Yo! Not being a lawyer, I should have gotten better instructions from my lawyer about signing contract of sale today. I haven't signed it yet, I want to talk to her. Anyway I kinda wished I'd asked for more. Still with that shitty asbestos roof and black history, kind of feel like 630k is ok.
Newport marina yacht explosion, heard all the way in Narrabeen, lady in midst of explosion miraculously unscathed. Says hi to Benji today, still jumpy and nervous... Happened on my son's last birthday, turning eight y'all. She's a pretty lady for 54 years old. Keeps referring to her hubby as ex hubby and looks like she's on the prowl.... Even in the news report she's telling reporters it's her former hubby. Maybe he wanted her dead! Ha ha. What a miraculous survival she is completely unscathed. I met her today at work, she's jumpy! That's the kind of boat I'm going to learn on in January (before it exploded).
Watch:
https://youtu.be/pRiO1fC6Obc
Half of 466k u.s. meh, not worth being an Alvarez all those years. I'll try to remember to set up my Will properly in every future lifetime instead of just not taking care of that stuff. What a nightmare. Will buy a sailboat possibly. Migrating to america also an option. Good time to come in from Mexico.
https://youtu.be/9lkQPpSOtz8
Bruz if you had bought a shit ton of Tesla shares in 2018 you would be rolling in the money now. I'm not going to compare myself with a big entrepreneur like Elon, or bug Hollywood superstars like Alec Baldwin or even just super hipster technically skilled like the lady Baldwin unintentionally killed. Or even to proficient skateboarders, my foot is still not ok after ten days coming off my board. Not even to the stylist Martin, that Elon's first Mrs refers to. I will however, use her idea to run a kind of AI program about women in my life. That's the beauty of today's world, everything you publish online becomes part of an algorithmic matrix, and makes you essentially, a computer programmer. So while I don't know Python or c+ or whatever, and I gave up programing after a burst of it around 14 years old, along with my advanced first year university studies in mathematics at age 11, of logarithms and calculus and the like, I understand AI is so advanced now, that my blog is essentially a computer program. Unlike Elon I am not afraid of AI in any way, no reservations, and I hope Elon will stay quiet about cryptocurrency as his utterances tend to disturb the pond water.
Having said that, let's roll through the years of Benji's more or less failed relationships, what the women would really say, if they could really be truthful:
1994 - Suzie speaks: it wasn't enough for me banging on in the sack with my black boyfriend Francis. When Ben burst into my circle of girlfriends and started dancing with us, I'd believe him when he told me he was 20 (but he was only 18). Then on our first date after that he brings me to play pool, I'm winning, it's like I'm too good for him at pool. Ben makes me an offer, whoever wins the next game of pool has the other for a slave tonight. That's how I became Ben's slave.
1996 - I'm walking down the street in my hometown in the south of Spain with my sister. We're dressed in masks for some kind of mardi gras. I see Ben walking towards us and burst into his face saying something about Jim Morrison or something who I'm obsessed with. Ben and I spend some nice times together then he dumps me in a really cold, unbelievable way. I can't believe it.
1996 - Ben hits on me in a niteclub in Spain. He's the only guy around that speaks English. Before I go back to California and gobble more ecstasy and get a Doctorate in psychology and live the liberal dream, I need Ben to pound my beaver for half a year non stop because I'm greedy.
1998 - Ben is super hung up on his ex girlfriend from California, he must have really loved that girl. Now he'll never see me as good enough. Anyway I still get to have him for a boyfriend which is a million times better than masturbating. This is great. Ben screws me so hard for eighteen months I have permanent scars on my knees. Life is peachy keen.
2001 - Ben and I move in together. I love Ben. Why won't Ben follow me to Seattle and marry me, oh because he's an alcoholic pothead with issues. We spend a pleasant half year together, I'm a pervert anyway, I hate Ben. Highlights: mom and dad visiting from Seattle, taking train to Paris with Ben and the folks.
Late 2001 - I welcome Ben's ass to america. I probably still want to screw as many guys as possible but I don't have a lot of game. I don't want to get overly serious about Ben, maybe he's out of my league or something. Maybe I can screw Randy on the side or Ben is trying to screw one if the girls in college. Ben is leaving in three months to go live in Paris, I want to join him. He says no and dumps me, boo hoo. Then he disses me, what a jerk.
2004 - Ben and I have sex, then I start crying and tell Ben about the time I got raped, must be really eating me up inside. I've got issues and kind of am psycho, I think Ben noticed. He left me. Oh wait there he is again, he's not going to go after my girlfriend while I'm out is he? No way! She looks more like a fat bear than a human, no way. Dinnertime with Ben and my bear friend, the last supper, did Ben do something with her?
2005 Ben screws me then I think he'll want to marry me. Ben tells me to take my stuff out if his crib and don't bother coming back.
2005 Ben takes me on a date we watch kill bill 2, he looks totally loaded and lives at a super fancy four star hotel resort, he must be stinking rich from Australia. He'll be my ticket out of china maybe. Ben tells me he's leaving to go live in NYC, I tell him I'm shocked. He calls me later, supposedly from NYC to ask if I'm pregnant.
2005 I move into Ben and his landlord's crib in NYC. I haven't gotten laid properly since my military hubby divorced me. I still keep a picture if him in my closet along with a glass vase we shared when we lived together, it represents the children we never had together, like flowers. Ben is ok in bed but acts worse than a girl. I tell him he's worse than a girl. He wants to go back to china. We talk a little later on the phone when he says he's returned to america from china. I tell him I'm not going to California. I give him a ride to the airport in NYC so he can go back to china. He must love china y'all. He was nice to my parents the one time they met.
2006 Ben kisses me for an hour plus non stop in Hollywood late at night. We don't do much else. I have to go back to Russia y'all. It's a gee thang. We ride in a limo in Hollywood one time. Ben asks me to stay with him in LA and forget about Russia but I'm like no.
Now with this gypsy kings karaoke you can sing hotel California in Spanish:
https://youtu.be/6gEAdZ1UrQU
Singing that isn't a course requirement. Ladies in Ben's life less than one week not listed (except bear lady). Or Selki in Seoul. Neither the fish John West rejects. In the exam: should you trust DJ Paul? Explain. Who must represent east Tennessee? (Hint, it's not Ben).
https://youtu.be/nyZW0jFZNv0
Anyway Musk is asking now on Twitter should he sell a 10% stake in Tesla (worth 200 billion??? taxed at a paltry 20%). I saw a little bit of him on TED talking up his cars, and as someone that has literally spent since late 2009 driving for a career, I spend a lot of my time driving, and I'm very impressed with Musk when he has his make a kickass car hat on. I'd like to be able to talk to him for a few hours to understand what is stopping the rollout of driverless technology, although of course chips are scarce everywhere, and geopolitically I understand that china is not sophisticated enough politically to excel in chipmaking. Taiwan's chip foundries are geopolitically sensitive eggs which the u.s. military must protect like baby eagle eggs.
Really though, unless I'm completely ignorant and mistaken, I'd say cryto and feeding the poor are a PR distraction for Musk, who seems to enjoy interacting with the public, in a seemingly healthy way. But I'd say he should focus on hydrogen technology for cars as well as his current pursuits with Tesla. They're running hydrogen so cheaply from water and finding so many ways to stop it exploding like my colleague's (ex) hubby's yacht, I can't see why hydrogen isn't a bigger thing.
Musk has a point about not donating to the UN because of corruption issues. There's a very good charity running out of LA California with very low overheads. Can't remember the name right now. International rescue fund or something. God likes feeding the poor.
This American fellow makes the case very well:
https://youtu.be/JOWFPTzK7D4
This rings true to me. Not least because I would not be surprised if Abraham himself lived in Petra itself. And the Koran mentions Becca (weeping/Petra) as the home of actual Abraham. Archeologists were even able to dig up 470 catapult stones referred to in some old writings.
As a newly converted Muslim who immediately read the Koran and became a Muslim the moment my brother passed away four and a half years ago. (Admittedly I cheat during the fasting month by drinking coffee during the daytime and sometimes I eat non halal meat etc), I now realise there is absolutely no need for me to go to Saudi Arabia for haj at all, but simply to Petra (in Jordan) for haj. Although I suppose there are still fixed times for that although I think there are also dispensations for not timing haj correctly so I'll check that.
I mentioned the bin Ladens in a recent post. Most people don't realise that Osama bin Laden's father was a very important construction magnate in Saudi Arabia, very close to the King there at the time of constructing the new haj complex. Prior to Osama bin Laden's father overseeing the construction of the new haj complex, thousands and thousands of Muslims were really performing haj in extremely sub standard conditions, bin Laden senior with money from the King of Saudi Arabia fixed this problem and streamlined the area. As a Muslim I thought I'd be going to that new complex one day, but actually, like the Rosicrucian AMORC scholars I followed closely as a kid, some of whom actually travelled to Petra for historical/archeological reasons, I guess I'll be going to Jordan for Haj and not Mecca at all. Maybe I'll have to start writing letters to authorities in Jordan about it.
This doesn't affect my vision of Judaism. You know I was on the bus to the wailing Wall in Jerusalem circa April 2002 during an Intifada right? I was warmly received by American Jews all around there. You know Jewish guys watch porn movies backwards because they love it when the hooker pays the money back, just sayin' is all.
Documentary on Petra:
https://youtu.be/6xQaEZbVras
https://youtu.be/k8VaSsOE8AU
On the contrary, my assumption is it will be rigged by Democrats.
Hey!
I don't pay that much attention to Matt. He's in a crypto.com commercial and I'm up around $800 ATM with them. When I get serious I won't be putting major amounts with them but with the respective blockchains directly. My bestie is extremely capable, in the market over seven years already and very knowledgeable. I'll try to become a millionaire. Matt is also in a new Ridley Scott movie, the Duel, which is a French period peace, looks interesting. Might watch it in the future if the stars align, would be sure to enjoy it no doubt. Will keep you posted.
Lil Flip. What it do is practically almost religion for Benji so no surprise I'm listening to it as church reconvened after a four month or so blackout shutdown. Everyone was online streaming but I passed, I think online streaming is silly. (Zoom meetings, silly). No place for that in religion but possibly useful for organising actual humanitarian activities. It was nice catching up with the folks from church on Sunday, also Halloween day which has become a big deal in Australia.
Kati Morton, now she's talking about religious abuse. It turns out she was raised a Mormon or something like that by the looks of it. Interesting. Psychotherapists charge like $200 - $300 an hour and I'm reluctant to spend that at the taxpayer's expense, or my own. However I can use knowledge from Kati and a free voluntary phone service for phone counselling, to have access to different minds, willing to listen. While they aren't psychotherapists, I understand enough to analyse what I'm saying so it's like psychotherapy. Having a mother my entire life on anti psychotics (or worse, off them) and also a brutal sob brother eventually on them like 20+ years, kind of makes me like a psychiatrist or something. In fact I'd love it if Kati could talk about crazy people burnout, where you get burned out dealing with crazy people as a professional or family member.
Kati:
https://youtu.be/7HwSGXPKzw8
https://youtu.be/GztRh8isKKc
When you think about over population and resource supplies or lack thereof, well I might think about really kind of mediocre people, especially Europeans, adopting a very rickitty, hypocritical stance about climate change or the like. Prince Charles gets to put himself front and centre and grab some attention and the technocrats and leadership cadre of Europe's morbidly apathetic, NIHILISTIC, uncaring masses, who absolutely refuse to fight a war for anything, get to do the same. A kind of continental Prince Charles clone, if you will.
Any logical thinking, right leaning American in his right mind, that can actually think intelligently, would tell you China is depleting resources at a clip and posturing and preening is detrimental. And NOONE is challenging them.
In fact, this cadre of Europeans and corrupt UN representatives are an absolute liability to big business and the global populations in general. These are left leaning do-gooders like Joe Biden, with the absolute ability to 'mess shit up' as the fashionably dark skinned Obama would say.
In fact, notice how conveniently the do gooder posture of seeming to care about the environment seems to offer the Pope an opportunity of do gooding, just at the pivotal moment Catholic Spain FINALLY began to realise that Catholic (black magician) priests sexually molesting kids is a criminal offence (hey it only took around over a thousand years to figure that out, come on man).
I know, it's hard not to get carried away with the rabble, spilling forward towards the devil's negative influences. A catchy song, a few laughs, suddenly you have forgotten what the glaringly obviously truth looks like inbetween mouthfuls of chewing sugar filled fattening food like so much bovine cud. Benji understands.
Hurrah! Exeunt, flourish of trumpets ensues.
