Tucker Carlson talking about Australia

 https://youtu.be/8Qf5l2nmWOY

I like Tucker but sometimes I find his giggles a little off-putting. His acting range goes from sceptical scoffing giggling to annoyed. I'm glad the second amendment let's him have a taser however we both agree it's questionable the second amendment should have provided Iran and the Taliban with all the weapons Biden left in Afghanistan.

Let's look at his Australia coverage: 1) the federal police going after some journalists. On the contrary of Australia's government bullying the media, the media has been mercilessly trying to crush a war hero for being a war criminal. At no point did any journalist felt 'chilled' prior to this federal police raid. Then the woman journalist understandably felt chilled when she was raided. If I had counterterrorism police raising my house and dragging me off in front of my kids, I'd feel more than chilled however I would also sue after that and probably win. Unlike these journalists, I can not rely on big multinational corporations run by the likes of Rupert Murdoch and his communist Chinese wife, I'm just a little ossie battler as they say, so I'd be paying my own bills. Every anglo Saxon in Australia knows he's superior in all things English to a Spaniard so how would I even get a job for a big journalism company with deep pockets? These journalists have access to lawyers and big funds to counter sue. The issues an actual judge will look at in this case is: does the taxpayer funded or privately funded journalism concern, have a right to secret military information? That's the issue because the military has levels of secrecy and the chain of command. Both Australia and america have free speech but this doesn't mean you can just leak any classified military information any which way. The protocols in Australian law is for a judge to hear these cases in private, without the media. I had a source at one point extremely closely placed to the highest level judges in Australia as their personal secretary (a former acquaintance of mine) and I can tell you Australian judges are not that bad.

We have actual nuances. Have you noticed not everyone in Manhattan wears a ten gallon hat and says howdy ma'am and adjusts their hat? That's because they're not Texans, it's a nuance. Recently I was trying to explain to one of my american buddies Chris Salcedo, that the state the rioters are in that Tucker is showing (Victoria), were overly suppressed by the left wing power hungry nutjob Andrews, for way too long in 2020 (their governor). This inevitably lead to riots in 2021 when actual prudence was required. This guy is over the top. 

I just had my second FDA approved covid vaccine today and it was the most simple innocuous thing. One nurse even curtsied me which was awesome. Now I know how the Queen feels. I got vaccinated as a kid for measles and polio and didn't act all anti science back then either. Everyone is missing the point and that is that communist China should not be left unchallenged when allowing their own laboratory created viruses to create havoc and neither should the American virology experts and media be covering for them. Now that the genie is out of the bottle we need to get vaccinated to save the hospital system from collapsing. After that we should challenge china to stop this from happening and that has already begun and china is in denial. Many military alliances and postures have been formed that have basically nothing to do with Afghanistan.

Satan's strategy, or the planet Saturn's strategy, or the forces of evil's strategy for Australia and america is similar: use free speech and peaceful assembly to create spoiled, bratty narcissists that are incredibly selfish and vulnerable to addiction from powerful opiates from china or their own pharmaceutical companies. Or alcohol or gambling.

We are not having a free speech problem in Australia, we are having a narcissistic druggy problem. Unlike Americans who understand and value strength, even strength of the murderous gangsta in the Chicago ghetto, the Australian does not understand strength but wishes for beauty, ease, and wealth. And pleasure. Australia is more progressive now than ever before. There are quotas for aborigines to be cops. Cops can't harass afghan immigrants because they look like terrorists or sand niggers.

Let me see what else this Tucker says: actually before I do I will lecture all the christians the same way I lecture all the christians I talk to personally.  "Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me." Jesus also discusses ppl saying they're his followers and he'll say he doesn't know them and refers to false prophets representing as being like him. I'm just mentioning that as Jesus was not as accepting of disciples as many modern christians would have you think. I'm only mentioning this because I appreciate the righties at Fox news like to represent themselves as Christians and play this game of the lefties aggrieving the righty christians (?????) and because I want to challenge these notions of Christianity as false. To wit: I can piss in your face because I accepted Jesus as lord so my sins are forgiven. 

Poppycock. No you can't and no they weren't. Don't piss in my face.

Ok now I'll continue watching Tucker's take on the Victorians who, as I said, were locked down too long in 2020 by the idiot power hungry socialist dummy leader there, depleting the people's patience.

 

 Ok the eastern part of Australia isn't where the federal government has most power as Tucker's researchers would have you believe. Because of Australia's system, a pandemic situation brings out latent powers of States. It's the same in America. Florida and Texas are two states where the governors have great power and the public opinion is similar to new south Wales vis the virus, common sense rules should apply and minimal shut downs. This is because Florida and Texas and new south Wales have right leaning governments. Nothing to do with their proximity to their respective national capital cities. In fact, the american constitution outlines a situation more commonly seen in Australia than america, especially as seen during the pandemic. The federal leader above all leaders in Australia, Morrison, has very little or sometimes no authority over the respective premiers (governors).

Tucker is now discussing western Australia state however I haven't heard him mention china yet. If you understand that Xi Jinping has made himself president of china for life, it's utterly authoritarian and it has outsourced its values with this virus to the rest of the world, then understand that Xi does not want a china where half to three quarters of the people live on and earn less than $200 american dollars a month. Xi actually wishes for the great masses to become middle class mostly, however he does not believe that a strong middle class means the end of authoritarian rule and the cause for democratic rule and the rule of law. So here we are. China's government is anxious to have good relationships with the western Australian government, separate from their relationship with Canberra which is non existent at present. Western Australia's leader also wishes good relationships with china for the sake of trade and wealth. Those who mention human rights offend china's authoritarian leadership cadre. If the western Australian government or media starts bitching about human rights in china then china will adjust their relationship as they have zero tolerance.

Also, unlike Tucker and my wife, also a journalist in her home country who once interviewed the foreign minister of Estonia, I will not be getting cozy with any eastern European leaders apart from Vlad if he wants to kick it with me. My message to all eastern European leaders and citizens is as follows: I hate Bolsheviks, all Bolsheviks. You are a stupid Bolshevik, don't annoy me or I will yell at you. Don't crack smart alecky little jokes because I don't find losers amusing. You are a loser, go to hell. This is also my message for all Russians and former USSR folks. If Vlad is comfortable with this message and isn't going to counter attack with a microwave oven with a broken door then maybe we could get along for a few hours. He has a very cheeky demeanor (sometimes) and I read his face very easily so I'm sure I could keep him laughing with my array of funny jokes. You can learn a lot about numerous scenarios by watching Putin's face in various situations. He's not exactly a poker champion. My favorite is his dog wagging tail happy smile, it also lets me know he's getting laid nicely.

 Ok Tucker and a lot of ppl like to talk about western Australian economy and the positive benefits of mining economies. However it's all talk and we never see the actual numbers. Probably the mining royalties paid to the respective governments are minimal and most profits are made by the shareholders. I'm going to buy shares in the american military industrial complex because I believe it's pivotal to the American race literally developing a literal second backbone, this is what I literally believe. This isn't me joking. Just ask Vlad if you think I'm kidding, if he has time to get away from his war in Syria and Iraq he never thought he'd be involved in, he could give you an answer, but it wouldn't matter, coz that's what I believe in anyway! Biology and spines and evolution and destiny and the B1 stealth bomber from Lockheed Martin. But with regard to western Australian economy. I think you'll find most wealth is generated in Sydney and Melbourne by the suburban economies. Our former leader Howard implemented the 10% goods and services tax on all goods and services except prostitution which is untaxed. So places like Sydney and Melbourne are like one big Queens/Brooklyn that generate alot of GST tax for everyone. We carry the rest of the country like that. 

Tucker and Laura like to bitch about mask wearing in Australia vs low cases. Let them bitch about New York's government and media's inability to challenge or sanction Cuomo and Dems for the aged care home debacle. That's what they should be trying to sort out.

The case Tucker mentioned in Victoria with the cops arresting that guy, that speaks to Victoria's leader Jeff Andrews being a completely inept, power hungry, unfit for power, dummy. The problem with power in a democracy like Australia is that it's fragile as everyone is trying to cut everyone down. Now our leader of new south Wales state has quit today, it's a disappointment for me as I found her capable. If they get the Barrilero guy in it won't be good I imagine. Better to get Hazzard in that spot. Cops often take their cue from the leadership culture they perceive. At present they are not enforcing the laws in the northern beaches of Sydney. I can assure you that is Tucker and fox news' place in Australian society. If they ever spent two months working from here, they'd be best served just staying around the northern beaches and not leaving there. As luck has it, the cops are not enforcing anything there. So things are going on a county by county in many cases. 

Tucker reverts to hyperbole as usual. Worry about Cuomo and the nursing home scandal guys. Get Janice Dean to do a good old fashioned investigation. Do a documentary series. Have some planning. I reached out to fix [sic] news for a formal contractual agreement vis news direction but they weren't interested. So put a mask on. Buy some flowers for your dead (and get fugged yer fuggen shluts as the Australian first nations elders might say).

Yeah I agree with Tucker, china is exporting this rot. Australians are taking this virus very seriously and trying hard to keep the numbers down. Mistakes are definitely being made no doubt. The judicial system is also being backlogged by this. Definitely it's overkill in Victoria, their leader probably thinks he's pregnant to Dean or something.

I like how Tucker closed this section so I'm not going to close this post with a ' traditional message from our first nations people': "get farked yer fuggen shlut, fug off". I'm not going to close with that.

I told you your NY Democrats stink. That's what they have in Victoria state. Total bullshit.

Dismissed.

Of homos and abbos.. .. and Australian actors

 Check out this honorable Australian soldier:

ABC News: Aboriginal war hero Frederick Prentice recognised 105 years after his bravery on the Western Front.

https://www.abc.net.au/news/2021-10-01/aboriginal-war-hero-frederick-prentice-finally-recognised/100503248

He had to lie about being Australian and instead say he was New Zealander to fight for the British (and french) in world war 1. 

That's because in world war 1, non European combatants were not desired by the powers that be. Most likely they felt it would be a distraction and not worth the trouble or against their non existence policy vis aboriginies. I understand this as the English like to be front and center and calling all the shots. It's good that they honored this man and that Veterans Affairs (I definitely won't regret my $10 donation to Legacy now) got involved. I'd say that's a positive progressive woke, I don't think you need to waste taxpayer money to do that.

On to the homos. We know there are many kinds of homos, bi sexuals, experimental college students having threesomes. Straight men in jail or the military trying gay sex as an only alternative. People get raped. Seemingly honest grandfathers hang about playgrounds looking to molest kids. The various types of sexual activities amd generally illegal sexual behaviors such as rape and paedophilia. I mentioned in my last post I consider gay sex go to be black magic, I'll clarify. It's better for consenting adults to engage in their black magic homosexual sex than for women and children to be raped or sexually molested. It is not good for women to dress as prostitutes in tight fitting clothes and unwise for them to get about in their skimpy swimsuits in the summer. 

Of the very rare amount of gay men that are not outright deviots and just engaged in moderate gay couple sex (quite rare as most of them are deviots), I consider this to be ignorant but mild. There is an unquestionable field of black magic that arises from the abominations gay men practice that sometimes makes the news such as recently in Australia where the male prostitute in parliament house scandal came about. I generally consider unchecked gay male black magic activity a threat to political power as machinations occur at leadership levels within companies etc. This can have the effect of forcing honest people away and create situations where falsehood prevails. We're all adults (those of us who are adult) and mostly all have strong and powerful sex drives. I do not need to read a bible or proclaim strange and unusual mantras about Jesus to understand adultery (evil) is an affront to marriage (good) and serious gay male orgies are black magic and evil. With regard to sexually molesting children I would just go for the death penalty, save everyone trouble, no torture or anything just quick and painless death. 

Australian actors, as I have stated, Australia has become choked with stinking English redneck culture. Appearing woke will not cut it anymore. Dressing like prostitutes among the women won't help. Having said that, the recent scandal with the Craig guy, I think Craig McLachlan but I can't remember his name. I have to say, I don't like the rocky horror picture show at all. I would definitely direct Australian professional actors, I have already done so in film school anyway, like this McLachlan and Guy Pearce, and have no problem depicting extremely gay scenarios like backroom gay men orgies. If Guy Pearce said to me I want to play a gay dude that comes all over his buddies faces at night and acts butch and redneck in Queensland by day at the coal mine, I'd be like super let's start planning. However, like I said, the English in Australia are always rooting around like little ant eaters for their shitty English glory which I do not value. I do not value Australian cinema and tv and I do not value dumb English redneck behavior. I even had a beautiful Russian girlfriend in Hollywood once who was trying to tell me how great Muriel's Wedding was. Admittedly she later admitted to being lost. I'm willing to concede that the cartoon Bluey is very cool but that's it. I don't need some mentally retarded dimwit trying to be inventive with the word dean as a replacement for the word teen. I am highly educated and speak multiple languages and will not suffer this tiresome and mentally lethargic Australian foolishness forever as I will likely reincarnate in America or elsewhere.

Dismissed.

Pinch and a punch, last day of the month....

 Do y'all have that in Tajikistan?

Kristi Gnome governor of south Dakota:

https://youtu.be/iJKUUVKq-20

What's up buddy bears? Cue more music:

https://youtu.be/4IEB95gLa8c

I was doing ok this morning then my wife thought it'd be good to start nagging/harassing me so I got a little cranky to shut her down. Prior to that I was in a fairly good mood. Practiced my intergalactic beastie boys robot dance, had a little sweet chocolate and a sweet coffee I made last night, from a jar formerly used for pickles or whatever. Everyone was in a fairly good mood however the kids are on school holidays second week and extremely bored.

I concur with Gnome's [sic] reference to instant gratification. This is just getting worse with the electronics internet revolution. 

It's always a challenge to get them off their screens and they have no concept of the common good or teamwork, helping. Australia is definitely a selfish, individualistic society. If you don't have a helpful extended supportive family, it can get tough. It seems no matter what you do for your kids, they will just take you for granted.

As I'm working on painting interiors at home, this is really just another act of service the kids can't seem to appreciate as it doesn't compete with the entertainment on tv. 

I did some puttying and taping prep work on the deck while listening to Noem's interview with Mr Schmidt. Basically I've already done 98% of the exterior patio deck (repainting it grey) and should put on finishing touches on what might be referred to as a trellis (?) .... basically the staircase on down to the backyard, there's quite a beautiful and largish plant there that will make painting the stairwell tricky and promotes mold growth which I'm just going to paint over. This paint is not water based either so I'm going to coger (Spanish for get but don't say it in many, but not all, south American countries it means 'screw')  my brush from its plastic cup turpentine soak. 

I did in fact screw two loose bannisters deeply along with my puttying. Interestingly in 2018 after the property settled to us for a million fifty thousand AUD in late 2017, we had rented the house to a German agriculture expert who would fly to Africa to teach Africans agricultural techniques for government or an NGO. I remember him complaining about some loose bannister railings which I also screwed on that occasion, while my family was, in fact, staying at mom's in western Sydney near the drag car speedway. This German chap was annoyed about a number of things but I kept him at a distance, telling him I was friend's with the owner's sister (kind of true actually as I guess I was my sister's friend in those days). I wouldn't tell him outright I was the landlord because then he'd think he could start demanding all kinds of crap. Also I knew he'd be out by year's end (and we'd be in) and his Mrs (another south American with funny ideas about the verb 'coger' perhaps) was also looking annoyed and demanding dopey repairs. Screw that. As someone with some Jewish DNA and no Jewish religion or culture, I absolutely do not feel I owe Germans a single lousy crumb, however I respect them and am not hostile to them. I never forget the Holocaust. Germany is a powerful nation and a strong race including it's Muslim newcomers. The Israelis wouldn't exist as a modern nation if it wasn't for the Holocaust however it's easy to become friends with your enemy after a fight. Many modern Israelis cherish and love to spend time in Germany. As a Spaniard this is ludicrous to me. If I'm in Europe, I'm not at home unless I'm in Spain, that's a fact.

  

I need to get my brush out of a turpentine jar like my coffee jar and paint touch ups. Need to bring the kids by the supermarket first and get milk. I love coffee.

Certainly in the united states of America the standard verb for get is 'agarrar', I think saying coger will lead to wry smiles with the Columbians also. Driving a vehicle is manejar, not conducir like in Spain. You can see the Roman latin connection linguistically of conducive and conducir.

Manejar, agarrar. So when the people in Spain say what do you paint in Australia? (meaning what do you do there?) you can say 'the deck'.

More muzak....

https://youtu.be/PrZbHklIroo

https://youtu.be/0edji28K8mk

Almost five pm, the days fly by when you don't need to drive a bus, being on holiday. For the first time I've asked my kids to peel boiled potatoes. When I was a little boy, under age eight, I could see my mother prepare a typical Spanish tortilla (potato frittata) and my sisters, being around 12 & 14, respectively, would help her with that. That means peeling boiled potatoes. This is something all Spaniards do regardless of if they're hostile to each other eg Catalan vs madrileño), because it's a national pastime. It's even true of my kids now, since they're two of them already registered as Spanish nationals. Although these potatoes are for their mother and tortilla de patatas are peeled potatoes not boiled. My sisters actually helped our mother make Russian salad which is a popular dish in Spain and Russia and other European countries. This is a potato salad with carrots, asparagus spears, boiled eggs, carrots. The mayonnaise is made by hand, separating the egg yolk from the egg white and only the white is used to make the mayonnaise and there's a special technique I never learned which involves stirring the egg white correctly so it doesn't 'break'. My sisters and our mother were capable and my mother prepared very high quality Russian salad, even creme caramels (another popular dessert in Spain made by Spanish women all over Spain as part of their cultural heritage). Russian salad in Russia, I understand, is also prepared in the same way, I believe.

Continuing with egg whites. Painters in pre industrial times such as during the Renaissance, frequently made varnishes with egg whites. my wife is mighty sore with me as I used my brother's machine sander (not relevant that it was once his) to sand some of our varnished floor near the fireplace (I did this because I had burned some of the varnish many months ago by accident). She wasn't even aware of the burn discoloration but immediately became upset and agitated by my sanding of that small area. Then I tried varnishing it but got the wrong color. I sealed it with egg white varnish a la Renaissance and I'm going to pivot to hair curls now, da Vinci ones, because I don't want to focus on getting those floorboards color matching the rest at the present moment.

It's pretty obvious looking at some of da Vinci's depictions of curled hair on women, that he was a fan of beautiful curls. I'll post up some of his sketches that i like of 'pelo rizado', curly locks. Along with the newly repainted deck, this evening.

easy to dance youtube learn to dance, my daughters love it, also the boy apparently...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eughyYPoExk

that's perfect da vinci hair curls, that's as good as it gets, perfect:

girl with disheveled hair by leonardo da vince

back deck in grey by benji

bannister in grey also by benji

classic da vinci: lady with ermine (maybe a ferret)

this is an extremely underrated da vince painting. it has pride of place by my garage roller door, i've also been painting in there around my bed i installed there (loud snorer, easier to sleep alone sometimes)........ lady's face and demeanor remind me of my youngest daughter a little....... anyway that's sick, i don't know how he does it but it looks perfect....... 

that's little alex as a baby, to think his sister was a fully conceived frozen embryo at the time, and his biological twin........ that's modern technology for you, just like this chinese made supervirus that mutated in india: modern technology and the modern condition

the mrs suprised me today putting this 8 year old photo we got done by some actually quite talented homo photographers (fudge packers)...... some of these fudge packers are really in touch with their feminine side so go for very bold interior decoration and the like, i kind of respect that, to be honest with you, they like to challenge conventions, i do like that, i just think the jerking off on eachother and fudge packing is ludicrous and black magic, to be honest with you...... me and the mrs had another mammoth argument that day prior to the shoot..... that's normal for us...... if our kids don't end up severely messed up that'd by a major win, that's why i want to bring everyone to america, maybe they can get some healing there or something......

Old tv show review: JAG Judge Advocate General

 It's pretty old, the episode where they go to Russia to defend a Russian army guy (????!!!!!!) Wtf???? Putin flies in to visit the troops (????!??????). Some general that wants their client shot dead by firing squad is also trying to assassinate Putin. This episode is absolutely delusional.

I wouldn't eat Putin's fried fish if I was camping with him. No way Jose. He looks like the type of guy that can't cook.

Wouldn't camp at all with these guys, forget it, way too chummy....

https://youtu.be/vehT3ynod0E

Australian unsolved kidnapping murder case, McBride guilty

 https://youtu.be/rAacRbZR_AQ

That's pretty much a slam dunk investigation from 60 minutes there notwithstanding Australia's apartheid ways and the apartheid problems I personally experienced with former 60 minutes executive producer in winter 1998 while working as an intern for her privileged northern European 'bottom'.

So McBride is pretty obviously the killer and lying through his teeth and looks like he either bashed her or stabbed her in his car in front of the witness that mentions it and possibly screwed her dead body after that or jerked off on it or whatever makes him happy, screwing her ass before she gurgles her last death rattle. Typically in Australia this guy can just go walk free because people cannot rationalize things well and the system doesn't work real well (police actually destroyed evidence instead of forensically investigating it).

I'd say it's pretty obvious 60 minutes got their guy here. 

Ok here's the ice queen super innocent mini Jesus lady Liz Hayes, she's good at acting like an innocent 12 year old like most Australians including the really evil ones....

 

https://youtu.be/4kjFYH5Y4YY

Talking about police corruption radiating from the red light Kings Cross area of central Sydney. I'm telling you I couldn't go into journalism with these people because they would never suffer a Spaniard to equal or excel them in this pivotal power area of journalism. That's unthinkable for Australian intellectuals to consider a Spaniard as an equal or competitor. To shut ppl out you can bully and harass them, call them crazy. It's a backward insular parochial society progressively going backwards. People excel at gaslighting and being two faced. Respected husbands are whoremongers, many women are adulterers: the scum of the earth. Journalists incapable of seeing themselves as they are, dumb insular parochial English rednecks. Morbid. 

STOP! Hemmer (aka el guapo) time

 I like Dana's hairdo when it's a little frizzy like that. Maybe let's try actual curls for her. She's looking ok.

https://youtu.be/P3yM5sQ8n9Q

Ok here's the deal. Biden already has the most friendly left leaning press imaginable. So why can't they just give him a foot massage during question time? Mary Magdalene did it for Jesus. And JC did it for his twelve disciples. [No sic no need for upside down question mark ¿ at start of question this isn't the border with Haiti people) So what's wrong with the media they won't just give Joe Biden a foot massage during question time [sic no question mark]. I mean if it's not a Judaic Christian nation why don't we just start worshipping stupid celebrities or.... Am I making any sense???

William Tirrell child disappearance mystery in Australia

 https://youtu.be/3WLfyKr3134

 

Ok looking at this case again, something very strange comes to light for me. Although it's not news to some of the main journalists from the 'a current affair' show chasing after the story for years now.

Having looked at the case and mentioning it on my blog around three years ago. I recall I was in Hyde Park doing a Burwood route so it was before the new financial year of 2018 when I transferred to Ryde Depot, staying with the NSW govt while the Burwood guys got privatized.

I recall mentioning on that blog entry three years ago that the search area was short and should have been looked at more. However I may not have mentioned but definitely recall thinking that it was odd and very likely an oversight or mistake that the police immediately went after the biological parents when they learned the boy was missing. I thought this was odd as, ¿how in hell would the parents, biological, in western Sydney, know where the foster parents live? Even they were saying the same I think and felt incensed and there's often many adulterers and drug users among the media that enjoy slagging off and looking down on western Sydney people as low hanging fruit to slag off on. 

In any case, after seeing the 'a current affair' story, keeping in mind these guys had to fire one of their own journalists for being a paedo or paedo leaning sicko (and there are plenty of sick ppl in Australia,), I now come to realize the police may have already been aware that there was in fact, a connection between the biological family of William and the neighbors in Kendall. This is am extremely interesting connection, one I'm trying to make sense of, in real time, as it were.

The matter is even murkier as William in Kendall is absolutely surrounded by dangerous predatory paedophiles in every direction. It's unclear that the foster family in Kendall realized just how dangerous the neighbors were around and about.

Basically as per the story a current affair posts some years ago, the biological grandmother of William (Natalie) has a best friend (Kim) who is dating a guy or in some kind of de facto relationship with Johnny. Now this Johnny is ex brother in law with one of the main suspects, Mr Screamy (see video posted above). Mr Screamy is only twenty minutes away from the Kendall home William disappeared from.

It's unclear if Mr Screamy even kept in touch with Johnny or Kim or Natalie. But it's reasonable to pursue that line of investigation for detectives as they might consider William's biological grandmother hatched a plot to kidnap him back. Normally this would be impossible but perhaps she knew of his whereabouts due to her connections. 

Obviously lives can be ruined by being continuously considered a suspect or person of interest in a dastardly despicable crime and it's easy for journalists to point fingers without making themselves legally liable and the journalists never submit to drug tests and wish to gain attention for advertisers to sell products, potentially muddying the waters. What's clear though is William was absolutely surrounded by other suspects, total paedophiles.

It's unclear why police have not taken the burned out car mentioned in this story, for analysis, if indeed it did belong to Mr Screamy. They certainly did that with his non burned out car (a white station wagon). I definitely remember quickly blogging on a quick fifteen or ten minutes break on Castlereagh street near Hyde Park in first half 2018, almost as if I can see myself there now, blogging about the witness(es) that saw two cars driving off, one of them with a woman and a boy fitting William's description. I don't know if the burned out car mentioned in this story could have been one of those cars. It's very unusual the connections back to the biological grandmother.

The Spedding suspect looks clean as a whistle, whoever snitched on him might be involved in William's disappearance, just a possibility. Here he is on fork or nurse:

https://youtu.be/YDAciTvnPmw

Clean as a whistle. Looks like he has character, comes out smelling like roses. Unlike the aforementioned Jones who looks like total scum.

The detectives questioning Spedding say dean instead of teen when reckoning numbers, specifically, two thousand for dean (ie the year 2014 AD). It's jibberish. Nonsense.

Surprise surprise, total comedy of errors, the investigation goes on steroids when a neighbor called Dean Pollard dobs on Spedding somehow. Hmmm. By this time police should have been aware of the grandmother's connection to Jones conscious or otherwise plus the amount of paedos in the area. The detectives that were harassing Spedding in interrogation were total mugs, way out of line. 

Ok so thirty minutes into this fawk oar nurse video is the pivotal witness Ron Chapman or Rod Chapman or whatever his name is. He has clearly spotted William in his spiderman suit being driven off in a white car. He should be hypnotized by a professional regression hypnotherapist to get more details on that sighting. 

But don't think I'm disappointed by the failure of the media and police investigation in this case, it is to be expected! That's what happens in insular hillbilly countries where people don't speak plainly. The kidnapper was spotted by Chapman. She was blonde late 20s to 30s driving a white four wheel drive. Any connection to the biological grandmother must have been checked out by now in the investigation I would think. That lady was with a paedo ring or something.

So there you go, Dean Pollard, the neighbor also spotted a white four wheel drive or van, same as Chapman, and this is the one he mentioned to police, clearly in good faith and honesty. I'd definitely assume this is the same vehicle Chapman saw William in. Driven by what Chapman describes as a woman. Yeah the treatment of Spedding was a joke, not surprising though, that's for sure. That's dumb English rednecks for you watching their rugby and afl and chugging their lager, dumbasses. 

Ok so Chapman also sees a blue sedan with dark windows driven by a man following closely behind the white 4wd. You'd think this is the most obvious piece of eyewitness evidence you have to look at your key suspects and their relation to any vehicles like those (or connection to a woman like the one described driving William around).

Chapman and his associates delay three weeks in reporting this pivotal evidence after William's disappearance, probably because noone was baying dean to the moon or something (go figure).

The foster mother also spots two cars matching these aforementioned descriptions. At this point the foster father could be a suspect without the connivance of the foster mother or foster grandmother. And it's unclear why the foster child department FACS is taking so many kids from their parents. It's always a given that child predators angle to get into positions of closeness to children, acting like nice people, so many predators work in the foster care system and it's generally somewhat risky, especially in a society like Australia where truth gets twisted around so much. Still I'm not outright saying the foster family or system is at fault and the actual mother I don't know the situation with her how she ended up having twi of her kids, or at least one, kidnapped.

A staggering twenty paedophiles (registered sex offenders) in the Kendall area. Wow. And obviously FACS thinks it's a good idea for one of their foster kids playing around there because they're super competent.

The forensic psychologist Brad Jones looks like a real narcissistic asshole who doesn't really seem to suffer in any way from William's disappearance. This is in stark contradistinction to his mother Carlee. How she can't get her daughter back from William's foster parents speaks to a lack of positive male influence in her life maybe. Horrendous. 

Ok so glossing over Australia is full of mugs and hacks and looking at another source, unconfirmed, states the foster mother reported to police seeing THREE cars (not just two widely reported by media she had observed) on the morning of the kidnapping. And it took her SIX DAYS to remember this (!!!!???).

The foster mother describes a red headed man in his 50s looking at her from one of the cars the morning William disappears (however she takes six days to process/remember this, according to the unnamed unclear source). This appears by the evidence not to be a crime of opportunity but a planned and determined kidnapping. If the foster mother isn't part of the conspiracy then the kidnappers are not worried about her seeing them and are confident to abduct the child more or less openly on the day. There would be a strong possibility this was planned beforehand and they were informed about the situation. It's not out of the question that a woman coaxed William into her white 4wd and had met William prior to that day.

No wonder police suspect a paedophile ring with so many paedos in the area. Same time the foster mother is not often visiting her mother in Kendall from Sydney's north shore area so perhaps it is a plot hatched within only a number of hours from William's arrival in town the day before or whenever he arrived recently beforehand with his sister (also Carly's daughter that should be with Carly btw). 

Ok the foster mother seems to have a hazy memory of these cars which is not hard to believe. Everyone's brain works differently. The red headed guy was in a green car and he apparently pulled into a neighbor's driveway, reversed out again and left the cul de sac. This might indicate a lookout/spotter role played by this vehicle or no connection to the other two cars. There's absolutely no mention of license plates from the foster mom, Ron Chapman nor Dean Pollard. It's a funny date as it's 9/11 (2014) in America so that could explain people's funny memory lapses.

The inquest needs to look harder at the Chapman, Pollard, foster mom sightings of at least two cars in tandem (white SUV/4wd station wagon) driven by a woman and blue sedan with dark windows. (And the green car mentioned by the foster mom).

Ok so this source isn't saying it took six days for the foster mother to first remember the cars after the disappearance but later the same day in the afternoon. She hadn't put two and two together.

Jenn Psaki live press briefing

 https://youtu.be/1DKNVHIa1rA

Live, happening now. Benji translates:

Buy this sensational Toyota Corolla for $8000, it doesn't have a blown head gasket (it does), the stick shift transmission has just been serviced (it's kaput). Low mileage (ex taxi has done a million kilometers, the limit, and now says 20,000 on the dash).  New paintjob (birds crapped all over it).

Next the peanut brains from Washington Post (I'm only mentioning them because they are hardy and strong so as not to make New York times feel low self esteem) too dumb to go to clown school, kick the tires and someone checks the glove compartment, there's a moth in there and Hunter's crack pipe. Nothing to see here folks, just get back to watching Tolkien.

Rohan musters:

https://youtu.be/UThJt_oyAyc

Just how bad is a Balrog (& can they moonwalk?)

https://youtu.be/F_DpjEhufhM

Notice how we mention Sauron, mouth of Sauron and head of Nazgul

 

And straightaway Xi Jinping addresses the United Nations personally, not his spokesperson. That's because they love Sauron and all the bad guys in the CCP. Except how they're black. Also notice we mention giant bats and bats and straightaway Fauci is on tv wagging his tail like a golden retriever.

Now let's see how Eowyn actually takes down the witch king of Angmar or Thailand or somewhere....

https://youtu.be/-HDn-Li3Nuw

Movie review: Gremlins (1984)

 This is a classic movie, the main guy Billy draws a kind of dragon with a picture of the town's mean lady's* head (that wants to torture his dog) on it. She's referred to as an old bat.

The Mogwa would not handle paparazzi ok. Sunlight worse. Water equals bunny rabbit time. No snacks after midnight.

37 years old now. Really enjoyed this movie (and deadbeats) as a kid.

Billy's mom looks like she might have been played by Sigorney Weaver, it's actually a depiction of an actress in the movie by the name of Frances Lee McCain. 

* Ms Deagle the mean old real estate agent lady (total fuggen shlut in Australian aboriginal parlance) 

 

Dana Perino and Brian Kilmeade overthinking Hunter Biden

 Right here:

https://youtu.be/47BlKKOZgl0

How to properly understand Hunter:

Get your editing guy to make a montage of all his greatest moments. Okay play this song in the background:

https://youtu.be/fTU_9T5ufzY

Just watching 'how I met your mother' for the first time

 It's the invisible ring episode.

I definitely recall arriving in Bulgaria from California and my partner's brother and his girlfriend were all happy about watching this show. They just had their second baby all these years later. I sometimes wonder if my mother would like to be their child, I mean she has to reincarnate somewhere.

Funny show, probably wouldn't watch a second episode though, that's because it's not rocket science not being a whore before marriage, you'd think it was though with the Americans. My mother and her generation in Spain were mostly all virgins on their wedding days, nothing wrong with that.

Who the hell was Tom Bombadil really and why did he kick so much ass?

 Check it out:

https://youtu.be/mw9uKzy4GRs

Also, you're dating Rose McGowan or just hanging out with her as friends (not literally hanging like from a rope though turning blue or whatever) and she's getting tired of your comparisons of her with the mouth of Sauron (actually pronounced Tower on, not sour Ron). It's time to put the shoe on the other foot. Get her to pretend to be Eowyn and have her chop your bat's head off then rub stuff in your face while you pretend to be the Nazgul chief head witch king of Angmar badass. It sounds kinky, it doesn't have to be though. See how it goes.

Not that Tom btw, also short though...

https://youtu.be/gH1n2yAWb20

Listening to Leland

 706. The Doors: 

 https://youtu.be/4xpY2btiPfY

He's the guy the Doors got in after Jim died to record music with. He's familiar with the 60s LA music scene.

So after doing a bunch of painting of my restroom/laundry yesterday (a racist white, all these sick racist people not painting their houses black, total KKK), went out to the old hood (Mont Druitt, also known as Mounty County to collect some of my stuff from Alcatraz [sic for Alvarez] estate house Tennant (electrical stuff and my father's books like seven small boxes). Popped in to visit my nearby buddy the electrician then cops chased me off coz of the lockdown, hope they're not following me around everyday, my brother used to hate it when I was a little kid and I did that to him. I'm not training anyone in Kung Fu and yes I know I'm hot ladies and have a naturally perfect body for dancing, please focus on actual law enforcement.

And now the only good rolling stones song ever (the only one):

https://youtu.be/5wCUlPNlQuA

Aztec lives matter, also Aztec hearts and minds

 

https://youtu.be/TaWDXwmjf_Q

Planet Benji, holiday protocol next two weeks

 https://youtu.be/Xso3q8nc-5Q

Time to listen to relaxed flamenco and repaint the white in the crib, what you need to know:

1) flagon

2) flaggin'

Dismissed

Rose McGowan vs mouth of Sauron: pause and cheese

 Ok so like a couple of posts ago we mentioned Rose McGowan and the mouth of Sauron were the only two characters in recent history to use the chat and cheese √[sic] technique. Before we consider whether the depiction of the mouth of Sauron is racist or an affront to Black lives matter, let's consider some circumstances where a person is unable to differentiate between Rose McGowan and the mouth of Sauron:

1) colorblind

2) intoxicated

3) not a dentist

Homework: compile a list of twenty to thirty other circumstances.

Do Facebook links work on blogger?

 https://www.facebook.com/1133998401/posts/10225188955247664/?sfnsn=mo

Her new career's to die for By Miranda Devine

 Her new career's to die for

By Miranda Devine - Smh.com.au

June 5, 2005

When you talk to the mother of Joe Cinque, killed at 26 for no reason by his girlfriend, there is such weariness in her voice.

"You learn to survive, eight years and you keep going," Maria Cinque said on Friday.

"But you never forget your son. It's always there. I see his friends with children now. I think that could have been my son."

Anu Singh, the spoilt daughter of two Indian doctors from Strathfield, served just four years of a 10-year sentence for the cold-blooded killing of Cinque, the handsome first-born engineer son of Italian immigrants Maria and Nino.

The judge believed Singh's story, that she was suffering diminished responsibility due to mental illness, and convicted her of manslaughter, in a case immortalised by author Helen Garner in her best-selling book Joe Cinque's Consolation.

Singh, 33, killed Cinque, who had never touched drugs, by sedating him with Rohypnol in his coffee and then injecting him with heroin in the Canberra flat they shared.

It took him 36 hours to die in their bed, vomiting blood while she watched.

While in jail, she finished her law degree and a masters degree in criminology with a thesis on the causes of female crime. She used to attend classes at the University of Sydney on day release from the minimum security Emu Plains women's prison.

Now she is back in the news, starring in a coming documentary all about her, and with a new job at the Cabramatta Community Centre, conducting research and handing out syringes to addicts from the local needle exchange bus.

"I think it's a joke. It's the last job in the world she should have," said Maria Cinque, from her home near Newcastle. "It just makes us angrier. You don't want to see her face, smiling like she has no care in the world."

Ken Marslew, founder of victim support group Enough is Enough, says Singh showed up at his office last year with documentary maker James Ricketson in tow, claiming she wanted to help prison inmates.

"She was intelligent, articulate. I said if you're genuinely here to help people, great. But if you're just about making a film, I don't want a bar of it." Marslew never heard from her again.

Later Channel Seven called to see if the Cinque family would be interested in a "restorative justice" meeting with Singh, presumably all on camera. Marslew wrote to Maria and Nino Cinque, but they never answered.

Maria is not interested in an apology from the woman who killed her son.

"She's manipulative and very selfish," she said of Singh.

The Cinques have refused to have anything to do with Singh's documentary and Maria says she is sick of being pestered by Ricketson.

Singh, meanwhile, basks in the celebrity of Garner's book, initially telling interviewers, falsely, that the author never tried to contact her, and then admitting that she did.

Her pathological self-obsession shines out in every utterance. During her 1999 trial in Canberra, letters to her family and friends emerged. "I had the perfect life," she wrote. "Attractive, money, law career, everything. Now, nothing, because of my utter, utter stupidity. I bet everyone is laughing at me now."

In an interview in her parents' living room last year, she told Radio National's Phillip Adams: "It's a terrible situation having to face the demon, essentially. It's taken me a long time to even come to grips with what happened . . . and even to this day I still grapple with the many whys." Doesn't your heart bleed.

She told interviewer Susan Wyndham last year she objected to Garner's book because, "it seems to perpetuate this notion that people who commit crimes are bad, are evil.

"It furthers this 'us versus them' mentality." Fancy that.

Out of her mouth it all comes, her detached recollections, her banal theories on crime, her desire to practise law, particularly "criminal law, human rights, jurisprudence". And yet there is not a skerrick of remorse for Joe Cinque or his parents. It's all about her. She can't explain why she killed him because there is no explanation, except, as she told Wyndham, "it was like doing a university assignment".

Maria Cinque described her simply as evil.

It's hard to say which is more revolting: that Singh has a job giving needles to addicts or that she will star in a documentary which purports to tell her side of the story. What side of the story is there to tell?

The result speaks for itself. A blameless young man dead eight years and his parents and younger brother ravaged by grief.

Benji founds the tight bike pants camel toe acting school

 First Meisner technique now this:

Lesson 1. Watch rose McGowan:

https://youtu.be/HfP3T9CwXOE

Now watch the mouth of Sauron:

https://youtu.be/To_RJ_mPNqM

Notice the little cheesy smiles they bust out occasionally in the middle of discourse. First used by William Shakspur in the Globule theatre, this technique is rarely used during actual performances... Dormant seemingly after centuries it made a resurgence in 19th century Canton:

https://youtu.be/sT47KfDlwI8

Moving on, to planet fun, watch peewee with the Amish and his balloon. Observe how many times he does the talkie stop smiley routine, hint: the balloon's lips may or may not count, watch:

https://youtu.be/XIKHgpnylc8

The adventures of White Tuft (the little beaver)

 Buy or rent it from YouTube now buddy:

https://youtu.be/F9z7--GnC34

Get your beaver on.

Benji interviews Ed Norton for transgender weekly

 

https://youtu.be/QbGnU96ByYQ

Ed, congratulations on completing Minaj a trois and now Alita. I can't imagine two more different roles.

Right, in Minaj a trois I play a drug addicted sex slave controlled by Nicki Minaj who is chained up most of the time and fed dog biscuits.

Right, right, so what does your character Nova in Alita actually eat?

Gee you know what, I never even gave it any thought. To be honest, I got the call from my agent and for the first time in my career I could basically play a small cameo role from my boat using a green screen.

Is that how you did it?

Yeah the studio sent over like two camera operators and some sound and light guys, like six guys with the site producer included and we all kind of just shot it all on my boat in one day.

Wow, wasn't the water all bumpy?

No the sea was calm and there's a stabiliser function on the camera. I couldn't say no.

But your contract says you might need to take part in a sequel in more depth.

Yeah that's true, I'm willing to do that but I haven't thought about what I'd be eating. I mean what Nova eats.

I understand, Ed you know there's a busy important suburb in Sydney called Leichhardt and the main strip is called Norton Street right?

Well I do now.

Well what would you do if you were walking down Norton Street and an Aboriginal lady came along and threatened to rape you.

Well it'd depend if she was super hot I guess. I mean I kind of thought about those kinds of themes making Minaj a trois but at the end of the day I mostly just was thinking about my boat a lot, alot if the stuff I wanted to fit out on it.

Didn't you sail it to Mauritius for that role?

 

Wait, who's going to rape me?

Nova Peris, you're on Norton Street Leichhardt, Nova Peris comes along. She's starstruck, you're like Ed Norton, big movie star. It's not like you look like some local area ping pong champion that lives in his mom's garage. She's a former Olympian like that transgender lady running for Californian governor. Won a gold medal too, same same. Went into politics too. Then sees you on Norton Street can't help herself, rapes you. Equality of the sexes, it's logical more women should be out there raping guys. Totally makes sense.

Ok thanks Ben.

Ok good now watch this Nicki Swift video on celebrities that haven't figured out they're not famous anymore... 

https://youtu.be/SLHAb7Yma70

Ok Ed, have you heard of any of these people?

I've heard of the Pussycat dolls.

What do you know about them?

They don't tour Iran. They've never said death to America death to Israel. They don't fund terrorists or plot terror attacks.

Ed whoever said you were all table tennis player physique and no brains just never got to know you.

(Ed laughs)

Ok Ed here's a softball question. You know that really funny black guy with the high pitched whiney voice that's so funny?

Nova Peris before she was a woman when she was a guy?

No she was always a woman. You're thinking of Kanye West's father in law.

Chrissy Jenner?

Caitlyn.

But what was her name when she won the gold medal?

Nova.

Oh.

So who's the black guy with the funny sounding voice?

Kevin Hart bro.

Oh Kevin Hart.

Bro you should be his personal assistant. You think I'm joking? Just put all your shit on the backburner and call up Kevin and just say Kevin it's Ed Norton, I want to be your personal assistant starting today for a few months, I can lend you money.

I have to lend him money?

Bro if you say it like that he's going to get you to head straight over. He'll be with a hooker and wanting to score crack. This interview is over bro. Call Kevin now bro. I'm serious. That should be a whole movie bro, you being Kevin Hart's personal assistant, that'd be the funniest movie ever.

You could probably get Woodyard Harrelson to play Nova in a sequel, probably nobody would notice much....

https://youtu.be/hjtbwCITSDg

TGN1412: the clinical drug trial from hell

 

https://youtu.be/a9_sX93RHOk

Beverly Hillbillies or Newsmax

 Ellie May and her swimming critters or Rob.... Hmmm

That's Rob:

https://youtu.be/XKwfOgHPHgc

That's Ellie May:

https://youtu.be/quiSUVaU3Dc

reaching out to Rose McGowan on facebook messenger

 

yes you can do that. maybe she has a PA (pennsylvania) that will help her read through her emails or whatever..... cue the music....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROGEHq1WZqU

so look i don't follow the lives and careers of these hollywood actors so much, but i understand McGowan was playing the lead in at least one Rodriguez movie, planet terror, where she reprised a character with a machine gun for a right leg, or maybe that was one of her co-stars. can't recall seeing the movie however it is like the zz top song, legs. my understanding is they had some kind of rooting around (the thing where you don't know how jethro is rooting for his sister ellie may)..... Rodriguez's long time wife of 16 years and mother of their kids got wind of it and left him, is my understanding

McGowan at no point acts contrite for being a homewrecker and instead proceeds to feel extremely defensive and on the attack regarding Harvey Weinstein, who was, in fact, a predator. McGowan says Weinstein raped her and we don't know how many women were happy to let Weinstein screw them so they could be rich and famous (transactional). There doesn't seem to be any reason to doubt McGowan's sincerity vis the rapey nature of Weinstein and her accusations against him and her general deal in general.

Look i'll just cut to the chase. McGowan's psychology reminds me of my sister Trish's alot. I did have some dealings with her, directly, after our brother passed away in early 2017 but once she got her money, there wasn't much reason for her to talk to me since she never loved me and never will. I think she's no good. After that I decided just not to deal with her anymore and just deal with her 'agent'.

With McGowan, or any kind of Hollywood starlet, you want to get into a Jethro/Ellie May relationship as soon as possible which can lead to self destruction and blow your mind, that's the game. The ultimate way to do this is to communicate like an abbo. In both directions. That's why I sent McGowan a simple abbo greeting as my ice-breaker: 'gis da flagon there cuz'.

This is a standard abbo greeting and ice-breaker. I don't want to hear about Rodriguez's ex-wife's intimate bitter feelings about being betrayed or whatever. And if I want something from Rodriguez (or his former mrs) I can just pay $5 to watch their movies on youtube and hopefully they'll get two quarters out of those $5.

one time in the south of spain, like in andalucia, when i was 19, i was dating another Martinez there. we were at a student party at her faculty and she was laughing at me one of her classmates said my hairstyle (dreadlocks) looked like a pot plant. she thought that was super funny. then another one of her classmates (another guy) looked at me and said: 'when a mujer looks at you like that, you can do anything you want with her.'   i can tell you, i never got to Jethro/Ellie May abbo talking first base with her. It never even occurred to me to have an abbo conversation with her. I might tell you about my white Illinois chinese speaking buddy in Kunming one day and how our abbo Jethro/Ellie May relationship played out, but not now.

Think abbo! Think Coon (cheese) (now actually remarketed as Cheer (cheese) (not Coon)

 

Dismissed

wait a second, watch this police officer yesterday (local time zone) and guy in red shirt, consider how they remind you of an old married couple (abbo or otherwise), take notes if necessary:

https://www.9news.com.au/national/man-charged-three-sydney-police-assaulted-bankstown/0892fb21-4677-4d09-bbb9-a10d02a2fc02

ok dismissed

Red socks 9 - white Sox 8.... Revisiting Robert Rodriguez's Alita

 

Well artificial intelligence is really something, I just kinda really recently figured out I'm a white Sox fan, I really didn't know! But now that I'm out of the closet with that, google artificial intelligence is hot on my heels and totally giving me updates. Same time google and Facebook don't think I'm a Texans football fan, and actually I'm not convinced about them. Amazing.

So talking about Robert Rodriguez's Alita. We covered this when it was out at the cinema on this blog. In those days google would let me upload little one minute videos directly from my phone. Not anymore, and there was no virus either.

Look I'll tell you a secret. Not Corey Haim's secret about Charlie Sheen. My secret. My whole life is obviously pretty dark, there have been suicides everywhere. I'll tell you about my cousin Marcos, he also suicided. I mean it's ridiculous, that's not the secret I wanted to mention, but a scary dream I had. Although my intention in general, reviewing Alita, since I've already reviewed it, I'm just going to tell about my cousin Marcos. But since I mentioned one nightmare from 2017, and all the suicides everywhere. I mean my son even made friends with a kid at his school and that kid, with two siblings, his dad just up and suicided also, like in 2019. What a nightmare. His wife is cousins with a girl in my elementary school classes. But not by blood but by marriage, like my classmates stepfather was this lady's mom's brother or something. Anyway this lady, my son's buddy's mom ended up a widow coz her husband wasn't healing well from a motorcycle accident and fell into a depression. I couldn't even tell, when I met him he seemed fine physically and even friendly to me. Walking through such dark clouds myself, I didn't pick up well on becoming buddies with him. Generally I'd say I'm damaged goods. 

Anyway it was shocking to learn that guy had suicided and I tried to be a good friend to his widower and she's a strong woman, she ended up falling into a relationship fairly quickly. I understand how it feels to lose close people to suicide which is why I befriended her and even was happy for her to quickly start dating again with her new boyfriend Mitch. Even though I barely knew her!

Anyway that nightmare was like something from an Alita movie. There was a character like Nova but it wasn't like dopey Ed Norton it was like God. But even though it was God, everyone was like a robot. I mean everyone is in a master slave relationship to God, ultimately. It's very one sided. I never made the association until now that God, in this nightmare from 2017 was kind of like Freezer from Dragon Ball Z. I mean I'm just realising that now. But it was really terrifying because in the nightmare God was all like: 'disintegrate' and kind of impelled it like a command and I was absolutely terrified and my heart was really in my mouth so to speak. It was one of those nightmares that wakes you up immediately and you feel terrified. Also in those days my mom and I had the illegal alien guy staying with us. The guy from Quetta in Pakistan. He suicided shortly after that and it's like you don't see that stuff coming you're just acting out your life in the moment. Total nightmare I can tell you.

Anyway on to Marcos. Marcos is the only guy on my mom's side of the family to suicide. My sister Trish is tight with his father. His mother was my mom's sister. She's still alive but my mom had passed on just over a year ago. As I mentioned, there were no suicides on my mom's side of the family until Marcos, that we know of. We normally attribute suicides in my direct family to my father's side of the family where it may be genetic. Also the hardcore Jesuit education my father and his brothers received probably didn't help.

Anyway when I spent five months in Spain in 1992 when I was 16, this is when I learned Spanish (which was a good thing). I was suffering a fair amount of depression and anxiety and just trying to make the best of things. I also realised that challenging myself mentally to learn a new language was a fantastic antidote to morbid and idiotic thinking (such as self pity and dumb English redneck psychology). Anyway there's plenty of nasty psychology to go round in Spain without the English there as so many people are reactionary to the Catholic church they're always blaspheming nasty things about God and Mary. Strange to say people only mention Jesus when you sneeze, by saying Jesus (bless you/gezuntheit). The Catholics being the way they are, even when not actually blaspheming, tend to profane holy things like the holy spirit by making them mundane everyday things. It's really the Catholic way and maybe the Latin way to philosophise in this way (Nietzsche never liked it), I'm still reserving judgement. Definitely too much institutionalization of the church can take away from Jesus's actual practical philosophy such as serving others even by washing their feet, something even Mary Magdalene did for Jesus. Anyway I never saw the Catholic church much interested in her and overly interested in Mary (as a Virgin, despite she married and carried many children with Joseph, quite a number - a gospel fact that doesn't fit into the black magic church of the Catholics). But it's not something I think about at all much anymore these days, as I don't live in a Catholic country or associate with Catholics much, in the most part.

However, as I'm trying to discuss Marcos, I mention these things as I only knew him in Spain and it's an extremely Catholic country so everywhere you go there's some kind of allusion to the holy and divine and sacred things that should not be profaned the way the Catholics do, turning them into street names and associating them with worldly things too much. Certainly northern Europeans consider this madness. Anyway as mentioned I was educated with English rednecks in western Sydney (and I was very fond of my student body, as a whole) like aforementioned lady's cousin as my classmate, not Catholics.

So anyway Marcos was two years younger than me. When I was 16 he was 14. He and I were fast friends however his father was unable to discipline him in a way that would make him respectful to his mother. Many times he'd lock himself in his room and his mother would be knocking on the door. He absolutely didn't care that he was upsetting her and often seemed to upset his sister, who was slightly older than me and also living with us. I never tried to encourage Marcos' insolence to his mother and showed her utmost respect that I was capable of, as a teenager. Marcos grew older and went on to use drugs like LSD that I never wanted to use. Drugs that seem to have a tendency to destroy people's actual ability for compassion and make people selfish, in my opinion. Anyway Marcos was definitely selfish and never seemed right in the head. But I was so stuck in my own neurosis and mindf*ck I never used to judge anyone much in those days or assign blame to anyone much, definitely a lot of that was due to oppression. Marcos was very passionate about Manga and insisted I watch dragon ball z with him. He was so serious about it that I ended up learning so much Spanish in the space of five months like this, I became proficient and had built a bedrock foundation in the language in that way. 

Marcos was definitely a good teacher. We caught up again later in 1996/97 during my year in Madrid in those days and I might add to that here later.... 

Dragon Ball Z, Freezer... Always more enjoyable in Spanish over English....

https://youtu.be/rIS338raSkM

BTW, Google has provided a pretty good widget option: it shows the updated score for White Sox games in real time. Now there's a widget on my screen that says bottom of the 6th and the Sox just scored the games first point. So it's like you don't even need to watch the game at all...

Actually I'll skip the 1997 period when Marcos and I were 18 & 20 respectively and fast forward to the last time I remembered him. It was 2001 and we were around age 24 & 22. This Rodriguez had just brought out his piece de resistance Dusk til Dawn the hangman's daughter. Marcos and I still shared our beloved abuela in common. How she would pine for the orderly, autocratic facist days of the Franco dictatorship when the youth weren't on drugs and didn't wear scary boots and act disrespectful. Noone could protest march without expecting a police smackdown such as is common in Russia today. Drug addicts were almost unknown. She would pass away in late 2002, the next year. But that event seemed galaxies away to me as I would yet discover America, Virginia, for three months then Paris for half a year. New discoveries. Just like the Voyager probe from NASA or something. Marcos had become a real estate agent but wasn't making much money and had shacked up with an English muchacha from England proper. They were a match and it was something else seeing Marcos in a relationship. To be honest I think they were both doing drugs together like acid and ecstasy. I believe Marcos' mom was happy about them finding each other and having each other but was naive and ignorant about democratic freedom and drugs. And also our beloved abuela, again clueless. There's always going to be an element of feeling guilty when a loved family member suicides. Mostly Marcos' mother tried to keep it secret, even to this day. That was wise. It's best to avoid talking about suicide where possible in many events. If you can call it a motorcycle crash or whatever, so much easier to explain the awkward reality. By the time he passed away I was long gone. But he was a nice guy to me. I think he was selfish and on his drugs. I don't know what happened to his English girlfriend. Maybe I can ask his mom. She never sounds happy to talk to me and it won't be pleasant for her, burying her own child. I just don't think her generation in Spain have a clue about the younger generation and their drugs. At least the dopey hippie druggies in America from the 60s, or in Australia, will understand democracy and drugs first hand from their own youths.

ok moments later, just watched a lot of Alita again, this time with the mrs, sunday night was with Scarlet mostly as the other two kids left. Probably helped her with her psychology, poor thing, strange to say.

Ok look, i mentioned in my review months and months ago about Ed Norton and Norton street Leichhardt (pronounced 'like art') here in Sydney. I have a cluster of memories visiting my sister in the neighborhood there like after i graduated high school or before that whatever. Nowadays she lives in Madrid and keeps in touch with Marcos' father, as i mentioned. for a while she was living in holland like in contact with the sister of her friend in Leichhardt. She even speaks dutch fluently and spent like five years there.

Anyway, I also drove a bus through Norton street a helluva lot, apart from just catching it as a passenger when i was younger. And i'm telling you all this shit as i don't know if there'll be an Alita 2, if there will be, it might be interesting to see what Norton gets up to. Failing that i can only go with my own Norton street memories. The one that is of interest is not the aforementioned memory clusters. But about eight years ago or nine maybe, i was driving taxi through Norton street. The cops were out in huge numbers as there had been a major brawl at one of the nightclubs on Norton. I probably made a mistake, not pulling my taxi up next to the cops and telling them to check out my passenger coz he was one of the guys they were looking for involved in the big brawl. That was probably the best thing i could have done in that situation. The drawback would have been probably having to quit my taxi base and also worrying about the crazy lebanese criminal guy in my taxi tracking me down some other way. Even though he was trouble, i guaged he wasn't involved in anything more serious than a crazy pub brawl and if it was something worse i'd probably hear about it in the news and talk to cops about it later. I was just going to bring him right under the cops' noses without them even finding out about him. It was a judgement call, possibly the wrong one. I learned all the facts from him as he was in an excited state after some kind of troublemaking cowardly brawl his posse had started (probably all crazy lebanese ppl). He was trying to get his girlfriend to get dropped off on Norton street so we could scoop her up in the taxi and head to his crib around Yagoona way (where that guy in the kneed police video i just posted lives/got arrested) - a lot of crazy lebbos out that way. Anyway this guy gave me two fifty dollar notes after we stopped on the way at a service station. We proceeded to the final destination with his dopey girlfriend, a fool for being with a psycho like him i guess. I asked him: how much change do you want? Typical lebbo berserker, he is about to go ballistic and totally lose it. I am ready to fight him however i'd need my car so i'd be doing donuts with my right hand on the steering wheel while defending and punching with the left hand. It was no joke. The guy was really starting to lose it and i totally wasn't afraid. 'how much money did i give you?' he says. I mean i'm not going to say $100 because i have the thief's code of honor as a taxi driver. 'how much change do you want bro?' i mean we had like $55 on the meter and he could have just said give me a $20 note or keep the change. what a jerk.

in the end he left. but if he had started some jazz, there's a good chance his girlfriend could have been injured falling out of the car as it was about to start doing donuts to knock him off balance and i was going to hit him for sure. 

also, with regard to tarantino's death proof car, i have only seen the scene where the girls start attacking the driver with poles. just not that interested bro. God speed.

u.s. military needs to lose the facemasks

 looks ridiculous, completely unmilitary-like

https://youtu.be/nPr-SIL6BiQ

Court of Benji rules 'Anchorman' battle scene admissible

 

notwithstanding the arguments that nobody has a skiff or an actual anchor to moor the sloop or whatever, let's see where this is going.... 

bring in Vaughn....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4g545LhuEnI

no sloop, no real anchor per se, where's this going???? (head scratching) 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLU2a-JxD9M

man they use a trident, that's how they do it.... ha   

my judgement is as follows, the law is clear: watch and learn wankers ---

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qORYO0atB6g

This is the White Sox playing the Cubs around two weeks ago, it's a pretty high scoring game. With the highlights it's even exciting as you're not spending hours watching it all....

https://youtu.be/3tI_7W1lIug

The Tasmanian cricket board is kind of glad the Taliban are overtly like assassinating people as it doesn't make them feel impolite about calling off Afghanistan's pre-booked cricket tour to Tasmania (I'm not joking, crazy Muslim countries like Pakistan and Afghanistan and India absolutely love cricket, go figure).

Check out this pitcher for the White Sox, he's from Australia and gets paid like 11 million dollars because he can actually pitch very well:

https://youtu.be/pXqS7tFSRX4

It makes sense he makes that much money but if you watch the fight scene from the movie 'Anchorman', you'd be sure to think: why don't they get some crazy people from a homeless shelter and get them to make a better funny movie for like a free meal and a carton of cigarettes? I mean that's the logical thing, right? Instead of wasting millions on those 'actors'. That's what's meant by the 'mysteries of the kingdom of heaven' as per the gospels and my understanding I suppose. Figure that out. Mysterious.

South Carolina Murdaugh family murder mystery

 https://www.wjcl.com/article/paul-murdaugh-maggie-alex-murdaugh-murder-mallory-beach-duffie-stone-stephen-smith-sandy-smith-south-carolina-colleton-county-hampton-county-timeline-beaufort-county-parris-island-911-call-charges-dropped-boat-crash/37482920

This case represents a complicated set of circumstances. I won't try explaining everything as I haven't understood everything yet. However, the main thing that jumps out of the page, almost frog like, is the fact that the mother and son Paul are assassinated only three days after a legal proceeding that shields the son Paul from criminal liability for the boating death he caused of at least one young adult his own age in his boating party. The obvious thing that absolutely screams at you is that some party closely connected to one of the boating crash victims, has taken it upon themselves, or their cousins, surreptitiously without mentioning it to anyone, decided on some payback to Paul (and his mom) for this boating accident. I mean I'm not saying that's what happened, but it does appear to be the obvious thing: someone from victim's family unschooled in law is watching the court case. Around June 4 if I remember well, court case appears to unschooled in law family member of victim to go against them and unfairly protects Paul, the young boater seemingly responsible for the dead Beach girl or whoever. Three days later Paul is assassinated, his mom also, which indicates an aggrieved over 40 year old family member of the Beach girl or some other victim, I mean come on.

Next day...

Ok after more research, it's actually possible the boy and mom died in a murder suicide perpetrated by the boy. The boy is very naughty and basically responsible for the death of the Beach girl. Perhaps this unhinged him and he went on to kill his mom after she was nagging him, then himself. Sure is mysterious who killed the dad though. Definitely one for the FBI to take over, that's for sure. Maybe their Sydney attache office can double up if their resources are spread thin because absolutely the local authorities are way too cozy with the extended family. The gun that killed boy and mom were found on site. Either proper ballistics tests weren't done or suppression orders went into place.

It's like when Dominion sued Fox news for over a billion dollars. Massive lawsuit settlement turned into non disclosure agreement noone talks about it. 

Seth MacFarlane, creator of Peter Griffin's father in law calls out Tucker Carlson for being a spastic cunt

 Bleeding Cool News: Seth MacFarlane Calls Out Fox for Family Guy/Tucker Carlson Hypocrisy.

https://bleedingcool.com/tv/seth-macfarlane-calls-out-fox-for-family-guy-tucker-carlson-hypocrisy

Why isn't he drawing cartoons of Tucker kicking it with Lois' dad? Lois' dad can tell Lois she's better off with Tucker.

You shouldn't even be able to watch Family Guy without seeing Lois' dad with Tucker in every single episode. It's a no brainer. Think of all the possibilities. Duck hunting together, sending Peter to India to be a surrogate mother for some fat 50 something lady from New Yawk. Come on man.

The Court calls on Mr Dogg - stunned murmers break out in the courtroom

 Mr Dogg, do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth, so help yo' black ass?

https://youtu.be/0VAF-4Er7_A

Also Mr Dogg, why is the colour blue so rare in nature?

https://youtu.be/3g246c6Bv58

Kati on anger

 https://youtu.be/wK71VundWxI

Ok here she is. At my age, 45, I can deduce her biological clock is ticking and ripe for a baby, kind of like Taylor Swift. In fact the entire folklore album seems to indicate that for Taylor. Kati being well educated at University (not saying you can't be well educated elsewhere), has likely stifled her reproductive instinct while at the same time indulging in the reproductive act purely for selfish pleasure, biologically disassociated from any real childbearing instinct (an assumption in Kati's case) and, in general, extremely common amongst the middle glass [sic]. In fact, middle class girls see this impure mindset at pure ages and are more likely to self harm and practice eating disorders in consequence to this selfish narcissistic mindset, and have suicidal ideation, before eventually just succumbing to it. These are my observations, not saying it's gospel.

Definitely it's very easy for me at my age to spot women who are not mothers, very easy. Women who are not mothers and want to dress like whores, desperate for attention (self evident). I can also deduce the nature of boyfriend girlfriend relationship just by driving by in five seconds as everything is revealed by body language. It becomes very obvious when 20 somethings are in fuck buddy kids no way (fbknw) relationships.

It's important to realise, if Kati's anger she's referring to is being placed on her boyfriend for not getting her pregnant, giving her a 200,000$ wedding and 400,000$ diamond ring, IF that's the case, a real Hannibal Lector to her Clarice Starling would immediately question if she isn't using her anger to deflect any remote possibility at feeling disgust with herself. I guarantee there are a million people that will feel angry with others, and even suicide in resentment and hostility, before taking their own hypocrisy up to task. Now I've just mentioned some assumptions about Kati, what I'm inferring, Hannibal Lector like. Migs in the cell next door (I'm happy for Gutfeld to play that role, or Chris Pratt) hasn't even thrown any fake cum in her hair yet on visits.

It's also important to note, when I'm getting into character to act like Hannibal Lector, under no circumstances should general Jack Keane on fox news say: rebeep (like a croaking 🐸 frog). This would spell disaster far worse than the withdrawal from Afghanistan. Please. I know it may seem like I'm hard to work with, but you can't expect talent like mine, even just in the choreography department let alone everywhere else, suffer fools likely. Please take it up with the SAG union boss Marcel. I think he just crossed the Rio Grande last night from Mexico and can't speak English. Talk to him, I'll be in my trailer. Only approach slowly by playing a carpenters song (any one as long as it was a hit) and gently cooing, is his Benjiness privy to visitations now. Please when I'm method acting, this is how it has to be. Just ask the four year old girl Laura I punched in the nose, making it bleed, when I was four.

 

ode to a vacuum cleaner by mr hendrix....

 

https://youtu.be/r0EMrJTgqgM

ok, so that trauma loungeroom aforementioned with the couches me and Winston Churchill and Hendrix used to crash on (not their real names, my high school buddies)..... that's all got to go under the hammer, straight up.... i have the thirteen page contract with LJ Hooker at hand now and need to fill it in (PDF) hopefully online. Then forward it to my lawyer Sharon for her perusal. Insert a picture of mozart and montgomery burns looking at cat gut getting turned into a violin bow and rubbing their hands saying, 'excellent'. We're gonna do an online auction and try to get over 700 grand for the crib. So that's approximately 525k in american dollars depending on the exchange rate. I split half with my sister then probably just buy shares in Boeing, Lockheed Martin, etc on my Bendigo Bank share platform. Just met a doctor who specializes in surgery on babies that can help me select the right boat. Might just keep it permanently moored on water, has to be like six yards or longer and you have to pay like under $500 american a year to get the hull scraped or whatever. Mooring fees are low also. Back up crib i can crash on after work too. Sweet. Sharon's going to help me set my Will up also. Props to Taylor Swift's new album folklore also, credit where credit is due.

JUST working on the PDF file, can't find the rub out tool. Listening to Beethoven's 9th, ode to joy. You don't get much orchestral singing from Beethoven, unlike Mozart, but that's some right there, it's very good too. Just remembering the time Tarantino was on Jimmy Kimmel one time in late August 2005, it was kind of funny, he has a game show contest with some guy from a video store to see who knows him better and ends up losing, before that he's bitching about David Spade saying he's worse than a girl after a car race or something. It was pretty funny. The doctor surgeon guy's name is Peter, like the guy from Family Guy. 

 

can't figure out the pdf but just doing what i can in terms of gathering info. Good time to get some doonsenden doonsen poops song lyrics in to whichever music, just make the music up whatever. The po box for my lawyers is the same number as film school Eva's local bus route. Beautiful. 

EMDR trauma therapy

 Hi 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 clowns

https://youtu.be/abB-bQc_aXk

Someone I like to watch lately is pychotherapist Kati Morton. She's easy on the eye but currently happily married so best not to get too many ideas. I think she's a Los Angelino, lovely people the Californians. Of course we never know when happily married can turn into unhappy for Kati or whoever but anyway, she will cover most aspects of psychology or psychotherapy.

With trauma therapy, she suggests a particular technique. As an aside she suggests journalling in general (journalism) and states mental resiliency (ability to cope with trauma) is more than just forgetting/pretending something never happened. With this in mind, let's consider one technique she explains: revisit the scene of trauma in your mind. Ok so I'm on the couch watching tv, like fifteen years old, my brother Joseph Stalin (just a nickname, not his real name) is torturing the family cat on the other couch. He has been punching me in the face severely since I was nine years old and headbutting me and yelling at me. He's basically a psycho. I'm not really in touch with my feelings in general apart from occasional severe depression. I vaguely recall being a jerk at school and laughing things up there. I'm definitely too scared of my brother to front up to him as he's eight years older and super violent and scary. I never tell my father he's hitting me or, in this case, torturing a cat. I feel shocked and bad, I just pretend it's not happening.

Ok this is the scene of trauma. Kati suggests I can lighten it up now by imagining a friend there at the scene. Maybe I can imagine various things.... There's my buddy Jason smoking a billy (his water pipe bong) and breathing out a plume of smoke. My mom's best friend the aboriginal lady does the same. Britney has just shaved her hair, she's saying 'dance dance dance dance' like she's Jamiroquai. The people from Forest Gump are yelling run Forest run! Unclear if I'm disassociating at this point. Greg Gutfeld is asking me if his jeans make him look fat. Do I have any actual friends anymore apart from Jason and my mom's aboriginal friend? Not really, Murphy's not there, Todd's not there, my wife hates me. Bill Hemmer is there, he's saying 'meow meow, the red socks are losing'. This isn't helping, my brother is punching the cat. Ok now I'm supposed to make my eyes look from side to side mimicking rapid eye movement. I see Homer Simpson trying to set up IKEA furniture saying stupid Taliban. The Taliban are shooting cowering people that won't stand up and fight. I finally fight back and punch my brother's tooth out (in real life, many months later). Back to the cat and the trauma, Joey Jones from Fox news walks in with a guitar, I've run out of real friends, I'm relying on imaginary friends, Joey is singing zz Top song, she's got legs. My brother has gotten up to go to the kitchen and slam the cat's head or something with the kitchen drawer, thank God I can't see. Red sirens are wailing and the panicky crazy music like in Kill Bill when the bride is going psycho. Noone can save me from this monster, he is my criss cross [sic] to carry. My ex girlfriend from film school Eva (not her real name) shows up. Marvin Gaye is there, he sings sexual healing. Everyone is running to the beach it's a coke commercial, my and Eva's (our) classmate from film/journalism school is gushing about being one of the extras on the beach with a towel in the coke commercial. My mom's best buddy is back in torture cat lounge room smoking another billy. 'What a fuggen shlut', she says referring to my brother. Nothing seems to be taking the edge of the trauma. Maybe if Bill Hemmer sings that carpenter song, close to you. Hmmmm, that seems to make watching the cat be tortured and feeling terrified more palatable. La, la, la, la, la..... Maybe Gutfeld can sing it too at the same time.... Now Homer is saying it too....

 

https://youtu.be/_0gebE4r3sk

Man that was a nice cat, I can see it prowling around the front yard with birds around like in the Carpenters song, maybe Twitter birds. It really didn't deserve that. I think it peed or pooped in the house.

Now Joe Biden and the cat is singing it. Man I didn't know he could sing. He's just like the grandpa I never had! Joe and my cat are doing a lap around the front yard with CGI Twitter birds. I think Hemmer and Gutfeld might be doing back up vocals under the mulberry tree picking mulberries. Watch out guys those stains take forever to come off. I almost feel safe like some abbo guy isn't about to rape me. Keep singing guys, don't let this moment end!! Wow Joey can jump on pogo stilts even with fake legs and do showgirl kicks like the Dallas cowgirls. Being best. 

Moments later, listened to Kriss Kross and dropped kids off at school. Talked to the Dean outside a moment from my ride. It didn't have the bouncing front wheels like in the rap videos. 

https://youtu.be/010KyIQjkTk

Home watching French news. Kati would approve of having a hobby. When I was teaching in Paris one of my English language students was fully blocked. It was even on her file: blocked. We're language teachers not psychologists so I don't ask her if her dad molested her or something. 

They're talking about the Brussels terrorists from Isis or whatever. Maintenant le Taliban. Leurs dossiers. Their files. Les dossiers des réfugiés d'afganistan. Voila. Maintenant le nouveau droit en Texas. Avec le governor Abbott la bas. En France le gen aimmee les affaires adulteroux. L'avoretement (abortion). Kati is from California she wouldn't approve of le loi sûr abortion en Texas. Sometimes she goes to Austin, maybe she has family there or something.

Arrêts cardiaques .... Heart attacks. Place electric swaddles on chest and play Kriss Kross full volume in the ambulance.

Forêt.... Forest. 

Le sanctuaire ..... Sanctuary

My Morrocan student in Paris is screaming at me, why aren't I learning French quicker??? I must have upset him saying 'wrong', 'wrong', riding him too hard as he struggled with English, like a jerk. As Donald Trump would say: I'm fired. Goodbye Madelaine. Goodbye fuggen shluts of France. I fly home to Sydney. My old man Napoleon (not his real name) and my bro Stalin (not his real name) will be waiting for me at the airport. Napoleon can't wait to show me the new tunnel under the Sydney Harbour.

Reviennent .... Back (returned)

ABBA is singing Waterloo. Dancing Queen on French news 20h. Magnifique. 

Chaleur .... Warmth (le temp the weather)

Chaud ... Hot.... I learned that word at the Madelaine office of our school. The kettle was boiling and I asked the French lady there the word for hot. (sounds like showed). But it seems I'm learning the word chaleur now.

À suivre... Coming up

Then you're supposed to tap your finger and look at that tapping during recall of the traumatic moment.

Don't you tell me to smile....

https://youtu.be/qORYO0atB6g

What would Tucker say?

 https://youtu.be/DRQm0DzApRk

Howdy bitches, you may have heard, Texas has passed a new 'heartbeat' abortion paw [sic]. It means no abortion after six weeks of pregnancy. Tucker is on record saying Texas is like 9th century Islam or something. His opinion of Texas is unclear.

What I realised for the first time is, why are female BBC journalists and those sympathetic to the argument always talking about the importance of abortions in rape and incest cases? I mean normally you'd think: yeah right? Why not get an abortion after rape and incest rape. That's why that argument is used. But why are the media who love to talk about 'the truth', so shy to refer to something polar opposite to it: adultery. I mean you might hear a crime journalist talking about adultery iasmuch as a particular murder case is involved. Or in Australia when some tall poppy smearjob absolutely necessitates the unthinkable: point out adultery as bad, in that rare instance you might hear about it, as with the Ben Roberts Smith case. Normally you would never hear about it in Australia and it's unclear if the media here can even generally define adultery and how it may impact on truth.

In short, why don't abortion rights activists demand an adulterous woman have rights to abortion after banging on with her colleague's husband and falling pregnant. Why must they always insist on moral high ground arguments these worthless ecstasy popping sluts? Can someone please explain, I'm so ignorant.