been watching dr phil like everyday before work, sometimes jogging too..... but probably like delayed a year the episodes.... some 12 year old kid with tourettes etc....
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
not much to say
been watching dr phil like everyday before work, sometimes jogging too..... but probably like delayed a year the episodes.... some 12 year old kid with tourettes etc....
Friday, September 25, 2015
election in catalunya coming soon, donate to fiorina
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=baby+elephant+walk+quincy+jones
hey if you'd like to donate cash to fiorina's campaign, click here:
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so elections are coming up in catalunya in spain, and the only political party there not advocating nationhood and separation from spain are the socialists, in spanish politics, generally the socialists (PSOE) are on the left and equivalent to the democrats in america and the PP - popular party are on the right, equivalent to the Republican party.... a big part of spanish news is dedicated to ongoing court cases against public figures in politics and administration that have run into a grey area of the law and the spaniards certainly love a legal showdown and the courts, etc...... i wanted to mention some of the catalans i have known as it's reasonably typical of any spaniard, which Benji is..... first of all, my father's father's father, my great grandfather, up in the mountains of asturias, had an illegitimate 'hija del monte' as they're called, she's probably passed away now but in 1997 i was able to get to know her a little bit and she was already quite old at this time but a very likeable lady, she was actually, my grandfather's half sister....... although they never lived together like a family....... now her son in law, married to her daughter who is a lovely lady, was also a very likeable man, a catalan....... despite all the jarring and lousy thing the people in madrid had to say about catalunyans at the time, why would i buy it until i saw for myself......... i've also spent about 5 weeks in barcelona and some time in valencia where the character is not so different and i'd even say that valencia is a bell-weather part of spain in a similar way that missouri is considered a bell-weather part of the united states.............. both of my children, are of course, spanish nationals with spanish passports which i've posted up here below....... another catalan friend of mine was from working at ibm in bulgaria and she was fluent in the catalan language although her parents actually migrated to catalunya from andalucia, so very likely she didn't have any 'catalan genes'......
this really speaks to the complexity of spanish society and any given society in general, as it's common in spain to have internal migration and inter-marriage between different genetic backgrounds within spain, so for example my grandfather's half sister aforementioned, have grandchildren who are half asturian, half catalan, all this has been going on for a long time, and the spaniards are a reasonable melting pot with genes from northern europe, northern africa, celts and god knows what else there............ of course they do not have the genetic diversity found in the united states due to the massive influxes of migrants there in the 20th century, etc.......
with regard to the legality of catalunyan indepenence, within the framework of the EU, it's perfectly legal, but as the EU is often behind policy or derelict in policy in general, the onus would be on the catalans to force the issue...... there's nothing the government in madrid can do, short of sending over the army to stop that..... the main courts in spain cannot super-cede the European justice system anymore than the english courts could stop the spanish fishermen, who later won their case in the EU courts, from fishing in their sovereign waters...... this is the EU....... it's not really in spain or england's best interest to be in it....... they'd be better off having a stand offish kind of relationship with it like norway or avoiding it altogether like switzerland......we'll see how england vote's in her referendum on that which Cameron has promised.......
now if the catalans do leave spain, it won't be long after that before the basques do, very possibly, all of which would lead to significant decrease in wealth for the rest of spain, however, the EU has made all forms of borrowing practically illegal in spain, so that's the real problem there, there certainly wouldn't be any problem for spaniards to go back and forth to catalunya daily in their car to work there or whatever if it were a separate sovereign nation.......... there's also the real possibility that they wouldn't want to leave spain at all and only want some attention and respect!
now here's a picture of me and some old buddies from the schoolyard as they say - guy on the left, it's his birthday, it's kind of just to prove that i don't plug in to a machine at night and sleep standing up and occasionally engage in that strange and seemingly useless human behavior known as 'socializing' and engaging in 'small talk'...... might be more interesting to be a robot though!
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forcing people to do things doesn't always work out real well...... e.g., forcing catalans to never speak catalunyan...........
hey if you'd like to donate cash to fiorina's campaign, click here:
https://carlyforpresident.com/donate
so elections are coming up in catalunya in spain, and the only political party there not advocating nationhood and separation from spain are the socialists, in spanish politics, generally the socialists (PSOE) are on the left and equivalent to the democrats in america and the PP - popular party are on the right, equivalent to the Republican party.... a big part of spanish news is dedicated to ongoing court cases against public figures in politics and administration that have run into a grey area of the law and the spaniards certainly love a legal showdown and the courts, etc...... i wanted to mention some of the catalans i have known as it's reasonably typical of any spaniard, which Benji is..... first of all, my father's father's father, my great grandfather, up in the mountains of asturias, had an illegitimate 'hija del monte' as they're called, she's probably passed away now but in 1997 i was able to get to know her a little bit and she was already quite old at this time but a very likeable lady, she was actually, my grandfather's half sister....... although they never lived together like a family....... now her son in law, married to her daughter who is a lovely lady, was also a very likeable man, a catalan....... despite all the jarring and lousy thing the people in madrid had to say about catalunyans at the time, why would i buy it until i saw for myself......... i've also spent about 5 weeks in barcelona and some time in valencia where the character is not so different and i'd even say that valencia is a bell-weather part of spain in a similar way that missouri is considered a bell-weather part of the united states.............. both of my children, are of course, spanish nationals with spanish passports which i've posted up here below....... another catalan friend of mine was from working at ibm in bulgaria and she was fluent in the catalan language although her parents actually migrated to catalunya from andalucia, so very likely she didn't have any 'catalan genes'......
this really speaks to the complexity of spanish society and any given society in general, as it's common in spain to have internal migration and inter-marriage between different genetic backgrounds within spain, so for example my grandfather's half sister aforementioned, have grandchildren who are half asturian, half catalan, all this has been going on for a long time, and the spaniards are a reasonable melting pot with genes from northern europe, northern africa, celts and god knows what else there............ of course they do not have the genetic diversity found in the united states due to the massive influxes of migrants there in the 20th century, etc.......
with regard to the legality of catalunyan indepenence, within the framework of the EU, it's perfectly legal, but as the EU is often behind policy or derelict in policy in general, the onus would be on the catalans to force the issue...... there's nothing the government in madrid can do, short of sending over the army to stop that..... the main courts in spain cannot super-cede the European justice system anymore than the english courts could stop the spanish fishermen, who later won their case in the EU courts, from fishing in their sovereign waters...... this is the EU....... it's not really in spain or england's best interest to be in it....... they'd be better off having a stand offish kind of relationship with it like norway or avoiding it altogether like switzerland......we'll see how england vote's in her referendum on that which Cameron has promised.......
now if the catalans do leave spain, it won't be long after that before the basques do, very possibly, all of which would lead to significant decrease in wealth for the rest of spain, however, the EU has made all forms of borrowing practically illegal in spain, so that's the real problem there, there certainly wouldn't be any problem for spaniards to go back and forth to catalunya daily in their car to work there or whatever if it were a separate sovereign nation.......... there's also the real possibility that they wouldn't want to leave spain at all and only want some attention and respect!
now here's a picture of me and some old buddies from the schoolyard as they say - guy on the left, it's his birthday, it's kind of just to prove that i don't plug in to a machine at night and sleep standing up and occasionally engage in that strange and seemingly useless human behavior known as 'socializing' and engaging in 'small talk'...... might be more interesting to be a robot though!
forcing people to do things doesn't always work out real well...... e.g., forcing catalans to never speak catalunyan...........
Thursday, September 24, 2015
hear no evil, see no evil
that's some old doctrine, maybe from china, way back in the day..... the philosophy advises people to see no evil and hear no evil.... by avoiding what is evil.......... following that philosophy, we weren't going to mention the papal visit to America that's such big news these days, as the catholic church is, if nothing else, evil..... charitable work, notwithstanding
however, despite having barely any internet, until tomorrow, we did listen to about 2 minutes or so of o'reilly and couldn't help making mention of it
first of all, o'reilly is wrong about the catholic church.........if you can ever remember being young and in love with the wrong person, that's where o'reilly is with the catholic church, confused, mistaken: wrong......... with o'reilly, one day it's Israel good, everyone else bad, the next it's catholic church good, people without spirituality bad, then it's Mexican immigrants bad........ but he doesn't seem to realize it's Mexican immigrants keeping the catholic church afloat in America as most other americans have rightfully turned away from this evil, satanic cult
it's popular among nominal 'christians' to occasionally say islam is evil, yada yada yada.... but really, when you look at the damage these evil predators within the catholic church do, serially raping minors one after another while they are shuffled around the place to do more damage somewhere else, I'd rather just have my leg blown off by a terrorist then get raped as a child by one of these predators
shame on Obama for calling the pope 'holy father'..... generally Obama has kept a low profile in the media, for better or worse, and rarely comes across as downright phony although that's exactly how he came across talking about the pope.......... whether you like his foreign policies or not, they're distinctly his own, and now Europe can suck it up after all their airheaded dreams about tolerance and freedom and probably love for Obama too..... let them suck it up
some story making news out of Israel: some arab lady was gunned down after allegedly producing a knife, heads up: try having a guy that only uses a taser in those situation while someone else holds a firearm, in your best interest
try reading emanual sweedenborg's 'heaven and hell', it will give you a good understanding of what's waiting for you in the afterlife, immediately after death.......... certainly a great proportion of the cardinals in rome and elsewhere, the catholic hierarchy, will go to hell, without question....... they are evil and will not escape justice
no human can escape justice, God is almighty....... even if some evil, sick predators amongst the catholic cardinals think that the charitable Christian principles of forgiveness and meekness can be distorted to rape and perpetuate evil, they are wrong.......... this is why religion can be dangerous and why the left, in America, for example, is deeply suspicious of it, who can blame them
summarizing: o'reilly - brainwashed, Israel - tasers, catholic hierarcy: evil; Obama - phony (at present)
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
tv review: csi, colbert, mistresses, south park
summarizing:
some crazy serial killer is on the loose..... he has seen Colbert's band and what happened to dave letterman's show and he's so pissed he's hellbent on the seven circles of hell and has manacled a two brunettes and a blonde to his various beds.... the ted damson and crew are out to get him............ dante is involved too.........then it turns out one of the brunette's is in on the game like she likes being manacled with real victims or something ---- anyway it's all Colbert's fault -- he is like a pimple only talking and walking....... he is a horrible, horrible person and we can only hope he falls into a sewer grate and stays off the radar, forever
mistresses, remember Alicia someone? she was on who's the boss in the 80s as the daughter and later starred as that airport lady in 'don't take my breast pump and breast milk and baby powder TSA dude'.... well now she has another dumb show, avoid it like the plague
south park: there's some guy called trapper keeper, he's like a robot or something and loses his left hand, wires and cables stick out instead, ike is not voted class captain.... that make sense? doesn't make sense, you must acquit
Monday, September 21, 2015
20heure nouveilles francais
voila, on ecoute, on parle pourquoi Si chers les iphone.... Les jean sont trop Cher...
Saturday, September 19, 2015
benji's presidential debate wrap up
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CD-E-LDc384 (enter sandman)
watched the whole thing, three goddam hours of it, on my phone at the university kids house in allawah here in sydney -- thank God (the God) that the french couple left my crib early to continue their australian adventure in townsville because benji's home is his castle again, that's for sure -- sweet being home again -- just drove a cab and struggled to make some cash -- sydney being somewhat quiet tonight --- one memorable thing a young customer from england said was that perth was very quiet, isolated and boring, she was careful not to try to offend me by saying so - me being australian -- none taken
hey look let's get to the debate, first with my favorite, fiorina.... she can get away with that theater about lady justice and lady liberty once like that, that's ok, but if she says that business one more time she's gonna look like a retard.......also, the only time we seem to remember seeing her hands or arms was putting a coffee cup down on some sneaky shelf or something she had behind her.... benji will most certainly be keeping an eye on her arms in future to see how they move -- that's going to be interesting --- and if they do, what her hands are doing (and wrists and elbows - all that business)
cnn did a great job, they nailed it, contrary to whatever they're saying at fox news, but if there's only going to be a few more debates (and fox can hold as many as they like, they don't need cnn for that), they definitely need to ditch huckabee, paul and casik.........the reason being that trump, fiorina, christie, rubio, bush and walker are serious candidates, whereas the other three candidates are not and are gonna cause distractions............christie is an excellent candidate and he'd definitely make a great president, there's no question, so what [six] [double sic] rubio, bush and walker to some extent....... noone's really sure if trump would make a good president but they all think it would be interesting..........
biden, if biden runs, he will most likely win, poor old hilary is certainly taking a hammering, you just get the impression alot of republicans and pundits at fox news would like to keep her in a cage and poke a sharp stick at her all day....... they really don't like her! hilary the baby killer! hillary the seller of fetuses! Good Lord!
that was some more theatrics fiorina was coming with in the debate, something o'reilly and sanders at fox news drummed up and some expose that fox news ran........ so we, the reasonably uninformed public, had no idea what kind of bill fiorina was pleading obama to veto with regard to fetus experimentation, regardless, if that woman so much as raises her wrist once and points her finger at anything, benji will be watching intently like
now we never mentioned ben carson, but he should definitely be included of course in future debates --- but eleven people is too many, cut it down to seven, come on
so we seemed to have mentioned only ten names: carson, fiorina, trump, bush, walker, rubio, paul, casik, christie, huckabee........but there seemed to have been eleven candidates, the eleventh one, was so unmemorable then, that that man should be ditched too, along with huckabee, paul and casik --- too many cooks in the kitchen!
if the constitution required having five presidents all at once, like a basketball team, that would be a really good team! bush, rubio, fiorina, trump and christie
well o'reilly is saying the EU is full of cowards and that their chickens are coming home to roost now with the refugee crisis, but the truth is really that they would like to deploy many, many crabs on their borders to keep the poor refugees out!
oh and ted, you were great too, even though you were temporarily forgotten. Just too many candidates, would actually place ted before walker
here's benjis preferences:
1) Fiorina
2) bush, Christie
3) trump
4) the German guys in the Simpsons that only fire homer Simpson
sorry, didn't understand the matter, after reading this article:
yes, walker, Fiorina and republicans are right, it seems, to force a budget shutdown over planned parenthood, despite all their mammograms, etc, federal taxpayers shouldn't have to fund abortions, that's what go fund me, tips and open guitar cases full of coins while singing and strumming are for, and childless hippie aunties. Good old American grand old party members! Where would we be without them? Lost I tell you! Up the creek of faeces without a paddle! The sun is up, it's almost 6am, benji must sleep, trying to see how many days in a row we shall work..... To hell with resty poops! Sirrah! My carriage! (flourish of trumpets and flutes) exeunt Benji
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
Sunday, September 13, 2015
can you handle two hours of this hippy crap?
http://youtu.be/lEV5AFFcZ-s
that's one of only two questions this film raises, the other one being: Would humanity descend into chaos and war and destroy itself if it had access to free, virtually unlimited energy.... Anyway this movie is more entertaining than the christian religious garbage you see every Sunday morning and some kind of challenge to the usual corporate sponsorship of Hollywood entertainment
watch it if you're curious what hippies look like in 2015
I'd tell the hippies that made this film what my grandma told me: When Franco was around, kids in Spain didn't go beating up old people and taking drugs..... Just sayin'
that's one of only two questions this film raises, the other one being: Would humanity descend into chaos and war and destroy itself if it had access to free, virtually unlimited energy.... Anyway this movie is more entertaining than the christian religious garbage you see every Sunday morning and some kind of challenge to the usual corporate sponsorship of Hollywood entertainment
watch it if you're curious what hippies look like in 2015
I'd tell the hippies that made this film what my grandma told me: When Franco was around, kids in Spain didn't go beating up old people and taking drugs..... Just sayin'
Wednesday, September 9, 2015
next morning
oreillys on about the Moslem lady in Kentucky, then he'll be talking about the Moslem trump no doubt...
just cleaned the messy university students' household, vacuumed floors thoroughly and washed big pile of dishes, all very messy
they have unlimited internet here and Netflix and all kinds of movies and tv shows like that
the last stay here only slept here and didn't spend virtually any other time, preferring to stay with my family
well that calling card from last night mysteriously disappeared it seemed. But remember the calling code so will use it to call the family in Bulgaria today anyway. At a Chinese restaurant in Campsie, a predominantly Chinese neighbourhood in Sydney, waiting for tofu and lunch as it's a little after one and only had two toast to eat today.
school bus run starts outside the high school around 305pm.
the cosmos looks good at present, we're all here evolving somehow, albeit at different rhythms and directions.
lunch is served
yummy,but not good value, in car now, got to get the bus, listening to deltron 3030
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yf9OAFML_Eg&feature=youtu.be
just cleaned the messy university students' household, vacuumed floors thoroughly and washed big pile of dishes, all very messy
they have unlimited internet here and Netflix and all kinds of movies and tv shows like that
the last stay here only slept here and didn't spend virtually any other time, preferring to stay with my family
well that calling card from last night mysteriously disappeared it seemed. But remember the calling code so will use it to call the family in Bulgaria today anyway. At a Chinese restaurant in Campsie, a predominantly Chinese neighbourhood in Sydney, waiting for tofu and lunch as it's a little after one and only had two toast to eat today.
school bus run starts outside the high school around 305pm.
the cosmos looks good at present, we're all here evolving somehow, albeit at different rhythms and directions.
lunch is served
yummy,but not good value, in car now, got to get the bus, listening to deltron 3030
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yf9OAFML_Eg&feature=youtu.be
killing mead
yawn, on hold on fox's Kilmeade phone line after screening with his call screener, poor callers, how long they have to wait. Definitely going to waste a lot of credit on my calling card: first Brigitte, then Dee, but no Benjamin, just no telling when my remaining few $$ will expire.
over an hour since calling, still on hold, amazingly this has only cost $3.50 which seems like a miracle, also not wasting my internet becoz listening over phone line instead of exhausting my internet. McCallums there now, she's lost weight, looking good. So hard to keep the weight off. Coming on 70 minutes on hold. Have actually dialed a local number and used a calling card with like $3.50 left.
my airbnb roommate is back, was home alone, it's 140am.
maybe following fox news these past few years has made me stupid, Oliver Stone calls it"group think".
my father used to tell me listening to pop music was making me stupid when I was a kid, but now it seems listening to fox news is making me stupid.
gee it's cold outside, having a cigarette now, thank God my room has it's own outside door. What a big backyard this place has. A developer would buy it in a second and make an absolute fortune.
80 minutes on hold on $3.50 Australian dollars. Amazing.
who really cares what they are talking about right now, hard to understand the passion for ball sports
it's not actually my first night in this house as spent a week here the week leading up to the family shooting off for Turkey. They spent three days there in Istanbul with my wife's mom. She flew over from Sofia, only like a one hour flight.
kilmeade called for fred from Arizona, I said hello but no response. The call screener came on and said sorry, ran out of time, having phone issues. Hung up on him. And still $1.40 of Benji's $$ left! That only cost like $2.10 for a 90 minutes call from Australia to America, that's miraculous! Pity fox news is making me stupid though. Maybe will try calling colmes when I get my crib back in a month or so. It's morning time in Australia when he's on , I guess live. Colmes is an idiot though. But he has the most interesting callers, would maybe tell his screener we want to ask colmes what he thinks of the EU. The question for kilmeade was what he would think would happen in the middle east if trump gets elected president but not second grade enough for kilmeade no doubt.
over an hour since calling, still on hold, amazingly this has only cost $3.50 which seems like a miracle, also not wasting my internet becoz listening over phone line instead of exhausting my internet. McCallums there now, she's lost weight, looking good. So hard to keep the weight off. Coming on 70 minutes on hold. Have actually dialed a local number and used a calling card with like $3.50 left.
my airbnb roommate is back, was home alone, it's 140am.
maybe following fox news these past few years has made me stupid, Oliver Stone calls it"group think".
my father used to tell me listening to pop music was making me stupid when I was a kid, but now it seems listening to fox news is making me stupid.
gee it's cold outside, having a cigarette now, thank God my room has it's own outside door. What a big backyard this place has. A developer would buy it in a second and make an absolute fortune.
80 minutes on hold on $3.50 Australian dollars. Amazing.
who really cares what they are talking about right now, hard to understand the passion for ball sports
it's not actually my first night in this house as spent a week here the week leading up to the family shooting off for Turkey. They spent three days there in Istanbul with my wife's mom. She flew over from Sofia, only like a one hour flight.
kilmeade called for fred from Arizona, I said hello but no response. The call screener came on and said sorry, ran out of time, having phone issues. Hung up on him. And still $1.40 of Benji's $$ left! That only cost like $2.10 for a 90 minutes call from Australia to America, that's miraculous! Pity fox news is making me stupid though. Maybe will try calling colmes when I get my crib back in a month or so. It's morning time in Australia when he's on , I guess live. Colmes is an idiot though. But he has the most interesting callers, would maybe tell his screener we want to ask colmes what he thinks of the EU. The question for kilmeade was what he would think would happen in the middle east if trump gets elected president but not second grade enough for kilmeade no doubt.
Tuesday, September 8, 2015
homeless
goodbye sweet apartment..... The last time Desi went to Bulgaria with Alex a few months, when he was two months old, really did enjoy the peace and quiet of our apartment in auburn.... 3 months! Just like this time! Not withstanding the airbnb guests coming and going.... Same these past few weeks... But couple from Paris arrived today, real nice people so abandoning my crib a month for a university kids household.... They both smoke cigarettes so I jonesed a few from them then bought a pack for the first time in over a week I guess, I'd been cutting down....
had the damndest dream two nights ago, all I could see with my spirit, dream body were the eyes of a crocodile, not even the rims, just the eyeballs filled the vision which was a spiritual vision. They were green eyes and the pupils weren't slit like like a cat but more human like, but very green and cloudy. And they changed, as if the crocodile blinked, but you couldn't see eyelids or a body. Don't know about you, but when I think of a crocodile, I think of a killing machine. That's what they are to me. The dream wasn't scary or hellish, mostly just memorable. Crocodiles are sneaky too, they hide very well and sneak up on their prey and just kill them dead.
at Kmart reading montage of heck right now about curt cobain.
Alex and Scarlet are at their grandfathers farmhouse near the Bulgarian border with Serbia, and their mom. Their grandma is in Sofia all week working.
I became estranged from my mother after she told me she's cutting me out of her will. I don't think Alex liked her or my brother that lives with her (and really wants to own her house!) that much, and we only brought Scarlet over there one time. They're kind of creepy anyway coz of all the drugs they're on and their lifestyle. So don't visit them anymore and my mother never bothers to contact me even though she can just write or call whenever.
I feel happy, the kingdom of heaven is within, right!? Hopefully my wife won't drive me crazy when she gets back. Women are good at that.
well Desi left me with a $24 voucher from Kmart and that's exactly what they're charging for montage of heck. But too pricey, so probably won't buy it. Thought about getting it for one of my buddy's who's having a birthday soon but too expensive.
sure enjoy reading occasionally about rock stars, especially cobain and Jim Morrison.
some kid was giving me shit on school bus that I operate on weekdays yesterday. Hope nothing comes from that. Australia used to have the highest youth suicide rate in the world, I feel sympathetic to the youth here because all the freedoms they have and the dysfunction in society can really drive them crazy. I remember when I was almost 16, in months leading up to migrating to Spain, I dropped out of school and was pretty depressed, I'd listen to nirvana nevermind like everyday. That was in 1992. I was only in Spain five months, about the same amount of time in dropout limbo before I left when I returned to Sydney, much higher in spirits, it was when I got back a couple of friends insisted I listen to other nirvana music like dive, etc.
I wonder how Alex is going to react to me when he gets back, maybe grumpy and standoffish for a week I'm guessing, or crying a lot, then same old same old I'm guessing. Apparently he's real well potty trained now and only needs a nappy at night.
had the damndest dream two nights ago, all I could see with my spirit, dream body were the eyes of a crocodile, not even the rims, just the eyeballs filled the vision which was a spiritual vision. They were green eyes and the pupils weren't slit like like a cat but more human like, but very green and cloudy. And they changed, as if the crocodile blinked, but you couldn't see eyelids or a body. Don't know about you, but when I think of a crocodile, I think of a killing machine. That's what they are to me. The dream wasn't scary or hellish, mostly just memorable. Crocodiles are sneaky too, they hide very well and sneak up on their prey and just kill them dead.
at Kmart reading montage of heck right now about curt cobain.
Alex and Scarlet are at their grandfathers farmhouse near the Bulgarian border with Serbia, and their mom. Their grandma is in Sofia all week working.
I became estranged from my mother after she told me she's cutting me out of her will. I don't think Alex liked her or my brother that lives with her (and really wants to own her house!) that much, and we only brought Scarlet over there one time. They're kind of creepy anyway coz of all the drugs they're on and their lifestyle. So don't visit them anymore and my mother never bothers to contact me even though she can just write or call whenever.
I feel happy, the kingdom of heaven is within, right!? Hopefully my wife won't drive me crazy when she gets back. Women are good at that.
well Desi left me with a $24 voucher from Kmart and that's exactly what they're charging for montage of heck. But too pricey, so probably won't buy it. Thought about getting it for one of my buddy's who's having a birthday soon but too expensive.
sure enjoy reading occasionally about rock stars, especially cobain and Jim Morrison.
some kid was giving me shit on school bus that I operate on weekdays yesterday. Hope nothing comes from that. Australia used to have the highest youth suicide rate in the world, I feel sympathetic to the youth here because all the freedoms they have and the dysfunction in society can really drive them crazy. I remember when I was almost 16, in months leading up to migrating to Spain, I dropped out of school and was pretty depressed, I'd listen to nirvana nevermind like everyday. That was in 1992. I was only in Spain five months, about the same amount of time in dropout limbo before I left when I returned to Sydney, much higher in spirits, it was when I got back a couple of friends insisted I listen to other nirvana music like dive, etc.
I wonder how Alex is going to react to me when he gets back, maybe grumpy and standoffish for a week I'm guessing, or crying a lot, then same old same old I'm guessing. Apparently he's real well potty trained now and only needs a nappy at night.
Saturday, September 5, 2015
check this out
http://news.yahoo.com/annual-pillow-fight-turns-bloody-military-academy-nyt-173253022.html?.b=index&.cf3=U.S.+News&.cf4=4&.cf5=Reuters&.cf6=%2F
so the couple from Paris say they missed their flight and will arrive Wednesday....
this story from west point, the famous and prestigious American military academy reminds me of an event from childhood, around age 11 turning 12, we had a one or two week camp at a facility in Yarramundi about 15 miles northwest our home town Mt Druitt in western Sydney, mt Druitt has long had a reputation for violence and roughness. The really bad boys at school were the kind whose dads were in jail, had spent time in jail or else had multiple children from various mothers and never paid/helped with that, my understanding is and probably always was. Two boys I considered of this kind, and who were very rough, in any case, put heavy stones in their pillow cases during a pillow case attack in a dorm which would seem innocent enough without the stones.... There was a girl my age there, maybe a year older, who already had a solid reputation as a bicycle, came right up to me and informed me of her desire to execute the act of procreation (with me, yikes! She was nasty looking and acted like 40). One can only imagine what her home life was like, I'm guessing drunken slutty mom, possible heroine junky and all kinds of men coming and going.... Who knows, maybe she was just crazy horny and had saints for parents, you just never can tell one supposes.... Tata
from my ride
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7GT_ABdbqrg
hey bitches
was driving home in my holden commodore a few minutes ago, a little after 3am after a hectic taxi shift --- on a saturday night --- finally, after around 3 years, can you believe it, listening to some desi pop - that's like hindu pop/dance/techno music, finally mastered the car's sound system! turned out had to press the volume button in to control treble and bass and rear speakers....... the speakers were popping and crackling before that all the time uncontrollably coz bass was too high... jesus that really took a long time! also took me like 3 years of driving ford falcon taxi cab to figure out how to control the power steering, that's very thick and dumb
wow, taxi driving on a saturday night is just entering a world of desire --- everyone is just following their dicks or pussies around and their noses are around to smell some pheromones and their eyes are their to inform them of the eye candy and their hands of good for dressing themselves up all slutty -- especially with the women
lately have become disgusted with the cheating communist chinese university students, how they cheat so commonly on their exams, classes at the universities, and how the universities let them do it wilfully just to get all their money greedily is a big pile of crap --- so have just taken to talking to communist chinese university kids in pigeon styled english -- kind of making a joke of their mindset --- but without even bothering to laugh... but one guy tonight, for some reason, some memories of china seemed to come back in a different light:
first of all, there was a bar in kunming in yunnan province, where you could actually smell pot! people were smoking marijuana in there, most chinese have never seen such a thing
then my buddy clinton was telling me how some people near his crib in guangzhou were heroine users, but clinton, when we knew eachother up in jilin province, maybe he was there one time - some chinese people we were at a karaoke bar and they trotted out like 15 friendly buddy girls, told me to pick one out so i picked a girl out with a scarf around her neck as i find female necks with little scarfs very appealing, she turned out to be real nice and likeable, her job was to sit next to me while we all sang karaoke, she was genuinely nice and friendly, she seemed happy to meet me and didn't seem like she felt ill-used
and in shandong in dongying, they'd have a dancefloor that literally bounced every few seconds, totally crowded with people so packed they couldn't even moves their arms around, alot of them would be on special k (ketamin - a horse muscle relaxant).........
in guangzhou sometimes i liked to dance with a bunch of africans there as they would be more relaxed dancers than any other race, there was this communist party policeman or something like that smack bang in the middle of the dancefloor with the stoniest, impassive and sternest looking face you could imagine and everyone just went on dancing around him ignoring him -- seems like something you would hallucinate but that's how it was
hey bitches
was driving home in my holden commodore a few minutes ago, a little after 3am after a hectic taxi shift --- on a saturday night --- finally, after around 3 years, can you believe it, listening to some desi pop - that's like hindu pop/dance/techno music, finally mastered the car's sound system! turned out had to press the volume button in to control treble and bass and rear speakers....... the speakers were popping and crackling before that all the time uncontrollably coz bass was too high... jesus that really took a long time! also took me like 3 years of driving ford falcon taxi cab to figure out how to control the power steering, that's very thick and dumb
wow, taxi driving on a saturday night is just entering a world of desire --- everyone is just following their dicks or pussies around and their noses are around to smell some pheromones and their eyes are their to inform them of the eye candy and their hands of good for dressing themselves up all slutty -- especially with the women
lately have become disgusted with the cheating communist chinese university students, how they cheat so commonly on their exams, classes at the universities, and how the universities let them do it wilfully just to get all their money greedily is a big pile of crap --- so have just taken to talking to communist chinese university kids in pigeon styled english -- kind of making a joke of their mindset --- but without even bothering to laugh... but one guy tonight, for some reason, some memories of china seemed to come back in a different light:
first of all, there was a bar in kunming in yunnan province, where you could actually smell pot! people were smoking marijuana in there, most chinese have never seen such a thing
then my buddy clinton was telling me how some people near his crib in guangzhou were heroine users, but clinton, when we knew eachother up in jilin province, maybe he was there one time - some chinese people we were at a karaoke bar and they trotted out like 15 friendly buddy girls, told me to pick one out so i picked a girl out with a scarf around her neck as i find female necks with little scarfs very appealing, she turned out to be real nice and likeable, her job was to sit next to me while we all sang karaoke, she was genuinely nice and friendly, she seemed happy to meet me and didn't seem like she felt ill-used
and in shandong in dongying, they'd have a dancefloor that literally bounced every few seconds, totally crowded with people so packed they couldn't even moves their arms around, alot of them would be on special k (ketamin - a horse muscle relaxant).........
in guangzhou sometimes i liked to dance with a bunch of africans there as they would be more relaxed dancers than any other race, there was this communist party policeman or something like that smack bang in the middle of the dancefloor with the stoniest, impassive and sternest looking face you could imagine and everyone just went on dancing around him ignoring him -- seems like something you would hallucinate but that's how it was
Friday, September 4, 2015
mulch, tobacco leaves, etc, from benji's garden
have you ever thought of a garden as symbolic or corresponding with thoughts and wisdom? or a forest, or trees? that's one of the ideas that sweedish mystic Emanual Sweedenborg puts forth in his book: Heaven and Hell.........
it's a beautiful day here, practically spring time..... just picked up a couple of free baby plants from the local county or council as they're known here in this part of the world.... planted them in aforementioned garden..... preparing to go to work soon and tomorrow i must vacate my apartment for a month to a french couple flying in from paris as i have unfortunately double booked myself on airbnb so will have to abide with some messy university students for a month and even sleep in a tent some nights in the backyard, no doubt.... also have been busy lately getting my car repaired for yearly registration...... this is a provision here in nsw state but not necessary in other states of australia like qld, sa and wa..... have just been enjoying listening to o'reilly's show on various fox news presenters and their backgrounds, the most illustrious one, to my mind, was the lady that was an air force fighter jet pilot at annapolis......
anyway, lately, over the course of a number of months, came across the american charles hall's books: millenial hospitality.... he was even here on the tv in australia, saying how when he was working as a weather observer at nellis airforce base, near las vegas, nevada, in the mid 1960s, he had ongoing experiences with aliens that were based there under an agreement with high ranking generals in the pentagon. charles says these aliens lived to around 700 earth years, could speak english, could manipulate people's minds to a great extent, and even some of them dressed up and went to washington dc to mingle with high faluting politicians and lobbyists on at least one occasion and also enjoyed going to vegas to gamble...........now most people around the world would say: hogwash! to that, although elements of the iranian and russian governments have publicly stated they feel the united states government is under the control of aliens.......... certainly some technologies we have been enjoying for some time now, especially optical fibre technology, does not appear to have evolved any other way
in fact, let me digress, in the spirit of the fox news people recounting their past life, moi, a humble taxi driver with a predilection for grumpiness towards my spouse and cigarrette smoking....... i recall that my father, who was educated by jesuits in spain at a very elite school called "ICADE" in madrid which is famous in spain for producing CEOs of companies and suchlike (one of my father's classmates ended up running mercedes benz in spain) - who studied law and economics there in spain, when i was a little child in western sydney was studying a part time community college course in electrical engineering, and in fact, i was in a very unique position, as a child, in the early 1980s, to see a plethora of new technologies emerge:
first of all, we always had the latest technology computer, my father would always 'borrow' it from the state owned telecommunications company he worked for (eventually he worked on a small team they sent to track NASA space shuttles and suchlike from australia), i was familiar with how this technology worked as my father taught me from an early age how digital works, that V=I/R, what a resister is, a capacitator, how to make electronic circuits, the principles of single electrons running around circuits i grasped very well as a child......... i even taught myself to program, independently of anyone else.......... i had a very strong grasp of all these technologies as a child and even culminated all of that at age 11 to some very sophisticated advanced mathematics, calculus and suchlike, exercises i did from my father's university textbooks.........
later i turned to pot and alcohol and never became so strong in maths again and focused more on language, learning spanish and suchlike.........
however, in the technology, i remember my father bringing home a sample optical fibre from his workplace, this one, not 'borrowed', and explaining the technology, it was relatively new in those days (early 1980s), we also bought a cd player when the technology first became available here in 1981 or so..... it is clear to me now, looking back, understanding how electronics evolved from giant bulbs to transistors to chips, etc, that this laser and optical fibre 'photon' technology was a whole new kettle of fish and there is still no explanation for its origin or a name we can easily associate with its advent
charles hall writes, in all earnestness, unless he's a liar and a government paid smoke-screener, that alien scientists, actually overcame their fear of being around barbarian humans to dress up like them and infiltrate amongst them in agreement with the pentagon, to share their technology secretly to unsuspecting scientists in various big american corporations that did not know janie and tom from maine were really aliens from the star Arcturus
helena blavatsky, who any serious person that wants to have a serious education in Truth, should become acquainted with, also states that aliens from nearby Sirius are the ones that brought wheat to this planet and that this is scientifcally provable by genetic analysis of wheat which is unrelated to any of Earth's wild grass families
Hall states that the aliens have even entertained plans (in the late 1960s) to visit or people other planets in other solar systems with americans....and this may even have happened already
but after starting book four of Halls five book series, i felt unable to continue without making a study of Sweedenborg's "Heaven and Hell'........... it actually ocurred to me that maybe Hall was Sweedenborg in a previous life - although this is not something that can be scientifically proven and would be referred to as a form of psychosis or delusion by psychiatry which is interested in making money from, and on behalf of, big pharma..... however many big pharma and psychiatrists are actually going to go to Hell, notwithstanding...... now Sweedenborg's reporting is possibly even more difficult to believe than Hall's, if that's possible! first of all Sweedenborg doesn't deal with real living aliens like Hall, from other planets, he deals with real living angels and God, from the afterlife........ Sweedenborg is the son of a very prominent sweedish religious leader and even associated with the king of Sweeden and becomes a nobleman, and his writing was somewhat considered blasphemous in its day, although, like Hall, essentially ignored because the Truth doesn't generally interest arseholes, who are interested in attention and movies..... even Hall makes the mistake, in my mind, of thinking the sunnum bonum of good that can come from his 'going public' is for a movie to be made........ that's the american psychology these days: the movie director is god, if a movie has been made about it, that's the pinnacle of success......... well it's not.....but let's not get sidetracked, of course there are some good movies, example:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=OdDZqkDMCv8
but most are total horsecrap.
Sweedenborg states that various times, and this has been witnessed on boats, in various places in sweeden, etc, that he would go into a trance, and enter a kind of spiritual realm....there is even a famous story where he reports an earthquake or something like that in like stockholm immediately after it happened, even though it took the news three days or whatever to arrive in those days....... that was also witnessed....... in any case, Sweedenborg bluntly informs us that he isn't kidding, he leaves his body regularly (astral voyage) and goes to heaven where the angels are and to hell too where the bad folk go and reports a helluva lot (no pun intended) about his visions there, of God too......... benji can tell you right now, Sweedenborg is the real deal, he is coca cola, the real thing.......... there are a lot of imposters out there, channeling aliens or whatever, when they should be fixing their local communities or whatever, but it stands to reason that Hall and Sweedenborg are not such imposters......... Hall was actually ridiculed on australian tv by one of the entertainment presenters here for bluntly asserting that he had been rubbing shoulders, so to speak, with aliens from Arcturus on many occasions.... Sweedenborg's accounts of the afterlife, the immaterial plane, are possibly more interesting though, in many respects...eagerly reading it all these days...........
i actually saw an angel one time, in a kind o' silver mousse container (like a goblet) at a kind of cafe bar in melbourne, australia, i just held it to my eye for a lark, as a child would, and astonishly, in the reflection on the silver of the mousse cup, there was a very glorious and great looking white angel there, if i turned the cup the image didnt' distort or twist around, but it couldn't only be scene when holding the cup to the eye........ it was really something else! a lot of people who are mad with religion want to see angels, and i'm not saying i really did see one, i'm happy to nod and wink with the psychiatrists and big pharma that would call that a psychotic episode caused by marijuana abuse or whatever (actually i had been smoking a helluva lot of marijuana in prior months that had certainly unhinged my mind in any account)..... but in the case of Hall and Sweedenborg, i'd definitely draw a firm line, like the one between 9 and 11 on the 9/11 brand, and kind of forward-slash, if you will, and say: no, this is the Truth!
difficult to understand how humans can be worthy of peace or great technology when their understanding of various Truths is basically poor...... in other words, disease and suffering will be necessary purgatives for a long time, and Hell too! here in the world and in the afterlife! In the future though, at some point, life on our Earth will be paradisiacal, and like a footstool kingdom to Heaven....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBVJFGxyxgE (the real thing bitches!)
Thursday, September 3, 2015
time to bash alan colmes (insert neck popping, knuckle crunching sounds)
does anyone know why alan colmes is useful? we'll tell you why: it's for people that start hating themselves so much, to realize, wait, there's a way bigger douche out there..... that douche is alan colmes......... you had to hear him today, it was totally unbearable, had to shut it down, someone needs to tell his wife to pleasure him or something --- what an absolute cretinous moron, let's go into detail:
colmes argues that noone on the republican side knows anything about foreign policy (but colmes wouldn't interview carly fiorina about it because he's an absolute dumbarse).... his inference is that obama knew alot about it when he took office, and by extension, one can imagine, that obama's farts smell great and holmes would feel honored if obama crapped on his chest...... God only knows how colmes can be so unbalanced.... it's obvious to any balanced observer that there are good and bad aspects on either side of the two main parties..........
really it's the nsa/cia/fbi and suchlike agencies that stop terror attacks (or not) on u.s. soil, not the president..... we all know obama voted against the iraq war and he didn't want to go to war and we've seen the result of that: the islamic state people in iraq/syria...... but that doesn't mean obama was some kind of foreign policy whiz when he came to office, the way colmes puts it.........colmes seems unbalanced, that's for sure
then colmes goes on to say how great clinton would be as president because of all her experience as secretary of state........ all of which under the no war policy which plays into the hand of ISIS....... certainly the democrat voters are more prone to multilple marriages and therefore de facto moslems more so than the republican voters on the whole, one would think
why doesn't colmes get some woman in his life to dress up like hilary and then spank him? maybe a chinese lady or something? maybe then he could get over it all and more onto something sensible
foolish holmes, even the jews in israel would have to agree with the benji on that
o'reilly factor, no; review of Robert Redford's Horse whisperer' yes
that's not ok Redford, the only place for blue jeans with brown leather horse mustering overlays exposing your blue jeaned buttocks is in gay porn. You are way out of line buddy. Someone from south park or family guy please put him in his place. Thank you.
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