camp

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTiGlNDnOtE  (breaking benjamin)

it's campout nite tonite -- back to nature, my spot is near bilpin going to the blue mountains via the bells line of road............. it's expensive on gas just to go there but the site is free...........if i stay back from the road, can't even hear passing cars, can have a fire there......... smoke up cigarrettes.........cold chill..... it's cold here....

so i spent the last couple of days with my american/dutch/aussie buddy christine.... i described her as the u.s. citizen that puts the 'au' in 'aussie'........... her manners are all very australian...........her father is an american..... a music professor (academic) specializing in an obscure kind of music i don't care to mention here........

she told me the last time he saw her he was in tears becoz of her state, she was in prison around 2006, just north of auburn, i picked up there in my taxi in 1999 some weekend release people.........australia is a very tolerant, forgiving society, and christine seems to position herself as a victim of the system and what not, however in america she wouldn't get such a soft touch and would probably end up locked up for much longer than here for whatever her crimes were, break and entry, etc.........

like a lot of americans she has a serious crystal meth problem (addict) and seems to also be struggling to overcome heroine addiction using some post-methadone treatment she says.........crystal meth has absolutely ravaged her, leaving her eyes wrinkled and looking 55ish as opposed to 36......... she's also a whore, turning tricks for $50 to $200 to fuel her drug use..........

being a libra, a real libra, born between sept.21st and oct.17th.......... christine stays calm and unflustered most always, she's also capable of using logic.......... however, despite libras being a non-sectarian, logical type, most of them cannot avoid the brainwashing that comes with whatever culture they're from\

she absolutely cannot be convinced to change her ways, i introduced her to my buddy murphy and my mom and bro.......... my bro wasn't much interested and cleared out.... murphy says the only thing that can save her now is a detox program.......

it's a real pity seeing christine.... it's written that wicked souls often have their soul-personality flee permanently their bodies, maybe just staying attached by some kind of ethereal cord but no longer active in the person's life.........maybe this is true, can't say

what's even more dissappointing though is to realize that alot of the 'arts' american and australian tv drama and tv production out there, in hand with the 'media'..... are at about christine's level..........some kind of american/dutch/aussie white junky --- completely imbecilic.......... uncultured white trash..... sick, boring, inane, failed.... these are the academy awards and tony's...........the sick white trash crystal meth junky awards.......... the deluded white anlgo-supremacists of this world

of course i don't hate my buddy christine, but anyone would realize she's an idiot......... it's the same way with the white-anglo-supremacist culture we're getting from america......... you have a serious hierarchy problem right there

there was a good documentary on the tv today (saw it at my place) with the dalai lama and some american academics about buddhism

was able to track down my buddy aurora in murcia, apparently she's had a stroke, i think it was her maid maybe that i was talking to, she's married too by the looks of it, that's why it was hard to find her, her names had changed........ she resided in cartagena, just south of murcia, that city must have a very old history given the amount of time the mediterranean has been a cradle for civilization and trade......... i might go visit her there