full on dream

back home yesterday, but missed a nite of sleep on the flight from singapore, and also jetlagged..... so had a little cat nap today from 430pm to 6pm after dealing with real estate agent, having to leave my home while buyers ambled thru, etc.........

only bothering to record the dream coz it was so intense: first of all, before falling asleep, made some old fashioned stew: carrot, chick-peas, greens.... dream ocurred between making stew and trying it eg., now while blogging........ in the dream, must have eaten some bad onions because was puking diced onions........ Desi came in after a very profound part of the dream that was showing me that i wasn't really a monster and had been done wrongly by in my past, e.g,. i giant formula one car would appear above my head and slam against the wall, the inference was that my father playing his formula one tv shows too loudly, not caring about how it affected my sleep, was an annoyance... i showed Desi the things i was puking in the dream, apart from diced onions (constant stream of chunky diced onions), there was things that couldn't even fit down my throat like A4 sized things magnetic you'd stick on ur fridge, all kinds of crazy shit..... then was in an indoor space arrangement with like a dentist or sthmg like it, when the puking first came on, had to start puking on some kind of metallic tray/chute thing he had, also possibly messing up some delicate little things placed there like delicate little mini tools...........the puking onset began while having sex with some girl from real life that was an american girl and also the first girl i ever co-habited with........ actually come to think of it, her last name refers to the large intestine and immediately before that in the dream my actual wife was doing extremely creepy shit with her butthole and vagina like she was some creepy alien from a different planet, maybe that's what brought on the puking, then when i saw it was the M girl from real life, actually mostly like her but maybe even a jot of my wife mixed in with her, weird, and puking uncontrollably........

some kids came along and Harvey Keitel too........ Keitel was there for sthmg about integrity like he actually gave a shit about my regards of integrity.........my stew is flavorless by the way, in real life, not dreamworld, and could really do with some onions, but more than that: flour to thicken the water and more flavor, e.g., with a chunk of beef lime a kneebone or sthmg, for stock...........anyway in the dream Keitel was just gonna tell me one thing, something to do with loyalty and integrity or sthmg, who knows, it wasn't like he was acting like a spic in my dream anyway...........

anyway it was a pretty intense dream.........then a former roommate who now lives in commie china and is married with a kid to some commie chinese or hong kong woman, he rocks up to some shindig i kind of organized for him, a get together with some of his friends, i abstained from it and even from feeling good about it or worthy of thanks, hard to explain that emotion but it's a kind of innocent dumbness......... not sure how i organized a pleasant day for him to spend with some of his buddies............

anyway, very intense dream, got to go to an inet cafe and try skype, maybe i can see my son Alex...... he'll be home on the 11th........... my x-box stopped working, no wonder someone left it outside there home from trash pick-up, cd door won't open