dreaming the impossible dream

it's my true hope that niggaz at some point in time, even 100 or 200 years hence, if not sooner, should amass a veritable dream team of hip hop rap talent and do an explicit cover of Neil diamond's 'song sung blue'


http://youtu.be/xq7kbJ6m-1E


which is somewhat white and pasty... Can you imagine if today's greatest hip hop miggaz [sic] put their differences aside and covered this song, for the greater good:


song sung motherfuckin' blue
every motgerfucker knows one


man the lyrics just write themselves... Add some bleeping sounds, Dr dre, everyone... A dream team


dare to drean [again sic]

gym week 38: pass; gym week 39: 2km

jigsaw update

I calculate I can say: it's not easy in five different languages with which i'm acquainted, to differing degrees:

bu yong yi!

pas facile

ne e lesno

not easy

dificil


stay tuned for a photo update of the puzzle...... the detail is just incredible, you really have to study relationships of geometry and relationships of space....... there are a lot of visual relationships there you have to latch onto or forget about it -- tricky stuff

musically, I've listened to crime mob, i'll beat yo azz about a million times, p$c do ya thing, keek the freak tell me when to go, or keak the sneak or whatever he is, and pearl jam Jeremy

struggling with the puzzle -- an absolute struggle.... Mein kampf

the rocky section centre lower left looking extremely challenging

http://youtu.be/I33u_EHLI3w

just sayin'

fancy a good old fashioned jigsaw puzzle?

have started a 500 piece puzzle, electing a strategy of drawing three piles: Border tiles, sky and hills, water....


this is Sydney's Bronte beach, most likely named after the English author of some centuries ago...




oreilly delayed radio broadcast on after the ads... Calculate the border will be done by the end of the factor, which was recorded around half a day ago anyway.... No hurries for this puzzle, tranquilo

xmas spirit soars in Chicago

http://mobile.nytimes.com/2016/12/25/us/chicago-shootings-gun-violence.html

on the threshold of a third millenium, A.D., America, the modern Atlantis, struggles with the global issue at hand: schizophrenia

https://www.yahoo.com/news/appeals-court-tosses-life-sentence-15-theft-201157958.html


or plain madness, if you prefer.... College football player date-rapists lauded, idiot para-legals in Louisiana debate whether theft of $15 worthy of life imprisonment sentence.....


in other news, dog sniffing its own arse goes backwards various revolutions: Metaphor for modern day humanity

taping stephen colbert's buns together

just to clarify how badly Colbert sux, in case it wasn't clear after the last post..... just caught a few minutes of his monolog then bruce springsteen comes on and he really looks like quagmire from family guy --- don't know or care what's going on in his personal life, having enough with ignoring my own family in spain and watching the years tick by as they ignore me too....... but he really looks like quagmire -- from family guy -- so much so that if I were one of the exploited south Korean caroonists drawing quagmire daily -- i'd probably just study bruce springsteen walking onto Colbert's set over and over again

happily, this is not benji's fate....... Colbert....... wow -- it's a sign of the patheticness of humanity when the torchbearer of human evolution, on a Darwinian scale, the united state of America.... provides an audience to a complete dolt like Colbert

do you remember when ted cruz was preaching he wanted to be president and some plant or random dude said succinctly: 'you suck!' --- where was that guy whenever Colbert is around? they should hire that guy to follow Colbert around everyday, including on stage and just keep doing that because that's really what he needs

let's be serious, if you had to go eat ribs with Colbert or Cruz, you would have to be a seriously retarded numb-nuts, like have seriously weak testicles to go get ribs with Colbert..... at least with Cruz you could pick his brain and ask him about flora in texas or something and end up enjoying your meal.......with Colbert you'd be eyeing your fork, wondering if you should just drive it through your own wrist and scream: 'I've got Tourette's man! the secret's out!' just to cause a distraction and get out of there

does anyone know why Colbert isn't constantly covered in tomato sauce, kind of like paul newman? but more like from people throwing tomatoes on him everytime he opens his idiot mouth up? beats the absolute living shit out of me, that's a great mystery of the universe..... but probably the tomato farmers would riot and it would cause a lapse in the supply chain and there'd be all kinds of tomato and pizza industry and spaghetti industry lobbyists and people against it, being that it would all be construed as cruelty to tomatoes.... that must be why

finally, just to make this point resoundingly clear..... do you know that faith no more song where the last line is:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilIDkkD0jIg
'i'll just tell them what my daddy told me: you ain't never going to amount to nothing....' if only Colbert's dad could have told him that and he could do something useful for the Cosmic like grate cheese or be a ski instructor or something


the case of Colbert is puzzling and troubling..... especially when you consider the hordes of lost souls in their 20s and early 30s that constitute a big part of his demographic....... lost and stupid people --- poor broken humanity........perhaps mr. t said it best: 'I pity the fool'

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pG0yq2ATWbc

by the way, remember Stephen boscho? didn't he produce la law, like back in the 80s? isn't that the same guy that's now producing the new tv show with taye diggs: Murder in the first?  that's a cool show -- thumbs up there -- at least someone is competent

check out mr t: he's cool:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHt49t6EC_4

Colbert sucks though -- it's like you go to 711 to buy cold refrigerated coffee and there's like a drunken wreck collapsed in his own vomit you have to step over, that's Colbert --- just a sad mess --- really pitying the fool

into the (tv) woods, she sang.... you know, Meryl Streep wasn't it?

ok so tonight we have three things simultaneously.... Do not insert depraved sexual pun here....


some documentary on movie producer Michael white: http://m.imdb.com/name/nm0925214/bio?ref_=m_mn_ov_bio


the winner: Diagnosis murder, with like dick van dyke... Some guy is bombing sites in LA to spell out his dad's name


finally the cretin Stephen Colbert... Without question this is the first time his benjiness has been able to stomach it more than five minutes.... Probably if you're a regular viewer it means you're going to hell, and if you're not going to hell, you probably should realize it'd be better than watching Colbert... Basically avoid Colbert: It's a no-brainer like driving around a dead wombat roadkill on the freeway.... This episode was with tom hanks and big 2.... You know what would really be funny? (Colbert and his writers wouldn't, that's pretty obvious), a remake of trading places, featuring hanks and Colbert as twins... A ruthless benji like old dude with questionable morality makes a bet with Mortimer, heck, sound the wavey sound effect and wavey screen effect: Colbert and hanks are to be replaced with two retarded inbred Pakistanis whose parents, grandparents, etc since 1000a.d. Were first cousins...
benji's character says they can be 'funny and witty' like hanks and Colbert, Mortimer disagrees


that's winning, insert Charlie sheen winning song for emphasis


http://youtu.be/9QS0q3mGPGg


talk later

very interesting study on polygamous vs monogamous marriage in Raqqah Syria

now it's been isis' 'capital city' or stronghold for years.... But this study predates that by a year or two.....


read and learn


https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3782180/

never heard of Aaron Swartz?

me neither until watching some documentary about his life tonight...
what a hero! He really looks like a man of principle




https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aaron_Swartz

iconic capitol hill area lesbian bar of Washington DC closes early 2016 after storied 46 year history

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phase_1_(bar)


we may ask ourselves: Where will Alec Baldwin and Donald Trump go to now?


look:
http://youtu.be/BzOMFQUVzaE


right? Where will they go those two? What adventures will they have after the closure of Phase 1?


maestro, music please:
http://youtu.be/El47Zekr5h8


ok here's a clue (pista in Spanish) as to where they have been since iconic phase 1 closed down, the trail is warm...


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Mhp2k_BQRXE


continuing the pursuit through time and space, we find Trump here but no Baldwin....


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ft5XUalItuY


could Baldwin have been off to Phase 1 in the meantime? A likely assumption, but checking dates, most likely he found a boarded up phase 1, cobwebs perhaps, or a new boutique, who can say?


it's late, time for sleepy poops


but cannot shake this hunch, see? Look more evidence:


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bBPa0UTDe2c


again, Trump present, not at phase 1, but Baldwin mysteriously absent, and at a time when phase 1 had already been shut down after its storied 46 year history... The plot thickens... Insert da, da, da foreboding ominous sound

late night

it's like 1am, trying to work on my movie now that I have some free time on my hands.... just had a shower and caught tail end of o'reilly, walters in Canada.... o'reilly is incredibly chirpy --- sounds annoying as fudge

here's an email for you buddy:  dear at o'reilly dot com:

why don't you just shut your stupid cakehole up before the universe serves you up a feast of throat cancer? you're pissing me off


that felt better!  so anyway, every night, considering that my bus routes are static and never change, it's quite a ritual once a week, I generally run out of tobacco at the same time once a week and go and ask the backpackers from Europe opposite the hostel where I lay my bus up briefly, for a cigarette.... last week I was able to practice talking some French with one of the stoners there and today he was there again, equally stoned....generally every week it's fresh faces....... a lot of germans and sweeds today.... one sweede said immigrant weren't ruining sweeden for him (I asked him) because he lives on an island....... makes sense, immigrants are traumatized by waters.......

anyway the point is, back in the bus, a grasshopper was manifest for some reason, perhaps it got in the open door...... I knew it was going to be creepy, happily though, after much searching, it was located right beneath me, around the second stop, and it was the easiest thing to stomp it dead.... it sure is hot here, like a heatwave today, probably 105 degrees Fahrenheit.... even now at 1am it feels fricken' hot

have actually got a picture of the grasshopper but what's the point of uploading it?

Nietzsche's prediction has come true: we are fast approaching and have already reached 'the last man', the one that lasts longest before the superman.......the one that says: 'we have created happiness' - then blinks....... what a pity -- human, all too human

on that cheerful note, go to hell

so annoying, windows 10 has completely stolen the thunder from my old labtop, it's like 6 years old.... should have left windows7 on it, that was working fine

you don't have to quit your job o'reilly, anyway, I can just not tune in -- it's all good -- incredibly annoying --- nobody likes chirpy people

gym week 36: Hyla; gym week 37: 4 miles

0.5% grade uphill... 20 sit ups... 600 calories burned

family guy review

Misaggy naggy rerun... Das ist güt [sic]


Seth McFarlane's cavalcade of cartoon comedy:


the mountain lion penis is funny, does the term penis include testicles? Unclear.... It'd be good to have a spoof of some 18th century French novel like victor Hugo or something


it's up to the Jesus and Vishnu on Xmas eve... My Hollywood buddy mccristol Harris just hit me up, he wants to visit Australia and hang with me, observe:

the fat camp for Chris where the horses crawl because the kids are so fat... That's funny, especially the crawling horses 

that was really a surprise that it was Yamamoto trying to kill Chris, had forgotten he even existed... Murphy's probably right: Someone's bored

the dodge ball game with the disabled girl is very funny

more tv

caught forest Whittaker on different strokes, with his girlfriend Ramona, and some aborigines from Australia speaking in their native languages, they were cool


now it's family guy, like season 10, the lottery tickets episode, 44 = sailboats, Peter wins lottery and will get a penis butler... Have seen this episode already, can remember the Jews leering at the money .... Actually, no, the leering Jews cat whistling at the money must be a running gag, this is virgin territory, like the Klondike


another episode: Quagmire dies, crazy Jeff, clown porn


http://youtu.be/fvtQYsckLxk

watching tv

caught this documentary series, the episode on illegal gambing in nyc, interesting:



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0Z9Uz_EMHo


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ot09XfA7Nq4


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Xm3UEtU4Z1w


mnogu interesno chuvek





also some journalist from nyc in Russia talking about the skewed sex ratio there: 86 men per 100 women -- she says Russia has the highest divorce rate in the world

embellishing the protective doodendi pnoops songs with 'von'

allows us to substitute any kind of non-sensical garbage American movies and tv shows infect us with mentally and spiritually, by providing a simple substitute for all the garbage the northern and eastern European Ashkenazi / protestant dna ridden morons that constitute at least 50% of Americans' DNA and considerably more than that in terms of cultural output....


learning Hindi or Chinese or Russian or Spanish is pointless. Just use 'von' in your googendi pnoops songs and avoid tv and read a book


God is dead (on this planet, amongst the soulless masses of rabble everywhere)


'hater!' You call me? Better to be a hater than a cretin.


think about it sis, or bro: Six minutes of eternity wasted on nonsense... Oh sorry, dopey nonsense:
http://youtu.be/dYOeGxooCYg


or just spend ten seconds multitasking while you sing googendi von doodendi pnoops a little


makes sense , just sayin', and now you know what exactly

dream last night

there's a double sided newspaper advert designed for autistic people, everything is laid out real big and easy to see..... Then there's like a mini stage in like a school gymnasium, I've remembered some ex girlfriend busting a nut before bedtime, you know how it is, so maybe that's why in my dream she was somehow relevant to do with model jungle animals, can't really remember much....


then some young moslem, potential thuggy wants to know my current address, I give the street name right and muff up the numbers


difficult to remember

incoming secretary of defense, general maddis

after reading about maddis on wikipedia, benji approves.... Maddis is a very bookish general, apparently with a 7000 book collection. He also has a very extensive range of experience in waging war.... He brought a copy of Marcus Aurelius' 'meditations' to his various deployments
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meditations




benji is currently reading the following book:
https://archive.org/stream/byanunknown00philiala#page/87/mode/1up




benji suspects this book is not just a fiction but an actual recall of events as they actually were, by a reincarnation of one of the relevant parties who accessed the 'akashic records' in the early 20th century... Therefore there would be no finer or more accurate book available on the relevant topic... Which includes the aforementioned Romans


the akashic records:
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Akashic_records

dream log

recent: Two women moving in together into some apartment.... There's like two helpers, kind of like real estate agents a guy and a girl (man and woman).... Later an Iraqi man introduces himself to the women.... They were blissful.... In a way I was feeling the dream from the perspective of one of the women.... Maybe I am represented by the Iraqi guy and desi and her mom by the two women, who knows? It was all kind of like a Swedenborg heaven: Everyone aged around 29, all blissful, there were no insinuations of anything not innocent, it was like a scene from heaven... Perhaps in my mind's eye now, recalling it, my parents' wardrobe comes to mind as one woman from my dream was like using a wardrobe.... Although I'd never think of my parents' old wardrobe from the years 1976-1990, the truth is it's probably one of the longest term pieces of furniture from my psyche maybe....


in reality, or from memory in the world, actually, the only memory of a male and female real estate team was from Biloxi, Mississippi and they weren't like the two women organizing the deal in my dream which maybe was a man or women, the only relevant thing was everyone had goodwill and was loving, essentially like Swedenborg's description of heaven, because the bad people had already all gone to hell and it was heaven, everyone was a good guy






last night: Just a moment ago: With some Hindus, they invite like me to a gathering for yoga or something, reluctant to go.... Then going anyway, it's at a kind of rurally place... There's a building here and there and a rurally, isolated, farmy feel to it, and friendly, likeable Hindus.... A snake or some critter like that that coils maybe, gets on my shovel or something, doesn't really matter much... Next you have to go down a little underground or something to the meeting area/ space for yoga... It's actually seemingly above ground maybe or part underground who knows? Cares? Then there's a bunch of people in much more modern room/ indoor area, mostly Hindus I guess... Need to use restroom.... Place was kinda like Auburn community centre.... We never ended up doing the yoga by end of the dream


the rurally, above ground parts of the dream were perhaps reminiscent of the portable buildings we used for our 'new school' in elementary or middle school. Basically Bidwill pre through High school was overloaded so a bunch of portable buildings were set up on some vacant land to form the 'new school', or the portable buildings school was there before the permanently built school, who knows, ..... above ground, non Auburn community centre section of dream brings this to mind, though everyone about was Hindu only.... Or Indian really, hence the yoga.... Having mentioned that, some rurally and mountainous roads into the area were unmistakably like rural, mountainous Asturias, where my dad's side of family is/was from... Actually I had another dream just a few days before I found out Desi was pregnant: In waking life I'd been seriously thinking about divorce / separation and going to live in Asturias. In my dream there was like a flying mini apartment or balcony shining a beautiful light, it was in heaven... Looking back, it kinda represented like a celebration from heaven of the new child that's to come .... One of the women at the English Church we go to as a family, she has been to Oviedo Asturias and knows some Australians there. I have a distant aunt there who is a convalescent nurse for the dying and my father studied there, unfortunately, with Jesuits

so how does the googendi song work benji?

http://youtu.be/Fd9ohpDDCRU


you're asking.... Can I really save two hours a day wasted on watching tv dramas and comedies? Just by singing your song?


oh my god, yes!!! Benji responds to you enthusiastically and resoundingly.... We haven't even mentioned the power of inserting the letter 'n' in poops, thus: Pnoops


just by throwing in an occasional jolly pnoops, pnoops, pnoops, in your benji singing, you can save yourself another half an hour a day wasted on tv


think logically: Television entertainment like movies and dramas and comedies are essentially a train ride with the words: 'The adultery express' emblazoned on the side of the train... Some script writers on the train are shoving $100 bills down their pants and wiping their arses with it and then throwing their shitty bills at the actors in first, second and economy class the shitty bills and saying: Those are your lines bitches.... The sound, camera and editing, lighting, make up crew are dining in the dining carriage and your soul is the only thing on the menu


and you're just going to sit there for hours like a zombie and sign over your freedom to that??


come on man, let me hear you say googendi pnoops...


homework is to read some Blavatsky, Swedenborg and h. Spencer Lewis


come on loser, you can do it


now benji is reasonably fluent in the aforementioned three writers, but recommends them strongly to any truth seeker....


therefore, having avoided wasting hours in front of tv like a total loser, through basic education and masterful invocation of pnoops, benji has time to watch this interview between trump and a Texan sounding journalist from the prestigious wall street journal posse, by the name of Monica: Watch....


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Buz5DEcoISg


the only question that arises in benji's mind is: Who are these people that trump says are 'never going to have a shot'? And a shot at what precisely?


we know trump had some leverage from his dad's wealth which was very modest compared to trump's wealth, and we know trump is something of a Muslim lite, having married and procreated with three different women. This is not meant scornfully as benji is reasonably respectful of Islam, neither is this meant in a jocular or mocking way.


the question still arises: Who are the people that aren't going to have a shot, according to trump? And a shot at what? If it's being a billionaire, most millionaires probably aren't going to have a shot at that...


talking about blacks, it seems all non whites get preferential treatment in America for subsidized university: I'd consider rolling back affirmative action.....


the whole topic is huge, you have debtors prisons in some states, probably different bankruptcy laws and procedures state by state


trump is a teatotaller on drugs and says that drug users will not be able to compete. Not true, the educated upper middle classes are rife with drug use: Journalists, psychologists, psychiatrists: Pot, cocaine, ecstasy, etc.... Everyone knows all the wall street number punching bazillionaire-makers stock brokers can't function without cocaine, neither can half of the sanctimonious, holier than thou finger pointing journalists.....


so what do the republicans want? Roll back Obama care... The iran deal is unclear if they will even want to remove it... Time to talk to Paul Ryan most likely about that stuff....


see everyone would have said, if Clinton had only carpet bombed al Qaeda in Afghanistan before 9/11 it would never have happened... Not sure if that's true though....


who in the republican party will be writing up and introducing new legislation for debate, apart from repealing Obama care and which democrats will they be dealing with? And what are they interested in? We'll look forward to learning more about that in coming days hopefully


there's an article in the ny times about racial bias in sentencing, they're actually onto something true there, I guess those are the people that are never going to have a shot, it'd be good to reform all of that criminal justice system stuff, specifically on sentencing

Trump kissed Hannity?

like the character Vincent Vega, the character Benji doesn't watch much td, although nowadays we have YouTube, Benji is still primarily concerned with his life in eternity, the afterlife, the next lifetime on earth to come, perhaps towards the end of this 21st century, and suchlike. Should Benji buy a powerful motorcycle? Statistically, it would increase the chance of Benji's early demise, undesirable considering benji's kids could use a dad.... Therefore Benji has no time for the primarily failed people that constitute tv land. Occasionally his benjiness might watch a lady gaga video clip or random Hollywood movie like tonight, we bought a zoo, but generally benji will eschew tv watching, preferring to sing non sensical songs like: Googendi googendi doodendi doodendi poops.... Finding this more beneficial to the mind and spirit than tv....


however, since the president elect of America finds Saturday night live interesting, his benjiness takes the time to see what the fuss is about, thus:




http://youtu.be/RZ47Wc5mn1o






his benjiness is surprised that Trump and Hannity would kiss.... They would kiss? How exactly? Would that be like a European man three cheek kisses?








http://youtu.be/vEnpT8UiV_w