tirando

'sup bitches?  -- in spain when people ask you how you are, you can say, 'tirando' -- it means, getting by, doing ok..... literally it means 'throwing'......... flirting with someone is 'tirando los tejos' -- throwing the tiles

spain is a veritable repository of homely expressions like that, often full of meaning......

anyway, lately it's just been catch up on two old hobbies: jacking off to webporn (not in a proud way though, ha ha) and ufo-ology.......... what's amazing is that somehow the two hobbies are related... for you see, if you can acquaint yourself with the thinking of modern ufologists, most alien encounters are about abducting humans for sexual reproductive purposes, which includes egg harvesting and sperm harvesting......... all is done with superhuman technologies from different galactic monsters capable of travelling faster than the speed of light...........

i have booked counselling session for me and wifi at ivf clinic on tuesday... she is anxious to fall pregnant again and we have no ufos to abduct her and impregnate her with inter-galactic spawn...... this was one key issue making benji nervous, her anxiousness......also a general cessation of desire to co-habit with her momma which is the kid's nurse at the moment.......also we need a plan for childcare and i wanted my wife to get her momma to go home sooner - out of the picture.......... it was an emotionally volatile period, feeling like fred flintstone at the end of the episode where he is left outside of the home - instead of the sabre-tooth tiger and banging on the bedrock door screaming 'wilma!'; although HOME is only 17 minute walk away from my current home, HOME kind of feels like many, many light years away in time and space, paradoxically as we are now both in the same suburb, auburn, that we have enjoyed for years now, but somehow home/wifi/our son seem in a parallel dimension now............ that is a thankful thing in the case of her mother and time and space apart from her suits me fine........... in fact, i feel that some space monsters from ritugelen or sirius or wherever they come from are actually closer in time and space, relatively speaking, than my mother in law is now, despite her abiding in my normal home, which is, i repeat, only 17 minute walk away from my current temporary home for a few months......... this is a mystery, how can sirius, many light years from here, the purveyor of wheat to the planet earth, be closer than somewhere only a mile or two away, i can't explain it, but i feel it to be true.......... although possibly internet porn is even closer, but again, it was shot on other continents and in periods long past now too........... go figure

i haven't seen business this bad in my 5 years almost of taxi driving in sydney, these last three shifts have only made $100 each shift, that's barely $10 an hour! --- it has NEVER been this bad.......... so i will start taking time off a few days starting this sunday as it's not worth the effort, will probably go camping a few days.... get back to nature, i know a nice spot in the blue mountains that's by a lake, murphy's glen or something like that --- my car needs a replacement tire, $85, ca-ching, can you imagine working 9 hours just to buy a lousy tire? still, most people in china cannot even have a car at all, and even if they could, their roads are such jokes they'd just be sitting in traffic for 2 hours breathing crap and spitting lugeys..... tried lecturing some commie chinese girl tonight in burger king (called 'hungry jacks' here in sydney) about spitting on floor indoors being nasty, she just pretended not to understand, that's typical commie chinese for you, they'll spit on a floor anywhere indoors, even in america!