stanky as hell, night in the cab

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xi20Si3jRIo

'sup slurts............ so happy to be in bed.... it's daylight savings so an hour has like mysteriously vanished as of less than 20 minutes ago

just walked home in the time it took to listen to 'tu cafe' five times..... from a new (to me) taxi base not far from my crib........... I walked past the crib I rented a few months while the mother in law was in town few years back and then our local Christian church (Anglican) which I actually discovered when living at aforementioned temporary crib near parramatta rd........

this was my first taxi shift in over 6 months.........tried calling brian Kilmeade from fox news on his radio show while gassing up towards the end but there's no way you can get through to that show -- already tried various months ago and forget about it -- it's like Guantanamo bay.........Kilmeade acts like he's on steroids and drives a tank around all day long crushing traffic.......

some dummy got in my cab and says he wants to go to 'misty's' -- in surry hills.........this rang faint bells of a brothel on chalmers street but I googled it it was actually on riley street --- anyway he was impudent to me so I told him it wasn't my job to suck his dick and take a walk .... he started pissing and moaning so I asked him sarcastically if he wanted a kiss goodbye.... then he called me a 'cunt' so I asked him if he wanted to call me a vagina now and then he called me a fat motherfucker so I asked him if he wanted to talk about my wife now - then he slammed the door shut

unlike these evangelicals I guess that maybe wouldn't have taken him to a brothel, I would have......if he was polite and respectful.......... sweedenborg confirms what I always thought, lack of sex can make people suffer serious mental aberrations........... being confronted with so many psychiatric issue people over the years, I have really marvelled at how they couldn't solve their frustrations by hooking up.........certainly it has helped me many times just to get cozy with some girl when I was younger

sweedenborg is talking a lot about conjugial love and conjugial marriage and the sanctity of marriage and stuff and how demons from hell in the spirit plane are trying to influence people negatively from there -- he says that they don't know who their victim is as they can't see it but they know they're affecting someone to do evil -- it seems to make a lot of sense............i'm definitely struggling in my marriage - I started smoking again after 2 months free and now my kids are going to get sick so I really need to stop that....... just took some valerium pills which should help me sleep...........after five years of driving taxi pretty much in a row, I know staying up to 3am can make it difficult to sleep ... I hope to sleep soon and bring my kids to church tomorrow in 6 and a half hours time.......... this church, by the way, is the first church I ever regularly attended, in my entire life, and I started going there a little over 2 and half years ago although I don't attend every week

talking about the brothel point earlier and sweedenborg.......sweedenborg is very much against adultery although he does condone 'taking a mistress' temporarily in the event of marital breakdown where a husband still wants to maintain good relations with his wife over a duration for the sake of kids or whatever, he stresses not to mix conjugial love in the this event with natural/sex love and not to go to bed alternatingly with both partners --- i'm not sure about it -- I think with marriage you only take one bite of the apple and don't marry again except in case of death and even then you have a choice not to......... although if you have little kids to raise it's understandable if you did marry again............... I have no idea......... one customer tonight was a nice French woman, we were talking in French for a while, she was attractive and all, well educated, had a good job, like an engineer......... I can't see the point of having a fling while i'm married though, even if i'm separated from my wife -- if we get completely divorced maybe i'd date women, I don't know..............of course if you're a dedicated muslim you might take more than one wife but that's not my religion but I respect that it's a bona fide religion and valid for Saudis who do that, I don't begrudge them that