was searching my gmail inbox for death certificates (of my father and sister) -- could only find my brother's one there.... found these cute photos (below) -- see that's Jose that suicided two and a half years ago, somewhere in America (USA not Canada) showing off some Australian lizard at an Australian wild animal exhibition thing visiting around county fairs and the like..... my brother was so medicated on anti-psychotics since the mid 1990s that even his psychiatrists said to lower his dosages.... i'm not sure how much he was taking as i found a lot of unused meds of these kinds when i was clearing through his Estate -- which i threw out.... i do know he told me he wouldn't want to lower his dosages as he had uncomfortable mental episodes if he did -- he certainly did build up a whole new identity for himself post medication Jose..... it's funny hearing my youngest daughter say, 'no way Jose' --- she actually was born after he died anyway........ God knows i took a fuckload of aggression from that angry son of a bitch before he found marijuana then anti-psychotic meds.... so you're lucky i never personally ripped your teeth out and shoved them up your arsecrack, using your jawbone to play that horseshoe game, like on cruiseships you know that game where you throw horse shoes and they have to land around a peg -- mmm peg! whoever you are!
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exhibit b my sister Raquel --- suicided in 1999.... this is her and me with our grandma. Our grandma died in 2002 and left her daughter (my mom) a 90,000 Euro inheritence which my mother squandered to a swindler who was brought to a criminal court here in NSW.... we lost every penny.... that's why i'm applying for financial guardianship over my mom now: so she can't give our money away again to a stranger out of contempt for her children.... also i want to put her in a home so she can't get run over by a truck -- as she's been walking down the middle of road before getting put in a mental home -- the psychiatrist is a total dick, he can't even sign off on paperwork getting her off the Electoral Role so she doesn't get fined for not voting -- how's he supposed to protect her or some truck driver from her running down the middle of the road in her underwear in the dark? anyway you may have noticed i mentioned a church here in sydney with a preacher Tim (that i seldomly visit anymore) - i mentioned that in recent church post, well Tim's first (of four) kid(s), the eldest, was born around 10 years after Raquel suicided (see below far right) -- i have the sneaking suspicion she may have reincarnated ten years after ending her life, as Tim's eldest child and daughter..... i've been known to be wrong before though, but i've been right a few times too
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