Sunday, July 27, 2014

of flagons, etc

howdy bitches..... hi dr. nick

bold and fresh flagon

what's up bitches? recently lost a black and red coffee thermos flagon as it fell of top of car after leaving it there, that's probably how the bold and fresh flagon went missing (pictured above) -- we can't even remember where it went now.... this picture is from xmas 2011, the 27th.... i would have been smiling due to recovery from a terrible hangover on the 25th (and 26th!) on that day as i remember i spent xmas day recovering in bed (immobile) after drinking a bottle of whisky at a xmas eve party with some bulgarians...... i remember watching pulp fiction in bed on the 25th and not leaving it and being crippled by pain......... that was the last time i drank big....... i got drunk about twice since then but nothing major and that was over 3 and a half years ago if you can't count or are a time-traveller so as you can see, we haven't been drinking much alcohol lately........


THAT CHRISTIAN business where you touch the hem and get a reward isn't Kosher


lately on this past weekend the main preacher from my church made a nasty joke about me using my baby as a human shield while goalkeeping during a soccer game and i found that highly offensive afterwards, although not particularly at the time........ so what would Jesus do? i'm sure Jesus would have better things to do than bitch about bitchy things like that....... also i'm sure Jesus wouldn't give a rat's arse about Christianity if it's only to be a bitch-arse bitcher bitching social club for bitches....... surely there must be more to it....... despite having started to develop some relationships at my church which i've been attending since last easter...... i'm not gonna tolerate this shit from minister cocks (that's his name), i'm happy to turn the other cheek so i'll be happy to see him again at soccer games but i'm not gonna listen to him preach every week if he just insults me out of church........also, i have mentioned many times on this blog, most anglo-saxon and anglo-american christians don't have an understanding of reincarnation or christianity, karma, responsibility, the Law, etc..... they want to just say, 'i believe in Jesus, ergo i'm saved, i don't need to worry about my sins, my way of being, anything, i've repented, i sing the praises of Jesus, i'm good with God now'................  when one in twenty-five catholic priests are practicing paedophiles and the anglican church is also battling abuse scandals..... it's clear the church is confused about a lot of things......... i'm not anti-church and anti-efforts to be christian, however, so i'll start exploring other churches of which i know little or nothing, such as the seventh day adventists.......... see what happens when you go running your mouth though, you muddy up the waters.......... now i will miss out on all kinds of fellowship with other members of this church i'd been going to because i don't want to play uncle Tom to massa' anglo-saxon man and his snide bigotry.......... this country australia will never go forward like that......... with all that deference and grovelling to the english and their hereditary titles, they'll always be losers here..........losers are as losers do............ i'll still be happy to attend church day-care activities on wednesdays

the israelis........... minister cocks was saying something interesting last sunday from the old testament, abraham, etc, somewhere it says in the bible the israelis will not be the genetic issue of abraham but the followers in spirit or something like that......... not sure what that means........... minister cocks went on to say all kinds of garble about israel after that so we'll put him to one side again on that score........... anyway, the jews over in palestine, did try a cease fire with their enemies the hamas people........ it didn't work out for them...... i still say i don't know why they want a land border (checkpoint/crossing point) with jordan, gaza strip, egypt, lebanon, anywhere........... jews are crazy anyway, regarding obsessive compulsive disorder....... they have it......... bigtime...........but they're serious about what they want......... recently read up on one of the women important in politics there......... her name's Livi or something like that......... her parents were the first to marry, i think, after israel stated nationhood there in 1947.........her parents fought against the english who were the first to try to thwart their nationhood......probably killed a bunch of english soldiers........ she's been active in israeli politics for a long time, in the Knesset....... she formed her own party recently....... she's born in july sometime, after the 4th.......can't remember her name, all these israeli jews have funny sounding names anyway, they remind me of african americans except they're white

i note the simpsons were on recently with a funny episode about bart becoming a fertility adviser and practicing voodoo with pentagrams, etc.......... and disney had a charming episode about a karate dojo which was a spoof on the karate kid movie with its sweep the leg motifs, etc, which is also a motif of this blog which i might change soon to: 'let me show you how they do it in the pros'........ anyway, despite enjoying disney the past year since becoming reacquainted with it last july in murcia, spain....... i must say i am concerned about these kids we see in disney in case they are surrounded by predator paedophile handlers like corey haim warned people about and as is seen in catholic churches worldwide.........it's on the FBI to put an end to it

Thursday, July 24, 2014

let me show you how we do it in the pros


everyone that hasn't been living in a cave outside Kabul has seen and loved Happy Gilmore right? probably even a big part of the arab world has seen and loved this movie....... it's a real gem, probably one of the greatest comedy movies ever made..........

recently we got the hankering to see shooter mcgavin saying: ''let me show you how we do it in the pros'' and then sink his putt..... he's quite an amusing character........ very highly amusing.........

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KRTF4H25DU  (christopher mcdonald interview)

you can watch an light-hearted interview mcdonald does about the shooter character........ whilst publicizing a new movie for director will bakke......... now we just found out yesterday about the existence of singer SIA and today about the existence of Will Bakke, both of whom are successful in 'hollywood' music and film, respectively......... it seems Bakke has made a few interesting looking movies, and not having heard or known anything about them, until right now, we'll take the trouble to watch at least one (starting with the christian holiday in europe one - beware of christians), and probably more than one of them, in the not too distant future..........we'll need a friend with unlimited internet to burn them to disc so it will take a while but we'll get back to you on it.......... nowadays we don't watch many movies, but are still interested to peruse www.imdb.com and read the synopsis of new releases to see what's coming out

benjamin stadler's nirvana movie 'soaked in bleach' in which he accuses courtney love of murdering kurt cobain has been finished and is awaiting distribution, which somehow, may never come about........courtney will be in sydney playing at the enmore theatre around mid august and we tried asking her for free tickets for that over the internet but would be surprised to get any..... no matter



let me show you how we do it in the pros


recently we learnt that the famous russian director in the soviet union, sergei eisenstein, was a gay guy who was married to a woman and had little affairs with other men........... homosexuality was frowned upon during stalinist times so alot of men just stayed married to their wives and had affairs with men on the side......... eisenstein, director of 'battleship potemkin' was apparently one of these guys and appreciated by stalin....... apparently judy garland had a husband like this too, one of her five hubbies......... well i'm looking forward to coming out of the closet soon! the TAXI closet! after five years of being closeted in a sydney taxi, i'm looking forward to finally extracting myself from that closet and entering the cloister of a truck of some description, sans folks.......... driving test this tuesday cometh

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXQMoyhPNJA  (why people hate jews)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcu3qb6J_5c   (soaked in bleach)

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

is Judaism/Amishness a stupid religion?



most people these days don't care much for religion and couldn't even tell you the names of all of santa Claus' reindeer........ you'd be lucky if they could even remember Blitzer's name.......... likewise, most people don't know much about the Amish except they're those people that don't use electricity and dress like the 19th century and live in Pennsylvania and get around with horse and buggy........likewise, the offshoot and sister religion of Amishness, Judaism, is generally unknown to most people

just as people who say negative things about the fashion sense of the Amish are referred to as anti-Amies (pronounced like the name Amy but in plural form), people who say bad things about the sister religion of Amishness, Judaism, are referred to as anti-Semites

with Judaism, the nearest the thing got to not being some kind of Obsessive Compulsive Psychiatric Disorder was when Moses gave them the 10 commandments......... there's even a book that tries explaining the parting of the red sea as controlled by flying saucers with anti-gravity technology that had Moses' back.......... most jews probably can't believe the parting of the red sea miracle literally........... but while it would be possible for flying saucers to part the red sea...........the only sense of logic out of the story is not that the Jews are God's chosen people anymore than the people of Mauritius are, but that God was trying to save the Jews from their Obsessive Compulsive disorder by giving them 10 simple rules to live by

unfortunately, Obsessive Compulsive disorder runs deep with the jews and nowadays, to state this obvious fact is to be an anti-semite.......... how Obsessive Compulsive are the Jews? to give you an idea........ there are rules and laws, so arcane and ridiculous, you wouldn't even believe them, but here goes anyway: if a Jew, married and with children, has more than one square yard of soil connected to his home, he must consecrate it with a gnome and seven rubber duckies........ the rubber duckies must be used one at a time, successively, after the second new moon after the birth of the firstborn child in the family, in their bath-tub, before being dedicated to surrounding the gnome in the garden plot, albeit a tiny one of only one square yard..........there are also complicated rules for the placement of each rubber ducky around the gnome and complicated rules for what kind of garden gnome is acceptable............. if a jewish family or any family consisting of at least one jew, by race or conversion, does not have one square yard of soil nearby their home, they must grab a pinch of salt, throw it over their left shoulder, turn around three times on the same spot, slap their hands onto their thighs and say, 'pitter, patter, pitter, patter, hug me not!'

that to me says Obsessive Compulsive Disorder......... that's a bona-fide psychiatric disorder...... sadly, zionism, politics, american-ism versus european-ism, jew versus arabism is all conspiring to dilute and distort the true psychiatric definition of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, however, modern day Judaism, is fraught with these Obsessive Compulsive rituals commonly seen on tv shows like Dr. Phil

in fact the schism between Jewishness and Amishness was in fact over these very points of order

Saturday, July 19, 2014

the wizard of oz (1939)


is on the tv..........haven't ever seen this movie in its entirety before but it does seem absolutely charming to watch a little of it...... but reality is important to me, to quote NWA and reading about Judy Garland's life......she does seem to have been a really crazy bitch.......... i would call a crazy bitch a woman that marries five times, as Judy Garland did........... didn't even realize her daughter was Liza Minelli....... will have to read up on that later some more, and the nation Zambia........... isn't Liza Minelli famous for being that new-age space cadet time actress no-one can actually remember any of her roles?????

anyway, random memory, one time i was in the 6th grade.......my brother and sister were graduating their senior year of high school that year........we were all going to the same school, i went there since pre-school.....and left at the end of grade 9 with three years of high school to go......... i had memories of my sister raquel at that school from when i was just like 6 or 7 years old i guess, one time i remember a hot day and she bought me a drink, i didn't have any money and would have just drank from the tap.... it was an act of kindness........there was some love between her and i, however my other sister, me and her never had much love for eachother ever.......... anyway, i was in grade 6 and watching raquel perform as dorothy in the wizard of oz musical the school was putting on..........actually it was called 'oz' and i think it was a re-write of the musical by michael jackson....... maybe not by michael jackson but it was definitely basically a version of the wizard of oz......... my sister raquel enjoyed performing and felt comfortable of stage........ i performed once as the big bad wolf in a school play like the year before that and generally felt comfortable of stage in debating club or whatever....... although i recently had a bout of stage fright during a stand up comedy routine i ad-libbed on an open night mic, that wouldn't deter me from doing more of the same, i just don't have time for that business........... anyway, raquel was performing very well........ her music teacher at the school was also a close friend of hers and this woman actually visited russia during the 1980s she said, when communism was still on there, and brought a suitcase full of jeans to sell there in russia, she reported that at her first hotel, her jeans dissappeared and a note and some cash was left in the suitcase, the hotel maid had taken care of the sale for her....... i tried explaining this story to my mother in law last year while she was staying here with us but not sure if she grasped it well, my bulgarian isn't 100%....... i never mentioned my sister either........as my sister has suicided, i only ever refer to her as 'a friend of mine' in conversation in mentioning something about her life like her smoking pot in malaysia when she was living there or whatever...........



anyway so Raquel was performing as Dorothy in the wizard of oz, just like Judy Garland..........singing songs and what not.......my 6th grade class was sitting cross-legged on the amphi-theatre floor watching her and i mentioned to the girl sitting next to me, one of my class-mates of many years standing (we were about 11 years old at the time) that the player on the stage was my sister......... she was really surprised and told the teacher who was also very surprised.......... the reason my brother was in the same grade as her was that he'd repeated a year due to having left school the year before to work for a printing company......... i remember the two of them were living at home for at least part of that year and raquel put my brother's head through a sheetrock wall in a headlock after arguing about using the iron......... to this day my heirloom reminders of raquel are her iron, probably she had it in malaysia too and her japanese tea cups............ i generally kept my mouth shut about my family at school as they were highly unusual, coming and going from home frequently to live with foster carers or religious brothers in my brothers case..........

well i daresay i like this wicked witch of the west with her green skin, she seems to be an interesting looking character....... i remember from previous viewings the wizard of oz is actually some guy pulling levers and hoodwinking people into thinking he's big and scary with smoke and mirrors

well i caught up with an old friend today, hadn't seen him in about 2 years so that was a good day

to be fair to my other sister, i do remember she stretched her $1 weekly pocket money to buy a 20cent wagon wheel chocolate biscuit treat every weekday whereas i'd blow my money quickly so she did seem to be a good planner...... i think i just didn't like her much....... anyway when you're a kid you don't think much in terms of not liking someone.... i didn't actively dislike her, she just wasn't warm to me and things go a lot worse after she left home....... i also remember her playing an electric organ we had at home, before she moved out, she had some musical talent and could play piano........ this electric organ had different buttons to overlay beats on the piano notes, like samba music, jazz, etc..... come to think of it, i also recall visiting her in amsterdam when i was 16 and she was living there with her dutch hubby, she was 21 at the time.... i recall she was very proud of her electric organ playing skills on that occasion

well dorothy is back in kansas, that's nice..... hadn't seen this part of the movie until now...... happy to live near missouri........ lucky people - but judy garland had a crazy life anyway

Thursday, July 17, 2014

bla bla bla and the cia


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAQCHZpM_3I  (beastie boys)

'sup sluts?  ok first some random memories....... driving some nurse two nights ago who was bird-sitting i remembered something i'd completely forgotten: i used to have a pet canary.....can't remember what happened to it........or what happened to the baby mice i had bred.........just can remember they had transparent skin, were numerous, and you could see their hearts.......... don't remember who killed them off but someone must have........maybe my old man...... can't remember....... not relevant..........also, becoming a dad, with the baby business, it reminded me of my earliest memory and when i first started acting that i can remember, being under 2 years of age, i suppose, and having a pile of hand-me-down charity clothes as bed linen in my crib........and kind of burrowing under it.......can actually remember that

keeping track of money made to spend at ikea!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOEQTJV_3-w  (led zeppelin -- same drum riff as above)

ikea was found dead in the 1980s by rappers beastie boys and run dmc


ok so moving on to the cia, again, not relevant to my life either at all....... they have come up a little in the media.......first of all they've invited ellen degenerate to take a selfie with them outside their lair in virginia....... secondly, they're tweeting that over 60,000 feet or so of altitude you'll implode......... thirdly, and this is the only thing of interest, unless ellen gets her selfie done, they're complaining about the food at their cafeteria, i strongly suggest they get a cafeteria that imitates an ikea cafeteria to the last detail, just for kicks, that'd be really cool.......... fourthly they have some museum no-one is invited to hidden underneath the bat cave and they let yahoo news go see it recently, the main thing of interest was how they hid their stuff around and about their museum


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFvYm-i3vls    (run dmc, dazzling in their brilliance)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOMUjX56xIk   (the dear leader: mike jones, who single-handedly won world war 2 for everyone, tipping on 44s)

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

kill paedo


sup bitches........ finished working mighty early tonight, had an early mark......business has died so much lately as of 2 months ago when the govt. here announced their budget, you just couldn't get university students from midnight to 3am like before, they're all scared.......... so looking to become a truck driver soon and taking steps......... anyway the people are too rude, especially with mobile phones

got home a while ago and had to walk to apartment with one boot on as the zip buckle on the recently bought boot came off and the zip wouldn't budge without it.......took an eternity to fasten a substitute buckle, in this case a key ring ring from my heavy key-chain that my son is so enamoured by........ while fiddling around in this wise, we noticed kill bill was on the tv, re-running......with the pai mei business..........whiffy went to sleep, a little before 11pm here and now the one-eyed custard chucker hannah is punching away at the beatrice kiddo.........it's emblematic of douche-wood (hollywood) reeling from one paedophilia scandal to the next one supposes........ anyway, these kinds of kung fu scenes are all the rage in the movies and there's always some guy that orchestrates them......... yawn..........so about the boot......... the reason to buy them, the good one and the bad one, was to ride motorbike.........very recently bought a helmet for $70 and looking to buy gloves soon so it won't be long before my carbon footprint goes down......... i have to study for my truck knowledge test next week asap...........

one of my customer's tonight was saying he sat next to ian thorpe at school, i actually dropped him next to the ian thorpe aquatic centre, i don't know he was telling the truth though, he may have been full of shit....... he said he couldn't believe ian thorpe was gay either, and that he wasn't............. who cares anyway

so now the hannah had both eyes plucked out.......... the pai mei did her one eye and the kiddo the other one...... that's nice countryside in arizona there or whereever it is, reminds me of my 2 months there during the last world cup in 2006.........

there was some movie with the beatrice kiddo on the tv in spain last summer, a year ago exactly now more or less....... she was with some brunette, slightly chubby, and they were both into the same guy and there's one scene where some guy, not sure which guy........ explains how a cello bow is worth a fortune or something and then calls the kiddo woman a 'dumb bitch' and he is all hollering at her, i was actually cheering at loud at that point! that was a highlight of that woman's career... no maybe that was the perfume commercial she made, again, can't remember who for, 'miracle', bitch?....... what will st. peter say to that woman at the pearly gates when she dyes? [sic]..... possibly donning sunglasses in gataca or whatever it was called, can't even remember what that movie was about.......... man once i get over kiddie moped bike and have my full license like in a year or two or so, one day will buy a sick-arse motorbike, that's gonna be hella cool doing 110kph on that thing

a picture similar to this graced my wall in paris back when living a 1 boulevard pershing at porte maillot


have since flicked over to 20/20, also with the volume down, a program we don't normally watch, due to work and not watching much tv these days anyway....... has anyone ever read that book white fang by jack london? what a great book...... in it somewhere, he explains that the huskies like the side by side, pair formation, shown above, but do not like the fan shape formation as the rear dogs nip at the heels of the dogs in front of them....... that must be such an amazing lifestyle, maybe one day i'll get to do that in my retirement....... did you know in russia there are businesses to cater for multi-millionaires with fetishes to experience unusual things, like being a tram driver in vienna or a homeless person in paris? they can satisfy these whims via a very special travel agency catering to the uber wealthy.....maybe some of them go husky driving in the yukon too

flick, started doing practice tests, gonna pass this thing first time, david spade is on the tv now, gave it some sound, talking about the supermoon......he's got a brown tweed styled suit jacket with blue pants and a green tie........ now he's talking about his son harry.......who is about 87 years younger than him........ will let you know when it becomes necessary to mute the tv.......that was a big arse moon though dave, must admit to that, saw it yesterday and was surprised.....this must be a very recent spade........ now he's talking about planet of the apes.... ooop, didn't take long, talking about lebron......... who cares?....... got 2 study anyway.... despite muting the spade, will still be willing to condescend to comment on their creativity or lack thereof as the show progresses while taking sample questions for truck license.... actually i have a little holiday scheduled for 2nd half of october to tasmania and i see myself riding my little motorbike and big truck around in those days, happily oblivious to the rude fools that make taxi driving unbearable.... fools like spade and co who don't know when to keep their phone calls to themselves.......nietzschian parasites, 'last-men before the superman', 'ineradicable parasites', to quote nietzsche (again)

actually, the only thing that comes to mind watching the spade is that light southern california surfer rock sounding song from the doors: you're lost little girl   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rr52gvGmv5g

looks like lost little girl is talking to kurt russell now....... can't remember any of his movies, thank god, that's a sign of liberation.......... but it seems he was recently on tv and they were saying he was actually married to the same woman for 25 years or something which is highly unusual amongst the movie star people although alot of them cheat on their wives anyway so who knows or even cares...............

Sunday, July 13, 2014

pilot review: halle berry's 'extant'; english swimmer ian thorpe 'comes out of the closet'



it's morbid subject detail in today's blog, benji is loathe to treat on either topic as they both deal with widespread narcissism, self-loathing and a general crisis of morality in the so-called west.............

first of all, halle berry's 'extant'.........halle's a nice little muchacha, we don't know much about her apart from she's been in a james bond movie and some other big hollywood movies, we can't remember any of them now though.......and she had some kind of personal crisis around 2007 going through some kind of depression was the story at the time, we guess true but not having a personal relationship with her, we don't really care although it's not out of any sense of malice towards her.......... we wish her as well as we can wish any stranger.......... anyway, this new tv series she's in is a real bunch of horseshit........... to give you an idea what's it's about, imagine the cowboy guy from 'mulholland drive', i'll actually post a picture of him to make that easier:

would you like me to leave a decapitated horse's head in your bed son?

imagine you and halle and the cowboy guy go to a stud farm somewhere in the california farmland somewhere in some californian backwater outside of LA and you find a bucking bronco and you shoot a tranquilizer dart at it so it will just stand still, and then halle shoots some laxative into the horse and then you raise the horse's tail and just watch it shit its guts out while it just stands there shitting all over the place..... if you can imagine what that's like, then you have pretty much saved yourself the hour you would have wasted watching 'extant'.......... thank me now for that

this is all about a crisis of morality and being lost in the west......before we come back to that, let's look at the enlgish swimmer guy, ian thorpe........... by now we all know the english are a hopelessly confused and neurotic people who are given to out of control binge drinking, rudeness, and using 'cunt and can't' and 'lust and last' as homophones, their favorite past-times are the afore-mentioned............. obviously the english of england are becoming every day more and more euro-trash with their soviet union of european nations EU eurotrash nonsense so very much going backwards........and nobody in their right mind can honestly think of the english of england, the ethnic english people, as being particularly heterosexual, a quick glance at their custom of royal worship and titles like sir and 'knighthoods', etc, the affected pompousness and condasencion born of self-loathing, reveals the extent of crisis of manhood and sexuality the english are undergoing.......... also, being a communist poof is very much the european soviet union way of things these days......... the english of other parts like south africa, malaysia, singapore, fiji, australia and new zealand, like thorpe, are, less communist poof due to the soviet eurotrash union, but generally insecure and delusional and suffering from personality disorder and highly susceptible to suggestion and self-deception due to their insecure identities and all generally suffering from personality disorder, a rickety affair they hold up with more binge-drinking and a pretended love of rugby and cricket (or, in case of german ethnicity - saxonism, the love for cricket is actually real, in which case the english-man is morbidly germanic)

anyway, only two years ago, thorpe seemed normal, he was playing whack-a-mole with various jealous detractors insisting he wasn't gay........ he was unable to get over his star-studded glorious early 20s and settle into a life of obscurity, it was just killing him, being a no-one that no-one cared about, he hated the loss of attention......he craved it so badly and was so unaware of himself, he convinced himself he was gay! unbelievable, ricky martin probably seduced him too........ricky also was convinced by people outside of himself that he was gay....... he was pigeon-holed into that......he went along with it, like thorpe........ it was shocking to see thorpe on tv today, like he's sucked a few dicks and had some cum-shots in his mouth and that gives him a strong identity, it just doesn't seem like it's really him though, it seems really phoney......hopefully he doesn't suicide, he seems lost, he doesn't even seem like a real gay to me........ricky martin kind of does but i think he was pushed into it........... the accused child rapist, brian singer, says one year he has girlfriends and the next he gets a half dozen eastern europeans to jerk off on him....... there are a lot of butch, manly guys at there that absolutely love having sex with other men, they are really gay! thorpe doesn't even seem really gay though, just struggling to find an identity, like buffalo bill in silence of the lambs, so incredibly creepy

this brings us to the FBI, they are also hopelessly lost too it seems.......how is it possible they are happy to shut down, arrest and disperse mormon polygamous marriages but we are all celebrating gay couples raising children together like australia's previous finance minister, penny wong (a lesbian with a lesbian mate that raises a child with her lesbian mate)......... penny is great and the FBI should shut down the mormon polygamous families????? and put the kids in foster care????? and then the FBI doesn't give a hoot about married men in hollywood raping children like the CNN programming guy that allegedly raped the same kid brian singer did? obviously we have covered CNN's rottenness in great detail already on this blog, but we haven't judged the FBI until now............. this point needs a side note........... american law enforcement and military types are crying out for leadership........ they walk around with pasty-mouthed cliches they see don johnson spitting in miami vice and this is their script for the day, they have absolutely no idea....... even a well educated harvard guy that happens to go far in the fbi or the cia can hardly be thought of as a man of letters, more likely an appalachian mountain dew swilling hillbilly when it comes to education and the need for some cultural input............ and this is where the black-cult of rapists and predators of hollywood come in, they are happy to supply the lines and the cultural chic for the dummies in the law enforcement in america to watch on tv at 8pm and then regurgitate the next day at work like a struggling first year acting student.......... clearly they are not leading, clearly they are stuck, lost........being blown like a rooster weather-vane in the wind, islamic extremism is the common wind, then hollywood film-makers massage their brains at night, poor lost souls of american law enforcement....... this is what happens when people refuse to read books and instead play video games and watch tv all day - you end up being dumb.....yes bitches, i'm calling you out........

it's all sickening, we've decided to let the topic rest for now, but it is a crisis of morality and this is a topic as old as prostitution....... the oldest profession.......... if you can imagine tibet thousands of years ago, around the time buddhism was introduced, some of the cults there, 'bon-shamanism' were based around all kinds of debauchery and wicked rites......... this is 'hollywood' film industry today........ suffering from debauchery and an abolute crisis of morality.........and american law enforcement is currently busy in virginia trying to force a 17 year old kid that sexted his 15 year old girlfriend to go to hospital to take a treatment there to force him to have an erection so they can take a picture of it and compare it to the sexted messages he sent his girlfriend........clearly american law enforcement are lost and have no-one to look to for a cue.......except ellen degenerate......... and the darling, seth mcfartlane........... lost souls i tell you, lost

if all you have to look to is sheldon from big bang theory and the people writing this garbage, who knows what asylum or prison they escaped from...... clearly you don't know how to read books and educate yourselves.......reading is key to education, it's not clear that four years of university is helping anyone in america become educated though, on the  contrary, the universities have taken over where the christian churches left off........they too are a religious/secular cult, state-sanctioned......there is no division between church and state when it comes to the universities.......... that's for sure......... i see such a level of ignorance it's astounding.........it never had to be this way either, it really didn't........... unless someone like george lucas comes along (and he wouldn't have been allowed to if he'd changed his last name to lopez either) with his action movies, these lost dummies cannot be reached........... woe to a generation that can only be reached with a tv by rapists and predators.........woe to them

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8imLWbEWx8   (lucas raping indiana jones)

summarizing: you can have your cake AND eat it........ you can enjoy the miami vice opening credits:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTPu4hjfHKg  (miami vice opening credits) and still educate yourself and avoid universities that will encourage you to read books by rice burroughs about having paedophile sex with teenage boys............ the TRUTH is really out there! there's no need to be so confused, jaded, twisted, narcissitic, full of self-loathing and arrogant cynicism! really! the truth will set you free! and you can STILL enjoy your miami vice!

Saturday, July 12, 2014

HUBBUB IN ISRAEL תרף


                  moshe, have you seen my תרף?

       maybe, what did your תרף  look like?








https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASqsyOis2ec  (fat albert from south park -- much more interesting than the Pentateuch)

 bitches.......... isn't it interesting, independent surveys reveal that Jews in Israel from Russian and eastern european backgrounds and former soviet countries cannot be interested in Fat Albert from South Park: AT ALL.......... only Jews hailing from western countries, especially America, can find Fat Albert from South Park entertaining....... regardless of whether they're considered Rabbis or kids, the Fat Albert from South Park interest test always reveals a divide between Jews from East and West.......... amazingly, Jews from Russia and former eastern european nations, with long histories of persecution of Jews respond overwhelmingly to images of  Darth Vader from star wars........  this is construed by some historians as being a psychological response to Russian Communism however studies have shown that Jews that left Russia before the Communist revolution there, and settled in Israel after that, regardless of when, reveals the same conundrum: Eastern Jewry shuns Fat Albert on South Park but loves Darth Vader



leave that תרף swinging from a tree so high nobody finds his arse for days! bitch! glock glock bitch

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RFYoZ7H67A  (star wars - luke skywalker versus darth vader)....... american jews that say they'd prefer to read the Torah over watching a good Star Wars movie should be regarded with suspicion

Sunday, July 6, 2014

thoughts on nat geo documentary series on mormon polygamists


quite enjoying it actually old boys..... can anyone question how much longer it will be until polygamy is legalized if gay marriage is legal?????

certainly a double standard to allow gay marriage buy not polygamous marriage.....mmmm?


robin williams is doing rehab


robin williams stretched his feet out in the hospital bed, to his right lay a majestic sight reminiscent of an african savannah: a heady sunset and giraffe, antelope and elephants meandering in the dust........ his rehab clinic in michigan, was, in fact, parked next to an african petting zoo........... he stretched his toes and looked at the animals some more.......... he looked to his left at the vertical slit of his private room door that had a glass pane..... through the pane he could see the hot nurses, and the fat ones........ he would press the room service button and hope for a hot nurse, but this time he would be disappointed, he didn't bother to get her to walk half way down the corridor towards his room before rescinding his room service call.....

no matter, his phone was switched off, he had a jug of pleasant orange juice or  kool aid or something........the view and best of all: throat punch's latest bestseller: killing time......... throat punch was all the rage these days, his dashing pseudo-spy novels of derring do were so well received now that killing time was on top of the new york times best-seller list........ throat was doing the rounds of night time tv shows.......... he'd had an amazing life, he was born in the Caribbean, near Suriname somewhere, was raised for a while on the international space station.......spoke about 30 languages and studied at harvard...... anyway he was pretty interesting, but his novels were just amazing.......... robin re-opened killing time to page 31......he'd just gotten into it but could already tell it was a real page turner........... the main protagonist was some guy that worked for a secret black-ops department of a major international oil company.......he was just having a meeting with some hot-shot international lawyer, some really hot french woman......... while he'd been having a seductive conversation with her, he'd substituted some of her chewing game with explosive gum so that when she bit down on it, her mouth would explode and she'd be spitting bloody teeth out, if her jaw still worked at all, she'd very possibly be dead........ Derrick, the black ops oil guy, didn't care either way, he was bad-arse......... 'very well, mademoiselle, see you in court,' Derrick said, kissing her hand respectfully, and picked up his hat from the table and quickly scampered on to a  departing road tram on a busy street..........robin turned the pages.........

the sun sank low and the moon rose high...... more hours passed and the sun again began to squirm around the arse-cracks of dawn --- the birds began making a God-awful twittering..... still Robin turned the pages......by the time he reached the crucifixion scene around page 230, he was ready to get some sleep........ Derrick was bad arse! mused Robin, he'd just crucified, literally crucified someone; a woman! he left her pinned to the wall of a child-care centre with a power drill he'd found lying around......... drilling her wrists and ankles to the wall of the child-care centre of a rival oil company's headquarters! unbelievable! this was violent! then he'd walked out after doing that, tussled some deaf kid's hair that was unaware of the crucifixion, and lobbed a cell-phone that he'd just dialled 911 on onto some baby's chest in its crib and said, 'choose ambulance when they get back to you kid,'.............. just like that! bad-arse! omg thought Robin....... Derrick was so bad arse, no big name american actor could even play that role, their agents would never let them! it would practically be career suicide....... sure a relatively unknown, albeit experienced actor would be happy to have the role, but it would be the kind of guy that never gets that household name status......... Robin thought about what his agent would say if he asked to play Derrick........... he remembered the time he got an hour long lecture about his 'demographic'........ how he appealed to men all over the western world, from youngsters to teenagers to fat divorced men and happily married fat mangina men to even old men with leaky bladders......... Robin had just zoned out on the demographics during that meeting, instead scrolling through some of his agent's secret computer files, unbeknownst to his lecturing talent agent......... Robin knew his agent was gay but he never realized exactly what that meant, until that meeting......... who knew that when gays reached a certain level of sophistication, this would entail 'amino-aciding' meets? this was where a whole group of gay guys would simulate chemical compositions, by adopting the positions of various atoms and atomic make-ups in famous chemical formations, for example, when imitating 'amino-acids'; the gay men would take on various positions during group sex, for example, the carbon atoms would enjoy being fucked up the arse while sucking some other guy's dick while simultaneously masturbating two other gay men's dicks with each free hand, for a total of four dicks (to one carbon atom).......... wow, who new gays were so sophisticated??........Robin learnt a lot during that meeting......... no wonder Hollywood had the best marketing people in the world! guys that could take on four dicks at once! there were even happily married heterosexual men that could simultaneously jerk two guys off at once, often under age guys........ that's precision and co-ordination thought Robin, no wonder Iran never won anything at Cannes.....always bitching about the great satan........ stupid stone-throwing yokels........ good old American values, apple pie and four dicks........... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......... Robin flipped into sleep........ busy day ahead!


Bad Mourning!
********** LESS than 40 days later, Robin Williams has reportedly suicided by hanging.......... rest in peace Robin Williams, a fellow of infinte jest and may flights of Angels get you there...... we feel like Lenny after he has plastic surgery but still saying, 'this is the worst day of my life'........ it's hard to believe the death of a celebrity can bring any great disappointment, it's all such a masquerade and fancy dress and silliness..... however Williams did not seem to be a fool, despite living a colorful and extravagent life.......not sure which part of my feeling blue today is getting lumped on the William's news, already was feeling bad after chiding the boy overly this morning and even last night whiffy rejected some of my advances, then this morning again we had a rough patch..... plus am sick with flu again and still working......... so various emotions already to deal with and the Williams news seems like such a pity, and a surprise, kind of........... no-one really new he was feeling depressed........ maybe he should have put out a PR thing through his publicist or something and his fans could have cheered him up.......... now probably lots of them feel lousy about his death......... anyway, was in two minds about finishing this post or no, since writing it, on one or two occasions, and not even sure what the idea was although there was a definite idea to go on with but it seems forgotten so instead we'll bring the story in a different direction, all just really to flex the imagination muscle in one's brain.......... but one really feels blue, whether coz of feeling guilty for chiding my boy or having flu or coz of williams or bad relationship/stress with whiffy...... Williams certainly deserves a funeral with honors........ we definitely wish him well in the immediate state after Death he is in
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Derrick woke up in a hospital bed........he couldn't have been more than ten years old, was he dreaming? he remembered in his sleep he had to take a flight to Israel, arrange affairs with an arms dealer there, then fly on to Moscow, spend the night there, meet another arms dealer in the morning there and then a guy immediately after that who could supply him with helicopters armed with machine guns. then he'd have to fly on to western africa......... in fact, his oil company had discovered big oil in one particular region and intended to exploit it but first they wanted to make sure that people amenable to them were in power, therefore they would arm rebels and pull strings and arrange a coup d'etat.... only after their buddies were in control would it be revealed that oil was even there, everything would be done in a hush hush way..........this was Derrick's business and he was ruthless about it and felt no compunctions.......but, like many of us do, he found himself in a funny state of mind between what he knew were his duties and affairs, and in a dream state, that is, he was half-asleep around five o'clock in the morning, in Paris....... his flight out of Charles de Gaulle left around 8am........... in his dream Derrick woke up in a hospital bed, he was around ten years old........ it was a distortion as in fact, he'd never spent time in hospital in this way but he had a cousin, who had, and his subconscious seemed to be grafting this fact.......... then there was a basketball game, and the call of children's voices from afar, like from a school patio....... it was hard for Derrick to recall and showering, after waking, his fleeting memories were scattered...........

(to be continued)

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Thursday, July 3, 2014

poodle


so wow, that was just an absolutely crippling bout of flu....... Jesus could have fixed it but he wasn't around so it really hurt like hell, just incredibly painful, disorienting, etc.......and today being friday, and the unlikelihood of a cab being available, i'll actually work after having only 2 days off despite this bout of flu being the worst kind........ i did pop 4 leftover penicillins that expired in june, like a few days ago, i had lying around.... and did note british uk cameron's efforts to fund stronger more resistant penicillin........ it does seem like a good idea, but the big pharma companies are such powerful and rich entities that one wonders how they cannot themselves be interested in finding better penicillins

the issue is that bacteria are becoming resistant to penicillin (anti-biotics).... so much so that they can now kill 25,000 EU citizens a year, so even if they take penicillin, they are overwhelmed by mutating bugs...... i've always been cognizant of this for at least 10 or more years i would say, regardless of where my own stupidity has brought me in life and have tried to be very conservative in my use of penicillin's so that my body's immune system wouldn't be weakened.......

it's also interesting to note how penicillins and anti-biotics function, they disable the cell-walls of bacteria thus crippling their ability to multiply and grow.......if you remember from high school biology, each cell has a nucleus and a wall, or an egg yolk and an egg white, if you like...........

strangely, my phone flipped over a year ago in time, to march 2013, so i even wondered in my disoriented state, if my yin/yan energy imbalance (leading to inevitable sickness) had its basis in this date, but the truth is i started smoking around my birthday last year may 16, 2013, and have been smoking on and off, albeit moderately at times, since then........so this is my body's reaction i guess, 38 is definitely getting older........ i'll have to stop smoking

poodle doodle, let's cut to tv, ellen degenerate was on with rapper poodle doodle, he's always changing his name to crazy things like pithy doodle, and poodle do-do and what not.........then dr phil was on with some crazy red-head bitch with OCD.........this girl was so obsessive, she just had to prove to the world she was prettier than her sister, even to the extent of dominating the stage, they really needed to bring her some flowers at the end of the show and say, 'there! are you happy now bitch! you're better looking than your sister! we wouldn't even put her on the stage coz you'd complain so much!'

then benny hill was on, thanks God for that....... Hopefully Benny Hill won't turn out to be a pervert the way rolf harris and the x-men director/disney boss/cnn director that raped that 17 year old kid............... Benny Hill is so funny..........if he's kosher and all than he definitely deserves some kind of award of something..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Benny_hill

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

sick


woke up yesterday with some kind of sore throat from the day before in katoomba where it was very cold, this exacerbated a lot in my job, driving cab, last night so that things got a lot worse and i became really sick...

so i took the day off work today and spent most of the day in bed feeling weakened and headachy and generally very sick..... i think around 4pm during a sleeping stint, a sweat broke out and all my clothes seemed wet with sweat......

spending most of the day sleeping, or in a stage between sleep and wake and also feeling very weak kind of reminded me of death, also my state of mind during any patch i could remember was disorienting and kind of weird..... difficult to explain..... all associated with feeling extremely sick.... of course, never went to work, but hoping to go to work tomorrow as don't get any sick pay

had some negative interactions with the thing i married for better or worse, most likely worse........ don't know that we are happy together or happy period

with this kind of lifestyle, driving 12 hour shifts, four times a week, and getting used to getting by on 3 hours sleep only or 5..... it's no wonder some kind of breakdown occurs...... and no wonder i can sleep the entire day long...........what's funny, i recall when the thing i married's mother was here (living in my house thanks to soviet marxist principles) i remember sleeping in a lot, getting much more sleep than i normally would.......some days i never bothered spending time with my son in those days, earlier this year, jan/feb/march...... because it would mean having to interact with the thing i married's mother and her soviet bolshevik marxist principles of realloting my property to herself so i just preferred to avoid her which meant i never saw my son which meant i'd just sleep in and enjoy the unusual extra hours of sleep...........

funny to say, it was a nirvana, bliss like state, those extra lie-ins, what a pure nirvana it was to just lie there, in blissful sleep........ this was the very opposite of my experience today which was troublesome due to feeling extremely sick

no wonder Souls end up leaving their families, parents, wives, children, etc, for Death........ who could stand to be around their wife any longer?

my buddy Sergei, from queensland, and siberia before that, he's a russian, actually he's in hawaii temporarily these days, but he sent me a link to google drive nat geo 'polygamy usa' video, about mormon polygamy groups, so watching that now........... would have been happy to die today, in  my sleep! but i think once my health gets back to normal i'll be just as happy to live

that was an interesting nat geo special on mormons...... would have been good to see more of the story of the kid that was dating girl from outside the community/monogamous parents.........

now watching a movie Sergei sent about a month ago: the quiet ones (2014) - -horror genre

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2235779/?ref_=nv_sr_1