (which is really a party truck that looks like a fire truck) -- so wifi got invited to that and went to that -- nobody ever invites me to anything due to having no friends so just stayed home and took care of the kids -- the plan was to go to the circus but alex was almost asleep after the ten minute drive and just wanted to go to sleep, not to the circus so we went home and put him to sleep a few hours ago then had to babysit the girl all evening until she fell asleep around ten minutes ago around 1015pm -- she's at this funny age - 17 months - where she can't talk but same time her mind is very curious and playful and she's very affectionate and agreeable to be around --- guess that age won't last forever so just got to enjoy it while you can
so the first thing to put on the tv was a Margaret thatcher documentary, then watched a little Britney spears documentary, not much.........then saw an interview with jim Morrison's dad who was also an admiral in the u.s. navy, done in 2008 a little before he died and also with his daughter who was jim Morrison's sister......... then saw a few interviews with john densmore from the doors publicizing some book he released maybe 3 years ago I take it............. then the kid fell asleep so put her nearby alex to sleep and the wifi is still out partying
so today, was talking to a guy I used to be a little friendly with almost 20 years ago or say occasionally, rarely as a teenager, but then a little moreso as a 21 year old -- I didn't really know him well -- my sister, the one that lives in spain now, was in his sister's year in high school.....he tells me this sister had four kids, the first with one guy, then the other three with another guy, the youngest is ten and the eldest around 23..........he thinks she's kooky and says she's had some non-mental health related issues......... he also says his mom is in a mental hospital now with some issues and her mental health has gone south lately --- he's kind of just taking care of his kid by himself, I think his kid is like 3 or 4 years old, not very old --- he married a real crazy bitch -- actually that was the first wife, I went to their wedding in like late 1997, some of my old clique from high school were kind of bitching about his bride and what a nut she was and I guess that's standard, someone invites you to their wedding, buys you all the food and everything, you dress up real nice and then top it all off by spouting off mean and nasty things about the bride -- this is why I have no friends -- because people are arseholes ............ so anyway, that was actually his first bride, who I must admit, was a little kooky............ the second bride I never met but a very reliable source posited that she was even kookier than the first, if memory serves me well -- in any case, from what John has stated, the second wife, and mother of his child, is a real whackjob and he has even subpoenaed her mental health records so as use them against her in their bitter divorce court proceedings which are dragging on very slowly......... when I told him that my wife was going out to a 40th birthday party he told me to better watch out because 'that's how it starts', apparently this wife of his (now ex-wife) was searching for guys, bikies, from motorbike gangs, on some website dedicated to that, during their marriage and keeping it secret ----
actually I've been renewing this old acquaintanceship as of maybe half a year ago I guess, with an average of one phone call every two months, totalling 3 now is what I would say if questioned very seriously but of course everything is a blur now and my life and state of mind is very different to what it had been in various earlier phases of life so I just feel like i'm flowing down the stream nicely and there's a gentle breeze and everyday is more is less hunky dory so I can't reckon time very well in terms of which month something happened -- there's not much to go on.......... I told john I might go visit his mom in the mental hospital -- she was always real nice -- I remembered her that way, as real nice ---- another Croatian guy I knew (John and his mom are Croatian) -- I visited him a few times a few years ago, kind of out of charity I guess --- he was really in a lousy way in my opinion --- I tried to be nice to him but he just got sick of it and even he didn't want to be my friend! he preferred a cockroach to be his friend over me! or the owl in his backyard! so you see, nobody wants to be my friend except for my two kids! --- my wife is already too jaded with me after years of disappointment I guess, to want to really be my friend and is more like someone that just tolerates me like maybe she feels like she's doing me a favour --- it certainly won't take much for some other guy to sweep her off her feet............ my kids like me but they like anyone that sticks around their mom so if I left and grandma came along they wouldn't really miss me much and would end up forgetting me........ they're great guys though, the two of them, I regret I can't do more for them in terms of spending time, etc, but i'm just working too many hours to feel much energy
benji's viewing choices for you:
didn't you used to be staten island? interview with linda blair: --- blair and reagen - watch out for that!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Q2s-gfWswE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6L9cBPJMmVs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6OtrZoqN-xo
or, just watch a videoclip song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khrx-zrG460
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