Shazam, 2019, movie review

 I liked Shazam guys, pro Shazam here. Trying to keep it apolitical. Hard to believe I warned my kids about predators in tv and film that handle child actors but that's the world we live in. Hopefully no kids were molested making Shazam but you never know as there are some extremely evil paedos in hollywood managing the kiddies.

So had been reading a bunch of Swedenborg lately and you can too. He was talking about after death people immediately remember who they were in the world and have a full complete body (not physical but spiritual) which is essentially the same as prior to dying. I've had a lot of dreams where I learn to fly kind of like in Shazam. Anyway in Swedenborgs first state after death, and we'll touch on the tibetan book of the dead also, people remember who they were in the world and catch up with dead family and the like. They are in the first phase of dying so it can take up to thirty earth years to progress to stage two. Or it can happen immediately and they can immediately be banished to hell or sent to heaven. Generally it can't happen until they're brought into their inner self which is their real inner personality. I think he says this phase one happens in under one earth year but with the angels in the disincarnate plane there is no concept at all of time and space can be bent and shortened so it's like a dream state really.

Case of Stephanie lazarus: 

https://youtu.be/WLSNPkf8RCU

I've been watching alot of police interrogation videos lately like of suspected murderers and one was even a police lady herself who killed a love rival and went undetected for like over a decade. Think her name was Lazarus. Last name. Anyway all these murderers are plotting murder inwardly and just dissimulating outwardly so that's what Swedenborg calls the inner and outer self. He says in the spiritual world (the disincarnate plane) noone can act differently outwardly to the inner self so their outer self has to be shut down and their inner self come to the fore. It's a complicated topic as Swedenborg recognizes children that die as children are always spared hell and prepared for heaven. He also states the endgame or goal of it all is regeneration or redemption, where people from freewill make the correct choices in life to lead into heaven: to put the group before the individual, to be useful to society, to contribute, to avoid gross sin like adultery or molesting kids etc. I guess most of law enforcement are probably good guys, like the Shazam people in the movie.

I find the study of psychology and the principles involved interesting.

So Swedenborg says after death you have the world of spirits where the good and bad intermix freely then they are sorted out and the bad want to stay away from heaven and gravitate to various gates and doors that lead to hell. There's actually a lot of this kind of symbology in Shazam. I wouldn't have thought I was ready for Swedenborg until I found it a few years ago but I was always reading voraciously as a teenager, mostly classic novels and literature. I never really found any philosophy til I was seventeen, reading about the russian mathematician Ouspensky. He in turn finds Gurdjieff and I kind of followed the two of them as a seventeen year old kind of taking an actual interest in philosophy and alchemy I suppose. Before that I just read all manner of literature for years on end, most any famous novel you might imagine, good chance I read it. I only remember reading one biography written for teenagers on Mozart when I was around seven and that was the first time I read a book as nobody read to me as a child and I struggled to learn reading at school in kindergarten aged five. Go figure. 

Anyway with this Swedenborg. Once you're in hell you're there to get punished, there's no other way and I understand this also as I went through a good amount of hell as a teenager. Even as a sixteen year old in high school in Spain I felt very lonely and isolated. I definitely was unhappy. Before that I was at that dopey school I mentioned where I dropped out after a clique began bullying, harassing the shit out of me, probably praying I'd suicide or something, so evil nazi dudes or some kind of jew hating, I don't know. I kind of liked shazam's cape. There was a girl at that school that was pregnant at sixteen, I was only fifteen and asked her, 'are you pregnant Heather?' she was all like yeah and had a baby bump. She had this emo goth buddy that painted his face or something, I asked her: 'is he gay?' she was all like, yeah, he is. I liked Heather. We caught up at high school reunion five years ago walking around the school and her daughter was like twenty three. That was her baby bump! Maybe the emo goth guy was friends with Ann not Heather and I asked Ann about him, not Heather, really doesn't matter.

Seems you can go from heaven to hell pretty fast sometimes.

Swedenborg affirms that while you're alive in the physical world, your inner self still keeps a connection to a different community in the spirit world, which you might actually reconnect with after you die. Or perhaps when you sleep. It's difficult to imagine the physical world isn't real sometimes. 

I recall taking a drug one time around 2010, age 34, designed to help people quit smoking. Originally scientists were trying to develop an anti depressant but accidentally realized their drug could suppress urges to smoke. As you can imagine, nicotine is extremely addictive, I tried using this drug in the recommended way but the doses were way too high (overkill) and I ended up dreaming one night about my college roommate in Spain when I was twenty, we had some chinese styled house with a courtyard and two tiers in the dream. In real life we were on the 11th floor with the most amazingly stunning forest view you don't normally find in Madrid, looking over the casa de campo which is a very large forest. Anyway my dream was so strong coz of those drugs, when I woke up I was all like, that's the real world! With the two tiered courtyard house. Not the world I was waking up into.

The takeaway was the doctor's recommended dosages were way too strong so in the following years I'd self medicate. I mean the australian government had jacked up the taxes on tobacco and even banned tobacco advertising. I started buying the illegally smuggled cigarettes at ten dollars the pack. Fifty cents per cigarette. I'd drive four twelve hour taxi shifts in a row to get rich. Smoking around ten cigarettes a day. On the three day weekend I'd take maybe one and a half pills to kill the desire for cigarettes. I'd be doing this every week basically not smoking on weekends. Then it was really messing with my will big time. As Spaniards, despite all men being created equal, we have stronger wills than most people barring Russians who have incredibly strong wills. The English are also fairly strong willed. I mean I don't think that's bullshit and these pills were messing with my brain but I didn't care coz it was full steam ahead with the five year plan taxi driving get rich thing after being broke most of my life.

Then as I mentioned on my blog, my buddy from quetta pakistan, the Baluchistani, that I just nickname martin luther king coz I like nicknaming everyone and this guy had a dream and all which meant coming to australia with people smugglers on a boat, when that guy suicided in mom's crib, hot on the heels of my brother doing the same, that was such a shock, I was all like, ok I'm not smoking anymore and that was that. And it's been around three and a half years now. Since the weekend of the Vegas shooter massacre, like telly savalas said bro: don't smoke. Shocking! I definitely feel like I'm reeling from one disaster to the next. That's the reel effect. Even my relationship with my wife seems like one big disaster.

Actually Yul Brynner said don't smoke bro:

https://youtu.be/iikQoFpNBNg

Forgot about the tibetan book of the dead. I think the main gist with that is you spend alot of time in life focusing on meditation exercises based on the concept of maintaining self awareness after death and avoiding reincarnating, when already dead, in situations where you will continue a loop of foolish activity. Probably not a bad idea, really. I think the hollywood actor richard gere does a fair bit of that. That'd be something that would definitely come up in his afterlife after dying as richard gere, I guess in stage one of death, in what Swedenborg calls the world of spirits, before everyone heads off for heaven or hell. 

As Swedenborg doesn't treat on reincarnation at all, just referring to resurrection as what happens to your spirit after physical death, he'd say keep the ten commandments, avoid adultery and try to live a life engaged with the world and useful to others.

 

Nada más, 500m swim.... Xinjiang residents mobilize to criticize Pompeo

 

Yo, did 20 x 25 metre laps recently, that's like 540 yards. Quite a swim. That's ten laps with a pause after each lap then a rest and another ten laps.

Ok I visited my buddy rahman in his home country of xinjiang in 2005 after spending around half a year in nyc, including month in mississippi and Florida. All I can say about the eastern parts of america is it's a completely different galaxy to the west. It's unfortunate through the power people surrender to television as a form of lazy idolatry, that nyc and los Angeles have become entertainment capitals and a false, evil kind of nexus between them has built up as industry tycoons vie for face time on tv and money. You're talking about a lot of adulterous and greedy americans on tv jetting between nyc and la. Fuck them to hell.

https://youtu.be/nWo2-Y1n1x0

Having said that, I concur with laowhy in his video these uyghurs are being coerced. It's a tough thing because the chinese flood tibet and xinjiang with so many people eventually they become like the Aborigines in Australia, overwhelmed.

My buddy rahman told me in early September 2005 when I was with him in xinjiang what his culture was, who his people were, and how he hated chinese people, who are in his country as conquerors since mao and the 1950s.

One time I recall my father saying to me before the Americans invaded iraq in march 2003: why do they have all those troops? Let them invade iraq.

Similarly I wonder, why do they have all those troops on xinjiang's border coming on twenty years now, close to my buddy's hometown kashgar, in fact, why don't they invade xinjiang? They'd be alot more welcome there than in Iraq, I can tell you.

 

One time I was having a confrontation with a very angry aboriginal guy in sydney during college days like in 1998, hanging out with my super rich elite university trillionaire buddies. We were at a bar and being from a very tough town with plenty of angry Aborigines (having been beaten by them before), I decided to grab this guy's wrists before he could do shit apart from headbutt or knee me after that. Asshole. Security ended up throwing him out. He was looking for a fight, pretending to be all indignant coz I asked him for a cigarette. What a jerk. Already told you Oprah was a whiney Sambo right? And the bitch Piers Morgan? He's the only bitch the Pentagon should be paying for gender reassignment surgery. Stupid asses. And just to be fair, I'll call Tucker Carlson a stupid cracker dumb slut. There, all even stephens now you dumb sluts.

Picture: Neil from the young ones saying: "guys, guys, I've got a new movie for you to check out, it looks really entertaining"

 

Here's Neil if you're not up to speed on British comedians:

https://youtu.be/7FtcW9u0GDE

And since I mentioned napoleon in my last post, and my daughter, oddly. Well there's someone else apart from napoleon that won't be meeting my daughter Zara and that's my father. Since I can't tell you much about napoleon (or bruce willis for that matter), I can tell you my father frothed at the mouth about the 'lesbian do-gooders' and the 'scum of the earth'. His absolute solution to peaceful protests and non peaceful protests, he swore, was a machine gun nest, so I guess he must have loved the tiannamin square massacre. Matter of fact, difficult to imagine me spending eighteen months in china including seven months working for a senior communist party leader there if it wasn't for my father's outspoken opinions. In fact, one russian girl I once met in hollywood told me that her father used to just shoot his gun at the ceiling everytime he saw something that annoyed him on tv. With that rapturous endorsement homies, I refer you to

Cosmic Sun [sic]

Actually you can watch the entire movie here I guess..... Saying that (watch) in five languages in my mind, coz one just isn't enough:

Kankan; da gleden; ve; regarde; watch:

https://youtu.be/u4c2KULJgoM

Maybe learning all those words helped me realize this movie sucks. Clearly the SAG has access to outstanding accountants that know how to get the best tax write offs on horrible movies. No wonder bruce willis looks like he's about to have a nervous breakdown after the entire movie plays and he drinks a stiff drink in the last shot of the movie. It's like they wrote a letter to the president of azerbaijan and asked him to provide them with a movie script. It can't be easy making a movie during a pandemic. And normally you'd think, well rotten tomatoes website is going to lambast these ppl for making this movie. But who knows, maybe the critics at rotten tomatoes lost someone to covid they actually liked and are having some kind of spiritual epiphany plus ate an lsd filled strawberry shortcake by accident and think this movie is great but the odds would have to be pretty big. Now I understand why everyone at fox news spends years and years bitching about Democrats. Who knows, maybe professional actors feel inclined to make movies like this as a kind of deterrent to would be filmmakers to just stay away. Maybe there are soulless druggy losers amongst the soulless, druggy loser classes who will appreciate this movie. Maybe it's movies like this that guarantee aliens from outer space will only ever want to spend time with us in order to probe us cruelly and terrifyingly, because that's all we deserve. I mean I hope I made it clear this movie sucks. I wouldn't advise any of the actors in it to suicide as a result of feeling self loathing and disgust for having made this movie.

Anyway as I was talking about my father before that. So one time I was fifteen and decided to throw a party at the new high school I was attending. We'd moved houses the year before and I tried riding my bike to the same school and the wintertime ride was very hard on my hands in terms of the cold. It really didn't occur to me to buy gloves and continue the absolute lovefest at my original school I'd been attending since age almost four (my daughter Zara's age now) where I started preschool, all the way to the end of grade eight when my parents bought their first, and only house. I did grade nine riding a modest two miles or so each way daily on my racer bike and, possibly I was feeling lazy. Possibly curious and desirous of a change. Likely I didn't realize the beautiful bonds of camaraderie that had grown around me since preschool at that school, Bidwill school. So off I went to transfer and walked into a bad situation kind of like watching this movie and thinking it would be good from the trailer all excited and then just walking out with my tail between my legs. 

I mean a lot of Australians would not want to be associated with a place like mt druitt high school, so really it's a pity they choose to act like that, paradoxical as that sounds.

Anyway still early into the year, or maybe towards the middle, I can't remember, I decided to throw a party, with alcohol. I passed on inviting anyone from my original school as I'd forgotten about them. A shitload of ppl turned up. Originally my father caught wind of my plans and said, no parties unless I'm around to supervise, I don't want kids screwing around in my house. So I said ok we won't have the party then postponed it a week with the folks at school then my father never found out about it maybe. My brother and mother were there. Pretty sure in those days my brother hadn't started his heavy regimen of anti psychotic drugs and just smoked weed and drank a little alcohol. I can't remember if I smoked weed that day but I drank quite a bit and ended up making out with a girl called maria lobo who was east timorese. She was a good kisser and we just kind of made out for a while on my couch. Some people were in the pool and someone threw soap in and people were in the garage smoking weed, pretty sure. My mom was kind of patrolling about the garage a bit likely worried someone would steal something or something. My brother was around too but I can't remember much of it. One guy from the school was sitting in my father's favorite chair which kind of stank of his body sweat (kind of how this movie stank) and just kind of leaned over and vomited all over the floor (without even watching this new bruce willis movie: too much booze). Then there was a bunch of work cleaning that up. After a while some folks left and I think they were hostile or something coz the entire area is full of angry, frustrated hostile people. Not exactly chipper can do americans. I just remember they were carrying a case of beer. At the end of the day this high school was a real loser, extremely low academic level and like I said, the last school was like a lovefest in comparison. We'd gone through so many rites. Australians are likely to bully newbies I guess. 

Anyway yeah that movie sucked. Nobody got date-raped at my party, wasn't a lot of hooking up happening either, just me and Maria Lobo. Next time I saw her at school it was like she thought I wanted to be her boyfriend but I wasn't really that interested in girls sexually to be honest with you. I had an obsession with two girls at the school like I felt I was in love with them but not concurrently and one of them was a palestinian arab who subsequently went to israel and complained about being treated like cattle (not my experience in jerusalem as I'm probably almost certainly a spanish jew and I like jews). Maria got wind of my crush on this palestinian girl and how I tried asking her to be my girlfriend through a third party (gossip) then she started good naturedly mocking me about it (ribbing) one day at school while all kinds of people were around as we walked from one class to another. I'm guessing that's after my party where I kind of loved her and left her. She was a great kisser though, no question.

 

Sometimes it's like life wasn't meant to be easy

 Continuing on that last post, consider my lot: I'll never get to wear a baby bonnet and giant diapers and sit on Oprah Winfrey's lap (weighing 250 pounds, that's what I weigh) and cry and say googoo gaga while I wrap daddy Dr Phil around my little finger acting all fussy, watching the iron lotus with autistic ferver over and over again while if momma Oprah or daddy Dr Phil so much as squirm I'll start crying and screaming. Looking forward to crapping in my nappy like a long distance fighter pilot. Oh man that's never going to happen, life is cruel. I'm sure Oprah could carry 250 pounds of Benny bear on her lap plus a few ounces of crap filled diaper.

https://youtu.be/_7dr6PCeW4c

Life is full of uncomfortable realities like that, uncomfortable for moi but probably comfortable for Oprah and Phil. Or uncomfortable for them and comfortable for me in my unfulfilled fantasy, depending how you look at it.

Key takeaway realities (facts, also known as 'fish' aka catching fish equals ascertaining facts):

Charles isn't dad he's stepdad dad and his number one focus is becoming king of england and when he does, piers Morgan might get a hard on

Dad is a polo player or whatever. He shagged mom coz she was in a completely loveless marriage and she was lonely as hell and that was her only outlet for love.

You have to love the English because while the above is pretty obvious, they still embraced Harry as his brother's father's son and royalty. Same as Charles and grandma who isn't actually grandma genetically.

People surrounding royals are absolute lickspittles and suckups. Can you imagine I was King of america and everyone in Congress has to grovel at my feet and fox news kisses my ass daily. It's un American, kind of.

Issue isn't if harry's wife is a sambo same as Oprah and baby Harry, issue is all european royalty are interrelated and inbred.

None of european royalty is related to napoleon, just throwing that last fact in as well as he crowned himself emperor of france, kind of making himself royalty, ha ha hee hee as my daughter says. That means Megan and Harry can open a burger shop: royal burgers and fries and pursue happiness like that.

Oh yeah Bill Clinton has an unrecognized little black son, exact spitting image of Bill but black. Bill has given him absolutely nothing but his public image to consider and his momma got a little sperm. That's coz Bill cares about black people that much. Megan and Harry can invite him to their new burger restaurant when it's built and give him five years free burgers make up for Bill's absolute callous stinginess and disregard for his own flesh and blood (starting to like Charles and the English more, although not the polo player dad and the asshole piers morgan). 

Just sayin' govnu

Just sayin'more actually guvna, giving you more as it were. It's a sign of petty narcissism that Oprah and Megan want to make every conversation about them both being sambos. (Yes we had potato crisps in Australia once branded Sambo brand, that's coz it wasn't all about coon cheese down under bro).

Yes we agree Oprah is a sambo and has been horribly oppressed as a sambo. She's struggling to overcome the miserable anti sambo oppression she was subjected to. That's actually being sarcastic, or ironic (you decide witch [sic]), but in fact, consider bill clinton's black son:

https://youtu.be/sHwp8-FgwHo

And Michael Jackson's daughter Paris, also part sambo. But this isn't a sambo issue. This is an evil narcissistic personality vs not so evil.

Looking at Michael Jackson and bill clinton, it's not about skin color or race. It's that they both seem to be predator rapists the media had fallen in love with. Both if them extremely talented preformers in their respective fields, but absolute predators. Not your average run of the mill guys. While people in america languish in prison for decades under the three strike rule for stealing peanut butter and jelly crusts, the worst criminal is the one that rises to the top. The ultimate rapists and scumbags: jailyard heroes for the backwards scum of the earth denizens of this convict planet for God to gracefully incarcerate the detritus God wishes to perhaps redeem in its Almighty glory PBUG.

It's difficult to imagine the queen and Charles being such villainous personalities and certainly William and his half brother Harry look squeaky clean to my eyes.

Benji on British royals

 https://www.9news.com.au/national/australia-breaking-news-live-coronavirus-updates-headlines-march-8-2021-astrazeneca-vaccination-rollout/625985bf-46be-4f79-8f22-7c5a01e81f59

Cool music featuring cricket jumper:

https://youtu.be/AYmjDR0YYL0

Difficult to understand Harry's relationship with Charles who is clearly his stepfather and not actually his father. Would be interesting to learn more about that relationship, how it's been over the years. Definitely not Charles' fault Harry doesn't contact his actual biological father, that's on Harry to do that. Both Harry and his wife should engage Israeli security to secure their phone and email lines so British tabloids do not snoop.

Francis bacon wrote an excellent essay on Fame in his Essays. Clearly written by the Shakespeare, his technique is unmistakable. He was the illegitimate son of elizabeth the first and hamlet is his son story for never being recognized as royalty. See also Edgar the bastard in king lear. Harry seems likeable but he is not of royal descent like his brother which actually means less likelihood on inbred genes.

Dismissed.

O'Reilly land

 

Ok we often don't have recourse to Bill. I'd email him to see if he'd like to have me as a regular contributor on his show but I'm guessing no.

https://youtu.be/mTrmGy4J4Lw

Anyway he's saying he never knew Biden but now he thinks he's dangerous.

  

Let's check on this Australian fellow Brendon, what he has to say about Dems 'throwing Cuomo under the bus'. Maybe I'll email both of them to see if they can team up on occasion. To be honest I'm not especially interested in being on anyone's show. I did like talking on the radio but had to wait too long on hold and was not valued.

https://youtu.be/EkBftNVUehg

Generally the misinformation starts at an early age by the previous generation and everyone just kind of believes in crap. The  liberal arts Universities and Media are a kind of cult with an ashram and fanatics and it's all mostly PR, spin, adulterers, idolatry. Now Dems are actually rigging elections and the EU and CCP are cozying up very comfortable like with each other so America is slipping away and O'Reilly speaks very accurately and truthfully about how DEMS are perverting the election process. The mainstream media was absolutely gullible and hoodwinked by the last election. I mean the lefties wouldn't even permit reporting on voter fraud and fox news wasn't interested because their big boss with the mansion in Bel air or whatever said stand down or they were just too dumb. 

Sydney Mardi gras bro, time to flop your hemmer out

 Esposas bro:

https://www.globaltacticalsolution.com/products/rothco-professional-handcuffs?gclid=Cj0KCQiA7YyCBhD_ARIsALkj54onYI89Bt7u6WM0tcqXKxIdGxAKhUImvzMgvlTPRa2YlacNhjPZ08caAmchEALw_wcB

Music please:

https://youtu.be/rMqayQ-U74s

In light of that last post, let's celebrate with new lyrics....

Joe-anizer

Daddy O you must be a fuggen shlut,

To tell Tara Reade she means nothing to you

You're a fuggen shlut fuggen shlut fuggen shlut lucky Joe,

You you you are! You you you are....

Bring me my gym bag,

Now I'll grab your vagina!

Never won the popular vote, but the CCP hates Trump-o!

Faking like a good one but I call em like I see em

Lucky Joe Lucky Joe Joe Joe still somewhat cognisant, still somewhat cognisant

.............

What??? I'm allowed to dance if I want to!

Is lucky Joe original? Yeeeahhhhhi

Is lucky Joe the only one?  Yeahhhhh

Is lucky Joe sexual?  Yeeaaahhhhh

https://youtu.be/6M6samPEMpM