No eternal reward will forgive us now for wasting the dawn

 Just sayin'

https://youtu.be/5bdC7k2Nu4s

Having a buddy over for dinner, Ben. Surprise to say we've never actually met in person but know each other a little over the phone and have similar beliefs. Was going to collect him from the train station but he's early and exactly on time for the bus so he should be able to just walk over from the bus stop.

Don't know much about Ben's personal life. He mentioned living with his father until recently, over the phone. We both know an American guy, Todd, through a mutual interest in Swedenborg philosophy.

Hours later

Ok Ben said we met around four years ago and I gave him a ride on that occasion to nearby train station, near to Todd's church. Can't remember. Todd is not your average Bible basher as the Swedenborg church is extremely different to other Christian churches and full of arcane knowledge. Todd says he had a petrol station business in Pennsylvania but it didn't make so much money coz snow and ice are bad for gas station business in the wintertime in rural, isolated places or something. Can't really remember. Regarding my friendship with Todd and his Canadian wife, when my brother passed away it changed my life/family dynamic vis my relationship with my mother. Created trauma, damaged my relationship with Todd and other friends. 

Let's stick to easier to understand things like electronics, big part of my relationship with my father as a little kid was electronics as he was an electrical engineer after getting requalified in Australia and that's something we'd talk about when I was young. Also doing stuff like soldering and studying math. I mentioned recently the case of an eight year old or so cellphone being left overnight outside to mist up in the mister process of overnight mistiness (outdoor fog), the circuit boards are damaged and reveal the true hidden chinese BIOS embedded in the circuitry of the chips, very clear when the phone couldn't boot up Samsung software but instead only chinese characters on an internal OS.

Now consider Vici when her circuitry gets wet drinking chocolate milkshake. (Similar to my brother's old Samsung phone or whichever that phone was).

https://youtu.be/YUxfNw7aBRI

You might also consider the actress who played Vici:

https://youtu.be/HYCeK-z0Wl0

FBI seizes Giuliani's electronic gadgets: absolutely eyebrow raising

 I mean if you're one of those ladies that has no actual eyebrow hairs or you're one of the folks with cancer Biden hasn't saved yet (try touching his hem if the Secret Service lets you), we can still say 'eyebrow raising', sans hair ¿No?

Anyway I'm not an expert on that but it looks interesting. Here's something more amazing possibly than Hunter Biden's freedom to take drugs and flout the law: try getting an old phone like a Samsung. Leave it outside overnight when it's dewey and misty overnight. The water condensation will infiltrate your phone and damage it's normal operating system (BIOS). It's core operating system (what you might call shell BIOS) starts booting up in Chinese with Chinese characters... Even though it's meant to be a Korean phone, that's about as creepy as the way the FBI surveils Flynn and Trump, Giuliani or moreso even:

Vote: phone BIOS actually is Chinese creepier (text SEXY1)

FBI stalking Trump associates like they're Al-Qaeda creepiest no doubt (text SEXY2)

Severe inbreeding in European Royal families

 Hapsburgs: astoundingly inbred.

George III, KING of England and America pre Washington, inbred to the point of insanity, Hanover family.

https://youtu.be/NRStCaAXvzY

I could make jokes about new Zealand's Anglos and Tasmanian Anglos being inbred, same as mainland Australian Anglos would, however I haven't been genetically tested, wouldn't want to be hypocritical if inbred myself. Just sayin'

Discussing coronavirus origins

 Here's a good report from my favorite Australian journalist, Liz Hayes

https://youtu.be/zgTeNFIY-b0

It's accurate and informative and then Liz dives into the usual Donald Trump is the Antichrist irrationality normal for her ilk in the five eyes countries.

When you understand there are big pieces of economic pie at play and big tech and lefty media and the CCCP party, a brutal bloodthirsty dictatorship with velvet gloves, you have to realise the following:

The Republican party and Trump were cheated out of the election by a confluence of forces, not a centrally lead conspiracy: Democrats using fraudulent ballots. Facebook funding actual election procedures to the tune of hundreds of millions of dollars (when the law states it's for the u.s. government to do), separate to Facebook's actual disinformation and suppression policies. Propaganda from majority leftist media like Liz Hayes (actual morons that believe in three gay dads on a birth certificate and no mom is progress (ie., Satanists,) let's call a spade a spade).

You don't need to be a virology expert to understand:

Virologists and the like are not judges or PR experts. They aren't making basic sense when drawing many conclusions.

Another indicator of the level of ignorance of Liz and her Anglo Saxon buddies, easily the most arrogant and racist people I know of, apart from the communist Chinese (in fact many high level communist Chinese thugs have been trained at Australian universities, what a surprise). Therefore when you want to sift what useful Liz and her Anglo supremacist buddies can report from their basic instinctual tendency towards gross moronism, consider that their guy in Shanghai or wherever, is on mainland Chinese territory and will have his life effectively ruined, possibly with torture, by contradicting anything the Party line says, and in fact, has already very likely been coached on what the line is. These cases are neverending in China, any basic student of China knows this.

I've given up on considering the typical western media as anything other than an adulterous lying Satan. They're in a fight for survival now just groaning about racism constantly. When I tell you the Anglo Saxon in Australia and communist CHINESE are the most ignorant and arrogant racist, that's relative to my interests and my reality, and it happens to coincide in some aspects to what other races and interests experience. I did find black Americans in America racist, although only a minority, many of whom were losers, not a major problem and they're in stiff competition with illegal aliens so why dwell on it? This Democrat government in America with its moron woke media champions is an abomination. No, I'm not a fanatical Jesuit or Muslim hellbent on converting people to Catholicism or Islam either. I know Fox News was absolutely blindsided by the election fraud and Newsmax failed to report this properly. The only reports that could be found were with Joshua Phillips and NTD. While absolutely loving NTD I do not share the latter's blind pro-catholic church in China, 100% hostile to the CCP psychology. From where I sit, the Catholic church is more evil than China's apathetic ignorance and brutal government. China is essentially a sicko country that needs to stop torturing people and stealing their organs and enforcing sterilization of anyone against their will. The English in Australia stink, by proxy, everyone that follows their English redneck dinky dye 'authentic-ness' PR BS rot. Just look at the NRL Rugby commentators how they scream garble talk to have a perfect understanding of what's wrong with Australia's backward backwoods psychology. Having said that, communist China's government is typified by evil and scumbag thuggery for sheeple and actual misinformed rude cretins, no doubt.

I mean if you look at the Democrat media just lying about Russia collusion for the first two years of Trump's presidency, just absolutely repeating it like a delusional mantra, it's scary to think schizophrenics and sociopaths and actual psychopaths are subverting your democracy in America and now it's like blame whitey, you can't even talk unless you're a lefty dyke liar. Unbelievable. Actual schizophrenics controlling the media. Insane. Let me tell you because I'm a master at dealing with nuts on and off their meds: it's not going to be pretty. Can't imagine this virus is going anywhere. Best thing would be a war with China to flush it out a bit but nowadays everyone's fed up with normal war and clinging to comfort.

This documentary shows great promise then breaks down on the notion of denialism China could let it spread around. Weak minded.

Let's stay with the facts: viral load. This is where if you get a small amount of virus, you might fight it off and survive (like a booster shot). If you get a big amount you might well be overwhelmed. To get a big amount you need to be exposed to a lot of virus, either on static objects like door handles, from breathing air even recycled air conditioner air, from a high viral load carrier. Also some science is unclear like super spreaders and super spreader events. Lockdowns become political and preoccupies media who can't or won't report on anything else due basically incompetence and worshipping the universities (nutty lefties) as the source of Truth. In India it's clear they gave up on lockdowns as unfeasible and will either go on burying literally millions or vaccinate and lockdown. This is because many Indians are carrying and spreading massive viral loads. Affection for the dead and dying will actually lead to more deaths and viral shedding. Sad to say it's better off letting the dead die peacefully without taking and spreading their obviously heavy viral load through close contact. This is raw hysteria in motion in India now. Absolutely fascinating to watch from a psychological perspective and undeniably human. We're truly all the same. Genetically we're not though, and it's my understanding Asian bodies genetically have different formations which actually cause their bodies to burn considerably faster, ie in a cremation situation. I once told a black friend I needed more light to film him because black skin obviously soaks up more light than white skin which reflects it, he had no idea, thanks 'fake equality'. Poor slummy close contact big number places like India, Brazil and China are going to have deaths in the millions. Easy. The only way to follow lockdowns in China is to watch NTD, they're the only news agency accurately covering this.

Since India is apparently the world's largest exporter of vaccines, likely there'll be a shortfall of vaccines in coming months. So America was lucky to deal with severe virus cases first. Least they're all vaccinated now. Consider making it mandatory for u.s. military. Pretty serious.

Letting flights from India into your country now is nuts. One recent flight to Hong Kong had like every single person in it carrying the virus. Crazy.

Calling it in bro

Ok I finally got through to someone in American radio land. Over in Texas. However I got the times mixed up. As 230am here in Sydney apparently is 1130am there (the day before). So the producer I spoke to said Mr Salcedo is on at 7am. Which would be 10pm in Sydney, much more convenient.

So maybe you'll hear me on the Chris Salcedo show one of these days. We'll see.

You know what Salcedo means don't you? It means something. 

Let's have another look at Hunter Biden's teeth, disadvantaged teeth...

 

Follow the link:

https://benjamin-english-the-ossie-spaniard.blogspot.com/2021/04/can-you-feel-it.html

Tap them toes: 

https://youtu.be/RvuVFHTvdaY

Ok random question: 

Ben, I'm not sure if I should watch the new Mortal Kombat movie, what do you recommend?

I say don't watch it. Look at Hunter's real teeth for a few seconds (if you're Hunter Biden use a mirror) and get on with your life. You'll save your mind mental poisoning and two hours. Remember the Spanish motto on the national coat of arms: plus ultra

Mortal Kombat bro:

https://youtu.be/RcqlLWFnILE

Australia's bizarre take on sexual assault

 https://9now.nine.com.au/60-minutes/60-minutes-survivors-call-for-teen-sexual-assault-education/3c1b4c5f-52da-4991-ac54-e89987c0dece

A lot of the female dominated media in Australia is constantly pushing an agenda lately of sexual assault and man bashing (everything is one way, women are in denial about female perpetrated emotional abuse as a form of domestic violence and female instigated coercive control).

Don't act like a dumb slut and maybe you won't be treated like one. Is it rocket science bitches of both genders?

Strange to say, Australian schoolgirls are obligated to wear slutty short skirts. Many of them, a minority still, choose to have them shortened so short their actual arsecheeks are showing as if they were in their bedrooms walking to the restroom. In plain daylight for everyone to see. If you say, well shouldn't these girls be wearing skirts below their knees not constantly looking super sexy slutty like ice skaters? Then you are a repressive, toxic masculine, freedom hating force. In fact, the innocent and naive girls should be sluttified by every force out there and then left to complain impotently, is the current wisdom. This is considered winning in Australia, a continent peopled by morons and cretins to a great extent. 

In fact in England there was a case of a Muslim Girl insisting she only wear ankle length dresses and she was expelled for this. So stop and think about the toxic feminity these nasty hos in the Australian media are pushing: look but don't touch, we insist you must look. Putrid cretinism. 

Try not screwing married people you aren't married to while you're at it, dumbasses.

Benji has spoken. Hurrah.

On a different note, this short film is somewhat amusing:

https://youtu.be/JGFnptNM8Es

Tired of sitting around staring at the burning remains of your shop in Milwaukee?

 

Try photocopying your bottom and faxing it to Newsmax:

(561) 494-0922

Try using dark coloured pens when writing messages on your derriere like 'help me'.

Yesterday Australia's Federal govt mandates Victoria State must withdraw from bilateral 'belt and road' agreement with China

 economy/beijing-slams-australias-suicidal-attack-after-government-cancels-victorias-belt-and-road-agreement/news-story/7899de00a5bf59eb42b94f6c0652f55a

The right of centre Daily Telegraph says: 

Commies Upset with Us Again, Warn of 'Crippling Countermeasures' Chinese tyrant Xi Ly-ing's loyal munchkins are madder than a bankrupt Wuhan bat butcher after Marise Payne canned Victorian ...

My understanding is this is in line with actual powers that the Federal government wrote up for itself in the past few months in light of the fallout with China subsequent or pursuant to the Huawei bombshell. (Huawei gate).

Before I address that topic, as a pre-emptor, in case you've flown to Earth from Sirius and not in the loop, the situation in American power circles is as follows: the Federal, Democrat dominated government recently passed legislation in the last few days specifically addressing America's posture towards China. It had sweeping bilateral support. We might return to that in a moment. The average American would not even be aware of it as the media is utterly consumed by a kind of Japanese fishing village mentality of he said she said gossip while repairing their nets on the shore. The topic due jour is racism, the argument is: sub middle class blackie said whitey is a toothless rube. Middle class and above blackie and whitey say that's bull and they want cops and law and order, not riots. 

It's childish nonsense but what you'd expect from a people who banned alcohol and went on to import phentanol from China like that was going to help and where sex starts at age 13 or so and only stops when Viagra stops working for 60 somethings (nation of porn stars with feelings). Feelings ...

https://youtu.be/4pyCyLhkloc

Anyway not to digress overly and zooming in on the topic of Chinese rhetoric. It's understood in the West we have democracy, rule of law, and the post-modernist theory for our journalists and other intellectuals who never wanted to get degrees in anything real at University. 

Being that China can be a brutal dictatorial state, albeit with an excellently well balanced nutritional diet from top to bottom, let's consider how their rhetoric sounds to western people like myself who are university educated and aware of the stunning power of 'post-modernist' doctrine, akin to when Donald Rumsfeld says 'shock and awe'. Consider if I were to say: oh the Cantonese are the tiny sidekick of the dominant Han Mandarin majority, themselves a rejected Mongol tribe. I mean frankly we don't talk like this in the West because it's more important to us to talk about post-modernism, Rumsfeld and his now pigeonholed Rummy Show and shock and awe. 

The Rummy Show:

https://youtu.be/NRVht1awLwI

Also we have one of the Jenners on reality tv that used to be a guy but now is a woman. We can get sex changes here instead of noodles! So nobody in the West would talk or think like that, but that's really how CHINESE people think! I mean the majority would think, better not say anything, might get tortured or imprisoned or my property confiscated by the extremely wealthy local police chief, (loyalty to Mao and Marx). But the intellectuals, well they were all killed off in the cultural revolution and that's what passed for journalism in China:

the Cantonese are the tiny sidekick of the dominant Han Mandarin majority, themselves a rejected Mongol tribe.

This is something along the lines of how Beijing describes Australia's recent pigeon-holing of Victoria State's belt and road bilateral deal with China. (Victoria is super left wing and has a leader like Cuomo in NY absolutely power tripping with the virus, loving his lockdowns and ruining small business).

I mean after 9/11 the American media, before they succumbed to idiocy themselves, coined the expression 'euroidiot'. Now we can fairly say 'sinoidiot' and expect the Chinese to understand us.

 I have to say I really enjoyed my time in China. The nouveau rich in China, the richer and more connected, the more obnoxious and loud. Half of China are living on peanuts and work their arses off like slaves, often only seeing their kids once a year around February. They're a hard working people. They never seemed obnoxious and proud when Hu Jintao was to there fifteen years ago. Lao Tzu said it's not good for a nation to show off its arms.

 

Watch this:

https://youtu.be/BF3eO4zftJ0

Get your Texans two piece here ladies (guys great gift idea with summer coming)

 

https://www.google.com/search?q=houston+texans+two+piece+bikini&client=ms-android-hmd-rvo3&sxsrf=ALeKk03kMN5wsBoNrMzUq7LgOMfoF_VQFg%3A1619073800945&ei=CBuBYNKhOce7rQGAib74Bg

Turn up the snare...

https://youtu.be/RQ9_TKayu9s

Tucker Carlson 'who would want to be a cop in America'

 

I would, I've been thinking to make some applications in due course. Unclear if I could be a cop in my state NSW, due to prior arrests (all in 1999). Would need a special dispensation from police minister or something.

Definitely in the European union I could be a cop. Wouldn't be interested.

In America you never know, they had a cop working many years, very good cop, they found out later he was an illegal alien (Mexican). Only in America. 

Just lost so many pounds intermittent fasting. Many, many pounds. You know who says many, many, many, right? 

Clue, it's not the lady in this video, she is lewd and lascivious...

https://youtu.be/GSiJiDSmb1E

                                                                   hi.    Hi Sam

Fri^4p Dropbox   mon.am Req  pm1 ©®©®.      Y   

7am, Benji live blogs the 5 on fox news

 Where it's 5pm in socialist NY

Chauvin will get fifteen years based on events in my opinion. More than that would be unfair. Less also I think. Riots are sure to follow no matter what. Blame the virus.

It's too soon to have this trial. Should have been adjourned half a year minimum. Unwise. Countdown to riots. Small business owners will lose. Great time to get a new tv from a broken shopfront. Would be interesting to hear from the pregnant woman who called cops on the innocent Floyd after he broke into her house. 

Nietzsche on herd morality and resentfulness of the herd

 

https://youtu.be/tE67Ye91Ii0

Benny Johnson on newsmax is using the terms 'scumbags' and 'criminals'

 Wow I'm really not comfortable with this.

https://youtu.be/YHSjXlHo6FM

Remember that lady from church I said was a relief teacher in my hometown? Well she's from a nice part of the city, where I now live. Even when she was working in my kindergarten she was from a nice part of the city.

I asked her, were a lot of kids dads in jail at that kindergarten school? I mean I always felt as a kid some of these kids' dads must be in jail, or else they had no dad. I had one buddy who never had a dad. His mom seemed dedicated and likeable, but her best friend, also a single mom by the looks of it called me a 'scumbag' one time. I sometimes remembered that over the decades, a handful of times, never dwelt on it and never took it personally or seriously. End of the day, women with serious male partners in their lives would not be calling 9 or 10 year old kids a 'scumbag'. I mean I guess maybe that's why I don't like that expression. This kid's mom had a brother who was a bikie with a three wheeled motorbike. I thought that was cool. They never hung out with him much anyway. They sure weren't real high faluting people I can tell you so maybe that lady had an inferiority complex or something.

Alternative expression to criminal: (also I was flouting American immigration laws probably because Democrats messed them up in the first place sure doesn't make me feel like a criminal using a fake social security number that doesn't even belong to anyone and paying taxes with it to the IRS)

rule challenged person willing to be incarcerated at the taxpayers expense costing around 100k$ per year at great personal risk

I'd much rather hear that than criminals and scumbags altogether like that.

Instead of scumbag how about 'lowie' as in lowlife. Degenerate, varmit. Ratbag. Bottom of the barrel-o-s

Words matter, just sayin'

Continuing on that last post

 ....

add to that last point, stir crazy locked down people, etc, have a riot.

What do I mean when I say big pharma are greedy predators? 

Without referring to specific kinds of medication, and keeping in mind I'm not anti medication, in the study of wisdom we have the expression: physician, heal thyself.

In Christianity we read about healing coming about through casting out demons. This refers to identifying and correcting false beliefs (demons). Holding false beliefs leads to illnesses. Lao Tzu said, the sage is sick of sickness, therefore is not sick. This means that wise people shun falsehood and therefore are not weakened by it.

Let's consider some false beliefs. I guess I'll start with my own. The folks I go to church with, I don't really have any history with them, two coincidences,  a group ended up building a church in an extremely far-flung isolated country town near Queensland state that just happens to be my, now deceased, mom's best friend's hometown.  It's also a coincidence one of the sunday school teachers was a relief teacher in my working class faraway hometown.  She only did this like many many other teachers, so she could get accelerated credits to begin teaching in schools near their houses. Many teachers like her did not cherish working with working class kids from my hometown, zero racial issues, completely socioeconomic cultural issues. Attending church with these people is a vague and convenient form of socialising for me with a link to philosophy that I value. Also it's a family experience I can bring my kids. One time I said, oh I could never throw a party for loads and loads of people, I'm not sociable enough, don't know enough people. Someone said, that's not true. I guess whoever that was was casting out a demon. I like the folks at church. There's a new family there the wife is super multiracial coloured south African like my good friend LeeAnn. If I travel again internationally I'd go to America or South Africa very possibly. I'm not thinking to travel internationally anymore in my retirement since I did alot of that in my youth but actually to have a sailboat and live on that. The options for this lifestyle in Australia are really stunning. 

I mean I'm reasonably ok being a homebody but I realise in my case I'm having (lifelong) problems with relationships based on an extremely dysfunctional family life as a child, and being a fuggen shlut, to use an Australian Aboriginal expression. Anyway I'm happy with my work and church relationships and with my relationships with my kids. Happy with my dance instructor, etc. 

Anyway, setting aside my bourgeois problems and their insignificance, we see that we also have an accursed science. It's said ancient Atlantis, the prior incarnation of the United States of America, ended up flooding in Noah's flood due to accursed science. What we see today are corporations that are uncontrollable. Soulless lobbyists further their causes and the rats and varmits that grease the wheels in federal governments and provincial governments around the world are all about the money, and sex.

Plastics and toxic creations are clogging up our waterways and causing infertility and cancer. Typically it's the lefties that profess to tackle these problems on behalf of 'extreme left' environmentalists. However, isn't the extreme thing not to act on a government level to kerb plastic production and waste? Don't ask the petrol companies you'd think. Actually do ask them, even though plastic is made from petrol, you'd be surprised the calibre and expertise of the oil company workers, I say this after working half a year at an oil company with numerous people as a language teacher. I can't see why governments can't get organised. Even in China where they don't have to worry about ridiculous media scandals everyday, they're not really dealing with this although it's unclear China wastes that much plastic. Plastic is definitely a health issue, that's for sure.

So anyway, victim hood, narcissism, inconsiderateness, adherence to false belief, general Godlessness. It's all just hanging out there. Consider bringing your own reusable bag to the supermarket and carrying around your own metallic straw, utensils, cloth for eating. I think I'm going to give this a try. I hate seeing all the plastic I'm wasting all the time. They have some really nifty processing stations in China where they burn it all (plastics), I think you need very high temperatures to burn a lot of plastic on an industrial level, will research it. 

But first, check out this YouTube video on water as an economic stalwart:

https://youtu.be/yKjFYwDqLh8

CIA studies show Russia Brazil and Canada will dominate next century in freshwater abundance. Last century twelve countries dominated in oil production, water is destined to become scarce and the aforementioned three countries will become uber important in agricultural production as agriculture uses over three quarters of human water consumption, apparently. Important.

Consider a spinning top that wobbles. In space, in a zero gravity stage, the spinning top does not wobble due no gravitational forces. 

Sweden apparently is a world leader in burning plastics safely and recycling in general:

https://youtu.be/KGiIdfbK2SA

Trump. Why did he fire Dan Coats? It seems like a bad idea: firing head of Intelligence. After firing Comey moreso. Can Trump even be resurrected or resurrect hisself [black American English]. Let's look at Trump firing Coats:

Here are the Young Turks, they seem sincere and uncorrupted the way big Media in America always has an agenda....

https://youtu.be/R10a5a5Lh6M

When they get to the part about the Washington Post said this anonymously, it's Chinese whispers because nowadays the media are just inventing stories based on a 'reliable source', Media full of it. Still Trump installed Coats, a Republican, then fired him a few years later. I have to clarify, I've never watched Trump's tv show the Apprentice and never will. I'm not interested. I mean I've watched dating show reruns from the 1980s I used to see as a kid, with my daughter just to show her Australian life in the 80s but I'm not going to watch Trump's apprentice show because it's dopey also but lacking in any sentimental value (possibly slightly evil like most tv shows). Nothing to see there. As a President, has Trump fired too many times or is it just masterful panashe (sorry if I can't spell that French word correctly). Well with so much anti-Trump spin in the media, it won't be clear.

Actually watching more, it's clear the Young Turks absolutely hate Trump. I had no idea as I pay very little attention to them, in general.   

Check out the u.s. navy's x-47 manless drone:

 

https://youtu.be/ZhenuH22LxY

Sunday morning, going to fish out my old kindergarten official photos to show the lady at church that said she was a relief teacher at bidwill primary.

At church, good amount of tedious Bible bashing happening (sermon time). Good thing there's an under one year old creeping around enlivening things a little. Thanks to the advanced state of artificial intelligence we can now share this kid's perspective on gossip:

https://youtu.be/HKybDdGHZHE

Timeline of Nietzsche: 1844-1900... Innings before stumps 56

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Friedrich_Nietzsche

Timeline of Queen Victoria: 1819-1901... Calling it a day at around 81 

Only mentioning Nietzsche now as Ben the sermonizer today pivoted to an imaginary hypothetical convert called Fred, which was interesting. 

Wie man mit dem Hammer philosophiert.

Tucker is asking ernest questions

 

About the plague (la plaga).

Last Sunday at church it turned out one of the women there that does the sunday school for my almost four year old daughter, said she was a relief kindergarten teacher at my former alma mater, bidwill primary (elementary). So in fact, it's likely she's taught actually two generations of Alvarez in Sydney now. I found this very interesting as it's a city of over four million and we're on opposite ends of the city really. 

Anyway her and I got to talking about health issues: with her it was chronic fatigue syndrome which had just been diagnosed and recognised as such in Australia at her time. In fact she said she was the very first person to be recognised as having this condition by the teacher's union. Furthermore, she had signed up to experimental testing with a reputable hospital and ended up developing a serious liver condition as a result for around eleven years, she said. She was either unable or unwilling to sue for damages after being left with a damaged liver due to trying experimental drugs in a clinical setting.

The condition I reported to her were blackouts and dizzy spells bordering on a very mild epileptic state. If you understand epilepsy you know some cases can include altered states of consciousness. This is what I experienced but it was a blackout or a dizzy spell. But a frequently recurring thing. Not a made up thing, but a real thing. I might add way off topic, I don't think there's anything wrong with that white woman that identified as black that was a thing in the media recently. I think you can identify as black even if you're white. I wouldn't be ashamed to say I'm a black American, if pressed. But I'm talking about a medical condition now, not self identification and ego/psychological issues. As I mentioned to my seemingly former kindergarten relief teacher at church last Sunday, when my blackouts came on, I always made sure to crouch low and get my head close to the floor in case I fully lost consciousness. I might lose 90% vision and just see grey. I'd lose hearing and there'd be a kind of psychic hearing which was a loud crescendo matching my anxiety and general loss of consciousness. Very often there was a sense of being overwhelmed and losing contact with the sense of time, and also space as I'd lose seeing mostly for a few seconds, unable to stand up. Shaky arms, etc.

I even had this experience in Bulgaria in 2008 by the main river there on the way to work and doing my business there one day. After I came home to Australia after that it pretty much stopped and I don't blackout any more.

With a mother and a brother, both deceased, on mood and brain altering chemicals prescribed by psychiatrists, I can only tell you one word when asked about big pharma:

Predator.

If you ask a second word: greedy.

Those are my top two adjectives for big pharma. The ability for big pharma to enslave and defeat rests on the individual's ability to believe in falsehoods and accept victim hood. Many many self medicating people on illegal drugs like ecstasy are happy to act for big pharma and ram drugs down everyone's throats.

A pandemic is an opportunity for big pharma to cut loose. It's like giving the fox the carte blanche to the henhouse. It's justice, to an extent, that the greedy doctors ramming every kind of drug unnecessarily down people's throats in the name of greed, now get stuck with the trauma of taking care of the covid victims. That's harsh but there's truth to it.

Fauci from what I have seen of him is upright. He is not an entertainer or a talking head by trade but a virologist. If you look at Brazil (and India) they are screwed because of not isolating. Florida is at an advantage due to the temperature.

Blame the media for not telling you to consume more vitamin d and iron or whatever it is you're meant to have. The left wing media sides with big pharma and big pharma doesn't care if you die from covid because you never took vitamin d and iron or whatever the preventative things are exactly, big pharma only cares about profits which means everyone taking their vaccination.

Facemasks absolutely stop the spread of viral particles. The media had every chance to inform the public but as usual adultery is too much fun coupled with time wasting bloviation. 

Many incredibly power hungry left leaning politicians are cherishing the ability to play dictator. I especially noticed Cuomo in NY and Andrews in Victoria state with his neverending lockdown (absolutely shamelessly power tripping). Power is a narcotic to the brain no doubt, just ask a serial killer.

So a pandemic provides an uncomfortable mish mash of uncaring and apathetic media, resolutely unwilling to inform, greedy pharmaceutical companies. Unscrupulous power hungry politicians. An absolute mess.

Benji interviews Joe Biden for Black American Magazine (BAM)

B

As a proud black man, I know you feel like me Joe: a reverse Orio. Black on the inside, white on the outside. When did you first realize you were black inside Joe, and how did it effect your life.

J

I don't know when B, could have been about the time that shortie dropped the nay no. Or the time I rode my horse onto a ferry. I gots to say, a lot of my black brothers, black on the outside and in. Orios. Not talking about externally white like us, it's like they have to live in the inner city. What's going to happen if they get a boat and sail down the Mississippi, maybe buy a farm or go dirtbike racing? The KKKs going to raise a posse and tar and feather them? No, but maybe they grandparents felt that way legit. Then they pass that down some attitude one or two generations. We have to lose this inner city victim mindset: I can't live on a boat. I can't hang out with white kids like Michael Jackson after he went white coz of a skin disease?

B

Wait, what? What you talking about Michael Jackson there Willis?

J

Ok forget about him he was creepy, regardless the skin tone. What I'm saying, we is going to allocate a scheme to help our brothers and sisters in the inner city consider leaving that behind, but it's not going to be a handout. We need to change these endemic generational attitudes: I can't farm coz I'm black. I have to live in the ghetto, I'm black. A black guy will shoot me if I iron my shirt and wear cufflinks.

B

It's hard being black, a brother gets to feeling his days is numbered around his own brothers.

J

So people understand it's not reverse orios that is out to get them. It's not milk chocolate that's the problem 95 percent. Know what I'm sayin'?

B

Joe if you liberate black man from the inner city victim mentality you'll have rappers gunning to shoot you down my nay no

J 

Ratta G ain't it so my nay no. What's a reverse orio to do? Do you like my socks? They glow in the dark, and sparkle.

Benji on afghanistan, Biden announcement

Just watching Stinchfield poo pooing the announcement and invoking the 9/11 date. Can't agree with him although he seems like an honorable man. 

Nothing burger on table four, hold the freedom fries!!!

The world and the way of fighting wars and the terrorists and everything has changed alot. This announcement is overblown. America only has 1500-2500 troops there at the moment. It's a reasonable way to keep soldiers in training and somewhere for america to test drive their expensive gadgets in a real world scenario. This entire announcement is just optics and a chance for all the talking heads to bloviate. It doesn't even mean anything: if the DoD sees they want to put more soldiers back there later, they will. The CIA trained Bin Laden and the Taliban to fight the USSR in the first place, that's what bled the USSR dry and put an end to it.

Invading iraq was a big deal that nobody thought could end well. Many americans including serving soldiers that toured there told me they had no idea what they were doing there (strategy of war, meaning for it). Invading iraq was only possible due to 9/11. There is no point regretting it. The world is constantly changing. If america isn't paying to remove agent orange from vietnam don't tell me we have to listen to everyone bloviate about lessening a minimal 1500 american troop presence in afghanistan. 

What's more important to consider is war can easily break out in south china sea between china and vietnam. You'll see. 

This announcement of Biden is a nothing burger. Biden can show pony for the camera showing us his mojo and the talking heads can chase their tails around about it. More ear scratching with the left leg from the ladies please.

Benji's just sayin' that Joe Biden has done sold all his black brothers and sisters out. Niggard, you ain't nothin but a coon, a uncle Tom, a sellout. Get yo,' black ass backwards to the ghetto bitch and stop selling out the black race hanging out with those white folks like a uncle Tom. Coon. 

In other news, covid 19 is rapidly mutating. Looks unstoppable like puff daddy (now p diddy) in the golf tournament in that video clip. 

https://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/health/health-problems/world-health-organisations-chilling-warning-the-covid19-pandemic-is-far-from-over-with-deadly-mutations-taking-hold/news-story/959e96874d5857c199200c83e7764fc3

#timetofacethemusicandstopkiddingyourfugginshlutasses

 

24/7 news cycle, Benji breaks through the noise

 

Lot of pretty faces out there with fantastic hair bloviating, even Bill O'Reilly. Remember Billy Bibbit from one flew over the cuckoo's nest bashfully professing, 'you've got um, byoo, byoo, byoo, byoo, byoo tiful hair'? He's a real lady's man. Ha ha. I had a Chinese girlfriend once in Guangzhou who liked to use the English name Cecilia. Now if you remember cuckoo's nest, Billy Bibbit is telling the brunette she has byoo byoo byoo byoo tiful hair (he's a stutterer), but it actually came out in therapy he proposed to Cecilia, prior to that, different to the brunette lady with byoo byoo byoo tiful hair. Which is a very sensitive topic for him (Cecilia, are you following?)

And that's exactly why I found myself mumbling, 'Ce-ce-ce-cilia will you-you-you m-m-m-m-marry me', one day on the street in Guangzhou with Cecilia. She must have known I was clowning around albeit without understanding the cultural background (if any) for it. Actually by this time I might have told her I was going to New York soon anyway (ie. without her). I guess I'm just an asshole. Pretty sure Cecilia wasn't taking me very seriously anyway as we were just walking along and I was being silly. I guess I must be an asshole to joke around about that stuff. I don't think she really cared, we barely knew each other. She was great bare!

Maybe we'll have a competition later to see which talking head has the most beautiful hair, I have already picked my favorite.

It might not be Tulsi Gabbard but who knows, maybe it is, if there's enough interest we can have a democratic vote on it.

Speaking of which, cutting through all the noise, the important thing is:

Don't go to war with Russia. Do go to war with China, if necessary. Absolutely don't go to war with Russia. I say this as Biden is very pro-ukraine and we know the media supporting him imagines themselves to be pro-Ukranian. With Biden we know he got money from a Moscow mayor or something and also the Burisma people or whoever specifically in Ukraine. If the newsmax and fox could zoom in on that. Also look at who is funding BLM in proper detail. 

Ukraine is not in NATO. I think they should be allowed to join NATO but that's a slow process, same as Korea reuniting. 

America has to be free to go to war for Taiwan and police the south China sea in general, I wouldn't worry about Ukraine and definitely wouldn't go to war with Russia over it but again, Joe and the media swear how anti Russian collusion they are, it's scary to think they could blunder there. 

Here's Tulsi:

https://youtu.be/iywKH60NUGg

Guys, I'm not joking about this Arabic music, it's good shit, get your women to belly dance for you if they're hot and don't hate you, seriously... Used to listen to this all the time back in Guangzhou. Great city, historic capital of the Cantonese going back millenia. My favorite Chinese city.

https://youtu.be/Mx4W5tpmdhw

Anyway moving on, here's Greg Kelly from newsmax, no he doesn't have the best hair, not even men's division, I'm not sure which guy does I actually don't care although there's a blonde guy at newsmax with pretty amazing hair I'll give you that.

https://youtu.be/2lJJ1NpC0b4

Kelly deconstructs the typical bs mainstream media distortion in this traffic stop at a petrol station, which I guess is a gas station. Looks like Kelly was a fighter pilot by the looks of it. I'll share some interesting cop stories: 1) one time I was pulled over by cop in Australia. He had requested my licence and I was happy to give it to him. Very shortly after that I had got to thinking that I must have left my licence with police guy and forgot to retrieve it (keeping in mind I was dropped on my head as a baby and constantly do weird shit unthinkingly, see Cecilia story above) so I immediately got out of my seat (driver's seat, politely walked over to policeman holding my licence while he was doing a check on it, politely removed it from his hand as if I'd just lent him a pen or something and he wasn't a cop, got back into my car and drove off. I mean it took me years to even remember that and process it probably wasn't right. 2) in Hollywood, started staring at some cops in a car that I actually couldn't see, could only see the car parked awkwardly, must have been staring the wrong way plus I had my beer bottle like near the ten yard line of the hostel where it was legal to have it. Obviously the cops had watched too many cop shows and couldn't just yell out from across the road. No, they had to drive ten yards across the road as quickly as possible to jump out and start screaming. At this point, I am way too smart to stop and stare like a yokel as it is likely they have whipped out their guns and are nutjobs. Whatever they screamed, I did. Hands up. Empty the bottle, put the bottle down, hands on head. I'm not waiting for Simon to say or trying to see what kind of gun or taser they're pointing at me. It was just a standard stop and frisk, and, like the other story, I could not even possibly remember it for months or years after it happened due to travelling so much and it seemed insignificant. I have a bumper sticker on my car: cops are tops. You know why? Because if your entire family suicides one by one and even the illegal alien you're good enough to invite into your home like a brother, suicides too, it's the cops who haul off the bodies or deal with it whatever. Everyone should obey cops.

There are ways to seek reform and redress in law enforcement in dignified, intelligent ways. But for the media in America to shitstir and distort is just reckless. But you know what, the time I plucked my licence out of the startled policeman's hand, that wasn't civil disobedience but just not thinking at all, just kind of acting, zero malice. So maybe the media folks in America are just naive, who knows. You'd think producers in news rooms could try an intelligent interview or something, we even have that in Australia, as rednecks and parochial as we are here. Really a pity to see mainstream media in America going backwards. Excepting fox and newsmax of course.

Oh yeah, how could I forget, one time in Guangzhou I went out with my African buddy CK to a nightclub to dance with a shit-ton of African people. I like that because African people don't try too hard to dance and have good rhythm. Anyway there was a Chinese policeman on a slight pedestal maybe a foot high in a central part of the dancefloor, possibly with wall immediately behind him. He had an extremely steely look on his face with his uniform in the middle of the dancefloor, I mean I've never seen anything like that before and noone seemed to care everyone was just dancing around him. He didn't look at anyone and just stared off into space or the wall opposite whatever. The music was loud too. That was incredibly weird come to think of it. 

Intermittent full daylight hours fast, one day in

 Ok so the intermittent fasting regime I'm following apparently requires no liquids consumption either but after years of using it, I still can't pull this off well.

So today I ate a banana and a small tub of yoghurt before the sun rose around 530am after leaving newsmax running all night on my phone and waking up to it around 5am. Had that breakfast then slept til 8 something. 

Then from eating at 530am did not eat again til 615pm. Despite being a total fatty (easy twenty pounds overweight). Being a big guy, six two with wide shoulders, it doesn't really bother me carrying ten kilos around although by the time this diet is over they'll be gone and the sad thing is I'll want to go blimp again like Homer Simpson. I am Homer Simpson. Comfort eating everyday.

Well not today, I did have three coffees with honey and milk and one or two cups of water but I was still super hungry and rumbling all day.

Spent the day with the three kids at home all day, playing monopoly and chilling. Didn't get angry out of hungry frustration.

Did not salivate like a dog while preparing dinner: salad with tuna. Toasted bread with two kinds of melted cheese, yellow and fetta. A little pasta. KFC potato and gravy and some kind of Turkish rissole, can't remember what they call that.

A lot of lemon and raw garlic, the latter in the Chinese style chewing chunks off raw while eating other food. Zero sugary food.

Then had a few hours break from eating after a 615pm-635pm dinner that wasn't that big as my stomach had shrunk. Around, 9pm had a sugary bomb: chocolate custard, like eight tablespoons, dangerously delicious, burns an inter dimensional desire glob into your stomach craving more more more more sugar, that was my main sugar hit all day. Following that 9pm supper, hot dog roll with one fried egg, alfalfa, cheese, butter, fried mushrooms. That's all I need until 620pm tomorrow, technically it's not completely sundown til 630pm. No point waking up early for breakfast tomorrow, will just keep cheating with my coffee with milk and honey all day (maybe three in total) and wait for the pounds to melt.

One time I fasted three days straight, 72 hours nothing but water. In those days I was probably smoking during my fast although maybe I wasn't actually. Also I was slim so I had little body fat to burn and was probably burning muscle. You really feel your stomach shrinking and you definitely enter a spiritual platform. My classmates were sure I'd been very ill with flu and I didn't want to explain I'd voluntarily fasted three days straight so whatever. Super skinny after that. Mistake at the point of ending that fast was not using dates or dried fruit or fruit. Actually used bread and mayonnaise and it really hurt my stomach. Should have tried biting an apple. Where was Eve?

https://youtu.be/wByRGdFEbAg

Shed unwanted poundage, rumble..... It's Ramadan time again

 

As of sun up tomorrow it's like we're not supposed to eat. The first two or three days will be upsetting as my stomach shrinks. I'm expecting to lose around 16 pounds or more by may 12. Also I find it extremely difficult not to drink so I'll probably just drink coffee and water even though that's not 100% some nights I've tried breaking fast an hour early. Good thing it's wintertime down here, early sunset. It's going to be hungersome but good for my blood pressure and spirituality as long as I don't get angry out of frustration and hunger.

I remember one time my sister Raquel tried quitting smoking and a diet while having her period too, very cranky. Ridiculous.

My alarm clock's set for a little pre sunrise breakfast, normally never do that so it's really only a four hour eating window from 6pm-10pm normally with a shrunken stomach that can't fit much and burning plentiful body fat all day.... Time to get into character, yer fargen shluts

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHN4KiaW5L3ACvhVSqaoJmM3VSxYL92VH

There he goes again, he's at it again

Pop quiz: watch both videos, identify the whiney complaining guy in both videos. Identify which one, if any, is Chris Wallace. Which is whinier? Explain in 100 words or less citing examples. Answers must be in written form that can subside longer than a day, ie., no answers in bubble bath or butter under a blazing sky (answers will pop or melt, indecipherable). Counts toward final grade.

https://youtu.be/CiYY6VYjLCo

https://youtu.be/KqQ1UmDPvgA

To the left shluts.... shed a tier

 Howdy shluts

https://youtu.be/foaLW5DGhpI

Was watching some dopey show called Scorpion for like 5 minutes yesterday. It's set in LA and includes some scenes from the LA Subway. I'd say it's dopey because the premise is some non existent nebulous government agency, actually a bunch of actors from LA who run around performing jobs of police and fire brigade wearing plainclothes and using maths and stuff, it's just silly. One of the actors looks retirement age and like he acted with Ray Liotta or something in 90s mafia movies. In this episode there's a runaway subway train in LA and a comedy club scene where the Asian looking lady in their team jokes about zero gravity.

I thought it'd be interesting to blog all the subways I've used and some notes about them but first have to fix some antibiotic free chicken and prawns and sundry vittles for supper. You know how it is.

I'll include outer suburban trains above ground also but not long distance.

Madrid. Has inner city metro, mostly underground. And Cercanias which is mostly above ground for outside city suburbs. My former college roomie heard the boom from the 3/11/04 terrorist attack nearby Atocha station. Atocha station is a major hub combining metro and Cercanias. He said he was super scared when he heard the boom. There's also footage of this explosion from the train platform. I was in Manchuria at the time, near North Korea, studying what would later become the iron lotus (ie the space a foot away from my face).

Paris. Many carriages have truck tires on them. Why? Mostly I caught train from Porte Maillot to la Defense to get from 1 Boulevard Pershing (aka my crib) to go to from work. Listened to the marriage of Figaro alot. Walkmans that played cassettes were still in as well as cd playing walkmans. MP3s still not so big. Cell phones were primitive.

Shenzhen. Mostly just to catch subway an hour to Hong Kong. Different country in those days. One country two systems.

Guangzhou, probably had a metro and would have caught it maybe although mostly never needed it. Can't remember. Mostly just caught a minibus to Starbucks if leaving yihe hotel complex. www.yihehotel.cn

Seoul. Entire city is ridiculously lacking in plants and grass. Ludicrous. Only saw greenery at the college campus hanging out with my girlfriend Selki. Very sweet girl, wouldn't let me get to first base, strictly a hand holder.

Los Angeles. Great way to get from downtown to Hollywood when sleeping in a homeless shelter with 100 self described niggers got too skanky and wanted to kick it with the crackers in Hollywood.

NYC great subway you can get to the beach at Coney island, go to Greenwich village, knock yourself out. Buses also an option with MTA or whatever it's called. You can train to Canada if you want. Ask President Joe, he used to run Amtrak.

Sofia, Bulgaria. Probably caught it once or twice, can't remember, never used it much.

Sydney. They just added a driverless line with typical face to face metro carts like in LA.

London. The tube. London is too big, not the place to enjoy English people. British museum has a great Egyptian collection.

Melbourne Australia. Can't remember, mostly got above ground trams. Maybe never rode it.

Barcelona. It's there if you need it.

Atlanta Georgia. The Marta features two lines. At the end of one, a short walk away, there's unlimited work available to Hispanics at Chinese run employment agencies. Great opportunities for undercover narcotics police to gain intelligence maybe.

High speed trains are now a thing in China apparently. Weren't there fifteen years ago in my day. Very popular in Spain where it's very feasible. Joe Biden talking about high speed trains from sea to sea in America must be smoking crack. How badly can he ruin America's economy in four years before he gets voted out?

Punch the clock shluts

https://youtu.be/rvFOYMuABMY

can you feel it?

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrKZNqIR2U0

talking to you Stinchfield and Kelly over at Newsmax. The peacock feather represents dad's economic plan for America, good luck with that.

 

Do you reckon we should get it Kamala? 2 trillion for a world peace producing magic feather is a little expensive for a feather lumberjack. Tepid.

Let me read the fine print Joe: not actually associated with the Jackson Estate or any Michael Jackson music, results may differ from planet to planet, if world peace fails to eventuate shake feather and try again. No refunds available and purchase is strictly in cash in Federal Reserve notes printed last year or before or five year government bonds. Not available in the Bahamas, see a doctor if pain persists.

If only Jack hadn't bought all the magic beans from Hulk Hogan Kama.......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz   

yo yo

bar bar bar bar barberin' 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2kOexjzY3I

that's what i say to one of my present day work colleagues every time i see him: yo yo! in the english, not the spanish

anyway on holiday now halfway through so another week and a half to go approx. of a three week holiday.......... i'll be a happy man when i retire because everytime i take a break from bus driving i feel happy

was talking to my local barber this morning, kind of dawdling around a bit and his shop was quiet until the first customer came in.... we don't really know eachother well but i had gleaned from prior encounter, not many, that his eldest son lives in colombia, and he has two kids from his second wife. Both his wives speak spanish first and he also speaks spanish as a first language. I'm happy to talk to him in spanish as i do not feel far removed from my parents' native language. he was telling me how he got traumatized after two incidents, one in mexico, the other in cuba, he said he was involved in a high altitude truck accident where the truck was blown off the side of the mountainside, possibly due to driver error and four people in the truck died. he said in cuba he was on a cargo ship carrying around 80 people and it went on fire and sank in half an hour and not everyone could get a lifeboat, people drowned all about him.

i can't speak to the veracity of that but can't understand why anyone would make that up. he said he had to get psychological counselling for the trauma of it all. that makes sense. i told him i do that kind of counselling over the phone for free as i don't have time to see a counsellor much face to face, there's a number i can call and unload however i do not do this frequently but maybe once in half a year on average if i get to feeling overwhelmed.

another colombian i met in sydney recently is working towards his master's degree in environmental science, in colombia, and is only interested to spend a year in australia working to save a little money. he is not interested to migrate here with his family or anything like that. his heart is in colombia and he's happy there with the lifestyle and society. as you can see from the two aforementioned people, colombians can work in south america and have a life there that's based on honest hard work. and feel satisfied with their lives there, excepting traumatic events in this case. that Trump can tweak his public persona a little as he has alienated a lot of the media that he could have won over and damaged what he believes to be his own interests: key areas for Trump to work on - recheck small business contractors you may have shortchanged in the past being overly ruthless and pay them back. Appreciate that not every spanish speaker from catholic hispanic backgrounds crossing a land or airport border in the u.s are scum, most of them aren't criminals and run the agriculture business in terms of fruitpicking. study up on it. 

i mention this by way of the media day to day in america on the border illegal immigration issue. those back and forths between public relations people at the white house like psaki, reporters from various news outlets, etc, often take the form of a day to day boxing match where everything is high intensity blow blow blow, day to day, caffeine rush, glorified bitching. when the journalists are allowed to actually take the time to present the facts in the larger picture, you will get the big picture, but the pro Democrat media in america is basically now an amalgamation of the Democrat party and no longer interested in reporting facts but spinning and massaging public opinion, there's always room for that to change at any point, the more you engage in adultery, the more you're going to bullshit

here in australia you can turn a little boat around faster than a big giant oil tanker like america looks like. so the media here can be kind of spinning around and around about women being abused, mysogony (plenty of not out of the closet yet unsatisfied-with-men females* in the abc and lurking amongst the news columnists), toxic masculinity, rape in the federal parliament house, sex scandals, male prostitutes, female prostitutes in the federal parliament house (seems the federal police cannot stop that), bla bla bla..... and then in a day the government can just say, ok we found this report from a year ago about not sexually harassing women so we're going to implement that.... and the whole caravan can just take a relaxing deep breath and start twiddling their toes a little in the sand..... it's a little bit ridiculous parliamentarians in canberra want to micro-manage everyone's lives and same time are stuck in a funk of salacious scandalism

talking about celebs in los angeles, with aforementioned ten day or so nissan maxima mentioned in last post, i headed out to topanga canyon one time to see the doors drummer john densmore play there and just enjoy the atmosphere, it was like a one day music festival thing.... there were probably a bunch of movie and tv actors about as two girls i was hanging out with, that described themselves as lesbians and big dawson's creek fans, seemed to indicate. i was never a dawson's creek fan however the family house i mentioned staying at with pops in the last post, is right by an elementary school called 'dawson' (i never attended there but 'bidwill' a few miles away), so 'dawson's creek' promotional commercials on tv always kind of reminded me of that school. anyway i began talking to a french canadian guy in french at that festival like inside a little building there, just because i found out immediately he could speak french and i'm always trying to hone my linguistic skills of any description as a hobby, and after we were done talking these two girls who were my temporary buddies started gushing how i had been talking to one of the main actors from dawson's creek and how they worshipped him (supposedly even though they were gay - i mean maybe he was gay too who the hell knows or cares, right?). they just couldn't get enough of the fact that we were talking because obviously they felt like they couldn't have a normal conversation with the guy (starstruck) but since he was just some random dude that can speak french, whatever, right? like i said, i never got into dawson's creek. i did watch law and order and law and order special victims unit all over the place all over the calendar in various years but seeing it yesterday after literally like decades reminded me of those phases of my life just mentioned, for some reason.....

i just finished repainting the exterior of my front door and doorstep and replacing the broken fly screen in the screen door and replacing everything and tidying it all up.... there is a bit of paint mess by the looks of it on the stonework of the front porch which will need attention, hopefully it's just chalk....

* please ladies, if your dad or stepdads or uncles or babysitters were molesting you as minors, please get counselling and stop spewing all your unfiltered hatred for men onto general society, your columns on mysogony look like graffiti, just absolute trash, everyday. Stop! Get counselling.

hoist up the john b sail, we outta here, got to study for my boating license test tomorrow, i don't know squat.... remember when Trump fired Comey calling him a show-boater, ha ha! that was funny

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09dQmeB_NgU

Checking in with south park and law and order special victims unit

 From the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven has suffered violence, and the violent take it by force. ~ Matthew 11:12 

Been a year or so since seeing much or any south park, can't remember. There's a quarterback statue that's 'the provider' for wayward kids. Timmy and Jimmy fight, that was splendid absolutely. But they put a counter on the screen to count all the times people say 'shit'. I didn't like it, too gratuitous and crude. The Xmas poop's daughter smeared a poop smile on a homeless guy (funny). That's going to be enough south park for another year or so. I definitely don't like the f bomb with the kids watching and all.

 

Law and order special victims unit. I only really watched this show in depth in the year 2000. It was a sad year for me. My sister died the year before. I got thrown out of university, my girlfriend left me shortly after my sister died, she never had much choice really. I was on bail a few months for assaulting a cop, that was kind of good as it got me out of the house a bit (three times a week, got me stepping, needed exercise). A really horrible year, just hell. At the end of it around end of July 2000 I flew to Thailand and walked down Kao San street after like a year of self imposed imprisonment, I mean it's not like the judge said I couldn't drive a taxi or get laid or anything. I actually went out on Xmas day 1999 with my father, we both went out to drive taxis. Like a 24 hour shift. He didn't want to work much in general and I only did a very small amount of shifts which was incredibly lame. Certainly it would be the only time I spent with my father just the two of us our entire lives so that went on for like ten months as it was rehab for me after smoking too much pot. Also my father wouldn't let me get drunk so I rarely drank or smoke and was probably just feeling incredibly lazy and like disengaging from society. That all ended one night after I flew to Bangkok and walked down Kao San street to find new buddies after hermit-dom. I found a group of Jews /Israelis kind of headed by a New Yorker called Hershi who had business in Bangkok and he became my next buddy in the universe as I asked him if I could stay at his place which he was happy to let me smoke his weed there, stay rent free and just get drunk which is what I did. One night him and his Israeli buddy wanted to screw whores I had to scram so I went to an island nearest Bangkok some local girl there gave me a double on her scooter moped. That was love, just sitting with her for the ride and the friendly smile on her face. Despite going without alcohol and marijuana with my father the previous ten months or so, most of the time, it was time to drink and smoke chronic for (the coming) months on end: medication time.

I don't remember seeing my brother around much while I was living with my father those ten months. My mom was in Spain and my brother was incredibly scarce. He didn't really seem upset about our sister's death but truth be told, it took a long time for it to set in for me and at first I didn't really seem to care that much either. A lot of things were happening I guess, but my brother wasn't around. He came for my court case and lived nearby but never offered me a ride to the police station for my three weekly bail check-ins. He was never one to offer me any help at all. Just brutality then an explanation that pardon was afforded by his born again Christian status and a conversion from marijuana and alcohol to anti psychotic drugs (I guess that helped???). A strange man he was, very strange. I think for the longest time he wanted love and appreciation from his father that he never felt he got and was incredibly, brutally sore about.... and never got that til he was around age 33 or something like that when he could finally live the dream of happy family life with mom and dad like he was a teen-ager or something. Some people are like that I guess.

ANYWAY, so that was my mindset when I watched Law and order special victims unit all the way back in 2000 (and shortly thereafter, also in the year 2000). I'd watch quite a bit and the typical two actors that carried the show, I was surprised to see them tonight on law and order special victims unit after all these years. I mean I feel like I've climbed the mountain top and achieved illumination or something since 20 years ago, at least avoiding tv has helped me with that. But seeing two old familiar faces from those days is nice, even if they're strangers. From what I could glean from the episode the guy hasn't been on the show much but they brought him back in so brought in backstory. He never realised his detective partner, the same actress lady after all these years/ same character had had a son since they'd parted. Bla bla bla, his wife Cathy got killed by a targeted bombing, the precinct has to hand case over to intelligence, unclear which and we don't know what the detective guy has been doing since it's all taskforce stuff based in Rome or something. Maybe bring cocaine and Columbia into the script storyline or something. Not sure I'll tune in again coz you know Buddha said desire is the root of all suffering and I'm trying to figure out how I can be happy without desiring to screw my wife. I like Law and order special victims unit actors, God bless their cotton picking hearts y'all!

One time in California I was talking to a guy in Los Angeles somewhere just after I arrived from Seoul and got my short lived car, he really looked like the guy from law and order special victims unit, the balding guy. It never occurred to me to ask him if it was actually him but they certainly looked similar in my memory. We had both stopped our respective vehicles, as I recall it, stopped by the coast and this guy was very nonchalant eating crackers or something by Santa Monica beach or somewhere like that and talking about women, since I'd probably raised the topic, he was all explanational (not really a word) 'oh with women, you have to go through an army of them, like a huge amount', or something like that. Wouldn't it be funny if it was the same guy? probably not. I was friends with Nick Nolte's current wife for a while in NYC and Arizona back in the day, so you never know!

You better cue the music y'all! Know what I'm sayin'? Crank it up 

https://youtu.be/S0yUzV1IHm0

 

Matthew 7:14...

How narrow is the gate, and restricted is the way

that leads to life! Few are those who find it

.

In the pursuit of knowledge:

everyday something is added.

in the pursuit of enlightenment:

everyday something is dropped.

Lao Tzu

Watch South Park less and you will be enlightened.

Benji

Round round get around I get around yeah.

The Beach Boys

https://youtu.be/KnPL5OXSBNE

Different ways to fight

 

Check it out: america loses 1.4 billion dollar bomber plane due to goof, one sixtieth of Russia's yearly defense budget....

https://youtu.be/DF7CnmTrGfA

The allegation or rather, suggestion, that China's leadership cadre and military, or even just the military and supreme leadership cadre (7 guy politburo) may have intentionally developed and released Coronavirus in a planned, choreographed way, is certainly only a suggestion and something a general would think about when considering a battlefield.

It would be a very weasley kind of thing to do but might serve china's interests as china is overpopulated and has demographic issues around too many old people, too many males, aging retiring population, etc.

Certainly many experts in virology have indicated precisely where and how the dna was spliced and remixed but noone can say this wasn't just innocent or incompetent tinkering. Noone can bring a clear case against China's military for actually intentionally orchestrating this event however it's a possibility that can easily be studied with the vast resources available and doesn't involve going to china either (ridiculous).

With regard to china subverting American elections. While this is their desire, it's not something they would pull off alone, however they cannot tell Facebook do this do that, but rather Zuckerberg donated hundreds of millions to actually help organize the election in various states where he bankrolled processes that belong to the american government. Unquestionably china was involved however the few petty princes (and princesses) that sit on top of the handful of American media companies, mostly jews as jews are the smartest and go far in america (sorry to sound racist again), did not want Trump reelected and were vehemently against him. 

It's a real mishmash as many non chinese like myself during my china phase, are willing to deal directly with the chinese before coming to any conclusions. Now it's happening with major league baseball, before that nba, and hollywood. But with these guys it's all about profits and not much else. The american media recently pointed this out in case of major league baseball.

Anyway, conclusions, coronavirus as a weapon, unquestionably achievable for China's military and politburo. Purposefulness: China overpopulated, rest of world is foolish they can suck eggs anyway. Proof: zero. It would be like a perfect crime or something. Something seemingly Stalinesque considering the numbers of dead. Stalin is President Xi's main role model actually, along with Mao. Very different people those two and I think Mao was a very effective leader. He said political power come from the barrel of a gun, very true in his case no doubt.

But again, very difficult to prove, have been looking at this since around January 2020 through Peak Prosperity Seattle big pharma guy. He's very scientific. Swears it's manmade. The bat/other animal/human transmission theory definitely sounds like bull.

Up in the Hunter

 .... Valley.... 

There was some movie on called Odd Thomas...

Odd, a cook, can see the dead. When a stranger enters his town along with predators that can feed on pain, Odd teams up with his girlfriend and the local sheriff to save the town.

Initial release: 28 February 2014 (USA

Director: Stephen Sommer

Adapted from: Odd Thomas

Screenplay: Stephen Sommer

Box office: 1.3 million US

https://youtu.be/mbPGgcJJKdA

It was kind of entertaining, Odd Thomas. The local ABC had a series on an experiment getting super old people at the kindergarten with the four year olds. I think my mom benefited from living with her grandkids for a year, even if she chose not to interract with them much. Pretty sure she said she liked listening to them play. They've been doing that in America for a while, combining retirement homes with kindergartens. Very logical to base as many daycares at old aged homes as possible, wise.

Had a weird dream I was driving a 315 school bus service on Tony something drive (street name). Can't remember the name anymore but it was Tony something, sure could remember it when I woke up for a while. I was too lazy to study the bus route which caused a major delay as I was late to get started due to not starting early enough and then took a wrong turn as never studied the route. Then it's like the road was falling apart or hilly slag or something I don't know, had to effect an illegal u-turn somewhere. Stupid bus.

Hours and miles later....

There was also an interesting show segment on called, 'who do you think you are?' where the producers track down people's family ancestry. The gentleman they were showing, I believe he's the host of a popular tv show called, 'the block'. I appreciate channels 7, 9 and 10 run on the free market (with no taxpayer subsidies) as per the lowest common denominator theory, and, in fact, one of the producers of the block, who is a casual acquaintance of mine and some of my hometown colegas from way back (we are the lowest common denominator, said colegas, hailing from mt druitt as we do), (he) is very proud to have worked on 'the block', I take it, from a recent catch up we had after a twenty year break. Frankly, like my wife's guinea pigs, I'm not a fan. I know my daughter loves the guinea pigs (it is cute when she holds them) and my wife loves the guinea pigs but I do not love them so much due to the crap in their penn and the mess of the sundry paraphernalia like bag of grass, whatever, penn blanket needing cleaning, disgusting. Just as I keep quiet about my dislike for these guinea pigs, I wouldn't tell my tv producer acquaintance I don't like the block, Amanda Keller (an australian tv personality he describes as a hard worker), numerous others (we've already mentioned the icy blue blooded lady from 60 minutes Lizard Hurly of whatever her name is). In fact, I would describe australian tv personalities in general as mentally ill, obnoxious, destined for hell, or possibly tolerable. The gentleman from the block I mentioned is tolerable, bordering in a teetering way as usual for white australia on the usual smug australian obnoxiousness. However the show about his grandfather's grandfather was fascinating. The grandfather's grandfather was a gentleman by the name of benjamin lively who lived in england I think and was a horse trader. They really started digging up a lot of information about this fellow and it was very interesting.

Also, as mentioned we have the government funded abc. I mentioned I enjoy some of their programming including kids programming, which my kids watch, as well as their rural farming coverage... just killed a spider on the wall, about the size of a child's hand. Was quiet there for a moment then got very active, flushed it down the 'dunny'.

Anyway, travelling home I noticed at the local club berowra there was a very elegantly placed, non descript portrait of the Queen (of england of course), on the wall. I didn't take a close look but it looked good. Probably a good lead in to the next topic du jour: politicians and new zealand's relationship with china, keeping in mind china's leadership class are also politicians in the chinese republican, non-democrat way (not referring to taiwan here).

NEWS.com.au: New Zealand’s failure to call out China throws spotlight on nation’s relationship with Beijing.

https://www.news.com.au/finance/work/leaders/new-zealands-failure-to-call-out-china-throws-spotlight-on-nations-relationship-with-beijing/news-story/38340b8efbbefb7e4ade864bd9a91fa8

Normally when I think of politicians I do not consider if they're female or male as important, even with the CCP's spokeswoman or the american white house spokesperson Psaki. I might notice their figure or red hair in the case of Psaki or mentality in the case of the CCP lady whose psychology is easily read on her face (not a poker face). So when I consider the new zealand leader Ardern, I do not really care if she's a woman however I do think it's important to realize her electorate considers her progressive, modern and hip. This is important when gauging the psychology of new zealanders. Here in Australia we have the former Queensland police guy Dutton recently promoted to minister of defense, he's well known with the journalists for never smiling, .... ever. They call him the loveable larrikin, ironically, I believe, in a true spirit of humor. He himself has made a name for himself deporting criminal new zealanders from australia to new zealand (like permanently, even if they have families in Australia and relatively spot free backgrounds, he's a little heavy handed I suppose although some of the people he deports are real 'scummos' ('sickos'). The prime minister Morrison is known for his cuddly wombat ascetic. Many australian men exhibit this cuddly wombat ascetic which comes naturally after four or five generations of breeding in Australia. Sometimes it's accompanied by the australian obnoxiousness mentioned afore, when it is you can just watch the crocodile hunter or something.

Let me tell you, one time in china in 2004, around the first time I met my, later to be, wife in bulgaria, I was dating a new zealand woman, I suppose it's relevant to mention she wasn't ethnically chinese. She really was pro-chinese this lady and there's a general antipathy towards america that inevitably leads to pro-chinese sentiment amongst small populations like New Zealand's and Australia's.  I never asked her why she never wanted to live in Taiwan as opposed to china proper, the thought never actually occurred to me. Often when I'm traveling around the world in that phase of my life, for years on end, I'm not thinking about politics on that level but merely gauging the broad historical brush strokes (forces) which, truly, at the time, was the american war in Iraq and secondarily the, as yet unreported, surveillance state (government not private 'big tech' enacted to search, mostly unsuccessfully, for terrorists (ie they caught the shoe bomber but they never got the 7/7 guys in england in 2005, never helped the 88 Australians bombed in Bali. Never stopped 9/11. Were the Intelligence guys, out to lunch for a few years?

Anyway so this new zealand lady was very pro-chinese and actually quite fluent in chinese. Strongly disapproved or doubted my american english as is extremely common amongst the white british empire folks (must be a canadian accent from a canadian), what's a Spaniard doing that far south of california or something....

Why aren't people warming to captain america and poo pooing communism more? Well I just mentioned I liked the taxpayer funded abc in Australia to an extent and was sceptical of how capitalism manifests in Australian TV. Does it make me a communist? It's a complicated question as capitalist societies have been overtly socialist in their health care systems for a long time. In china they will let you die if you can't pay your hospital bill. Things get nasty in china as they have forced organ murder robbery (euphemistically called 'harvesting'). 

Just as that's a complicated question, new zealand's relationship with china is complicated. Certainly new zealand has put way too many eggs in the china basket and cannot afford to annoy china without being cut off. It is what new zealand has chosen for itself, I don't think they are able to turn that around they're so reliant on china. 

Are the Intelligence services up to china? (5 eyes). Based on how the war on terror was prosecuted, it's like king kong vs godzilla. If that's what we're looking at with china, it's going to make you wonder if china will ever go democrat. When I was in china in early 2006 I vaguely surmised it might happen in the 2030s due internal pressures but that's just speculation. America is already under so much pressure to have free and fair elections, this is top of china's list for america: subverting elections through any means available.

The extent of chinese involvement in new zealand I couldn't tell you, a lot of it is mutual. New zealander's genuinely warm to rich chinese and their bucket loads of cash money.

What protocols do governments use to share private information? Probably some encrypted internet protocols. I mean china is taking technology anywhere they can and you always get these stupid kind of braggart self important people in china and elsewhere, especially in media, that feel a constant need to assert their egos with bombastic speech and bravado instead of just focusing on producing top quality music/dance videos (like some of us would), come on people. So a lot of the bluster you hear coming out of china is ridiculous. Many of china's leadership are clamoring to have their kids study at harvard and even permanently leave china for america. This does not go unnoticed by the chinese populace who are often aware of corruption in their leadership which is often flagrant.  

 

Basically many of china's 'statecraft' class, basically emigrating chinese who invariably rob technology and run it back to the motherland are benefiting from the same slave labor pool in china the rest of us are. Look through all the things you have from china, the only way to force meaningful change and reform is through trade embargoes. Even just on an individual level, boycotting chinese goods. On a government level now that's playing out since Trump's presidency and the shockwaves are considerable. We don't know if coronavirus was intentionally released by china's military as a weapon. The levels of apathy from the masses are off the charts, they don't care because they look so great on Instagram and Facebook. The western media is not morally or mentally prepared to understand that china may actually have subverted an election win from Trump away to Biden.

Benji talks Kate Winslet

NEWS.com.au: Star claims ‘at least four’ gay actors are afraid to come out in Hollywood.

https://www.news.com.au/entertainment/celebrity-life/star-claims-at-least-four-gay-actors-are-afraid-to-come-out-in-hollywood/news-story/752c11505843113694842ec54344c990

As a vanilla parent (vanilla as in non swinging, no threesomes or partner swaps or big orgies, clusterfucks, watching people screwing on stage, etc), where my kids take priority over many of my personal needs and preferences (average parenting, three kids), I do not give a shit about Kate Winslet's big revelation about gay actors in Hollywood. I assume she's talking about young guys with no kids, but I don't really care. It's all a big joke nowadays. I asked some very obviously supersex supergay guy a while back if he had kids and he acted all surprised and said he was gay like he was schooling the illiterate and bi [sic] just thought well gay guys are having kids these days, guess he never heard about it.

If I met Kate Winslet there's a good chance I wouldn't know who she was, as I wouldn't pick her face from hundreds of women that look like her. Also I'm not actually fond of any of her movies. Since I don't know much about her life, same as aforementioned gay guy, I might ask if she has kids, or if her kids are adopted if either of those questions seemed appropriate. It seems so many people are out to sensationalize their pleasure, and make a god of their pleasure, it's like we have to know all about their sexuality. Not everyone is like that. Moms and dads and the kids are not obsessing about this bullshit all the time.

I take people as I meet them and I might act, interact with them based on how their aura is making me feel. Obviously aura detection isn't taken at acting schools. Still, since the two acting teachers I trained with, Bob McAndrew and Billy the Greek Ossie in Sydney were both sharp and understanding of how people are actually acting, i'd definitely agree there's something exciting and interesting to acting. I couldn't say how working with Kate Winslet would be neither relating with her on a personal level. If I were a florist delivering flowers to her I'd think I'd better not ask for an autograph or try small talk or my boss might be upset with me, if she answered the door and was acting open to a chat and I had the time I'd chat. Both relationship with her and boss would be working relationships. I don't know squat about her, I don't read up on movie stars. I couldn't give a shit if consenting gay adults are screwing each other and pretending to be heterosexual to get more work, that's average.

 I care about people getting raped, women acting like prostitutes to get roles. I wouldn't expect Kate Winslet to start blabbering about the producer she screwed to get a plumb role, of course she'd keep that secret if she did that. Same time I wouldn't watch her talk nonsense to some lame-o loser on British tv about some fake claptrap. The British are pitiful, they were so blinded by the light emitting from Leonardo Da Vinci across the centuries all they could do was squeal 'gay! gay! he was gay!'. Meanwhile Leonardo is packing up the Mona Lisa and putting Italy behind him forever, a glorious career done with, to kick it with the King of France til he dies. That's magnificent!

Nothing about Kate Winslet, the Titanic movie (made for fatheads in Thailand and saggy, wrinkly American women, I pity the fools), Leonardo DiCaprio or the British says anything about magnificence to me, just clownish mediocrities just goofing around. Might as well watch China's government clown around if I want to watch  dopey clowns. Let the poofie actors make their money acting straight and roger bottoms on the sly Kate, so long as they're not 17 year olds like at Castle Singer in Hollywood, don't act so concerned about it all Kate or we'll get suspicious of your exploits behind the scenes.  

Not just Mr T, but his Benjiness too pities the fools.

https://youtu.be/mnauDzs-WJA

Situation in cold Canada indicates virus may be unstoppable as it mutates

 

https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2021-04-01/canada-s-ontario-to-be-in-lockdown-for-28-days-cbc-reports

Nietzsche did predict 'last man' (sub Mensch) people would have to move to warmer climates en masse. Kind of like the tropics. Read your Nietzsche.

Considering the new 19 coronavirus has killed at most 3.5 million people including china, couldn't be much more than that and possibly less, and that we're only a quarter of the way into 2021 and the world has added 20 million people anyway, and that the world is overpopulated and careening towards a whopping 8 billion people.....

I cannot see how Nature will lay off culling millions more through this virus since Nature is struggling to replenish herself here on earth anyway given the parasitical nature of mankind these days. I say mutation and invincible virus are the future til 2029.

See the world o meter:

https://www.worldometers.info/world-population/