Tibetan book of the dead and sleepy time states

 

Tibetan book of the dead....

https://youtu.be/RNDcTEWP0yo

https://youtu.be/RNDcTEWP0yo

So being fairly busy, driving a bus full-time, three little kids to take care of.... Hanging out with folks, getting some me time on the boat.... There's a window of opportunity to play around a little with my hopes and aspirations and curiosity and astral body.... Now I believe everyone astral travels during sleep and being able to lucid dream and will things consciously is an interesting area. Generally the harder I work and the busier things get, the more scope there is for blissful snoozing on rare occasions I can sleep in. This morning was one such occasion and I listened to this audio on YouTube about the Tibetan book of the dead and snoozed off with some interesting astral experiences or wakeful dreaming. For example, the ride from north of Hornsby to Mona Vale by the ocean became much shorter, like a dreamy sleepy land short astral trip. The visit was deeply affected by my wakeful then suddenly sleepy state, listening to this audio recording. At one point, a guy in Mona Vale got on my bus and we arrived at the bus depot possibly with other passengers in the bus, somewhere I'd never bring a passenger. I brought one once by mistake to Burwood bus depot but that was just an accident. Then one of the customers on the bus to Mona Vale bus depot is actually the speaker of the YouTube Tibetan book of the dead, he's reading it to me word for word, I'm practically awake and asleep at the same time. In another part where I've drifted into sleep, I'm in a prison cell. I have an awareness of being in hell and people in the prison will do nothing good for me, just rape and beat. It's not an especially nice prison cell either, more like a third world prison. Pretty bad. To be honest, when I went to Urumqi in Xinjiang, I mean even regular apartments kind of looked similar I guess. A lot of places in communist China look like prison cells actually. Anyway whatever the audio recording was talking about at this point of dreaming referred to hell and I'll have to listen again to pinpoint that.

It was certainly very interesting. I also found a very interesting video on the why airplanes generally avoid the Tibetan plateau. Very interesting.

https://youtu.be/51whlGDr_cU

Finally, I found some interesting audio tracks on YouTube that continually play pro astral travel rhythms at certain frequencies or Hertz. And I was amazed to see a tremendous improvement in sleep on the boat when it played all night. Otherwise the rocking and noise of the water makes sleep somewhat patchy and difficult. Very interesting.

https://youtu.be/44NGnMpabsM

60 minutes Australia, believes anything Hilary and democrats cook up

 

60 minutes Australia, fancy expensive high school educations producing gullible puppets of DNC Party line:

https://youtu.be/zdR-I35Ladk

What is it about Australia's media apart from Sky News that's causes them to believe anything that Hollywood and the Democrat Party cooks up as gospel truth???

I suppose in a Monarchy system in England Australia New Zealand etc, the concept of a Republic is antithetical to the values of the monarchy. The monarchy is a giant Republic with no powers of republic and all powers of a Democracy. The practical upshot is that people from the British monarchy anywhere cannot seem to grasp that the Republican Party is a real thing. On top of that, right leaning politics typically extends to finances and not morality so much with monarchy countries vs America possibly. Finally it's possible that the corporate overlords in different Australian media companies dictate the politics of the grunts. Certainly as a nighttime taxi driver I have seen more than my share of grubby scumbags occupying high levels in various corporations, many of them permanently trapped in the closet.

With regards to my last posting about ASIO, can you imagine what a Godsend these reincarnated Nazis or whoever these Australian neo Nazis obsessing ASIO, can you imagine what a god send they are to China's pork munching communist spy agencies???? Think how the entire Democrat Party BLM, gay movement, transgender rights movement is just one big yes and a God send to China's leadership cadre. Which pork munching screeching harpy Chinese communist zealot doesn't want to see his America turned into a one party Marxist state such as we have now? From Hunter and Joe Biden's perspective, hanging out with the communist Chinese leadership cadre, easy money, free money. From the perspective of communist Chinese leadership cadre, what better tumor to sit on top of America than this staggering dummy, an arch dummy, breathlessly pathetic taken as a father and son. Joe Is something out of a Simpson's, Homer builds a car episode.

That this utter moron from 60 minutes Australia buys the Hilary Clinton DNC story about Russian campaign influence shows you what babies these kinds of people are for China to steal their own elections. And in the DNC they have a very willing victim. I'm sure Nancy Pelosi dreams of being swept off her feet.

Here's Biden's presidency typified by Homer's car he designed:

https://youtu.be/WPc-VEqBPHI

Anyway who can blame the pork munching screeching harpies of communist China? Look what racists like me, not worshipping everything Chinese.... Next thing the Taiwanese will need rescuing from the big bad world same as the DNC needed rescuing from Russian election interference. I can see communist China coming to the rescue.

Australia watch: a Benji perspective with an Australian spin

 Today's music, actually American, deenage tirtbag*:

https://youtu.be/FC3y9llDXuM

Ok so we're looking at two specific criminal elements in Australia and zooming out and around with an occasional unpredictable lurch here and there.

Let's start with Australia's 60 minutes report with Mike Burgess (head of Australia's CIA, called ASIO) talking about a radical neo Nazi fringe group:

https://youtu.be/804CxkmnxLY

Now Mike is saying about 90% of the ASIO resources are now focused on this group. That's a little troubling I suppose as I do not see this group as especially threatening to life and limb in terms of mass casualty attacks (MCA, not to be confused with the Beastie Boys rapper MCA). Mike and cops in general are annoyed by the privacy encryption offered by major apps from silicon valley. Not sure which exactly, probably Facebook Messenger and what's app. 

Without dismissing as ok what these neo Nazis are about as ok, I just think it's odd 90% of resources are spent on these guys. There are plenty of roaming African gangs in Melbourne who have perpetrated alot more violence than these guys. It was a big problem at one point, African refugees from Sudan just bashing everyone in public. I think that was a problem for Victorian police to oversee. I don't imagine there is much information sharing amongst different agencies like ASIO and Victorian police except in very grievous cases. I mean I understand why ASIO looks at these guys but I think before that Brendan Tarrant NSW guy that shot up the mosque in New Zealand, I think before then ASIO was looking at Muslims a lot harder.

Then there was the troubling aspect of the left wing media just going out of control in America and running like a headless chicken with its white supremacism dogma, really enabling terrorist groups like Black lives matters and mainstreaming left wing extremists into serious political roles as with the left wing extremists working as District Attorneys in America. Even Australians who might consider themselves to the right of politics can easily be brainwashed by the constant brainwashing the left wing media in America is coming with constantly vis January 6 riots and the rest of it. It's very scary to think that America might reach a point where they can never have an actual fair election for decades due to external influences and fraud.

Speaking of fraud, I have long made my position clear on this blog that Australia's media is overrun by angry manhating closeted lesbians. If the Fire Brigade wants to send a fire truck around all day to follow me for being a terrorist for thinking so, so be it. I tend to subscribe to the Britney Spears 'why don't you do somethin'?' philosophy when it comes to the concept of Law and Order vs crime:

https://youtu.be/Bb1ad7r5oN8

Miss Spears is right, people need to do stuff. The neo Nazis need to have a picnic day with the wives and kids. The angry manhating closet lesbians of Australian media need to tell their men their spiteful feelings and kiss a lady (too many date rapes during all girls non co-ed schooling is showing ladies, you're looking frumpy!!!). I'm not sure what ASIO needs to do but probably somethin' if you listen to that song's message. The left wing media in America needs to get help, talk therapy can really help them, even talking to a therapist is doing somethin'. The pro-crime left wing extremist District Attorneys in America need to quit they [sic] jobs and start tidying up vandalism.

Moving on, speaking about people that are pro-actively doing somethin', let's talk about rapists. Whatever you can say about rapists, they aren't just sitting around at home twiddling their thumbs but actively planning and executing grievous and life shattering assaults on unsuspecting women and girls. Let's zoom in on one famous rapist in Melbourne Australia who has gone free for too long: Mr Cruel, that's really his nickname. You probably thought Mr Cruel referred to Britney's stylist that encouraged her to shave her head, wrong again my frumpy looking girlfriend! He's actually an evil child rapist, having raped around six or so pre teen and early teenage girls. Possibly also a boy. There have for many decades been serious corruption issues in Victoria state, meaning a proper investigation of this guy never happened. However, someone needs to talk to a judge or something and get some warrants or something because catching this guy shouldn't be so difficult. I don't think I need to be an uber educated FBI profiler or slick gay criminologist with a PhD to tell you this guy was most likely an electricity linesman working for the Victorian government electricity service. Very possibly married with kids too. Failing that he'd have to be a cop or ambulance or something like that but anyway clearly seems to be an electricity linesman. All someone has to do is get a photograph of every single electricity linesman working for AECV or whatever Victoria's electricity service is called, during the 70s or 80s whenever this guy was active and compare it to the picture drawn from the eyewitness account mentioned. I mean I don't know what kind of investigation Victorian police have mounted but it seems like it would be an easy case to solve. The guy even murdered one girl with three bullets after raping her, definitely a baddy!!!! Come on. 

Mr Cruel:

https://youtu.be/oy-Efr-JjrE

Oh ok! I never knew they had such a flagrant suspect! That guy is super guilty. He's already been convicted and spent ten years in prison for these kinds of crimes and no surprise he comes out of prison knowing how to repeat these crimes without being caught. There's someone for ASIO to watch 24/7. If he's not a terrorist I don't know what is. 

* Never really occurred to me until today this song could be about flossing and flosers [sic]. What's flossing you say?

Tell them Mike (and Big):

https://youtu.be/8qoSRHTu7-4

What if I were doing therapy with Amber Heard

 

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I mentioned earlier on the blog I've been doing a shit ton of therapy on the phone with Americans on the warmline. Needless to say there's a special spot for Americans in my ossie Spaniard heart and most recently the chap I spoke with sounded a little Hispanic then I got the southern belle with the deep southern accent. Very accentuated. Normally I just ramble on for a while and then after twenty minutes they might pull me up as they have time limits. With my last session with southern belle we went longer and it was like after 2am on my boat I think by the time we quit. In the end she was telling me about her personal life, apparently. Then after that a day or two or whenever later I did a session on the phone with my Australian counselor, she's a second year psychology student and her husband is a fire fighter she tells me. She has three kids like me and I set the price at $20 per hour (I don't like to pay as I get it free with the Americans but she's a local woman and understands the local psychology plus her hubby is a fire fighter that's a plus.)

If I were having a session with Heard I'd proceed from the moment around June 2018 my phone rings. It's my boss at Burwood bus depot in Sydney: my application to transfer to Ryde depot has been accepted. Will I stay with Burwood more than the three years I've been already or xfer to Ryde depot? Staying with Burwood means transitioning to the private sector as we're in the process of privatising everything. I'll get more benefits staying with the government plus I'm interested to experience something new. The guys at Burwood were super chummy and super welcoming. Very nice guys to work with. The areas we covered were super unwhite. A north south axis of Sydney ranging from Hurstville in the deep south to Macquarie centre in the north. I'd been there already three years and was bored with everything including all the Asians on the north south M41 route. Obviously any dumbass like the dumbass white Canadian sounding college kid that stomped off my bus in disgust for overhearing me not sounding overwhelmed with joy for working with Asians could make me sound like a racist. But I'm the one that spent almost two years in Asia and learned a good whack of Chinese. Probably not dumbass Canadian sounding white college boy with his dumbass college brainwashing from the moron cretin white people there. Anyway I don't know I remember rocking up to a Xmas party after I transferred out and the guys were pretty happy to see me and pretty kind.

I guess I was spiralling into hell a bit at the time...

So you've basically called me and told me you moved out after three years. Heard interrupts to say to me on the phone.

That's right Vasquez, I respond and proceed talking. I transferred to Ryde depot as I implied. The first two weeks or so were super tricky getting to Ryde depot as I had no vehicle to use apart from my pushbike and free public transport. Then I acquired Britney.

What's that? Vazquez asks me.

A 650cc motorbike I got from a guy claiming to be a policeman's brother. He said his bro was always telling him about crazy police shit.

Like what? Vazquez asks me.

Like nowadays perverts can go watch fags screwing each other on stage, like married couples who don't want kids and work in mental hospitals or something. Well some homicidal feeling guy tried poisoning some of the patrons dead there, working at the bar, shit like that.

Sounds interesting, Vazquez interjects.

Yeah so the night I got Britney I'd only ridden a 50cc bike which was like 25mph  maximum speed uphill.

I rode dirt bikes a lot when I was a kid, my father was a bike mechanic, you must be a fatty. Vazquez offers.

I've just got big bones. So I'll never remember that first night riding Britney. Fully sick cuz.

I can imagine, I know exactly what you mean. Vazquez says.

Yeah by the time I got home I'd figured out the gears a bit and I parked it across the road in front of an old abandoned house and kept her a secret as long as I could.

That's cool. Why was the house abandoned? Vazquez asks.

I asked my mother about it, I was living at her house at the time with my two daughters and their mother, she said there was an old married couple living there and as she recalls it she and her husband made friends with them on one occasion years ago. Not much to tell. They had died and the house stayed empty and in disrepair. Britney was camoflauged out front of it and I'd leave for work without flashing my jacket or helmet and ride her to Ryde depot.

So what happened with Britney in the end? Vazquez asks.

I had to give berth to her. It was necessary to ride her to a berthing at the port where she could be deposited into a cargo liner.

Wow, Vazquez interjects. So that's where you got off.... Did it hurt?

You say your father was a bike mechanic and you rode dirt bikes as a kid. I remember all the youths riding their unregistered dirt bikes past my momma's house popping wheelies, often with someone holding on behind them. Like little fifteen year old kids. You ever pop wheelies like that?

Yes I did. Now what else happened in your story. This Ms Vazquez asks me.

Well I'll tell you, I was riding on the bus as a kid to my local town centre. 

Which is where? Vazquez asks. 

Just kind of south of Dallas.

Oh ok, coz you came through on the Virginia line.

The phone router must have transferred me, I called like the Texas line but maybe sometimes it diverts to the national line, I explain.

Ok so what happened on the bus when you were a kid?

I was like ten or eleven, some kind of retarded kids would get on the bus at a big giant special campus school for mentally slow kids. They'd pile onto the bus like a mile from where I'd board and they'd be all rambunctious and in my face a little sometimes. They'd be older, one day they showed me a nudey card, like a pack of playing cards with lewd photos, I guess it was embarrassing and awkward for me. Mostly they just looked super retarded and comfortably unaware of that. I never felt like I had to point anything out to anyone when I was a kid about much in general so I just felt awkward around those kids I guess.

Before you said you learned a good whack of Chinese, what did you mean by that?

Well just basic everyday language, simple things to say in conversation but not that much either. It's just a hobby, learning a language, everyone's got their own way of learning.

How are your daughters now and their mother?

They're fine, I say.

What about your father?

He passed away.

Can you tell me anything about him?

His name was Thomas, he was a steam train driver.

You mean like he'd drive those old fashioned steam trains around?

Yeah he'd control the locomotive and pull carriages and stuff.

Tell me more about your relationship with Thomas the tank engine driver, your father. Vazquez probes.

He had no arms and would get around in a wheelchair, he was very career focused and only seemed to care about pleasing his work colleagues, Percy, Edward, Gordon, the Fat Controller.

Who was the Fat Controller? Vazquez asks me.

He was the shot caller at the railyard. The big boss.

How was your father outside of work?

He was the kind of employee that immersed himself so much in his work, it's like he'd bring it home with him.

How so?

I'm not sure I want to go into details. I mean I think I was happy kind of just seeing him on videophone at a distance, more than close up in person. He was a bit overwhelming up close, as you can imagine.

I'm not sure what to think.... Did your father ever have arms?

No, he never had arms, he just got his steam engine Thomas to roll without arms. Someone else had to scoop the coal. 

So you never got a hug from your father?

I'm not sure he'd want to hug anyone. I don't think he was the hugging type.

https://youtu.be/M689w7-WrmI

That's too bad, kids need affection from they [sic] parents. 

I didn't get much.

So what exactly was your father bringing home from work?

Like sticks and stones, like you'd find in a railway yard.

So what was the problem with that? Was he like a hoarder?

Yes, both of my parents were hoarders. Pretty sure. 

So what now?

So now I'm playing with my Smurf figurines. Close your eyes you can see the whole village.

Is Papa Smurf there?

The Smurf with the auspicious and unique red hat is actually Ethan Hawke, the movie actor.

What's he doing?

He's shitting on everyone.

Why? 

I guess he needs to go to the bathroom. Ask him. How long have you been a counselor for?

***

Typically after a counseling session on the boat I'll just loaf around and watch YouTube. For example, who knew the Drugpa sect had so many monasteries in Butane [sic] and other Himalayan areas???? They have little red hats....

https://youtu.be/ete0HXY2yYs

Also the Thunderbirds are working on they [sic] motor as well....

https://youtu.be/HhOknQXoEu8

 

It's a small world after all

 

That's a song my classmates and I had to sing a lot at school.... Elementary school....

It seems you're often meeting ppl that meet famous ppl. For example my buddy Drew from Richmond VA was telling me his older brother drank at the same bar as the guys from Good Charlotte (think food group, the pizza guy, etc) and that the folks in the bar would pay out on them a lot like they were silly.

Mike Miers came walking by me one day in Greenwich village and affirmed he was Mike Myers after I asked him, however he didn't stop or make eye contact and I never meant to encroach, it was a startled blurting.

My workmate at the time boasted being Robert Rodriguez's lawyer's daughter (name if Brandy). Not sure if that was true but she was certainly a bow legged girl, a Capricorn, hailing from Texas, apparently and an interesting woman. I dated her and Nick Nolte's Mrs I think before they actually had kids. I didn't like her mother she was a dope from England.

My Mrs was saying her work colleague here in Sydney went to high school with Taylor Swift (same high school) in Pennsylvania or something. Don't see why he'd just make that up. I went to high school with Silverchair whoever they are. If I was at a Broadway show next to Taylor Swift I'd ask her if she knew that guy.... 

Broadway musicals cuz...

https://youtu.be/Prhi3_Nvt3U

Ukraine war latest

 

It seems there's a real paucity of reporting from western journalists, I've noticed one french journalist was recently shot dead and the battle lines are now in eastern Ukraine. The issue of Ukrainian wheat exports is not least as various African countries will suffer attrition. It seems Russia has broken through Turkey's control point in the Black sea with at least one warship. The fighting seems to be muted lately except in the breakaway regions on a regular front.

The western media left wing has become silent and looking to milk a Texas shoot em up from some crazy eighteen year old kid with the same birthday as moi. Perhaps they feel there's political gain to be had acting like Shooter McGavin after Happy Gilmore accidentally kills his coach.

There's an absolute lack of anything resembling negotiations and the Russians are absolutely to blame for this business and the spillover effects. They are the ones putting a naval and land blockade on Ukrainian wheat exports. They're the guys doing the land grab. We had a talking head, General Keane bobbing around on various networks, asking for American navy commitment but Millie and Austin are too hesitant it seems. Cannot see the wrong is taking Keane's advice on that one.

I'm not sure if there's some weaponry being provided behind the scenes like in Laos after the Vietnam war and we're not hearing about it. There was just a guy on Fox News saying Biden is only sending one M142 rocket launcher. I'm pretty sure the Americans can just keep sending weapons as the Ukrainians are asking for it and willing to fight for their own land. Not to be a warmonger....

Real niggaz, straight off the streets of Compton, they won't be attending the NATO meeting in Madrid.....

https://youtu.be/buUJf8sp3zw

Leonid can't attend his meeting either....

https://youtu.be/IvhHD1m8Ktc

Here's Fox News discussing Biden and gun laws:

https://youtu.be/1V_h2CaHqrM

Not actually going to watch that but isn't it interesting how Biden is saying that the second amendment doesn't mean you can have a cannon and then he's sending big cannons to the Ukrainians. That's because the American constitution as Jefferson or whoever wrote it just states plain facts, inalienable, God given rights: the right to bear arms. Are we going to mandate hammers be soft and foamy? How will we drive nails into wood? Should we ban nail guns? Petrol burns easily should we ban that, and cigarette lighters? Lets ban cars they kill ppl. Isn't Biden affirming the Ukrainians God given right to bear arms by sending M142s and the rest of it?

Biden is being disingenuous about banning assault rifles. Let Biden retire in New Zealand or American Samoa if he doesn't like living around assault rifles. I understand the media base he's pandering to has a lot of closet homosexuals and not every guy is going to abandon his wife and kids just because he realises some guy is good looking so he must be a fudgepacker. 

That makes sense right? Now watch uncle Tom some more:

https://youtu.be/v6KJ2U9YGwE

Jamber Bearsin'.... Bearsin' with Johnny and Amber, just bear with them!

 Ok so Benji's somewhat non interested take. I think what happened was Heard won like 100 million dollars lawsuit against Depp, something considered an Islamic dowry to wife, in my understanding. Basically the society they are in are recognising them as a bona fide married couple, not just f*CK buddies, pothead and his mistress, kind of thing.

On a human level this implies Heard was a cultivating element in Depp's life, and really, I don't know much about him apart from he's what I consider a soul that resonates to the musical note d minor and what that entails (a lot). Also apparently he had no father and his mother was no good so I'm inclined to believe, if that's the case, that while he may have succeeded as an actor as many men with bad or no fathers do. Nevertheless he brought unresolved angst to the relationship, or he expected the relationship be more boyfriend girlfriend like than actual marriage.

Heard to me looks like a woman, she wants her dowry for the marriage. The latest result, Johnny winning her defamation case against him, being awarded around 15 million in damages, this just means her dowry is downgraded from 100 million to 85 million. She might look greedy and avenging to some folks but really, her sense of entitlement indicates she has what the Koran, according to my understanding (please don't blow me up, crazy Pakistanis!), refers to as a 'freed slave' status, going into the relationship, not a 'slave' status. I guess the Koran is saying everyone has a toggle button relative to everyone else that is set to 'slave' or 'freed slave'. For example I get to Northern beaches district of Sydney with a slave mentality regarding boating, sailing, being on the water in a general way, the locals free me of my slave mentality by virtue of their sense of entitlement.

Is Heard an example if toxic femininity, well according to the defamation trial jury and court in Fairfax, yes, and according to Johnny's fans. However Heard still won a pretty big dowry from Depp and it's difficult to see how much he'll be able to claw back. Also unclear how much is going to Heard and how much to her lawyers. Toxic femininity is still not actually recognised as a thing, unfortunately, progressive as we would like to think we are, with all our transgender and gay rights (a joke).

Now with regards to the two lovebirds, can they grow as people and learn from their mistakes? Probably they should realise neither believes in the other that much, although to some extent yes, I imagine they'll be sick of each other and using each other to explore their dark sides or perceived hypocrisies or whatever. They can try to use the occasion to build meaningful relationships in future or no, I don't know. I think this is about the two lovebirds looking for a real meaningful relationship in each other because that's a human need everyone has. I think they found that in each other and Depp will not have any motivation to try to stick around and won't. I think these celebrities find validation and meaning and even meaningful relationships between themselves and their relationships with their industry insiders, even just dopey journalists and talk show hosts. Obviously when you get souls like Jim Morrison and Kurt Cobain who are young and disillusioned with their celebrity and where it leaves them, they just choose to suicide.

Professionally I understand from the trial from tapes played to the courtroom:

https://youtu.be/1RMaTefMWq0

That Heard was a major actor in Aquaman, however I have not seen Aquaman. My understanding is that Nichole Kidman is in this movie and plays the Aquaman character's mother. I'd guess Heard plays his love interest. I would not think Heard and Kidman have anything but a professional relationship as working actors together and probably got along civilly on set if they saw each other at all there, and I'd guess to say that they are not actually friends in the real world. My understanding of Kidman is that she's a sensible woman and has not had this kind of meltdown like Heard's entire relationship has been with Depp, and is happily married to Keith Urban and has a happy life in Memphis Tennessee or somewhere like that. I gave one of their Sydney neighbours a taxi ride, that sees them occasionally at their north Sydney apartment, and, same as the taxi customer I had whose kid worked with Tom Cruise on some movie, I had no reason to doubt either customer was being truthful about their dealings with this former married couple and what comes back to me is that both of them are stable and reliable people and very dedicated professionals, who know how to act normal in the real world*. Heard is a young woman and at that age where she really needs a regular husband giving it to her all the time and making babies. Unfortunately a lot of young women do not want this (babies, just sex) and the university/middle class system generally frowns on it and women in their 20s like to play the field and imagine all kinds of things.

I saw in some internet comments Heard is actually a mother and I don't know anything about it although it piques my interest. I'm sure Johnny wouldn't care if I took her as an extra wife. She can wear pink hair bows from now on if she's interested. I can see Johnny frantically waving like the actor in Team America when he's in trouble, waving his emergency signal hands in the air and saying: 'take her, take her bro!' ha ha that's so funny.

So there you have it Johnny and Amber sitting in a tree, not what they would have imagined for themselves as little kids singing that song. 

Gary's frantic sign:

https://youtu.be/CjpM67BY1HI